truth and honesty

I’m grasping onto something that’s hurting me more than it’s helping me.
A boy.
He’s taking me for granted. I’m helping him through these rough times; or at least trying but it’s not working. He’s hurting me on purpose. He’s taking the pieces of me that I give him and hiding them. It’s like a scavenger hunt to try and put myself back together.
Why does it hurt so bad?
Why can’t I stop myself from going back? I love this boy. I love him with so much of me that I’ve lost myself in the process. I don’t know why I can’t stay away from him; maybe it’s because I feel responsible for him.
I feel responsible for him because he makes me feel as though I’m the only one who’s ever been there. But it’s exhausting.
I’ve realized though, that no matter what- to me the stars are in his eyes, and I’ll never get tired of looking at them. There’s love in his heart, and I’ll never get tired of waiting for it.
There’s hope for us and I’ll never get tired of staying for it.
—  Excerpt from a book I’ll never write #90 // I love him but he took pieces of me, and I don’t know how I can recover or stay away - @mylifesucksme
Missing you has become an everyday essential to my life. I miss you so much I forget why I left you. I miss everything about who I was with you. But I know that when I miss you, I’m missing the past and not who you are now. I miss who you were and I miss who we were together. And even if I miss you everyday for the rest of my life, if the choice comes of bringing you back in my life and being who I was with you, I would reject it. Even if I miss the memories and how great everything seemed, I know that is not an option anymore because we are both different people. And the most important part is that when I left you I became myself and I grew more than I ever could with you.
—  Excerpt from a book I’ll never write #87// @writtwithwitt | best friend breakups suck when you’re over attached
100% honest mom thought.

I’m probably gonna get hate for even posting this, but hey, whatever. I’m a damn good mother and I know that. But I’m just gonna say it… Sometimes, I don’t want to ‘mom’. Sometimes I just don’t. Some days I wake up to a whiny crying infant, at 6 am, when the day before she slept until 9 am, and I want to rip my hair out. Sometimes, I just don’t want to sit at home all day with a baby. Sometimes, I just wanna go to the movies with my fiancé, or go to a fun party with friends on a friday night, or god forbid, I want to actually drink MORE than 1 glass of wine on occasion, and actually FEEL a buzz. Sometimes I want to go to bed before midnight, and sleep until 10 am the next day, and make myself a big beautiful breakfast and eat it…. WARM! Wow, what a thought. Some days, I just dont. Want. To. Mom! So shoot me, call me what you want, but that’s how I feel some days! But guess what? That little baby is my world, and I’m gonna keep mom-ing until the day I die! Even if it’s not my favorite thing every second of every day!

It is a well-known fact that those who want to rule people are, ipso facto, those least suited to do it.
Anyone who is capable of getting themselves made President should on no account be allowed to do the job.
—  Douglas Adams

anonymous asked:

After all this time I still think about you

“You want to know what terrifies me?” I voice.

We were only seven feet apart, but my voice carried and made it sound like I was yelling.

He looks up from his plate of food, and furrows his eyebrows. He nods.

“It scares me that after all this time, I still think about you.” I laugh, humorlessly. I’m sick of longing for a love that he gave up on a long time ago.

“Why do you laugh like that?”

“Like what?” I ask.

“Like I don’t do the same?”

“Because you don’t. Because you’re engaged. Because we’re sitting here, at this stupid fucking restaurant so that you can tell me you’re getting married and that I need to move on. I laugh with no humor because I don’t find this situation fucking funny,” I speak, “this is my life; and I never thought I’d have to be in this position telling you such things.”

He nods, but I know he doesn’t get it. I know he doesn’t care. He nods because he wants the conversation to be over with. Little does he know, this conversation is never ending because for some damn reason my love for him is never ending.

Love them enough to bare your soul. Respect them enough to share of yours. It’s their world you’re wrecking, it’s your heart you’re breaking, and both of you will lose out on anything that could be.
—  H. Murcia 1:23PM 3/24/2017

Alright. Let’s have a civil conversation about this.

See unlike you I don’t need to call you names or disrespect others to make my self feel better. I knew one day that someone would hide behind a screenshot and post on simsecret to post their rude opinion about me. It was inevitable. 

Now I’m not a “fangirl” of hallowsims and yes I do also have a problem with them in my own way. For the fact they had two adfly links, that bothered me. It was a waste of my time but you know what I did? I GOT OVER IT. There was no need for me to work my self up. You want to know why? The content was still free. Now unlike another site I know of giving others content out and you have to pay for it. But they’re so big that no one bats an eye. They steal content and sell it. Yet the original creator is giving it out for free. I’ll probably get hate for this but clearly it needs to be said.  

Here I’ll use Newsea for an example.

Pretty little hair right? Why not have it for males. 

BAM now you have it for males. Let’s just scroll down and downl….

Oh wait. You cant, cause you have to have points??
Now from what I remember you get like what? 1 point maybe 2 everytime you post or comment? Well then, Why not just click on “quick download” 

OH WAIT?? You have to pay for that. 

And you know what people are going to do? They’re going to take the easy way out, They’re going to pay for it. OH BUT THAT’S OKAY BECAUSE NEWSEA GAVE IT OUT FREE RIGHT?? RIGHT?

No. You guy’s got angry at one creator who was just trying to make others happy, just as Maysims is doing. The only difference is Hallowsims was giving things out for free. Yes FREE. Adfly gives you shit all you’re lucky to make $10 a month. Maysims is taking 2 dollars every month so you guys can have a quick download. But that’s fair right? We can let them slide by but not hallow sims. NOPE