trying new things im so sorry

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Are You Happy? photoshoot; requested by @sougoii

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do you feel that too?

BTS Reaction to Thinking You Cheated

Incognito; Bts reaction to rumors that you cheated on him, and you have a rough argument and they say horrible things and hurt your feelings, to after discover the rumors were fake and they should have believed you? Please love ur blog, sorry if its too long ^^ and sorry for my english, im Brazilian 💜 - leila

Note: I was spread too thin, my brain is shut down so I’ll try to upload new reactions instead of revamps when I can. send in more requests thoughh!! *credit to gif owners*


Jin ➳ He was lost in thought when he realized what he had done wrong. He could vaguely remember screaming at you and making you cry when he believed the rumors of you cheating on him with Jungkook were true. He didn’t care at the time, but when he went to go get a drink at the bar and overheard that some jealous girl had made them up, he stared off into space with the glass of alcohol in his hands. He was angry with himself, and before he knew it the cup in his hands shattered from squeezing it with brutal force.

“What have I done..”

Originally posted by madankamagica


Suga ➳ Yoongi was beyond livid when he heard that you had been having relations with Jimin behind his back. He was throwing stuff to the ground and yelling at you while tears streamed down your cheeks. He couldn’t believe his ears when he heard from Jimin himself that it wasn’t true. “You’re just trying to save your own ass.” He mumbled but when Jimin gave him an honest expression, he began to laugh out of not knowing what he had done. He felt betrayed by his own jealousy and covered his face with his hands, feeling ashamed at what he did to you. “I’m such an asshole..”

Originally posted by sugagifs


J-Hope Hoseok refused to believe the rumors, but that didn’t stop him from being in a negative mood the whole day. He knew the love you two had for each other was too deep to even be messing around with other people. But when you smiled, he felt the doubt sprinkling in the back of his mind at the thought of you and Namjoon together. When he pushed you a little too hard while joking around, you stared at him worriedly. “What’s wrong?” You questioned.

He just laughed, jealousy getting the better of him. “Nothing.” He plainly said, side-glancing you with a fake smile. “Absolutely nothing.”

Originally posted by hohbi


RapMonster ➳ He was screaming at you, slamming you against the wall before you yelped from the force and trying to witness the guilty expression on your face from what you have done. At least, that’s what he imagined he’d do. He watched you talk about the new book you were reading excitedly with Hoseok. There was no way you’d cheat on him, right? But that didn’t stop him from asking. “Are you two doing something behind my back?” He asked upfront, and the both of you frowned before laughing out loud.

Yep, there was no way.

Originally posted by jeonsshi


Jimin ➳ Jimin was pissed when he heard about you and Yoongi staying the night together. He confronted you about it and it pissed him off even more when you acted oblivious. He was yelling, and when you kept denying it he punched a hole in the wall right beside your petrified being. He left you in tears and went to find Yoongi, and when he did he was seething. “How could you?” He growled and Yoongi was impassive but Jimin knew Yoongi was getting angrier by the second from being accused of something he didn’t do.

“How could I? No, how could you.” Yoongi spat and that’s when he knew; that he was wrong.

Originally posted by daffodiltae


V ➳ Taehyung was angry when the rumor finally came to him. He dropped everything just to confront you, and although he wasn’t screaming; he was being rude as hell. “How could you hoe around when I’m only gone for one night, especially with Kim Seokjin?” He snarled, walking closer to you and you froze, your eyes brimming with tears and at that moment; he regretted ever doubting you.

“Isn’t a relationship built from trust? Why can’t you trust me?”

He felt like complete shit.

Originally posted by strawberrie-kookie


Jungkook ➳ He was so angry and couldn’t control himself when he saw you and Taehyung together, pushing you away from him roughly and dumping you on the spot. You looked devastated when he didn’t believe you, but he could care less. “If you wanted an older man you should have been with him in the first place instead of wasting my time.” He sneered, but when he later found out from Taehyung that it was all a misunderstanding, he felt too mortified to apologize. “I fucked up..” he mumbled and Taehyung laughed.

“You sure did, but what can you do? You love her that much.”

