trytophobia

i really went into the new exorcist episode and didn’t expect anything else but “no spoilers but you’re gonna die” and i died 3 times - the fucking trytophobia or whatever it’s called on john’s chest, that’s legit my biggest fear and i’m still trying to get over the panic attack that’s building up everytime i think of it, the fucking marcus/peter kiss !!!!!! on a boat !!! at night !!! after talking abt his trauma as a kid !!! that’s btw first base for gays AND  verity being the the butch lesbian i dream off, saying she’s gay and every thing and i love her so much, brianna pls hit me up !!