trying to find which way i liked it best

Piano Man

Originally posted by xehunted

Pairing: Taeil x reader
Genre: smut 
Warnings: language
Word count: 4,296


You breathed through your nostrils furiously as you scrolled down the page on the hundredth site for houses for rent you had checked that day. Nothing lived up to your expectations. Well, actually, if you were honest with yourself a lot of them lived up to your expectations, exceeding them in a lot of cases. However, even the shoddiest rooftop room seemed to be way too pricey for a college student that was trying to be independent just like you. Which also translated to “I will not be asking my parents for help” as much as it was needed in situations like this. 

You did find an apartment that was at a somewhat reasonable price, but it still being more than you could afford with the low wage of your shitty part time job. Moving out of the college dormitories was not going to be easy and you knew that, but all your plans came crumbling down as reality hit you. Neither of your three best friends could be your roommates because two of them already had one and the third one shared an apartment with their partner. Writing down the needed information about the apartment, you closed the tab and opened another one, typing in the website of your college. A lot of students could post various stuff on the home page, so it was time you typed in a post looking for a roommate. 

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I’m an extreme. I extremely do everything. If I like you, I’ll love you. If you’re my friend, you’ll be my best friend. If you give up on me, my heart will break. If you try to make me smile, I’ll laugh. If I try to hurt you, I’ll find the nastiest way to do that. If I try to make you happy, I’ll blow your mind. If you annoying me, I’ll hate you. If I hate you , I’ll execute you a hundred times in my mind.
Be careful which road you’ll take with me … because I’ll always take you to the extreme.
—  dr-hamis 

So something I see a lot in headcannons and fic  that I feel like a lot of people probably wouldn’t know: If at all possible, a therapist will never work with two friends/two people in a relationship/two people who even know each other well knowingly. It’s a conflict of interest, the therapist is then biased, and it could make the clients way less likely to discuss that interpersonal relationship in sessions which can become super problematic.

What’s more likely: Person A will say to their therapist “I have a friend who struggles with these issues, do you know of any colleagues that have experience with this?” and pass on the info their therapist gives them to Person B so that they can make calls and figure out what’s best for them. It’s fairly likely that they’ll try 2 or 3 therapists till they find one that clicks.

onyxwerewolf-deactivated2016113  asked:

Are there any headcanons for the Fakes that you really like or some you can just think of off the top of your head?

hoo boy now u put me on the spot ahaha well, lets see.

  • geoff and ryan are the best cooks
  • DO NOT LET GAVIN INTO THE KITCHEN!!!! EVER!!!
  • dont leave jeremy, ryan, and gavin alone together if there’s nothing for them to do because they will get bored and try to find ways to entertain themselves… which almost always ends up with someone on fire or injured or dead
  • jack is 100% trans and beautiful and everyone loves her
  • i also rlly like the trans michael and trans ray headcanons that i’ve seen
  • everyone has done ryan’s facepaint at least once with varying degrees of success. ray’s the best cuz he’s been doing it for years but jack and jeremy are also pretty good at it.
  • don’t let gavin or geoff near ryan’s facepaint, they only ever end up drawing dicks
  • ryan and ray met for the first time when they both tried to rob the same gas station in the middle of nowhere. for some fucken reason they decided to team up, and they’ve been partners ever since
  • they change the reason every time someone asks them why they decided to partner up
  • meg is technically not a genuine Fake, but she’s been out on enough missions with them that she’s an honorary crew member
  • jeremy is the best dancer lmao
  • jeremy and michael can lift everyone up in the crew
  • ray and gavin both have similar tastes in music, but they’re all bands that no one’s ever heard of
  • ryan is the Plant Dad and takes care of all the plants that are scattered around the penthouse. jack and geoff are in charge of them if ryan’s ever away on vagabond business
  • when the fakes first started up, it was only geoff, jack, ryan, and ray for a while. it took ryan at least a month to get comfortable enough with jack and geoff to talk with them, but he still never took off his mask.
  • when michael and gavin joined up later the process started all over again and he hardly spoke a word to anyone. the first time anyone but ray saw his face was the first time he spoke to michael and gavin … and that was when this incident happened.
  • jeremy was lucky because ryan had let go of his speaking issues by the time he arrived to be in the main circle lmao

im gonna stop right here tho i could go on for a while longer ahahaha;;;