Originally posted by minseokked


Masterlist

My Reaction While Watching the Never Ever MV

T.W. Lots of cussing


  • Holy fuck its starting
  • OMFG MY CHILDREN BAMBAM YUGYEOM LOOKS SO GOOD
  • ohh the group outfits look on point
  • Why do they look so emo??
  • YES YUGYEOM SING THE SHIT OUT OF YOUR PART
  • NO I AM NOT READY
  • YES PRINCE JINYOUNG
  • Jackson GOT FIRST RAP
  • Ohhh now JB is sining okay okay I can survive this
  • Nope now Im dead but Mark looooooks really good
  • MOM: WHY ARE YOU SCREAMING!?!?
  • ME: BECAUSE LOOK AT YOUNGJAE MAMI!!! HE’S SO CUTE!!
  • DOING WERID HAND MOTIONS AND SUPER GIDDY CAUSE OF YOUNGJAE
  • Jackson needs to wear turtle necks more often
  • Why are you letting GOT7 drive!? You clearly didn’t see them practically fail the fuck out of their driving test
  • Bambam looks so breath taking 
  • OH SEE!!! THEY CRASHED THEIR CAR INTO THE SIDE OF THE BRIDGE DONT LET THEM DRIVE
  • Damn Jackson trying to a Superhero and smash through that wall.. told y'all in my imagine he would have super human strength and ruin shit
  • The choreography looks really spot on
  • YES JACKSON YES KEEP RAPPING WANG PUPPY
  • Oh god mark no stop right now
  • Jinyoung you look like a lost child sitting in that thing
  • WHY IS THERE MORE WATER AND DROWNING INVOLVED!? STOP TRYING TO KILL JINYOUNG
  • More group shots #imdeadinside
  • WHERE THE FUCK DID YOUNGJAE GET THAT HAMMER!? Don’t hurt yourself but you look so cute though
  • Mark is the only one who dived into the water to save Jinyoung. 
  • MARKJIN IS REAL!! All of y’all are fake as fuck friends, this is why he hates y’all a majority of the time
  • Yes keep putting JB in the center of the group dances, I like suffering
  • “I wont make you cry again, don’t worry”  Im sorry Youngjae I can’t hear you over my loud uncontrollable sobbing
  • Oh no not Yugyeom again
  • IS JINYOUNG DEAD OR NAH!?
  • What do you mean I belong to you? I belong to no one
  • WHY IS JINYOUNG ON THAT TABLE CHAIR THING WHERE THE FUCK ARE THE DOCTORS TRYING TO SAVE HIM!?!? 
  • ohh okay more dancing
  • Sooo Bambam is that the new type of vaping or what?? But your eyes look good
  • OKAy group dancing I GET IT Y’ALL DANCE
  • OMFG WHAT WAS THE MOVE!?!? Thought that was some exorcist type of shit or something
  • Ahhh back to a dead Jinyoung
  • Bambam looks so pretty just standing there… He belong in an art museum 
  • Of course a fucking dab
  • OMFG JINYOUNG IS ALIVE
  • 15/10 acting
  • give them an oscar, golden globe, grammy, GIVE THEM EVERYTHING

fuckyeahcoffeeandequality  asked:

Hey Cassandra! Im quite new to this series, so I'm sorry If this have already been answered here or in any of your books, but is it possible to have multiple parabatai's? :)

It’s only possible to have one. And if that one dies, you can’t try a second time or have a second parabatai. It’s a once in a lifetime thing.

1 New Message (Part Two)

pairing: connor murphy x reader

word count: 2700

genre: angst

warnings: suicide!!! (this is a biggie), swearing

a/n: this is the second and final part to this series lol have fun reading this its really angsty and sad and things KEEP GOING DOWNHILL!!! thanks for sticking with this two-parter its probably been rough to read all of the text talk but hope u enjoy!!! <3


August 16th 

2 new messages

From monnorcurphy: Was it weird that I told you I love you

From monnorcurphy: Im sorry

From you: connor it doesn’t matter to me

From monnorcurphy: Are you serious

From you: yes!!! if anything it would be weird when i said it to u bc i said it first

From monnorcurphy: That’s true

From you: how r u monnor???

From monnorcurphy: Surprisingly fine

From you: r u high fine or sober fine

From you: (question: is not on drugs called being sober like w alcohol or is it low)

From you: because im never sure

From monnorcurphy: Sober fine

From monnorcurphy: (I don’t know is it sober

From monnorcurphy: I feel like it would be)

From you: me too

From monnorcurphy: How r u?

From you: idk

From monnorcurphy: You don’t know????

From you: im just…….

