true for tuesday

Every Lent I remind myself that in terms of restraint Catholics have probably the most soft-core fasts of at least the Abrahamic religions. Like damn I remember going to brunch with my Jewish bff during Passover. No BAGELS? at BRUNCH? That was true suffering right there; I can be a vegetarian once a week with no complaint.

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Happy Tuesday My Loves 🌹

I guess I’m in a super good mood today, because I had the cutest dream about Grayson! & plus I have a date today after work, & I’m excited but super nervous lol.

Anyway, I’m anxious to know what this video is about, & even doe it might be a little far fetched, I hope our side of the fandom finally gets some recognition lol.

But I hope you guys have an amazing day! I love you all ❤️

The Struggle

The cute white boy from Red Bull walks up to me, “Can I ask you a personal question?’
I said, “Sure..”
“Do you have a boyfriend?” I instantly felt my cheek heats. My face had to be borderline tomato red. I knew where this was headed.
“No…”
“Then can i have your number?” He had the most hopeful look in his beautiful hazel eyes. It made me even more nervous.
“Ummm”, Is he serious? I am not wearing any makeup. This work shirt is two sizes too big. Are his eyes okay?
“You don’t have to give it to me if you don’t want to..”
“No no I’ll give it to you..”
“You don’t sound too confident with that answer.”
“The thing is I don’t date. I have never dated anyone.”
“You have to start some time”
I hate having to explain this. Some people just don’t understand it. “Growing up I never dated. Now that I am almost 20 I have come to the conclusion that I will get an arranged marriage.”
“Is that a family thing?”, he asked with the most shocked eyes I have ever seen.
“It’s family and culture.”, I responded shrugging my shoulders.
He still had some hope, “Okay well, maybe we can just hang out or something..?” 
Maybe he will just keep it as friends, “Yea that sounds fine!” His smile grew 10 times bigger than it already was.
God help me.

Tuesday

Fault: I am vain, more vain than I think I should be.

I stepped on the scale- 00 pounds have been lost
I have lost an inch in the waist and an inch in the hips
That’s a total of 3 inches in the waist and 2 inches in the hips this year.

I colored my hair this weekend and not one person at work has commented, I know it’s too dull, no spice.

Ugh

Not feeling the “pretty” today

But I am feeling the “ petty”

That’s the truth