touch your stuff

little b.andstand obcr things:

  • keeping GET OUT in just like it was before
  • “they want illusion, and they achieve it. we all relive the past and never wanna leave it. the world is ending and we’re pretending it’ll be just like it was before”
  • corey’s laugh in d.onny n.ovitski on the line “in fact, i’d be better”
  • also the “WOOOO”
  • donny reassuring julia during first steps first
  • they included a lot of dialogue but i wish they would have kept some more lines in breathe esp “put a mute in it, wayne” “stop touching my stuff with your sweaty hands” “what germs can survive in my sweat? it’s 40 proof”
  • the harmonies in you deserve it
  • johnny’s confidence in telling them the total for new york during i got a theory
  • the entirely of the first version of welcome home. it’s literally so beautiful and so well done. julia sounds so sad in the dialogue part it broke my heart.
  • “no one planned for a moment like this, there’s no perfect script that provides us words to say or the answers that might overcome the past that divides us” honestly second only to the second bullet point, this is my favorite line in the whole show
  • this is life (reprise) this is life (reprise) this is life (reprise)
  • “donny are you sure? we could be blacklisted, or worse…” “we’ve all been through worse”
  • welcome home (finale) is so well orchestrated i still can’t believe they lost that fcking tony to DEH
  • the epilogue is so cute i love the donny nova band sm
50 Artist Feels

1. Dirty hands

2. Kneading clay for hours just to soften it a bit

3. Wrong layer

4. Screwing up the lighting

5. Someone bumps you

6. Someone bumps you while you are inking

7. If you have long hair, and it wants to lay on the paper

8. Accidentally lightly stabbing yourself with an exacto knife

9. Cutting illustration board

10. Wrong brush tool

11. Brushes that dont look dirty but are

12. When you watercolor and a drop lands where it shouldnt

13. Charcoal on face

14. Working at an angle and flipping the piece to its right side and it looks wonky

15. Cleaning oil paint

16. Getting perfect brush strokes

17. Laptop messing up

18. Pens dying

19. Short pencils

20. Pencils that keep breaking

21. Sharpening said pencils

22. Refilling copic markers

23. Pastels cracking

24. Cleaning sponges

25. Seeing fingerprints

26. Spilling anything

27. Drinking paint water

28. When residue from drawing rubs onto other sheets of paper in the sketchbook

29. Cuts all over hands

30. Backaches from drawing so much

31. Really tender spots on hands

32. Pulling several all nighters to finish a drawing

33. Theres so many drawing programs

34. You are underrated

35. People dont want to pay you

36. Getting really into the zone and not paying attention to anything but the art

37. Your life is just deadlines

38. Art school is really expensive

39. Messy work space

40. “is that anime”

41. People touching stuff without your consent

42. “if you go to art school youll come out with dyed hair and gay and addicted to nicotine”

43. So many different styles


45. Waiting for glue to dry

46. Crying over art

47. People getting in to your business

48. “what are you even going to do with an art degree”

49. Practicing for hours

50. Art is hard and most people think its super easy purely because you can do it fast

i forgot what i was going to put as the caption…

anonymous asked:

Have you ever heard of autistics being more possessive about their things?

Yes, a lot of us more possessive about our things.

There are a few reasons of this. The most common of these reasons that most allistics will tell you is that we have reduced empathy and that prevents us from understanding the importance of sharing.

Of course, that is true for some of us, but it is hardly a universal thing. There are many other reasons why we may be possessive.

First, we often have a very strong sense of right and wrong. This comes from rules that we internalize very strongly, and tend to take as absolutes. These do not always reflect what the rest of society sees as right and wrong.

When kids grow up there is a normal phase where they come to understand that you do not touch others’ belongings without their permission. A lot of us internalize that as an absolute. It is a rule, you do not break it, full stop.

For others, it has to do with controlling our sensory environment. Everything has a place and should be in its place. Disrupting anything in that environment is disrupting out personal space that we rely on for sensory management.

Yet another concern many autistics have expressed is a heavy reliance on visual memory. Specifically, when you put something down you take a mental snapshot of where that item is. When someone touches that item, there is stronger emotion involved because they are touching your stuff, and you get a mental snapshot of that person touching your stuff. That replaces the snapshot of where the item was set down.

Even if the item is returned to the correct place, picture in your head is not longer of where the item was placed, but rather that the item was touched without permission. When you go to look for the item you cannot find it because the mental image does not include the location of the item.

