Originally posted by yugyeomism

Hiraeth:  a homesickness for a home to which you can not return, a home which maybe never was; the nostalgia, the yearning, the grief for the lost places of your past.

Genre: Smut/Angst/Fluff?

Word Count: 2.3k im not even sorry at this point lmao

A/N: This is for a dear friend of mine hehehe, also shout out to my lovely proofreader Hydrangea, for not kicking my ass tbh lmao.

They say your decisions can haunt you forever, like marks on your skin or in your case, in your heart. You were scarred forever. The empty feeling will always be crawling on your back and in his eyes.

A good woman represents a good man but an excellent woman represents an excellent man. You were an excellent woman. You were.

But why? Why?! Why did you feel so empty next to person that was supposed to be your excellent man?!

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Je suis une femme honnête , pas tricheuse ou chichiteuse . Quand je monte en voiture je laisse ma jupe se trousser et le conducteur regarder mes cuisses à son aise .

anonymous asked:

Julie I just need to get something off my chest... Like I think it's so wrong that people openly like "support" calum smoking and like saying it's really hot and stuff... Idk it just bothers me sorry for bothering you with this

Yeah I don’t really know what the hell is going on with that, everything is simply out of control at the moment in our fandom, it’s like world war three has been replaced with a four that’s 54 times worse. 

To everyone without any knowlegde of smoking and think it’s hot:

I know how the “badass” attitude makes a lot of you girls’ troussers dampen just by seeing Calum having a cigarette between his fingers and it’s hot, but let’s change the difinition of hot:

A fan recently right in the middle of all of this drama messaged me saying that we all needed to relax and calm our tits because if Calum was only a party smoker (Definition for dummies: A person who only smoke when being out at clubs etc and parties) the cigarettes would barely affect him. 


Being a party smoker is a fucking trap. You already know it from the first time you’ve tried to smoke. There’s two ways, either you like it or you don’t. And if you do, then you’ll for 80% sure do it one more time. 

When starting to smoke, you’re already ruining your organs. By just being a party smoker, you expose yourself to quite an increased risk of cardiovascular and lung diseases and there are many people who are not aware of because they believe that it won’t affect them but of course it will. 

And let’s not forget to mention the stuff that will happen if the addiction gets worse: 

  • Eye Diseases
  • COPD - Chronic Obstructive Pulmonary Disease
  • Stroke in different body parts
  • Cancer
  • breathing problems
  • Raspy Vocal Problems
  • Yellow Teeth
  • Death

If you ask me, smoking is fucking disgusting. And that’s my opinion and as I mentioned a few days ago, Calum can do what he wants to do, he’s 19 now and responsible for himself. I know a lot of you just really want the best of him but you’re pointing it out in a harsh way that makes Calum look like a really bad guy when in reality, you shouldnt even snoop into his private life in the first place. It’s okay to tell your opinions but there’s a line that shouldnt get crossed. Some of you are rude, and I need to remind you - Calum is independent of himself, you aren’t. 

If he wants to kill his lungs with it and live a few years less, who’s problem is that? Yours? Luke’s? Obama’s?

It’s Calum Thomas Hood’s own freaking fucking problem

and let’s stay in that way whether you’re against it or not