So try to be the first one up the mountain
And try to be the first to touch the sky
And try to count your blessings and keep counting
And try to soar where only eagles fly
And if you fail at first just keep on trying
For you are not a failure in gods eyes
The first step is the one that’s always hardest
But you won’t amount to much if you don’t try
So spread your wings and let the magic happen
Cause you never really know if you don’t try
—  Dolly Parton-Try

sometimes i want to fly to south korea and see jihoon and shake him by the shoulders and ask him why he works so much like can you just chill for a day and sleep and eat and take a break from that computer bc your eyes are probably strained and like pls chill