trash talk

does it ever just break your heart that life doesn’t excite you, getting up each day doesn’t make you happy at all. like life should be something you enjoy, and when it’s not it just breaks my heart. 

Heathers
  • <p> <b><p></b> <b>Me before:</b> Heather M. did nothing wrong!!! Precious bby, leave her alone!<p/><b>Me now:</b> Heather McNamara assisted in torturing Martha Dunnstock to the point of suicide, and volunteered Veronica up for Date Rape. And she helped in bullying and controlling Westerburg. Just because she tried to kill herself, doesn't mean she did nothing wrong.<p/></p><p/></p>

Confession
The Ramen Incident 

it’s finally time to announce that ness, mak and i are collabing this soma week with a nisekoi au! strap yourselves in homies bc this is gonna be a long ride - soma week is just the beginning!~

here are some snippets of ness and mak’s work, but don’t forget to check out the full things! you’ll find everything related to this au in the flamakness collab tag ♡

“– swollen cheeks, hiding a shameful secret. Soul stared at her in disbelief, completely shocked that she had the audacity to– he took a deep breath. ‘Maka, did you just… take my egg?’ 'No,’ she said, muffled. He took another second to let out another breath. 'Bro…" - @l0chn3ss

- @mrsashketchum​

marriage proposal: changkyun
  • ok this one’s the worst, honestly
  • i mean it’s not changkyun’s fault, but you see the thing is
  • it had started out as a joke.
  • it had been teasing at first, really
  • you and changkyun had been at the dorm with the boys and you’d just been hanging out, both lying on the floor in the living room on your phones, showing each other memes and laughing and talking about stupid things
  • and whatever it had been you two had been about, you don’t know, but you’d both been giggling happily
  • and when wonho had come into the room, fake gagged and told you
  • “just get married already”
  • you both had exchanged a look, and,
  • “okay. let’s get married”
  • wonho had groaned as you’d broken out in laughter once again and actually. started talking about it??
  • “we should get married at the beach or something”, changkyun had started
  • “ohhh, definitely. like one of those super fancy beach weddings. we could go to busan or”
  • “or europe? spain would be amazing”
  • “oh my god. let’s go”
  • …..
  • you’d laughed so much talking about your imaginary wedding and somehow
  • the joke just. stuck, and it became more or less of a running gag between you two
  • in the most random situations, one of you would just go
  • “let’s get married”
  • and you’d start talking again, planning weddings you’d never have
  • spontaneous weddings in the weirdest places, big weddings in fancy castles, beautiful weddings in countries you’d never been
  • talking about it, about your wedding and getting married and all, became a thing for you two, when you were bored or when you didn’t wanna think about reality for a moment; it became normal
  • which, kinda
  • ….turned into the problem.
  • he’s eating together with the members and he’s talking about you, something about a story you told him, when he gets interrupted by kihyun mid-sentence
  • “you two should really get married”, he says offhandedly, slurping down more noodles
  • changkyun only laughs.
  • “yeah, we should. i’ll have to ask her though”, he grins
  • kihyun hums. “please do”
  • the other member mumble their agreements as well, leaving him dumbfounded because…….they’re not just joking are they
  • he swallows.
  • “…what?”
  • kihyun puts his chopsticks down and looks at him with a serious expression. suddenly, he feels kinda small
  • “look. changkyun”, kihyun begins, “you love her. for reasons i cannot figure out, she loves you, too. you’ve been together for so long now but you’re still so happy. just”, he picks up his chopsticks again, picking at his food, “buy her a ring. get married.”
  • ….
  • and with that, the conversation is done. everyone resumes eating and changkyun is left with those two sentences echoing through his head
  • buy her a ring. get married.
  • ……….
  • he thinks about it.
  • thinks a lot, even though there isn’t really anything to think about
  • kihyun’s right. the others are right
  • you make him happy. he’s never been so happy and honestly he can’t even remember what it was like without you
  • i should buy her a ring. we should get married.
  • ….so a week later
  • he just goes and. buys a ring
  • and another day later and he’s at your apartment and has ordered your favourite take out
  • he wanted to cook but after last week’s incident….,,
  • he even lights a candle, making you snort and wiggle your eyebrows at him when you come home
  • “trying to get laid?”, you joke
  • “……why do i even bother”, he rolls his eyes, suppressing his smile
  • (you were a pest. but you were his pest)
  • …you eat. you’re almost finished and eating in comfortable silence when changkyun pauses and looks at you
  • his palms are sweating and to be honest, he didn’t think it would be so nerve wrecking???
  • god he’s so nervous
  • ….you don’t notice, happily eating your food
  • “y/n”, he says and you pause mid-bite
  • he takes a deep breath.
  • “….let’s get married.”
  • ….
  • you look at him for a moment longer, changkyun basically dying from anticipation
  • you smile
  • “sure”, you say, continuing to eat, “let’s wait until next week though, i’ve got a test on friday and it’s like, half my grade, so”
  • ………….,,
  • changkyun just stares in disbelief
  • did you just…you just……..
  • “do you know if it’s possible to get married on a boat?”, you ask in between bites
  • oh my god.
  • “no, i mean”, he starts rummaging through the pocket of his jacket, he needs the ring, the ring, the ring, where is that goddamn ring??
  • seriously changkyun of course you’d need the ring what else did you buy it for, you dumbass
  • you’re so focused on your food you don’t even notice his frantic searching
  • “ohhhh right. sea sickness is a thing. damn, you’re right”
  • the ring, the ring, where is that ring oh my god, the-
  • “…are you looking for something?”
  • …the ring. fina l l y
  • “what i meant, is”, he exhales
  • he opens the box and turns it so you can see the ring inside, “marry me. please?”
  • you’re staring. you know you are but holy shit
  • changkyun’s waiting and sweating and can you-
  • “is that…?”
  • “a ring.”, he confirms.
  • (still waiting for you to say yes)
  • “and you’re…”
  • “proposing”, he nods.
  • (still sweating)
  • “…”
  • you’re so in shock, you just keep staring at the ring in front of you
  • “i thought”, changkyun begins again with a shaky voice, “we had so many imaginary weddings…”
  • he takes the ring out of the box with shaky fingers and takes your hand in his and slowly slides the ring on, “maybe…”
  • and he looks up at you and you finally take your eyes off the ring and stare wide eyed at your boyfriend instead
  • “maybe we could have a real wedding this time.”
  • you keep staring for another moment
  • is this real? is this happening?
  • you look at the ring one more time, your hand in changkyun’s, and then at changkyun, who’s biting his lip and looking at you expectantly, seeming more nervous than he’s ever been
  • you feel a warmth blooming in your chest, a smile creeping up your face
  • “…okay”, you say, “let’s get married.”
  • changkyun starts breathing again and his expression shifts into a smile so wide you’re sure it must hurt
  • you take his other hand in yours, too, and scoot closer
  • “what do you think of the mountains?”

