Curly Fro time!💆💁🙌
CANTU is thee BEST hair products for Natural/ Transitioning hair. I’ve been transitioning for 10 months & Cantu products are honestly the favorite part of my transitioning journey. They smell absolutely amazing! 👌👍
I Love my Mommy, she’s always going on hair product hauls for me because she knows little things like this make me happy.

HRT appointment.

New blog for all my Transitional related things to separate it from the art.

Just putting here my appointment for Informed consent comes on the 12th and with that my hormone replacement therapy starts. 

-Deep breath- And with that my rebirth into my propper gender. 

I never thought this day would come, that i would be stuck forever, dreaming of it…. but here it is. My heart won’t stop pounding. I’m so happy and excited.

Thanks everyone who’s supported me through this.


For the guys w/o dysphoria - I only experience(d) social dysphoria, which is about how people treat me and not about my body. I accessed testosterone under the informed consent model (first at Mazzoni Center). I now get T thru my GP, who is with a hospital system, and am getting top surgery in Feb through the same hospital’s plastic surgery dept. No one has asked about dysphoria or required it before I get T or surgery.

I need help

So, I seem to be caught in a give and take of dysphoria. I am pre-HRT MTF and a little bit overweight, however the extra weight has made it so my chest isn’t flat. I think I have solid B cups give or take. However, some weight has gathered around my waist, which causes me to be more dysphoric because it makes me feel fat and disgusting. This feeling of feeling disgusting I also have mentally associated with facial and body hair, which in turn I have mentally associated with masculinity. As such, I have to choose between breasts or feeling less masculine. This really becomes a problem with tighter fitting clothing, which is something I am wearing more of now, as it makes me feel even bigger around the waist. I feel like I need to lose weight but the only reason I haven’t is because my chest is already comparatively very flat compared to the size of my torso and if I lose weight I’m afraid they will get smaller.

My question is, is there any way to shrink my waist and not my breasts, so that I can lose the “masculine-feeling” I have associated with my waist without losing the “feminine-feeling” I have associated with my breasts? Or should I go for total androgyny and hope that my clothing and makeup makes up the difference? I am not going the anorexia route because I tried that and I felt so awful the whole time.

Hey, I hate to bother you and sound like I’m begging but my parents refuse to let me make a paypal account and I can’t get any resources here to look more masculine. I’m currently questioning if I am a transguy but I currently identify as graygender but I know I do want to transition. If you could share these two links I’d be grateful! (the second one is my gender blog which is mostly trans ftm)

Trans Health Help

Don’t know if you accept these or not.  Just curious.

My name is Willem.  I grew up living in my parents home were female gender roles were forced on me from an early age.  Now that I am an adult I finally got a chance to explore my own gender and sexuality without judmental eyes from my parents.  This was very liberating and when I had to move back into my parents house I started seeing a therapist because suddenly female gender roles were forced on me once more.  My therapist has started me on the process for transition and even helped me come out to my parents.  They don’t support what I am doing, so I have to pay everthing out of pocket. This would be all well and good if my insurance wasn’t also fighting me every step of the way.  I have been going through the transition process for almost 2 years not and want to get top surgery but my insurance has decided to deny it even after an appeal.  Is there anything you can do to help?

I accept crowdfunding submissions, yep! I wish I could do more than signal boost but I don’t think I’m much help in  a legal setting…

Google Soars After Hours, Surpasses Apple As World's Most Valuable Stock, After Big Q4 Beat

If there were any concerns that retailers and other vendors of goods and services are hunkering down on their ad spending, those fears can be safely swept under the rug because just days after Facebook’s dramatic beat, moments ago GOOG likewise slammed expectations by beating massively both on the top and bottom line.

Here are the key results:

  • Q4 EPS of $8.67 beat expectations of $8.08, up $2.00 from the $6.76 reported a year ago.
  • Revenues of $21.33 billion soared 18% compared to the year ago period; Traffic Acquisition Costs were $2.9 billion for the fourth quarter; net of TAC’s revenues of $17.3 billion beat expectations of $16.9 billion
  • Aggregate paid clicks jumped 31%, while paid clicks on Google websites surged 40%
  • On the less than pleasant said, the cost per click dropped by 13%, well below the expected, suggesting some mobile tranisition pains
  • Free cash flow for the quarter soared to $4.3 billion, more than doubling the $2.8 billion a year ago, as a result of a drop in CapEx from $3.6 billion to $2.1 billion.
  • GOOG’s cash rose to $73 billion

As Bloomberg adds, the results, reported for the first time under a new structure that separates Google’s main search and advertising operations from riskier investments, show that fourth-quarter revenue, excluding sales passed on to partners, rose 19 percent to $17.3 billion. That exceeded analysts’ average projection for $16.9 billion, according to data compiled by Bloomberg. Profit, before certain items, was $8.67 a share, beating the prediction for $8.08.

Google, which has been investing in artificial intelligence, self-driving cars and health technology, changed its name and structure last year to give investors a clearer view into the performance of its Web business and the money Alphabet Chief Executive Officer Larry Page is devoting to new projects. The health of Google’s main business and investor confidence in the company’s ability to innovate in new areas has helped to more than double the stock price in the past three years, putting Alphabet within sight of overtaking Apple Inc. as the world’s most valuable company.

“Everything’s working in their favor right now,” said James Cakmak, an analyst at Monness Crespi Hardt & Co. “You have the search experience being much more optimized to mobile than it had been, so that should help drive engagement.”

One notable item: GOOGL’s effective tax rate was just 5%, far below the 18% from a year ago, however that will not stop the GOOG juggernaute, because while nowhere close to AAPL’s gargantuan $200+ billion gross cash hoard, even with its measly $73BN in cash, as a result of the 6% surge in GOOGL stock, Google has now surpassed AAPL as the world’s most valuable stock, which happens on the same day that FaceBook surpassed Exxon as the third most valuable stock.

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via Zero Hedge