10:40 pm and i am so fucking into this girl. i haven't stopped thinking about her in days. i just want to hold her hand and touch her hair and hug her and listen to her favorite music and watch her favorite movies and look at all of the pictures on her wall because they show all of her favorite memories. i want to know about the things that make her happy. i'm like a third grader with a crush, how disgusting. but i haven't been this excited about someone in a long time.
I like you. I really do. I get butterflies whenever we touch, whenever we start teasing each other, but that scares the crap out of me. You’re one of my closest friends nowadays and I really like you. But it scares me because you already liked 2 of my best friends, one of them only 3 months ago, when she told you you were better off as friends. Since them, you started getting real playful around me, started to tease me more, started to touch me more, and I did the same with you. It made me fall for your smile. For your eyes. For your laugh. For your personality. For you, since that begin. It made me crave your touch, crave our hands together, crave you. Fastforward 3 months and here we are today, even more playful, teasing, touching. With me falling every time more for you. And, I think and hope, that you are falling for me too, after all, you’re not like this with our best friends, and they all say that you might have feelings for me. Next week we’re going away. Going to travel. You. Me. 5 other friends. 4 days together. Its make it or break it time.
→ Touch of My Hand Harry is wanking in the bunk above Louis and that’s like, totally unacceptable.
→ Cameras Flashing With his breakout single platinum three times over and his second album still selling out in stores around the world, Louis Tomlinson has made it to the top. However, his position as Pop Heartthrob of the Decade is threatened by the edgier, more artistic Zayn, who happens to be releasing an album a week after Louis’ upcoming third. Louis needs something groundbreaking- scandalous, even- to push past him in the charts. Much to Louis’ dismay, his PR team calls in The Sexpert.
Consulting with PR firm Shady, Lane and Associates pays the bills so that Harry Styles can spend his down time doing what he really loves: poring over data. On weekends and late into the evenings, he researches gender, presentation, and sexual orientation, analysing the longitudinal study that is his father’s life’s work. That is, until his newest client, the popstar with the fascinating secret, drags him off his couch and frighteningly close to the spotlight.
As the album’s release date approaches, will Tomlinson and Styles be able to pull off the most risky PR scheme of the millennium and beat Zayn in sales or will the heat of their feelings for each other compromise everything?
→ Born to Make You Happy Harry makes a quiet vow to himself that he will be the very best girlfriend Louis has ever had, even if he never actually gets to be Louis’s girlfriend.
→ parsley, sage, rosemary & thyme The one where Harry is a cursed witch living in a small town and Louis is the Detective Inspector who crossed his path. A Practical Magic AU.
→ Getting Good At This [tomlinshaw] Nick inherits custody of his baby god-daughter, and (predictably) has no idea what he’s doing; Louis only means to help out a bit, not fall in love with either of them. (A loosely-adapted Life As We Know It AU)
→ somethin’ bout you Of all the government agents in the world, Louis had to go and land the most charming one.
→ Neither Can Floods Drown Louis has built a pretty decent life for himself in his hometown. He has his work, he has his best friends, he has his family, he has his church. Over the past three years, he’s learned to live with heartbreak. Things are going well.
That’s when he gets the news that He Who Must Not Be Named is coming back to town. That’s when the flood comes, crashing in over the valley. That’s when everything changes.
It may not be the apocalypse, but Louis’s world still feels like it’s ending.
→ Another Day Gettin’ Into Trouble Harry’s drunk when the idea occurs to him. He’s also a pop star, so sometimes his drunk ideas turn into actual things instead of just ideas. The clone-a-willy kit is one of them.
In Harry’s defense, when he first thinks about it his intention is just to buy the kit and give it to Louis to make his own dildo with, because that’s what he wants anyway, right? To have a penis filling him up?
Then he realizes that it would be weird if Louis made a copy of his own dick to fuck himself with. It’d be super weird. Louis fucking himself? That’s a weird idea. Harry’s pretty sure Louis wouldn’t like that.
Clearly the only solution here is to use his own dick for the mold.
→ MARRIED FOR A WEEK?! Hi guys :) You might recognize Harry from one or two of my old videos .. I was tagged in the Married for a week challenge so I asked him to be my husband ! We had to live together for a week and take each other out on a couple romantic dates and that, check out the video to see how it went :) Give it a like if you enjoyed and maybe subscribe if you haven’t already. Love you all - Louis x
→ Like a Bullet in the Dark An AU where seventeen-year-old Harry and nineteen-year-old Louis live on opposite sides of a mysterious fence.
