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Another Trooper was ambling over with the use of a walker, getting animated and agitated.  She had stuck little pink dog stickers all over her walker and set it aside to hold onto Lethe’s hands.

“Did you let the dogs out?” she asked, voice cracking.  “I’m afraid they’re gonna shit on my floor.”

Deirdre raised her hand whilst flipping a pancake with the other.  “Yeah, hun, I let ‘em out already.”

“Well, good, because I don’t wanna have to clean up any more dog shit in my room—I’m getting real tired of it.”

Then the woman walked off with her walker, just barely keeping from tripping over her own feet which were decked out in sparkly leopard-print slippers.  You turned to Lethe in surprise.

“Wait… Are the Troopers allowed to have pets?”

Lethe shook her head and laughed as the woman left ear-shot.  “No, no.  She just thinks that she has a dog.  I think it’s from looking at her walker all day. She’s really convinced and makes us 'take out her dogs’.”

You couldn’t help but feel sorry for the Trooper who believed so strongly that she had pets, and you wondered where in her memory those dogs truly lived.  “So…  Who’s shit is she supposedly cleaning up in her room?”

Lethe shrugged and kept walking.  “No one’s, probably.”

Deirdre had scampered over to listen to the conversation and whispered in your ear, “Probably her own.”


“I’m just callin’ it as I see it, Lethe!”

honestly my favorite thing is being told I’m allowed to like a certain thing as long as I do it in the right way - admit it’s problematic, don’t romanticize it, make sure I don’t enjoy it too much without feeling properly guilty.

because nah man, I’m a grown-ass woman and I’ll like the things I want to like unashamedly and without a hint of regret and I’ll feel goddamn good about it.


I am writing this due to the overwhelming threats I have received recently from various sources. A fair amount of people have been sending me messages because of my writings that vary between disagreeing with me and telling me to kill myself. Some have even gone so far to say the world would be better off without me. I am not one to give into these types of things, but I wanted to clear things up about what my views are on “Anti-semitism”

I was born and raised Christian. I was baptized at age 8 and went to a Christian school for my entire life. I was a conservative and did not think much of what awaited me on the other side. Being a curious person, I wanted to know what both sides of the spectrum had to offer. I was extremely closed minded at this time, scolding every belief I came across. Then something happened.

Something snapped.

I began doing research on different subjects. I was deeply influenced by past history, mainly Assyria and Pre-christian Rome. I wondered how there could be so many different beliefs and gods prior to Christianity. At this point in time, I began asking the hard questions to my teachers and peers. At one point, the teacher was discussing a king by the name of Louis XIV, who believed himself to be the sun king. All the students around me began to gawk at him, but I spoke up. I explained if someone was raised that way, they would believe it throughout their life. They would believe they were a god.

I began getting backlash from both the teachers and my fellow students. They exclaimed how I was a moron for thinking that because there was only “One true god.” I dropped the subject.

As I was heading out the door, several students took me aside and began to threaten me. One threw a rock at me, claiming he was “stoning me for he was commanded by God to do so.” They scratched up my car, and left me alone after that.

I lost my faith.
But not only did I lose it, I questioned why a child of God would be treated like that. He was never there when I needed him.

I eventually stumbled onto a website know as the Joy of Satan. For all the Pagans and Wicca’s following me, I recommend looking at it. It revealed so much to me in ways that cannot even be described. Pagan gods lined up with each other, some just were called different names by their people. for example, Ishtar, Isis, Astarte, and Athena are the Goddess Astaroth. I will put a link at the bottom of the page that will take you to the different sections explaining the Gods and who they are throughout history. Keep in mind there is a lot of them.

Some of you may be saying “But Astaroth is a demons name!” To that I reply, yes because all Pagan/Gentile Gods were labeled as demons by the Catholics and Jews when they took over.

“In the same way the Greeks and Romans may have worshiped their divinities, fondly believing them to be good. But the Christian Scriptures declare that all the gods of the Gentiles are demons.