[ shownu // wonho // kihyun // minhyuk // hyungwon // jooheon // changkyun ]

marriage proposal: hyungwon
  • honestly i feel like hyungwon is one of the most relaxed of the bunch concerning proposals??
  • like
  • the idea of him proposing to you comes randomly
  • he’s walking home, like he always is, and he’s walking by a park when he sees a guy proposing to his girlfriend
  • there’s too many candles and definitely too many roses for his taste (kihyun would probably love it) but when he hears the girl say yes, it puts a smile on his face nonetheless
  • he goes on, forgetting about it again
  • except..
  • he’s walking down the usual streets when
  • he notices a jeweller
  • …..
  • it’s kind of funny, he thinks, how he’s walked down that street so many times and never really paid any attention to it
  • and it’s already late so the shop is closed but
  • with the proposal he just saw coming to mind, with you coming to mind…
  • he stops.
  • steps closer to the shop window and just. eyes the rings being displayed
  • they’re pretty, he thinks.
  • they’d suit you.
  • ………………………………
  • he leaves, eventually
  • he pushes the thought away again
  • of the proposal. the rings. the idea of buying you one of those rings
  • …..kind of
  • because from then on
  • every night, when he walks down that street and passes that until-recently-invisible-to-him jeweller, he doesn’t really think about it but
  • he stops again
  • looks at the rings again
  • thinks about you again (wearing one of those rings)
  • the shop is always closed already, hyungwon’s schedule not matching with the regular shopping hours
  • but still, every time he passes, he stops.
  • and somehow, even as he goes on with his regular schedule and does the things he normally does
  • the thought won’t leave him alone anymore
  • the thought of buying the ring, the thought of proposing to you, the thought of being a disgustingly domestic Married™ couple……,,
  • god he loves you so much
  • this goes on for a couple weeks maybe
  • he doesn’t really talk about all of it with anyone, i mean, why would he?? 
  • but then
  • one evening
  • it’s been a busy few weeks but their promotions for their current activities have just come to an end, so for the first time in forever he’s allowed to go home a little earlier than usual
  • and he walks home the same route, passes the same park (but more people than usual), passes the same streets and
  • the same shop, which is
  • open????
  • he looks into the shop window, as usual
  • and then
  • on a whim
  • goes inside.
  • he looks around the shop a little but somehow ends up staring at the same ring he’s been staring at for a while now
  • it’s a little more expensive than he’d like it to be but he’d give you the world if he could and
  • it’s pretty.
  • it’d suit you.
  • ..so…….
  • he
  • buys??
  • the ring????
  • and he leaves the store and he feels light even though the ring is heavy in his pocket and he keeps thinking about you and he doesn’t even realize he’s basically skipping down the street
  • …..
  • he’s free the next day. so naturally he comes over to spend the night at your place
  • and hyungwon’s kinda fidgety but not enough that you’d notice
  • so you just do your regular thing
  • ordering take out together, watching your favourite show together sprawled out on your old couch, cuddling up in bed together and just talking about your week
  • he conveniently leaves out the part where he literally bought you a wedding ring
  • at some point your eyelids get too heavy and you get too tired and you fall asleep but
  • …….hyungwon doesn’t
  • he just?? can’t???
  • because oh my god he actually bought that ring he bOUGHT THE RING he’s gotta ask you?? he’s gotta ask you and you have to say yes and???? oh god you might actually be getting married???
  • he is a mess
  • his emotions are all over the place, really
  • because of course there’s always the possibility for you to say no so he’s kinda anxious?? but he’s also excited because you might actually!! be!! getting!! married!!!!
  • and then he’s also kind of like ??? because how do you even propose oh my god