There are so many reasons that I have heard from autistics about why they don’t like people touching their things. The common thread among all of them is that other people messing with our stuff disrupts our ability to function.

And like, for most people that is no big deal. Most people can adapt. With our tendency towards rigid thinking, however, this can be an extremely disrupting force in our lives.

The examples I listed above are nowhere near exhaustive. There are many, many, other reasons why we might be possessive. As a general rule of thumb, when it comes to autistics, I tend to assume there is a reason for it and take it on face value that it is important.

You prevent a lot of issues by taking that approach.

Please read this (posted feb 28 2017)

To be mcfucking honest this hiatus has been good and healthy for me… so I’m going to make it permanent.

Ever since i stopped going on tumblr all the time I’ve had more time to develop myself and my art (which is kinda important considering thats my career path lol) idk it’s been good not thinking about notes and followers and discourse and the general hell that is Tungle Dot Com. Also I’ve just been on this shitty website for too long (like five years yikes) and its time for me to move on.

I’ll miss u all tho ngl. I’ve learned so much and had so much fucking fun and met a lot of great people. My mutuals are amazing like yall are so talented and funny what the Fuck. And as cheesy as this sounds I’ve also met some people here that I consider true friends, people who’ve always made sure I knew I had their support through shit times. Holy damn i love yall.

I also really truly appreciate everyone who followed me even if i never followed back (im sorry i never followed back). I hope my blog did something for you, whether it was making you laugh, cheering you up, offering helpful advice or teaching you smth new. maybe you just liked my dumb fan art or maybe it was just fun to watch me make a fool of myself idk. Anyway I really really hope i left a positive impact, however minor. Sincerely, thank you for your support.

I hope we keep in touch!! I’m on instagram @w.ynn. if we were mutuals lmk when u follow 💓💓


Patrick Stump + Pre-hiatus music videos

Submitted by @themadmiz: I thought I'de share this since you’ve been smayloring hard today :p which is always good on my dash <3