When Dan was talking about storage and sorting that issue out this year he said they would find ‘a better way to live.’ Now, I’m probably overanalysing here (no shit this is the phandom what can you expect) but saying ‘a better way to live’ doesn’t really hint to just finding storage spaces to hire. I’d be far more inclined to assume that they’re thinking of moving from that statement. Also, if they both move to a bigger flat/house together….. I mean, from an adult’s perspective (which apaz I am lol) that’s like a serious step.

Life in London is like this; you pay extortionate rent and try your best to save up for a house and get a mortgage. As you get into your late 20s, early 30s, you’re thinking more about needing stable assets and getting on the property market, and renting isn’t viable in London for too long as you lose far more money than buying a house and paying off a mortgage (in the long term). So IF they are moving, and IF they are moving together, it would make far moe economic and rational sense to buy a house, so like they’d be buying a house together. Unless they don’t want to settle forever in London… but then you still want to invest money in a house and a mortgage and sell that if you move.

Who knows. Also, I have just reminded myself of how shit it is being an adult and renting a flat in London. Also, I need to stop overanalysing shit… lol, like that’s ever gonna happen.

Little princess (Ahkmenrah imagine)

A/N: I’ve been thinking about this a lot lately, I have the feeling that my writing skills are not the same as they used to be. I also have the feeling that my imagines are no good anymore in contrast to those I wrote at the very beginning. I’m very sorry if you don’t enjoy my imagines or are confused because you don’t understand them. English isn’t my first language and I try to express myself in the best way I can. That doesn’t mean I will give up but I really do need your feedbacks to find out how they are. Enjoy this one! Hope you’ll like it!

Word count: 1,082

It was in the middle of the night in Egypt. A young man was standing on the huge balcony, his eyes were fixed on the beautiful night sky, covered with tons of stars which were shining bright and illuminating the whole city in front of him. Completely silence surrounded him, he heard nothing but the comforting sounds of the wind. Everybody was sleeping peacefully in their beds, secured by the warmth of their blankets over their bodies or even the by the warmth of their beloved ones. But this young man couldn’t sleep. He didn’t mind though. He would rather spend his time watching the stars instead of falling asleep. He loved looking at the stars. They were fascinating and magical to him.

Whenever he had a stressful day or bad mood, the stars always cheered him up. It was like they knew exactly when he needed them, and appeared then.

The young man’s gaze fell down on his arms where carried a little baby, covered with fine cloth. The little girl was quietly snoring in her father’s arms, her tiny chest lifted an fell peacefully. Her little fingers were wrapped around her father’s forefinger and she didn’t let him go since the moment she fell asleep.

She was pretty like her mother once used to be. She had emerald eyes like her, her lips and her nose. A smile was plastered on the young man’s face. Ahkmenrah, fourth King of the fourth Kings, ruler of the lands of his fathers, couldn’t be happier in that moment.

Of course some days were rough. Raising up a child took a lot of responsibility and energy. Especially when you were a single parent. The whole burden was on your shoulders and you needed to see how you got along with it. He could’ve got help from his servants but refused any helping hand.

This was his baby, his little princess and only he would take care of her. He promised to his queen, wife and soul mate to take care of their baby girl and to guarantee a secure life for the future princess.

Unfortunately, his wife died after she gave birth to their daughter. Her heart was weak and there also appeared some complications during the delivery. Luckily, the princess made it but the young queen needed give up her life.

Ahkmenrah felt a sting of pain in his chest as he thought about the love of his life. It was hard for him to accept the absence of his wife. He didn’t leave his chamber during the first weeks. He wanted to be alone with his grief. He cried every single night, pressing his face into her pillow where her wonderful scent was still present. The fact that he would never be able to see her lovely smile, to run his fingers through her soft curls and to touch her elegant body tore his heart apart.

Then he thought about his daughter and that he had to stay strong for her. She needed him after all.