From you: i dunno

From monnorcurphy: :)

From you: Wow!!! An emoji!!! From THE monnor curphy!!!! An unseen Sight

From monnorcurphy: I take it back

From you: <3</p>

From monnorcurphy: ,3

From you: oh connnor no

From monnorcurphy: Fuck

From monnorcurphy: <3*****</p>

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little shownu things

• always let’s you have the last slice of pizza/cookie/food you share
• (that’s how you know he loves you)
• smiles and dips his head when you catch him staring at you
• fascinated by you
• so always gets caught
• tucks his shirt into his trousers (doesn’t understand why you hate it??)
but I like this look?
you look like a 42 year old father of three
is that a bad thing?
• forever confused
• randomly breaks into song and/or dance
• freezes when he realises what he’s doing
• carries on bc you find it adorable
• he really is adorable
• lowkey loves you calling him adorable
• Dad Jokes™
shownu please… enough
• blushes when you hold his hand/brush against him/do anything that involves touching him in any way!!
• so you naturally touch him as much as possible
• either tries to get away from you
• or the vein in his temple starts pulsing…
• which means trouble (good or bad)
• kisses are his weakness
• starts off slowly but suddenly he’s trailing kisses down your neck and has to physically rip himself away from you
• asks if it’s ok to carry on
yes it’s more than oka-
• carries on 
• loves watching you sleep
• probably bc it’s the only time he can look at you for so long without looking away
• always the big spoon
• afraid of crushing you in your sleep
I’m pretty sure that won’t happen
but what if it does??
• shy giant
• really into wildlife documentaries for some reason??
• loves being complimented (never admits it)
• subconsciously reaches for you whenever you’re near
• places his hand on your thigh under tables
• always gently squeezes your waist when holding you
• doesn’t understand the concept of lazy sundays
what should we do?
why don’t we work out together? it’ll be fun!

is that a yes?
• loves tickling you!!
• (secretly loves it bc he gets to touch you without getting shy)
• cooks for you whenever you come home late
• even if it’s always ramen
• loves hearing about your day
• tells you about his
• even if it takes a while for him to start
•  loves you so so much
•  just the thought of you makes him smile

i might not like some of the more recent SU episodes, but jailbreak reminds me why i love(d) the show so much. when a powerful, beautiful black lesbian defended her right to have a relationship and exist as who she was, and won. she literally beats the shit out of prejudice against her. and it’s honestly one of the most wonderful, beautiful moments in the whole show. though new episodes disappoint, annoy and even try to erase some of these messages that stuck out to us about fighting back, jailbreak will always hold a special, warm place in my heart for how many wonderful things it did.

so i need $600 a month to live and $300 to buy a new computer (this one will not hold a charge and shuts down whenever you moved it the slightest) have $650 in my bank account that i an’t access for 2 days because my card was stolen and $200 coming in from the last couple of weeks on etsy. so basically i still need $100 to make it through the month so

here’s my etsy link wherei mkae things for autistic ppl. please spread it around if you want to support me. sorry im crypttyping im trying not to move my computer its shut donwn like 10+ times today

Goodbye Gmw?

Guys as much as I hate to say this, I think it’s time we give up on GMW. Im not saying this because Im not a true fan, but because I am. I know that we haven’t heard anything from MJ or the writers but…lets be real here

Disney hasn’t given the rights to GMW, and considering how long it’s taken I don’t think that they will. We’ve tried to campaign over and over again and clearly other channels just don’t care anymore. And if MJ really did try and couldn’t get the show to keep going, i don’t think he would say anything anyways. 

Let’s be realistic here, Sabrina is going on her second tour that will take up the rest of the year. Rowan is going on other shows that seem more like her demographic, and her anti president stuff has died down a lot too.

Peyton is clearly moving on, going to college and hanging out with friends. I have NO DOUBT that we will be seeing him in other movies and shows. He seems to be happy, plus I believe he has a girlfriend now.

Corey has obviously been busy and working on new stuff. Him and Sabrina still seem close though, so at least we still have CORBRINA to look forward to every once and a while. But he is working on more mature subjects as well.

Auggie, Ava and Cooper are all working on new shows, but they do hang out and have reunions. So we can see that too

We haven’t really seen anything from Ben or Danielle but Im sure they are working on stuff to.

Guys I hate to be a debby downer here but..considering all the cast is working on new things now, seeing GMW move to another network doesn’t seem possible anymore. Even if other networks are trying to negotiate Disney isn’t going to budge. Im sorry guys but I think it’s over. I hate to think that but..we have to consider all these things. Did GMW deserve another season? Yes, even a whole 7 seasons. We could have had BMW with GMW but that clearly isn’t going to happen. It’s been months. Trust me I LOVE this show, just as much as SIU (Shake it up), but i think it’s time for all of us to move on.