College!AU Jungkook
  • major: computer science 
  • minor: digital art 
  • sports: on-campus dance crew, track & field 
  • clubs: e-sports club LOL 
  • is basically considered the “computed genius” of his year and all the professors in the computer science major just adore him 
  • halfway through his freshman year he was offered an internship at TWELVE different companies that had all heard about him because of the software projects he had perfected and also the fact that he apparently holds the record on campus for writing a code up in approximately 3.5 minutes
  • he thinks algorithms are fun and didn’t have to take the core for Calc 1 because when he was in High School he was past Calc 3
  • can take apart and rebuild a computer faster than most of the professors themselves
  • the cute thing is that as much as he knows about the inner workings of computers and all that, he’s also crazy about computer games and is super competitive. plays everything from World of Warcraft & League of Legends to Minecraft and Garry’s Mod.
  • is part of the universities e-sports club and plays in local tournaments for like cash and he has been scouted to join pro LOL or Starcraft teams but he’s like meh not interested but thanks
  • digital art is his minor and it kind of confuses the computer science department heads because they’re like!!! jungkook!!! you could do so much better how about?? mathematics oR economics as a minor and he’s like sketching his favorite playable character from mortal kombat like “nope. drawing is fun. drawing on the computer is even better.”
  • he kinda has this secret dream of being able to be a game software designer but he keeps it quiet from most people because everyones always on his case about the gREat things he can do with his mind like write software for the government or huge corporations and he’s like yeah yeah but in his head he’s got all these cool designs and plots for characters and adventures 
  • and the fact that he’s so good at like ?? everything kind of makes him the target for mean jealous peoples hatred and so his only real friends are like this small group of people that he meet through jimin, a friend of his on the dance team
  • other than them jungkook doesn’t really warm up to people the way jimin and taehyung do,,,,he kinda tends to be shy and closed up
  • oh and he does track & field because the coach like begged him to join after he saw jungkook doing a dash across the campus to get away from jimin who just wanted to give his best buddy a kiss on the cheek
  • and actually you meet jungkook because see you’re sitting in study hall with your laptop and you’re finishing up this essay. it took you like 10 hours to write and you’ve got like one billion sources and you’re on your last sentence when BAM your computer just freezes and dies on the spot
  • and you’re sitting there looking at your screen like what. the. fuck.
  • and jungkook is like two seats away with his headphones in watching some walk-through on his phone and laughing at all the mistakes of the streamer when he hears you let out the tiniest little yell and like almost slip onto the floor of your chair
  • and usually jungkook isn’t the type to put his nose into other peoples business but seeing as though you look like you’re about to start sobbing and the fact that your laptop is threatening to fall of your lap and break he’s like
  • “excuse me- your laptop-”
  • and you’re like” itS DEAD B ro  IT JUSt D I E D it RIPPED On me I wanNA sCream THAT PAPER is DUE BY 3 o’clock tHIS is the bittersweet end”
  • and jungkook is like 
  • well firstly he bursts into laughter because ‘the bittersweet end’ thats funny but also he’s like “hand me your laptop”
  • and you’re like what no how do i know you’re not gonna take it and run and jungkook’s like “because i have a macbook at home i don’t need your little pc notebook laptop” and you’re like Excuse me don’t trash talk my laptop and jungkooks like “fine fine but i can fix it hand it over”
  • and you’re a little suspicious because jungkook doesn’t look like he can fix it not when he’s wearing ripped up denim jeans, a white t-shirt three sizes too big and timberlands that look like they’ve seen hell and back but you’re like well…….it’s worth a shot
  • so you hand it over to him and jungkook like flips it over, checks the bottom of your laptop touches some stuff presses some buttons listen im not a computer science major jungkook is here
  • and when he presses the power button WALLA the screen turns on and there’s your saved word document with your essay and you’re like
  • staring at it and then looking back at jungkook with your mouth open and he’s like “told you” and you’re like 
  • “dude. dude you are GOD” and jungkook’s like “maybe not god but like yes im really really good.” and you’re like “i owe you one!!” and jungkook’s like nah forget about it bUT THEN
  • he hears it
  • the voice
  • that voice
  • and jungkook’s like oh nO and you’re like??? what oh look it’s jimin i know him he’s nice-
  • and jungkook is like hide me. please don’t tell him im here let me get behind yo-
  • and he like tries to get over you to the seat that’s like beside you but jimin is like jUNGKOOK!!! ive been looking for you - oh well hello there
  • jimin like smiles and waves to you and you like awkwardly wave back and jimin’s like “i didn’t know you knew jungkook, am i……….interrupting something (——:” 
  • and you’re about to be like “what?? no!” but jungkook sits up and is like “yes. jimin this is my significant other. we were just talking about where we were going to go on our DATE so if you could give us some time…..”
  • and jimin (being a sucker for all things romantic) gets a little red in the ears and is like OH OH I SEE WELL I WILL BE ON MY WAY 
  • and like winks and does a little finger gun @ jungkook
  • and you’re sitting there in stunned silence and jungkook is like umm uhhh umm 
  • and his face is getting redder by the minute and his eyes are wide like a lost bunny and he’s like “REmember how you said you owed me, yeah that was the favor I’m sorry-”
  • and you put your hands up like it’s fine it’s fine but why are you avoiding jimin?
  • and jungkook kind of sighs and he’s like dont get me wrong i love my hyung but he’s always saying i should go out and do things like date or whatever and im just like,,,,,,,id rather stay home and stream overwatch or something
  • and you’re like i know that Feel but you’re also like jimin is kinda right like isn’t that what college is about having fun and doing stuff but you shrug because it’s not your business and jungkook did fix your laptop and he is pretty cute you wouldn’t mind actually going on a date w/ him but since he’s obviously not interested you two like part ways and you thank him again for fixing your laptop and you’re like that’s that
  • ok im being dramatic but yeah you notice jimin at smoothie place near campus and you’re like oh no i better hide so he doesn’t ask me about jungkook
  • but jimin sees and he’s like HEY and you’re like fRICK but you smile and wave and he like jogs over to you and he’s like “listen this is going to sound so imposing and what not but im so happy you’re dating jungkook because he needs to get out of his shell and i never thought he’d find someone that he’d willing let do that and im just so thankful for taking care of him” 
  • jimin like grabs both your hands and does a little bow and you’re like oh my god what did i get myself into
  • and you have to search the whole campus until you find jungkook in one of the empty computer labs of the lab buildings and you’re like hEY WE HAVE A PROBLEM 
  • and jungkook takes his headphones off and he’s like ???? what problem wait one sec let me finish this -