“I love you, my little princess.” He whispered to her tiny ears as he stroked her soft, pink cheek. “And I love you my queen.” He said a little bit louder and his eyes were fixed on the stars again. He knew and felt that his wife was watching over him and their daughter.

Sometimes he could sense her presence and also her scent was lingering in the air. A few times he caught his baby laughing in joy when no one was around, even when he left the room for a few minutes. He assumed that she could see her mother’s spirit and wished from the bottom of his heart that he would see her too.

“She looks like you, my queen. Her beauty, her eye color, her hair… everything she has from you.” Ahkmenrah continues talking, weighing the infant in his arms back and forth. “Sometimes it hurts to even look at her, because every single thing of her reminds me of you. But then I think about how lucky I am because it was you who gave birth to her. She is ours, yours and mine, our product of love.” He gently kissed his daughter’s cheek.

“And I promised to take care of her. I’ll protect her with my whole being, my beautiful lotus.”

Suddenly, the glass doors were opened and Shepseheret entered the balcony. She had a worried expression on her face. “My son,” She spoke. “Why aren’t you asleep yet?” She came closer to the young pharaoh and saw the little girl in his arms. “She’s going to have a cold if you stay outside any longer.”

“She’s going to be alright, mother don’t you worry.” He said, offering the old queen a gentle smile.

“According to the stars, I guess your wife is watching over you?” Shepseheret said amused. “She’s always watching over us, mother.” Ahkmenrah said determined. She knew how much you loved the stars as well and used to believe that whenever the stars appeared on the night sky that you were around, taking care of them.

“I know, son.” She patted her son’s shoulder. “I know. I’m just worried about you. Are you okay?”

Ahkmenrah stared at his baby girl for a moment before he spoke. “I’ve never been better, my queen.  Nefertiti is my little joy of life. She’s my shining star. And I love her so much.” He said, pressing the little infant closer to his body. Shepseheret looked at the young pharaoh wit adoration.

Never in her life had she seen someone who shared so much love and passion for a child. She was proud of the young man in front of her. “You are the best father she could ask for, Ahkmen.” Before she left to leave father and daughter alone she added, “And I’m sure your wife is also proud of you.”

Ahkmenrah smiled happily and gave his attention back to Nefertiti. “You’re my angel, princess. I love you to the moon and back.”

Then he stepped into his room, closing the doors behind him carefully so he wouldn’t make any noise that would wake up the little princess. He went to her crib which stayed next to his bed and slowly laid her down, covering her tiny body.

A wonderful scent of flowers was lingering in the air and a small laugh escaped the Pharaoh’s mouth. “Good night, my sleeping beauty.” He said to Nefertiti.

“And good night, my precious queen.”

The signs as Walt Disney quotes

Aries- “The difference in winning &’ not losing is most often not quitting.”

Taurus- “The most important thing is family.”

Gemini- “That’s the real problem with the world, too many people grow up.”

Cancer- “Our greatest natural resource is, the minds of our children.”

Leo- “The more you like yourself, the less you are like anyone else, which makes you unique.”

Virgo- “Do your best work &’ then try to trump it.”

Libra- “I believe in being a innovator.”

Scorpio- “All our dreams can come true, if we have the courage to pursue them.”

Sagittarius- “When you’re curious, you find lots of interesting things to do.”

Capricorn- “The way to get started is to quit talking &’ begin doing.”

Aquarius- “You’re dead if you aim only for kids. Adults are only kids grown up, anyway.”

Pisces- “If you can dream it, you can do it.”