Thank you to all the accounts on IG, Twitter, Tumblr and everything else that went out of their way to support the show. 

It pains me to think that GMW isn’t coming back. Afterall this show was here for me when i was going through dark times, It brought me and my best friend together. She is like my Riley and i love her to death. But all good things must come to an end. This show effected so many people’s lives, which is what we all loved about it. Ill never forget the incredible friendship Rilaya and Rowbrina have on and off screen. The cast that really brought this show to life. Taught m things that no other show ever did, it left an incredible legacy. 

Thank you to MJ for writing this incredible show, and going from 3 best friends to 6 in just three seasons. Showing us love, friendship and family grow. Disney didn’t deserve this incredible show, it didn’t give it the love that it truly deserved. But it left us with a lot of memories. Ill never forget it. 

Im saying goodbye to Disney Channel, I might leave Tumblr i ain’t sure yet. But if the show somehow gets resurrected again, that’s when I will believe. 

I love this incredible fandom,despite all the fighting that we had going on. I never in all my life seen a fandom come together like this. A dedicated fan base that really helped the show come to life. Its given us Sabrina,an incredible singer who will keep on going on with her music. Rowan an activist for women who was born in the wrong time line. Peyton i misjudged teenage boy living his life. Auggie a dorky cute kid who made us all laugh and will grow and continue to over the years. And Corey, my first celebrity crush after years who never stopped making all of us and transformed before our eyes. Ill never forget you.

One of my favorite lessons was Forgiveness, because like Maya my father left me and started a new family. Like her I can’t forgive him right now, but that is okay because I have forgiven myself, which is the first thing you need to do. 

Creativity, the love i have for the arts was really shown. How I could save it and how it’s saved Maya. The one thing that she still had in her life that no one could take away, which is the same for me.

Flaws and Rileytown. Showing the side of the victim and the bully. How you can change someone and how you can rely on your friends in time of need.

Goodbye, i cried the entire episode. Because I to had to leave my best friend behind. It shows what everyone means to each other and how no matter what distance they will always love each other, just like me and my best friend.

Thank you for each lesson that you taught. 

And the quotes that still inspire me today. 

People change people, secret of life. 

What us can do for them

Hope is for suckers

Pluto

Dream. Try. Do Good.

Thank you everyone. “I love you all, class dismissed” 

“Not So Movie Marathon”

Summary: Chris decides to propose to the reader.

Request:  Hey, I’m having a horrible day. Just extremely crappy and would love something with Bucky x reader or Chris beck x reader to lift my spirits. Anything you feel inspired to write about. Love, support, just super fluffy please:) - @foolishlycompletelyfallen

Word Count: 715 

Warnings: Fluff

A/N: im so sorry this took so long. i started my classes again thins week so its been a little rough. i got a new laptop and i still havent transfered my files. i should be getting back into the swing of things next week. leave me an ask if you want to be on my taglist or you just wanna ask some questions. 


Originally posted by bucky-barnes-pls

“Babe, let’s go! I have to catch you up on all the scary movies you missed while you were trying to get Watney’s ass off of Mars!” Y/N shouted to Chris. She had been dating him before he went off into space. They had been together for almost four years now and every one of his team members were waiting for him to pop the question. Martinez was the one pestering him the most.

Chris had a plan to propose and he was not going to let any of his team members ruin it. He had bought the ring the minute he landed back on earth. He had to ask Commander Lewis and Beth to help him. He was still a poor clueless space boy after all.

After what felt like days of visiting high-end jewelry stores and deleting all the pictures he took to send to his helpers, he finally found the perfect ring. It reminded him of her eyes. It sparkled in the sunlight and he could notice it in the darkness. He was still nervous to ask her. She had said several times that he was her one and only.

She said their love would last forever like Noah and Allie`s. The Notebook was her favorite movie of all time. They watched it together on their first date and Y/N balled her eyes. After that night, he knew he would be with her forever. She looked beautiful even when she cried.

Tonight was the night. He was going to propose to Y/N and he would have the honor of calling her his wife. She had the intention of showing him all the scary movies that came out while he was away, but he had a different idea.

While Y/N prepared the popcorn and sweets, Chris quickly changed out the DVD and put on “The Notebook.” He felt like it was the perfect way he could propose. It symbolized their relationship coming full circle. Through all the ups and downs they stayed strong, just like Noah and Allie. He was getting emotional just thinking about it. He didn’t even notice Y/N sit down next to him.