  • and you’re like jungkook stop playing your online game and listen to me-
  • and he’s like one SEC i promise it’s for a good cause and you’re like what good cause it’s some online battle but then you see the screen flash the word ‘victory’ and you’re like jungkook this is serious-
  • and he’s like yeah yeah i know i just needed to beat that game it’s like a charity thing im doing that if i beat like twenty straight rounds this company will donate 20,000,000 won to a childrens hospital so
  • and you’re like hold up back it up you’re playing games for,,,,,,charity
  • and he kinda scratches his neck like well yeah i mean im good at it so i might as well put my skills toward helping people
  • and you’re @ you’re own heart don’t you dare skip a beat
  • but then jungkook also adds in the info that he fixes up old computers at poor schools so kids will be able to use the internet even if schools can’t afford newer models of computers and you’re like
  • well damn there my heart goes skipping TEN beats
  • and jungkook’s like so what’s up is it your laptop- but you’re like no no it’s park jimin he basically thanked me for being your significant other and was very genuine and passionate about this “relationship” of ours jungkook how are you ever going to tell him you lied
  • and jungkook’s like oh no,,,,,and you two are like standing there looking at each other like we done messed up until jungkook like clears his throat and he’s like
  • “wELL there is a way we could get away with it”
  • and you perk up like how??? tell me!!! and jungkooks like “well-ah-um-ah d-d–da-date–w-w- we could g-go on a date and see- see if mayb-maybe….”
  • and you’re like date? see? and you’re like oh he means see where it goes and you like instantly feel your own cheeks heat up and you’re like 
  • “actually,,,,id love to but,,,but,,,wait jungkook-”
  • and he’s like swallowing like yes??? 
  • and you’re like “did you think i was cute when you saw me in study hall with my laptop?” and he looks like he’s been caught red handed and he’s like wHAT No and you’re like oh my god you did 
  • and jungkook admits it (after you two bicker cutely about it for like half an hour) that yes he actually did think you were cute and honestly he would never have asked you out if it weren’t for this Twist of Events
  • and you two like laugh a little at each other because honestly you two were too scared to see if the other person would actually go on a date that when you pretended to date in front of jimin you both were like but this could never be real!!!?!!?!?!?
  • until you two are finally at a movie together, probably a movie based of a comic or something or like a kids animated movie lol, and you’re laughing sharing popcorn and then jungkook is like there’s a ferris wheel near here!! and you’re like fRICK yES take me and you two literally are like five year olds laughing and joking with each other on that date
  • and jungkook finally sees why the hell jimin is so into romance and love and all that jazz
  • because as much as he’s having fun and doing things he likes he’s doing them with someone as stunning and breathtaking as you
  • and sure when jimin comes around you guys have to amp up skinship or whatever but the second he leaves jungkook is like 10 feet away apologizing and you’re like jungkook it’s ok,,,because tbh his arms around your shoulder is so nice and warm
  • and you guys go on a couple more dates on the DL and it’s so cute and finally jungkook walks you to your dorm and is like hey,,,,,,hey,,,,,,,,and you’re like hmmm and he’s looking at your lips but he can’t bring himself to do it so you like roll your eyes and lean up to kiss him and he’s like !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
  • and you’re like also !!!! but you like cover your mouth and look down and this would be so innocent and soft if it weren’t like the next second jungkooks like 
  • “you wanted to kiss me for a long time right? you were holding back RIGHT?” 
  • and you’re like JUNGKOOK SHUT IT 
  • and you’re chasing him down the street and his laughter is loud
  • and jungkook would totally call you up just so you two can sit in the park near the campus at night and push each other on the swings and it’s like
  • childish but you kids are so pure and so excited about everything
  • jungkook like rants a lot about all the games he’s played and his favorite characters and he like tries to help you get better at the games you’re interested in
  • and also he’s always there to fix anything that goes wrong with your laptop or phone
  • and like jimin thinks you two have been together for a super long time and you and jungkook are like actually jimin,,,,,,,,,,,
  • and when you finally tell him how you actually got together you expect jimin to like be super mad but no it’s the opposite jimin is like 
  • and you’re like well kinda and jungkook is burying his face in his hands like oh my god jimin … the reason i was able to fall in love….and jimin is like YES IM CUPID I KnEW IT
  • you going to jungkook’s dance competitions and like jimin is always pointing you out and jungkook waves shyly and you’re like he’s so adorable how and jimin’s like JunGKOOK lOVES YOU and the entire bleacher of girls is like casting glances at you and you’re like ,,,,,,oh god and jungkook’s like covering jimin’s mouth his hand like hYUng CHill
  • jungkook showing off his math skills by calculating tip and total prices when you go out to eat or shopping and you’re like “im dating a human calculator”
  • jungkook purposely ignoring you to play on his nintendo 3ds and you’re like jungkook kiss me and he’s like wait im playing fire emblem - and you’re like jungkook i will turn off your 3ds right now and he’s like ok ok ok 
  • (but in reality he was playing on purpose to see if you’d get pouty w him)
  • you meet the rest of his friends and they’re all equally as surprised to see jungkook dating and being so happy especially taehyung and yoongi who’re like “is this really jungkook? the jungkook who only knows romance through side plots in games?” 
  • it’s jungkooks birthday when you’re all over at his dorm together because jin baked a cake and jungkook was forced into a silly party hat by hoseok and jimin and like
  • everyone’s slowly leaving and jungkook is like “hey, can you stay?” and you’re like sure and idk it’s romantic the only light in the whole dorm is the candles still on the cake and jungkook asks you to close your eyes as he kisses down your neck
  • and like,,,,,you know he leads you toward his bed and like ,,,,, you mumble his name against his neck,,,,,and then-
  • and you and jungkook are like two flustered messes coming out of the bedroom and jin is like 
  • oh…….OH YOU TWO CHILDREn- and basically you get lectured by him and it’s hilarious jungkook is like jin please and you’re like so embarrassed you can barely speak up
  • jungkook creates a code so that every time you open up your laptop a little bubble with his face in it appears and there’s a message like “you’re lucky you have such a cute boyfriend” and you always like do a little ‘pfft’ but it’s adorable and you keep it 
  • you love watching jungkook sketch instead of just do digital art like sometimes you’ll see him sitting on the windowsill in one of the campus building looking out of the window and just drawing and he looks so serene with the light hugging him
  • and also jungkook in his big oversized clothes waiting for you after class so you two can literally just go to his dorm and cuddle 
  • jin: “take them out on a nice date jungkook, hear ill give you some money-” you and jungkook: “is buying 5 bags of cheetos with this money you’re gonna give us count as ‘doing something nice’?” jin: “………you are both children. Children.” 