Edgar Allan Poe

Oscar Wilde

Friedrich Nietzsche

Tim Burton

Emily Dickinson

I love my therapist, he’s really cool and laid back. Our last session was rough, he’s trying to find a new way to help me and I’m not help to which makes both of us frustrated. He gave me about 5 things that he wanted me to change and he said I had to change 3 of the 5. He said I wasn’t allowed back until I did 3/5 things. I think in his mind he was doing tough love but to me I felt like giving an ultimatum was him pushing me away and him giving up on me. I let the anger get the best of me and I told him to “Fuck off” and that I wasn’t coming back… The next day I emailed him apologizing immensely and telling him why I was angry.. He simply said, “I hope to see you at our next session and I want you to know that I’m not going to give up on you.”

grubus  asked:

oh man. I know a skeleton that scares me to this day but he's probably only known among swedes... Greve/Lord Von Dy I HATE YOU. Like the animation for him is super bad but it's the way he acts and the whole thing that makes him the bad guy that just gives me the shudders. BRRRR just thinking about him has me grossed out and nervous

Ah, I’m afraid I don’t him, and sadly google fails me and I don’t see anything that could match what you describe! D:

I’m trying to think but I can’t think of any skeletons I still find scary. But I know of some which are at least creepy!

The best example I can think of is “The Bone King” from The Black Cauldron, which is probably the best thing about that movie tbh

Originally posted by disneydeviants

And honestly? Any skeleton creature/boss in Dark Souls is no joke. I don’t even play Dark Souls but you don’t need to tell me running into one of these things in the dark isn’t terrifying

Originally posted by yes-gamer

Not to mention the Skeleton King.

Originally posted by lordranandbeyond

anonymous asked:

I'm curious about which ways you think they could make this cheating storyline work? Refering to your answer to your last ask :) I'm genuniely curious because I'm trying my best to be optimistic and finding it endlessly difficult...

hey nonnie!

um. i mean. okay. basically if robert realized how much he fucked up? and took full responsibility for it instead of running away from it like he’s prone to do. to the point that he laid everything out there for aaron and gave aaron complete power and control over what happened next. even if that meant walking away from aaron for a while because he realizes he’s not currently deserving of him? that would work for me. (this is basically @itwasjustmisplaced‘s idea so. credit).

not that any of that will happen. because this is emmerdale. and good ideas are not always their specialty.  

I’ve been looking at a lot of blog’s recently, trying to find out what’s the best wider reading for a-level English, and I’ve worked really hard to compile this list (which I’m slowly but surely working my way through). If people would like I can post the original ready to print file tomorrow?

I hate you, I love you

As much as you dreaded this night and tried your hardest to find some way to get out of it, tonight was the night your parents best friends were coming over for dinner. The family itself were pretty nice but the asshole son Luke was another story. Luke was always being a piece of shit and criticizing everything you did and making you feel like you were completely worthless, which didn’t matter to you to much because you knew he was just trying to get into your head but every once in a while you just wanted to snap back at him, but tried to stop yourself every time you got the urge because you knew he would just yell back and you would both get in trouble.

“y/n! The Hemmings are here! Come downstairs now!” Your mom yells at you before you hear a knock on the door and her voice greeting them. “fuck” you say under your breath before walking down stairs in your short cut black dress and curled hair. Luke looked at you and rolled his eyes once you got to the bottom of the steps.

“I don’t want to be here either, dickhead, but just don’t do anything stupid, my parents are already mad at me and if at the end of the night they find you dead then I think they will probably never unground…” you whispered to Luke before following your parents and Luke’s into the living room.

After about 20 minutes of talking to Luke’s parents you hear your mom call you and Luke over to set the table, which you agree to because your not in the mood to deal with her bullshit if you say no.

You go over to the drawer with the silverware and take out 6 forks and knives, one for each of the parents, one for you and one for Luke. “Mind handing me the napkins slut?”  Luke says as you start walking over to the table.

“What the fuck did you just call me?”  You say to Luke in a relatively loud tone “Don’t ever call me that okay! Im so fucking sick of your bullshit, what have I done to you? There are many things I am, but don’t ever call me a slut!” You yell at Luke, which suprisingly causes him to walk closer.

“You want to know what you did to me?” He says as he grabs your hands in his, “You made me fall in love with you.” With that he kisses you,it took a minute to register what was happening because it all happened so fast, but once you have you kiss back with more passion then you have ever kissed anyone, and soon he has picked you up and placed you on the kitchen counter and stands between your legs, not breaking the kiss once. His hands slowly travels up your thigh and and wrap your hands around his neck, he slowly starts unzipping you dress and you stop him before he can get all the way down. 

