truth-about-me

92 truths

I was tagged by my amazing girl @hiimcaroline I’m sorry, some answers are actually a bit messy. I was struggling with it a little ^,^

1. Drink: Water

2. Phone Call: My mum

3. Text: “See you at 8.30 p.m.” (lol, to my student)

4. Song you listened to:  BTS Boys with fun

5. Time you cried: Last week? Most probably. It all gets blurred O,o

HAVE YOU EVER…

6. Dated someone twice: No

7. Been cheated on: Yes

8. Kissed someone and regretted it: Yes

9. Lost someone special: Yes

10. Been depressed: I guess, not sth that I confirmed by visiting a specialist…

11. Gotten drunk and threw up: Yeah…

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS:

• pink 
• white
• black

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU…

15. Made new friends: Very recently actually <3

16. Fallen out of love: Yeah, I did. Finally ;p.

17. Laughed until you cried: Oh. most definitely xp

18. Found out someone was talking about you: Not really? hmmm

19. Met someone who changed you: I don’t think so.  

20. Found out who your true friends are: I knew that earlier.

21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: Yes

22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life?: The vast majority with a couple of exceptions.

23. Do you have any pets: Yahsssss, two cats: Zuzia and Andzia

24. Do you want to change your name?: No… It’s pretty unique.

25. What did you do for your last birthday?: Went to a party.

26. What time did you wake up?: 7.30 a.m.

27: What were you doing at midnight last night: Naughty things

28. Name something you cannot wait for: Finishing my MA thesis and being done with the UNI

29. When was the last time you saw your mom: She’s munching on chocolate in front of me. Hello, mum!

30. What is one thing you wish you can change about your life: I’d like to change myself the most.

31. What are you listening to right now: Ed Sheeran’s new album

32. Have you talked to a person named Tom: noooooo? No. Don’t recally any Toms in my life.

33. Something that is getting on your nerves: The fact that I’m about to start work in 15 minutes.

34. Most visited website: Tumblr xxxxxx

35. Elementary: Done

36: High School: Done

37: College: ALMOST FCKN DONE 

38. Hair color: Brownish

39. Long or short hair: long

40. Do you have a crush on someone: Jeon Jungkook

41. What do you like about yourself: too difficult to answer today

42. Piercings: 3 standard piercings in one ear, also one standard piercing in the other

43. Blood type: No fckn clue

44. Nickname: ? none that I’m aware of

45. Relationship Status: Single

46. Zodiac sign: Pisces

47. Pronouns: She/her

48. Favorite tv show: Spartacus

49. Tattoos: None

50. Right or left hand: Right hand

FIRST…

51. Surgery: nopeeee

52. Piercing: My ears.

53. Word: I wish I knew… My mum doesn’t know either

54. Sport: lol dunno

55. Vacation: the seaside in Poland? I think so.

56. Pair of trainers: xd My memory is a bitch

RECENTLY…

57. Eating: Vegetable soup

58. Drinking: Water.

59. I’m about to: start work *cries*

60. Listening to: Big Bang Sober

61. Waiting for: being able to go to bed

62. Want: to start enjoying my life and to learn to love myself

DO YOU WANT TO…

63. Get married: nahhh

64. Have a career and if so what: I’m an English teacher

WHICH IS BETTER…

65. Hugs or kisses: both, give me both

66. Lips or eyes: eyes

67. Shorter or taller: taller but I don’t care that much

68. Older or younger: doesn’t matter 

69. Spontaneous or romantic:  I don’t know… I actually like some romantic shit, I’m kind of cheesy. On the other hand, I also like doing something spontaneously, so… but overall I think one doesn’t exclude the other, right?

70. Nice arms or nice stomach: how about nice thighs? no, joking. I don’t pay attention to such things that much.

71. Sensitive or loud: any, tbh. As long as I feel comfortable with this person. If he or she is nice to me I don’t have any preferences.

72. Hook up or relationship: On the long run I think I’d need a relationship. I’m getting old. Some time ago my answer would have been completely different xd

73. Troublemaker or hesitant: These generalisations here kill me.I can’t possibly decide. It all depends on a person.

HAVE YOU EVER…

74. Kissed a stranger: Yeah

75. Drank hard liquor: Yeaah

76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: No

77. Turned someone down: Yes

78. Sex on first date: No

79. Broken someone’s heart: I’d have to admit that sadly yes.

80. Had your heart broken: YES

81. Been arrested: Noooo.. I’m a good girl

82. Cried when someone died: Yes

83. Fallen for a friend: Well. I refuse to answer due to many reasons.

DO YOU BELIEVE…

84. In Yourself: Lol xD I don’t particularly believe in myself. I just get shit done. Some of it at least.

85. Miracles: No, rather not.

86. Love at first sight: Why not.

87. Santa Claus: No

88. Kiss on the first date: Yes

89. Angels: No

OTHER…

90. Current best friend: @r3dhawk and I’m really grateful for her existence. I love you with all my heart.

91. Eye color: Blue

92. Favorite movie: LOTR

Thank you once again for the tag ;* And now, I’d like to tag: @gooddaybybts @mart-art @likebreakofdawn @jimintensify @tokkiekookie @kim-aris @lovhobe @taetaescutiepie @r3dhawk