  • he’s tossing and turning, figuratively
  • literally, he’s alternating between staring at the ceiling and staring at your sleeping figure while his mind is in overdrive
  • ….
  • you’ve been lying there for a while, facing each other
  • you sleeping and hyungwon looking at you and lost in thought
  • when you slightly stir in your sleep and he softly brushes a strand of hair out of your face
  • you hum sleepily and try to blink your eyes open.
  • “what time is it?”, you ask with a raspy voice
  • “still dark out”, he whispers back, “go back to sleep”
  • you continue blinking though, forcing yourself to not fall asleep again
  • you stare at each other for a moment
  • hyungwon takes in your sleepy features
  • (even like this, he thinks, you’re the prettiest person he’s ever seen)
  • you take in hyungwon’s tired features
  • (was he not sleeping? is he okay?)
  • “why are you awake?”, you ask quietly, still struggling to stay awake
  • “couldn’t sleep”, he murmurs and puts an arm around your waist, pulling you even closer together so that there’s barely inches between your faces
  • “what’s up?”, you ask him worriedly
  • he doesn’t say anything for a moment but you can basically see the wheels in his head turning, so you wait patiently
  • “say”, he starts, eyes never leaving yours, “if i were to ask you”
  • he speaks the words slowly,
  • “to marry me. would you say yes?”
  • …………………….you’d be shocked if you weren’t this tired; but it’s late and you’re still half asleep and 
  • “well”, you intertwine your legs and pretend to be thinking about it
  • “would i say yes to marrying a complete idiot who asks me random things in the middle of the night? would i say yes to marrying my bestest friend and the coolest loser i know??”
  • he chuckles
  • “of course i’d say yes. you’re so dumb”, you grin
  • he lets out another chuckle but
  • he seems nervous suddenly, like he’s thinking very hard about something, like he maybe wants to say..something….???
  • after a moment
  • he does say something again.
  • “i might….kind of have done something slightly crazy?”
  • you raise an eyebrow in question, signalling him to go on
  • “i…bought you a ring?”
  • ………
  • ……………..,, ,
  • he’s looking at you and he’s smiling slightly but it looks so shy and uncertain and you just???
  • you’re looking at him and you can feel your heart pounding against your ripcage and oh my g od that idiot
  • you’re still very tired but you lean forward and
  • kiss him.
  • ….
  • after a few seconds you pull back and you’re both just. grinning now
  • “why am i so in love with you”, you laugh quietly
  • “because i’m great and you’re even greater”, he grins, making you snort
  • ………….
  • ……and so you’re lying there in the middle of the night
  • and you’re smiling each other and you’re so in love and you’re just. so?? happy???
  • “is the ring pretty?”, you ask
  • he hums in confirmation
  • “do you wanna see?”
  • “hmmm”, you think for a moment but you can’t suppress a yawn
  • “in the morning”, you smile and nuzzle closer to him
  • you bury your face in his neck
  • “it’ll be cold if you leave now. let’s sleep some more”
  • “okay”, he says and places a kiss on the top of your head.
  • (when you both wake up later, he does show you the ring)
  • ((it really is pretty))
  • (((it suits you)))

[ shownu // wonho // kihyun // minhyuk // hyungwon // jooheon // changkyun ]

Young David Bowie: *is a creative musician who influences music and encourages others to make art and be themselves*

*publicly calls out MTV for ignoring POC artist*

*waves his bisexuality so intensely that he’s one of the few celebrities that the media DOESN’T actually erase his sexuality*

*tells gender norms to piss off and supports trans individuals*

Old David Bowie: *dies after long, brutal battle with cancer*

Angry tumblr slacktivists: “You know he did drugs and some people say that some groupies who he slept with were underage and despite little to no evidence, that completely dismantles any good that he could have done ever, he was a terrible person.”