“What?” he says looking at you and you avert your eyes to his growing bulge, he was just as horny as you.

“We can’t fuck in the middle of a kitchen, what if someone walks in here and we don’t even have a condom, I’m not getting pregnant because of your horny ass!” You tell him and zip up your dress, and get off the counter and bend over in front of him, a little to much just to torment him, and grab the napkins from under the counter. The two of you set the table and Luke sits down right after.

“What are you doing?” You say looking at Luke like the total idiot he is, because dinner isn’t for another 15 minutes at least.

“Do you want to explain to both of our parents why I have a boner?” Realization hits you and you shake your head no and walk into the living room to tell your parents that the table is set and she says that they will be in there in a minute, so you walk back into the kitchen were Luke seems to be texting someone.

“Who are you texting?” You say after sitting in the chair next to him.

“No one, just Michael to tell him that band practice is tomorrow at his house.” Luke says looking at you. For the next 10 minutes or so you and Luke just talk about his world famous band, and both or your lives. Until his and your parents walk into the room and set out the food.

“Im pretty sure my boner is still there, so will you go and get me some food?” Luke whispers into your ear after they finish setting out the food.

“Im doing this for you, but don’t expect me to do all your work, just because you horny doesn’t mean you disabled.” you whisper back to him and get up to go get him and you food. After getting both of you guys plates you go back to where everyone one was sitting, being the last one at the table.

“Now Luke, I’m still confused as to why you made y/n get your food, you have two working legs, and easily could have done it yourself.” Liz says looking at Luke who looks at you to see if you have an explanation for all this.

“I told him I would get his plate because I was getting up to get mine anyway so I just said I would make his while I was up…” You tell Liz earning a reassuring glance from Luke, thank god she bought it and moved on.

The rest of the dinner was just the adults talking about everyday thing, and was actually very boring for you there was nothing more you wanted then to be upstairs alone with Luke. Luke’s puts his hand on your thigh and starts rubbing up and down getting closer every time. Once he is all the way up to your underwear you grab his wrist to motion for him to stop, and he would have kept going, he already had moved your underwear to one side, but your mom dropped her fork under the table and stock her head under to grab it, and Luke abruptly took his hand off and returned it to his lap so that your mom couldn’t see what was going on when she stuck her head under the table.

Once your mom retrieved her fork it was your turn to torment Luke, you unbuttoned and unzipped his pants and started palming him through his boxers, with made him close his eyes and he had to put his hand over his mouth to stop from moaning loudly for the whole table to hear.

“Luke, are you okay?” you say looking at him with fake concern and the whole table averted his gaze to the two of you and Luke grabes your hand and pulls it out of his pants and says,

“Me and y/n are going to go to Michaels, he just schedueled and emergency band practice and wants all of us there.” Liz says thats okay and your mom says yes as well and then Luke pulls you outside. Right when you get out the doors he already pinned you against the outside of the house, passionately making out with you, so you return his action by slowly grinding your hips onto his. He stops the kiss and then pulls you into the car and starts driving to who knows were.

Part 2 tomorrow…. send in request for the next part. Thank you!

Choromatsu Girls

I know it’s not like fans hate him but I’m kinda dejected that Choromatsu is kinda the least favorite matsu in the Osomatsu Fandom… Honesty I literally like him because of Kamiya, and then when I found out he was an otaku and tsukkomi … that made me like him even more!!! I mean yeah he’s the most level headed and seemingly normal one of the group, which doesn’t really make him stand out as much compared to other but then again, I think he suffers in his own ways and it feels like he’s constantly anxious and insecure while trying his best for the sake of his brothers and himself to mature and “fit in” the harsh reality of the adult world… I feels like making some kind of angst fanart where Choromatsu is like…

“Everyone else doesn’t really care about growing up so it’s up to me to help my brothers mature and find a job”

“Why is everyone ignoring my advice we can’t keep living like this… we need to move on in life someday!!!”

“I’m doing my best to change and grow up why can’t my brothers understand that!?”

Originally posted by t-obio

Originally posted by floormatsu