jenjifr  asked:

15, 16, 21

15, 16, 21

15. I have three barn cats that I feed. I would like to have pets if I was home more, but I feel the way my life is right now it would be unfair to them. I love my daughter ’s dog Rambo though!
16. How am I feeling right now? Sore, restless, bored, frustrated. Can’t wait for my knee to heal!
21. I’m hoping to get something done for Christmas. Maybe the tree, or baking, or cards. It depends on how I’m feeling tomorrow. I’d really like to see the Christmas lights in town if someone will take me.

Thank you for asking.

Monday 8:27am
I woke up with you on my mind.
You called me babe last night —
my heart is still pounding.

Tuesday 10:53pm
Today I realized we won’t work.
What we are is hurting her.
And I think she matters more to me than you do.

Wednesday 11:52pm
I broke things off with you today.
She barely said a word.
I’ve never regretted anything more than this.

Thursday 4:03pm
I shouldn’t have sent that message.
You shouldn’t have been so okay with receiving it.

Friday 9:57pm
I almost messaged you today.
I didn’t.

Saturday 8:49pm
I’m walking around town in search of alcohol.
They say that liquor numbs the pain of having a broken heart.
I want to put that to the test.

Sunday 2:32am
I heard you texted a girl you’ve never spoken to before.
I wonder if it’s because you’re trying to replace me.
I can’t help but wish you weren’t.
I thought I was irreplaceable.

—  a week with you on my mind, c.j.n.