“Babe? Helloooo? Chris?” she starting waving her hand in front of his face “I asked you to play it. C’mon there is a lot to catch up on.”

He wanted to wait to the end of the movie, he really did, but looking at her now he saw that goofy smile and enthusiasm for something that would just give her nightmares. He knew he could just cuddle her even more after the movies and he was okay with it. Before he could stop himself he slowly lowered himself off the sofa and onto one knee in front of her.

“Y/N Y/L/N, you are the absolute love of my life. You listen to me rant about the constellations and black holes and things you probably don’t understand, but you put up with it. You put up with me. I know our relationship hasn’t been the easiest one or the most traditional. I have been gone for a lot of it but you still stood by me. You were faithful and you loved me. You understand me and for that I will always come back to you. Whether I am just at the grocery store or on another planet, I will always come back to you. Please do me the honor of becoming me Wife?”

She was frozen. The ring was gorgeous. He knew her so well, but she also knew he had help. He couldn’t have been able to pick out a ring without a woman’s help. She loved him, but the boy had no inkling of an idea about rings.

She was crying and couldn’t speak. All she could do was nod her head at a furious pace. Chris let out a sound that was a mixture of a sigh and a laugh. With shaky hands, he pulled the ring out of the velvet box and slowly slide it on her finger. He picked her up and spun her around. He let her down and they shared a passionate kiss. Y/N started giggling.

“You had the notebook in the DVD player, didn’t you?”

Yup. They were definitely made for each other. 

Tags: @the100-supernatural-imagines @papi-chulo-bucky @ursulaismymiddlename @opaque-daydream @ifoundlove-x0vanessa0x @betsy1066

daily reminder

kellyabbotts  asked:

steve trevor wishes he had more time with diana prince........ i'm never getting over this.......

softly dont

dont think about steve never getting to see dianas tomorrow with his own eyes

dont think about steve never getting to see the world he saved with diana

dont think about steve showing her his world and trying new things together

dont think about diana going to sleep, waking up and for a moment… just a moment… forgetting that her dream she just had with steve… wasnt real… that for a few seconds after she woke up.. she went to turn to face him, only he wasnt there

dont think about how much of a good father steve trevor would have been and how strong and loved their little girl would have been 

dont think about steve trevor having a young little half god half human wrapped around his neck while he hands cling onto his hair for dear life

dont think about diana just smiling fondly at her family

dont think about charlie, sammy and chief telling old war stories of the great steve trevor to their children or each others childrens

dont think about any of this

cause you’ll start crying like me :)))) 

ANTAGONISTS ARE HARD

I totally had plans to type shit out last night and now that I’m awake I can’t remember half of if

But yes, antagonists, especially the type I’m trying NOT to like, are such a PAIN. I’m so impressed by characters I wanna just. Push off a cliff when I play games or watch shows but ohhh is it so hard for me to create one for some reason

BUT ANYWAYS IM TRYING
here’s a few Sort of

Also I’m on mobile and can’t do a read more I am So Sorry

OTIOSE:

Crocoite.
I don’t know if she’s in the “god I hate her” category, but she is definitely unpleasant to work with. A nasty extortionist who mostly just wants your Money and your Things. She’s also an usem hunter and escort (and Business owner?).Theres rumors that some of the people her group guides never make it to their destination (and croc suddenly has interesting new stuff to sell).
She’s a Genuine Designer, but she doesn’t like or trust other Designers..most of them are rich and snotty, but not her!! She was saved up for, a very expensive baby right there. The zone she grew up in was a very tense one; some areas in the US at this point are a bit..militarized. So. But of a rough baby life there, to partially explain her callousness (and distaste for the rich/corporate entities/military that Own Everything).
She has a main pack she does everything with, the most notable being two army grade Mods (tentatively nicknamed Castor and Pollux)

Unnamed Corporation
That’s right, there’s a fucking. Weyland-Yutani Umbrella Corp type corporation at play in this world!!!!
They own. Goddamn. Everything. Genetic labs, prisons, company housing, bioengineering research facilities, military grade AI, Moderator Development Facilities……. put those last two together and you have about 2/3rds of the entire military right there, btw.
Soooo much shit is their brand. Your implants, your prosthetics, your fuckin. Socks, probably.