find namjoon’s ver (here)  // jimin’s ver (here) // taehyung’s ver (here
college!au vixx (here)

please look forward to the rest of college!bts coming soon~

@feather97​: Happy birthday 😀 🎂🎉

thank you so much!!! you seriously didn’t have to do this, but I do appreciate it a ton!!! ❤︎❤︎❤︎❤︎ it’s such a cute little drawing, and I’m so touched by it ❤︎ love your stuff so much!! this was really nice to see in my inbox!! thank you ❤︎❤︎

Dating Namjoon

ksj | myg | jhs | knj | pjm | kth | jjk

A/N: I actually love the concept of dating Namjoon, he’d be such a good boyfriend, really cool, sweet, kinky… like damn bias wrecker, come at me joonie. Ps. Happy Easter! For those who celebrate.


  • Spontaneous dates
  • Spontaneous sex
  • Let’s just jump right into it shall we? We all know Namjoon is one horny mofo
  • He likes it when you call him daddy
  • You’re not ecstatic but you’ll do it for him, originally it’s for the irony but eventually after sex you’re lying there like “what have I become?!?!?”
  • Sometimes he’s a little much so you’re kind of sitting there like ‘pls sir calm down’ but it’s hot that he’s into anything and will do anything for you so you can’t really complain can you?
  • Namjoon’s really curious about your hobbies but you don’t want him to touch your important stuff in case he goes into destruction mode
  • But sometimes you give in bc he’s so cute with his dimple smile and being genuinely interested in your hobbies helps too
  • So you guys have days where you get nostalgic and go through your important belongings and show him how you go through your own creative process and what tools you use (that he doesn’t touch even when you let him bc those are important to you)
  • He’s the kind of guy to do random romantic things
  • Out of the blue he lights some candles, talks about philosophy and life with you until the wee hours of the morning with lots of cuddles and kisses
  • He’s so into you, really committed. Namjoon doesn’t think about an end to your relationship so
  • he shows you the things most important to him, takes you to the studio sometimes
  • you can see how passionate he is at work
  • you love it
  • He writes raps about you
  • He doesn’t want you to even know they exist until they’re in a song, recorded and released
  • He wants to surprise you with them play it cool like ‘i just casually confess my feelings in songs all the time, this is normal but a huge act of love, wow, I love you’ 
  • He’d be really good at giving you massages with his hands of destruction
  • He’d help you unwind and then… SEX
  • If he’s away promoting and he gets to see you, you know sex is involved in your reunion bc he has not seen you in ages and he just really wants to hold you for an extended period of time #lethimlive
  • He buys you clothes all the time even though you have a good sense of fashion
  • He’ll see something and be like ‘I NEED TO GET THIS FOR MY BABE’ and so he does
  • He asks you to go out with him and take aesthetic photos for twitter, and you take couple shots too
  • When you accidentally call namjoon daddy in public and he’s like it’s ight but he’s really turned on and it’s not ight
  • And hes lowkey looking for a place to have a quick fuck. But gives up and goes home for a long fuck
  • When you’re almost asleep he realizes that he left the stove on
  • Walks in the park, learning new things, staying up late when you should be asleep but you’re so high off of each other 
  • becoming absorbed in each other - that’s your relationship

