If you make human company too important you will not discover your true Self. Relationships not based in truth are never entirely reliable and are rarely enduring. Taking time to discover yourself is the best use of time. Prioritise this. One should not excessively seek partners or friends, one should seek to know and be oneself. As you begin to awaken to the Truth, you start noticing how well life flows by itself and how well you are cared for. Life supports the physical, emotional, mental and spiritual needs of the one who is open to self-discovery. Trust opens your eyes to the recognition of this. Surrender allows you to merge in your own eternal being.
One cannot keep secrets from oneself, no matter how hard one tries. You may currently be doing things a certain way and telling your conscious mind that it is correct, however, your deeper self can always tell the difference. Your deeper self can see through all lies you may tell yourself. Thus, banish all secrets that you keep. Be completely open and truthful towards who you are.
I lost trying to win. Failed trying to learn. Took it for granted and lost it. Focused on the future and missed the present. The big picture covered the details. Too focused on goals and forgot to grow. Gave and expected back.
I DIED TRYING TO LIVE.