So I’m sitting here at my bestfriend Lacey’s (trovbled) house on tumblr, reading blogsecret. Some of the posts are about relationships blah blah blah. So I started reminiscing. I dated this guy for 3 weeks and 4 days (longest relationship I’ve ever had). On our three week anniversary, I was in California for summer break. He was grounded so I didn’t get to talk to him much. But I emailed him and told him how happy he made me and how even though I wasn’t putting out for him, I would be enough for him. He told me he loved me and that he couldn’t imagine his life without me. I came home like the next day and we had made plans to hang out and the day we were supposed to hangout he completely ignored my texts and calls and emails. And from then on we just didn’t talk. I ended up breaking up with him because I felt like he just wasn’t interested in me. We didn’t talk the rest of the summer. In fact he told me he hated me for breaking up with him. We eventually started talking again right before school started. We dated again for 2 weeks . found out he cheated on me so I dumped him again. A week later we dated again then he broke up with me a week later on the day I was home sick from food poisoning. We remained make out buddies though. That was quite the fun.

Beeteedubs, this is the same guy I’ve been “friends with benefits” with. My exboyfriend austin.

Yeah, now I’m in love with the boy and he doesn’t feel the same way least I don’t think so. Oh get this guys, I stayed the night at his house two weekends ago. I’m pretty sure we had sex but I don’t remember because I was partially asleep. I’m pretty sure I lost my virginity that night but I have no way of knowing because he says he doesn’t remember either (other than blood being present every time i peed) We haven’t talked since then..and well, it’s not affecting me as much as I thought it would’ve. I miss him all the time but there’s no way I’d admit that to him.

Sorry. Rant over.

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