(only if you feel like it <3)

Hugzzz

46 Of The Most Beautiful Sentences In YA Literature

1. “You could rattle the stars. You could do anything, if you only dared. And deep down, you know it too, and that’s what scares you the most.”
—Sarah J. Maas, Throne of Glass

2. “Because sometimes chance and circumstance can seem like the most appalling injustice, but we just have to adapt. That’s all we can do.”
—Gavin Extence, The Universe Versus Alex Woods

3. “I can’t seem to be a pessimist long enough to overlook the possibility of things being overwhelmingly good.”
—John Corey Whaley, Where Things Come Back

4. “Books are my friends, my companions. They make me laugh and cry and find meaning in life.”
―Christopher Paolini, Eragon

5. “Because Margo knows the secret of leaving, the secret I have only just now learned; leaving feels good and pure only when you leave something important, something that mattered to you. Pulling life out by the roots. But you can’t do that until your life has grown roots.”
—John Green, Paper Towns

6. “Do not pity the dead, Harry. Pity the living, and, above all those who live without love.”
―J.K. Rowling, Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows

7. “I’m done with those; regrets are an excuse for people who have failed.”
—Ned Vizzini, It’s Kind of a Funny Story

8. “Becoming fearless isn’t the point. That’s impossible. It’s learning how to control your fear, and how to be free from it.”
—Veronica Roth, Divergent

9. “The moon is a loyal companion. It never leaves. It’s always there, watching, steadfast, knowing us in our light and dark moments, changing forever just as we do. Every day it’s a different version of itself. Sometimes weak and wan, sometimes strong and full of light. The moon understands what it means to be human. Uncertain. Alone. Cratered by imperfections.”
—Tahereh Mafi, Shatter Me

10. “Eleanor was right. She never looked nice. She looked like art, and art wasn’t supposed to look nice; it was supposed to make you feel something.”
—Rainbow Rowell, Eleanor & Park

11. “Don’t be afraid of death; be afraid of an unlived life. You don’t have to live forever, you just have to live.”
—Natalie Babbit, Tuck Everlasting

12. “Just because we’ve been … dealt a certain hand … it doesn’t mean that we can’t choose to rise above — to conquer the boundaries of a destiny that none of us wanted.”
—Stephenie Meyer, Twilight

13. “Some walks you have to take alone.”
—Suzanne Collins, Mockingjay

14. “That’s the thing about pain. It demands to be felt.”
—John Green, The Fault in Our Stars

15. “We believe in the wrong things. That’s what frustrates me the most. Not the lack of belief, but the belief in the wrong things. You want meaning? Well, the meanings are out there. We’re just so damn good at reading them wrong.”
—Rachel Cohn, Dash & Lily’s Book of Dares

16. “Why would you be given wings if you weren’t meant to fly?”
—Leslye Walton, The Strange and Beautiful Sorrows of Ava Lavender

17. “Live! Live the wonderful life that is in you! Let nothing be lost upon you. Be always searching for new sensations. Be afraid of nothing.”
—Oscar Wilde, The Picture of Dorian Gray

18. “It’s just that…I just think that some things are meant to be broken. Imperfect. Chaotic. It’s the universe’s way of providing contrast, you know? There have to be a few holes in the road. It’s how life is.”
—Sarah Dessen, The Truth About Forever

19. “The universe is bigger than anything that can fit into your mind.”
—Ava Dellaira, Love Letters to the Dead

20. “I try to think about how it all works. At school dances, I sit in the background, and I tap my toe, and I wonder how many couples will dance to ‘their song.’ In the hallways, I see the girls wearing the guys’ jackets, and I think about the idea of property. And I wonder if anyone is really happy. I hope they are. I really hope they are.”
—Stephen Chbosky, The Perks of Being a Wallflower

21. “Things were rough all over but it was better that way. That way, you could tell the other guy was human too.”
—S.E. Hinton, The Outsiders

22. “What if evil doesn’t really exist? What if evil is something dreamed up by man, and there is nothing to struggle against except our own limitations? The constant battle between our will, our desires, and our choices?”
—Libba Bray, Rebel Angels

23. “It does not do to dwell on dreams and forget to live.”
—J.K. Rowling, Harry Potter and the Sorcerer’s Stone