anonymous asked:

Imagine ✨ the osomatsu find your dairy where you describe your first meeting of them. What their reactions?

I wrote this with a Matsu and their future s/o who both have a huge crush on each other, but are also oblivious to the other’s feelings! ( * ´▽` * )

Osomatsu: He’s super excited about his brand new discovery and plops down immediately to read it, grinning to himself like a five-year old about to spread juicy gossip. Your first encounter probably wasn’t all that great or memorable, but he still bursts out laughing, slapping his knee like he just remembered the most hilarious thing ever – “Haha, that really happened!” –, and even though his pride is a little hurt when he notices you didn’t write lengthy paragraphs about how quick and hard you fell for him that day, or something equally romantic and silly like that, soon he is lost in the little curves of your handwriting, rewinding every little memory of you in his head. He wonders if you remember them the same way he does, or if you even remember them at all, and even though he wasn’t planning on invading your privacy that much, he can’t help, but continue flipping through the pages, scanning them intently for his name. The mentions of him do get gradually sweeter as time progresses, and he feels his face becoming hotter each new sentence, each new reassurence that you really do like him as a person, and he has to force himself to look away so he can slam the diary closed. He doesn’t want to know how you feel about him right now – he will ask you personally some day. His temporary fluster won’t stop him from making fun of you later, though, so do expect embarrassing quotes and even more embarrassing nicknames. You probably won’t see that diary back until he’s satisfied.

Karamatsu: He’s too curious not to take a peek, and he tries to play it off as an accident, even though no one is around to witness it. He gets overly emotional about how you describe your first meeting, your genuine excitement about “meeting this weird person” turning into something extraordinarily poetic in his eyes. The further he reads, the more honest his embarrassment gets, practically holding back tears at the simple fact that he actually means something to you, and he quickly runs off with his guitar to put his feelings into a song. He returns your diary the next day with the sweetest “Didn’t you forget something, my honey?”, but do not mistake it as a gentlemanly move – he will be sure to remind you from time to time that you are, in fact, his fan, whatever that may mean in the language of Karamatsu. He wears that one outfit you think actually looks cool way too often, and he always plays that one song you don’t think is half-bad, all with the intention of trying to flirt with you, because hey, the “I know you like me, so be honest with yourself” attitude fits the rockstar image perfectly, doesn’t it? From another perspective, it just looks like he’s trying very hard to impress you, though.

Choromatsu: God forbid he touched your personal belongings without your permission! His stupid, boorish brothers would probably do it, but not him, he’s a decent human being! But maybe… maybe just a little bit… wont hurt… right? He opens it up on a page nervously – it’s the day you two met – , and gets pleasantly surprised by how okay he seemed in your eyes. It was probably only a little bit more than a plain impression he left on you at that time, but the fact that you didn’t mention him being awkward or gross at all makes him all delusional and suddenly he’s already planning your marriage in his head… He flips the page excitedly, and little love sparkles burn up in his eyes every time he sees his own name. He’s already almost halfway through when he realizes how nice you are to him, even in your diary, how much you care about him as a person and how much you worry about him, and he comes back to earth with the biggest skip of a heartbeat, realizing he really shouldn’t be doing what he’s doing. He gently closes your diary and hides it in a safe place until you come around. He looks super embarrassed about even having made the mistake of touching it, and he never brings it up later. But for some strange reason, you notice that he seems to be a little more… confident around you lately.