Catholic Encyclopedia: Devil Worship

Judaism is perhaps the worst thing that could have ever happened to humanity. Not one belief on this earth is the same since they took over. In a previous writing, I explained how the Subconscious easily draws things in and programs the mind, attitude, and body. I would recommend looking at it when you have the chance. 

The Jews are not exempt from this. their book, the Torah, is by far the worse out of all of them. Here are several verses that shows why I am against them:

To communicate anything to a Goy about our religious relations would be equal to the killing of all Jews, for if the Goyim knew what we teach about them, they would kill us openly. Libbre David 37

A Jew should and must make a false oath when the Goyim asks if our books contain anything against them. Szaaloth-Utszabot, The Book of Jore Dia 17

When the Messiah comes every Jew will have 2800 slaves. Simeon Haddarsen, fol. 56-D

On the house of the Goy [Goy means unclean, and is the disparaging term for a non-Jew] one looks as on the fold of cattle. Tosefta, Tractate Erubin VIII

If a goy killed a goy or a Jew he is responsible, but if a Jew killed a goy he is not responsible.  Tosefta, Aboda Zara, VIII, 5

Kill the Goyim by any means possible.  Choshen Ha'mishpat 425:50

Extermination of the Christians is a necessary sacrifice.

  Zohar, Shemoth

All Israelites will have a part in the future world…

The Goyim, at the end of the world will be handed over to the angel Duma and sent down to hell.

Zohar, Shemoth, Toldoth Noah, Lekh-Lekha

For those who claim I am racist, how can I be for Judaism is a religion, not a race. It is a belief that is anti-human and wishes to see the Gentiles enslaved and driven to damnation. The Gentiles are not “god’s chosen people.” In fact, the Judeo-christian god hates Gentiles.

Christianity, Islam, and Mormonism is a ploy set up by the Jews to make humans into meat shields. I cannot begin to count how many Christians defend the Jews on a daily basis while the Jews stab them in the back and kill innocent lives.

Our beliefs are not with this tree. We belong with the gods of the old, the Pagan gods. They are truly here for us and wish to see us better ourselves and help humanity advance. I believe we can all do it, I have not lost faith in that. Stand up and fight! Fight for your life. Fight for your family. Fight for your home. Enough is enough. We have to stop this charade. I am reaching out to all the Pagans, Atheists, Christians, Muslims, Mormons; Fight for your rights before they are ripped away from you. We are the Gentile race, and we must fight for this planet, for it is ours!

It’s time to wake up and fight.
~Reiko Mizuki
For my Pagan/Wiccan friends:
Definition of “Deamon”
The Gentile Gods/gods of Hell
The Orders of Gods

Do not be afraid to look at these links for they will not harm you. The Gods only want the best for humanity and will never posses or hurt you as this is an enemy tactic.

Please do not summon the Gods without dedicating to Satan. Some gods have trust issues with humans after being kept down for so long. If you want help, ask Satan specifically for help.

tfw the best short story you’ve written for your creative writing class so far is one you wrote about rachel having a crush on leila :)))

tfw you have to explain to the class how rachel realized she had a crush w/o saying “girls are beautiful and i am gay as fuck” B)

That night

It was you and me high as a kite

Its funny how an unlucky accident turned into such a memorable night

I remember laying there on the ground and looking up at the stars

Watching each star light up the sky like a billion fireflies
I got so lost in space that night I forgot where I was and that was exactly what I needed

I loved hearing the symphony of the crickets playing

the harmonic sounds of the dancing wind chimes whispering into my ear

Tonight was the night I let it all go

That night I realized how strong I was

I realized who I could trust
And that person was me and only me

Even with you next to me I didn’t feel safe but I did at the same time which I hated

My whole life I’ve lived off of vibes and with you I was never really sure

Which baffled me

But whether or not i felt safe you saved me from falling even deeper into the hole of desperation and for that I thank you