Some people cannot love you the way you want to be loved, because they are emotionally and spiritually frozen. They recoil from or avoid affection. You will never meet a deep penetrating gaze from their shallow eyes; only a surface glance. They will touch your hand with their hand, but never with their heart. They will serve your body but not your soul. They can only connect with you through utility, but never passion. They are empty. They are dead inside. They will break your heart if you let them. You will waste your whole life waiting for them to wake-up to the treasure of what you have to offer. — Bryant McGill
brian molko looks so passionate on stage and im very happy bc before the tour i actually thought he didnt like being in a band anymore bc of comments like “its the only thing i know how to do” but!!! he looks so alive and im just so so so happy he even touches his fans’ hands!!! i hope to see him live soon
Sorry small random update. I just got back from a Purity Ring concert, and god it was so fun. I got to touch Megan James’ hand! They had an amazing performance and played a lot of my favorite songs. The only bummer was that this gross couple next to me kept grinding on eachother. The girl kept looking over at me, too. Like I should be jealous or impressed that her boyfriend has a disgusting boner and she’s ruining my experience of my favorite band in history? Yea, Like i’d let her even ruin one second of Purity Ring’s performance. I kept bumping into them too. Like half the time I didn’t mean it, but the other half I totally did. lol, but the best part was having my boyfriend and my best friend there. They didn’t even know who Purity Ring really was but they went with me anyway. They tolerated the hot and claustrophobic crowds just to make sure I was happy. It was honestly one of the happiest moments I’ve experienced in a very long time. <3
I need to say something to the skeptics out there, the ones who are annoyed with YoI, the ones who believe it’s yaoi trash.
Yuri on Ice is quite literally revolutionary so far. It is a big deal. We’re not screaming over some spineless fanservice or some homoerotic subtext. You’ve probably seen the screenshots and gifs out of context and thought, ‘wow, that looks pretty gay.’
No, you do not understand. It is gay.
This is an anime that is not labeled as yaoi- meaning, it is not basic, heteronormative fanservice intended for women with problematic themes. It is not shounen-ai, where it simply teases the watcher for hints of homosexuality but never actually goes through with any of it.
Of course, there is fanservice- butt shots, body shots, what have you- that is skillfully placed in with the rest of the story.
But so far, this show is not queerbaiting.
So far, only three episodes in, Yuri on Ice has been smashing anime stereotypes one after another.
This is unlike we’ve seen in Sports anime. This is almost comparable to No. 6; an anime with a solid, well-done plot that so happens to have a gay romance rather than a straight one. However, Yuri on Ice isn’t just that. There is no doubt this show is one about sexual awakening. That much was painfully clear throughout episode 3.
Not only is it unique that this show is about sexual awakening, but it is between two men. It is very real, very blatant, and not made fun of. It is not a joke. It is not a facade to draw the fangirls in. This is real.
The amount of proof for this is outstanding. The ending song is a great example, from the lyrics to the pictures shown.
‘You’re so beautiful tonight I was simply entranced Even the hourglass was C’mon and take my breath away’
And, as pointed out in previous posts, the act of combing one’s hair is an intimate act between lovers in Japan. That was focused on in the ending sequence of instagram posts.
In episode 3 alone, there was the significant dialogue of Yuri as he skated about how he found his eros in embracing his femininity. That was not made fun of in any way- it was accepted as the right thing, and Yuri felt more comfortable being ‘the woman seducing the playboy,’ the playboy being Victor. If you had any doubt about who the playboy was, Victor’s whistle was a skillful and clever way to give that away all too obviously.
If you haven’t watched Yuri on Ice yet because you believe it’s all fanservice, because you think it is like Free, or Hibike! Euphonium- you are wrong. Both of those shows, while absolutely beautiful and I personally enjoy them both, are constantly skirting around homosexuality. They do everything to imply romantic attraction, but do not actually take the next step. They tease, but don’t give. And this show is not like Haikyuu or any other sports anime, where you can easily see the bonds in the show as platonic or romantic (depending on how you want to think about it).
No, this show is gay, whether you like it or not. You can deny many anime of being gay, as being something only the fangirls are seeing for their shipping desires, but you cannot deny this one.
This is representation, and by god, I hope this show continues to do what it’s doing. If nothing comes of Victor and Yuri’s relationship, this show will still make history as the biggest queerbaiting flop ever seen. And, if it continues to do as amazingly as it is, by god will it be hard to beat.