24. “It’s like the people who believe they’ll be happy if they go and live somewhere else, but who learn it doesn’t work that way. Wherever you go, you take yourself with you. If you see what I mean.”
—Neil Gaiman, The Graveyard Book

25. “I can tell you that the end of a life is the sum of the love that was lived in it, that whatever you think you have sworn, being here at the end of Jem’s life is not what is important. It was being here for every other moment.”
—Cassandra Clare, Clockwork Princess

26. “Life, with its rules, its obligations, and its freedoms, is like a sonnet: You’re given the form, but you have to write the sonnet yourself.”
—Madeleine L’Engle, A Wrinkle In Time

27. “Maybe who we are isn’t so much about what we do, but rather what we’re capable of when we least expect it”
—Jodi Picoult, My Sister’s Keeper

28. “People never really died. They only went on to a better place, to wait a while for their loved ones to join them. And then once more they went back to the world, in the same way they had arrived the first time around.”
―V.C. Andrews, Flowers in the Attic

29. “Goodbye, I say, goodbye, as I disappear little by little into the middle of the middle of my own spectacular now.”
—Tim Tharp, The Spectacular Now

30. “But if I’m it, the last of my kind, the last page of human history, like hell I’m going to let the story end this way…Because if I am the last one, then I am humanity. And if this is humanity’s last war, then I am the battlefield.”
—Rick Yancey, The 5th Wave

31. “The words were on their way, and when they arrived, she would hold them in her hands like clouds, and she would ring them out like the rain.”
—Markus Zusak, The Book Thief

32. “Child, no one is ever ready for anything. I would never doom you to that. What sort of adventureless life would that be?”
—Alethea Kontis, Enchanted

33. “And now that you don’t have to be perfect, you can be good.”
—John Steinbeck, East of Eden

34. “Maybe some people are just meant to be in the same story.”
―Jandy Nelson, I’ll Give You the Sun

35. “If there’s one thing I’ve learned, it’s this: We all want everything to be okay. We don’t even wish so much for fantastic or marvelous or outstanding. We will happily settle for okay, because most of the time, okay is enough.”
—David Levithan, Every Day

36. “Doubt everything at least once. What you decide to keep, you’ll be able to be confident of. And what you decide to ditch, you will replace with what your instincts tell you is true.”
―Amy Plum, After the End

37. “Just as a river by night shines with the reflected light of the moon, so too do you shine with the light of your family, your people, and your God. So you are never far from home, never alone, wherever you go.”
—Karen Cushman, Catherine Called Birdy

38. “You spend your whole life stuck in the labyrinth, thinking about how you’ll escape it one day, and how awesome it will be, and imagining that future keeps you going, but you never do it. You just use the future to escape the present.”
—John Green, Looking for Alaska

39. “There’s no shame in fear, my father told me, what matters is how we face it.”
—George R.R. Martin, A Clash of Kings

40. “I know that the whole point—the only point—is to find the things that matter, and hold on to them, and fight for them, and refuse to let them go.”
—Lauren Oliver, Delirium

41. “We feel cold, but we don’t mind it, because we will not come to harm. And if we wrapped up against the cold, we wouldn’t feel other things, like the bright tingle of the stars, or the music of the aurora, or best of all the silky feeling of moonlight on our skin. It’s worth being cold for that.”
—Philip Pullman, The Golden Compass

42. “It’s a lot easier to be lost than found. It’s the reason we’re always searching and rarely discovered—so many locks not enough keys.”
―Sarah Dessen, Lock and Key

43. “On that cold night in January it all slipped into place for me and she became my everything and my everyone. My music, my sun, my words, my logic, my confusion, my flaw.”
—Julie Murphy, Side Effects May Vary

44. “Hope? Hope can be a powerful force. Maybe there’s no actual magic in it, but when you know what you hope for most and hold it like a light within you, you can make things happen, almost like magic.”
—Laini Taylor, Daughter of Smoke and Bone

45. “[She] had always suffered from a vague restlessness, a longing for adventure that she told herself severely was the result of reading too many novels when she was a small child.”
—Robin McKinley, The Blue Sword

46. “Youth cannot know how age thinks and feels, but old men are guilty if they forget what it was to be young.”
—J.K. Rowling, Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix 

one of the reasons mental illness sucks so fucking much is because people around you can literally tell you again and again that they love you, that they think you’re cool and funny, that they support you in every way, that you’re talented or intelligent, and no matter how many times they say it you’ll always cringe and shake your head and say “no, no i’m not, really” but the SECOND someone says one bad thing about you, even just once. You believe it completely. 

Mind your business.
  • Random man passing us outside of Petco: Look at him carrying the small bag and making her carry the big one. That's not right.
  • Me, carrying the giant bag of dog food on my shoulder: He's recovering from a hernia. Go screw yourself.
  • Random man: *mortified*