This is the corporation Ben n Tonks’s parents work for! And the one that, when two worried kids of their employees are like “hi our parents haven’t contacted us in a month, what’s up?” give them one of those suspicious bullshit automated replies. Begin story There

ARCHIVES

Corrupt Archive Leaders?
This is less Corporate Evil and more of..an unfortunate power imbalance that resulted from events out of their control.
So like..The big problem in archives is that MANY MANY people were yanked from their homes, and plonked onto an alien planet that only had readily available accommodations for a Fraction of the population.
The key word here is Alien: there are no domesticated animals, no crops that have been carefully altered through human intervention for a millennia, they are essentially having to start from scratch in many cases. People don’t even have Dogs anymore!! For gods sake!!
Compare that to the archives themselves! A colony..city..thing. Lovely place, very efficient on energy and materials, nice cozy places for ppl to live, etc etc.
But..this was developed..slowly..over time..they don’t have Mass Access to resources to allow them to EXPAND as quickly as a sudden giant influx in an uprooted population would like them to.
SO…THAT WHOLE SITUATION JUST KINDA..EVOLVED!
People outside the archives have to restart with what little help they can get, and people inside continue on with their (now a little more crowded) but pleasant accommodations. It starts out very helpful!! Very “for the good of all humanity, we must do our best 2 come together and provide for eachother!!”
But good things never last, do they
Current day archives is a good way into the future. Archives expand, but at the same time get a bit Stingy with their resources..
People outside have started to spread out and settle, but it’s still very rough. There’s no shops where you can just go out and buy whatever you need (well. Maybe in very limited supply from the archives you can get some things), there’s plenty of conflict. Enough that people decide HEY!!! WE NEED TO DO SOMETHING ABOUT THESE HOOLIGANS!!!! ARCHIVES HELP US OUT HERE
So they decide to ship them off to Euphrates (the grafter planet), to a modified facility they have there!! It’s more immediate than spending forever trying to build a prison or sending every one of these people to a therapist/giving them the Stuff they actually Need. SO JUST THROW EM ON THE NEXT PLANET OVER, SOUNDS GOOD!
Give that like a decade or two as things settle even more and then you get people sending people off for, very questionable reasons. Especially people that make offenses against anyone in The Archives, who have Control of all the Good Shit.
Also, I heard they don’t even drop them at the facility anymore..I’ve heard that they just pick a spot and leave em there…..do u think it’s true???
Badahdaaaaah…….Conflict.

Glib
Glib is another scientist on Euphrates. She helped discover plenty of things, especially about the “fungus”! But. Not usually in the most eeeuuhhh ethical, ways.

-Probably a fair amount of Euphrates residents that are legitimately terrifying people and not just soft babies unlucky enough to have been born there

-Definitely a bunch of folks in the archives, like the ones that send Too Nosy Journalists off to the Hell Planet


That’s it that’s all I’ve somewhat Solidly got, I’m working on some revenants stuff tho so We’ll See what happens there

anonymous asked:

Soooo I went on Pinterest and it turns out that most of your texts are from other ppl... like damn, try to be creative. Honestly, I used to love your work and then I saw that you copied/stole/whatever someone else's texts. Bitch what? Smh..

to be honest, the first few set of imagines that i made on here were inspired or whatever from the works I had seen on Pinterest, not gonna lie. But that was maybe 3-4 months ago? and since then i’ve been using my own imagines and making my own stuff because it was truly not my work and I didn’t like it. I mean sure you can call me a bitch or whatever you want but honestly if you’ve checked out any of my recent posts then you’d definitely see the difference between the old and new texts. Soooo uh, yeah also i deleted and replaced the old ones for this very reason. anon thank you for setting me straight even though, I was already in the process of getting them off my blog.

my bitch ass cringes to hell and back because i even posted them but I’ve since deleted and don’t claim them/never will as my content

here’s the thing:

you remake yourself into something you think people can love.
keep the skin, scrap everything else
rework your personality, your temper, your likes and dislikes 
until you are nothing but a husk hollowed out and filled so that you aren’t really the same person at all

you stop laughing like you used to,
because you’ve been told the wildness of it is ugly 
you keep your hair longer because people like it that way 
and stall the discussion of your gender so that people won’t ask questions
keep the correct pronoun usage to a few close friends, as a selfish allowance 

you steal bits and pieces where you can 
a phrase you like 
the way someone walks 
paste them into this blank self you’ve created 
and try to rebuild from other people’s parts 
some things are new, specific only to you 
but really, isn’t it all new?

the days pass 
and you don’t understand.

you thought people could love this 
could love you 
if only you were easier to love

but this is still you 
if only something you have created

and oh,
you are impossible to love 
in any form.

—  frankenstein boy // H.S.