Ichimatsu: He gets super sweaty and anxious, and has a five minute debate with himself whether he should touch your stuff or just leave it alone, decides he’s too much of a chicken to do anything, leaves the room in a flustered rush, then awkwardly loops back to the exact same spot thirteen times, until he finally grabs the diary, hands shaking, and peeks into it like it was his very first porn magazine. He doesn’t particularly care about what you thought of him when you first met – or so he tries to make himself believe –, mainly because he’s 100% certain you don’t remember any of it, and even if you do, he was probably pathetic and scary and unapproachable in your eyes anyway, so why make his heart hurt any further. That does not mean he won’t read it, though – curiousity killed the cat, they say. He nearly chokes on spit when he sees you mentioning his cat friends first, and how “the quiet mysterious guy with the scary stare” is probably a nice person at heart, because “the animals always know”, and he remembers you once complimenting him about that, the resurfacing memories making him feel all warm and fuzzy inside. As he continues to read on, surprised by how many times you’ve actually written about him, he is met with an unfathomable amount of positivity about him as a person – it is too much and he feels like he has to close the book and hide it somewhere immediately before he explodes. You find your diary the next day the same place you left it, even though you wonder how did noone come across it when it was lying around in such an obvious space. The work of fairies, maybe? Not to mention, Ichimatsu seems to be a little more fidgety around you all of a sudden, and you could swear the last time you looked into his eyes he… blushed. The work of fairies, it is.

Jyushimatsu: He holds the diary in his hands for a few minutes, with the all-famous blank expression on his face, examining it from all existing angles, when for some reason he decides it is now appropriate to look, and opens it up surprisingly gently and carefully. He exhales sharply when he realizes it’s the day you two met and takes on a more serious stance. He remembers it well, and his eyes light up and his smile widens as he realizes you too held your very first memory dear. He feels like he could hit consecutive homeruns, maybe a hundred or two hundred in a row, so, how about he just does that instead of being nosy? It’s not like he’s not curious at all – he wants to know how you feel, both about him and the world, but he’s decided he will ask you about all of that later, when he gathers up the courage to. He hides the diary and runs off with his trusting bat, to another day of adventure. You get your diary back either that day or the day after, depending on whether Jyushimatsu knows exactly where to find you, and he apologizes and admits he took a peek, but reassures you he didn’t read any further than your first meeting. The next time you’re out on a “date”, he says he has a surprise for you, and takes you back to the same place everything started.

Todomatsu: You instantly get a message that says “didn’t you forget something~~?♡” with a picture of your diary attached to it. He has a hell of a fun time teasing you, but you can’t really call it “blackmailing” in the end, because no matter how hard he tries, he’s too much a chicken to actually ask something from you in return. The whole exchange between you stays on middle schooler level, with a bunch of “oh, I read your deepest secret, what are you going to do about it” and “I’m about to flip to the next page” and various other empty threats that feel like a joke more than anything, but you’re surprisingly okay with playing along. You know very well what’s behind that cocky attitude and superiority complex – a small critter, and nothing more than that –, and something’s telling you the little bunny would be too scared to actually look through your stuff. What you don’t know is that he did try, once, just once, he opened up the diary exactly on the day you met, where you mentioned him and how you thought he smelled nice. He almost had a heart attack, and hasn’t touched it since, and probably, right now, he’s still typing with the exact same flustered face, trying his best to keep his composure.


jungkook: laying out everything and being as professional as possible “this is the eyeliner…concealer…lipstick…” him applying it on your face extremely professionally and you literally shocked asf bc he does your makeup better than you “you’re going to do my make up for me from now on.” him laughing and giving his bunny smile while still holding the make up brush in his hands 

taehyung: you being extremely doubtful about whether or not you should trust this boy with your makeup “dont move jagi” “tae i’m not moving.” him always pausing to look into the camera to give the  ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) face before writing on your face “tae what are u doing with my face” “vOILA!” disproportionate eyebrows, eyeliner that doesnt even reach your lash line, lipstick in a huge circle aROUND your lips “its beautiful, tae thank u” “yeah i kno im gr8″

hoseok: screaming before he even starts, screaming as he is applying it onto you, screaming when you open your eyes, screaming for you when you look into a mirror after “hoseok awh, my eyeliner is so nice” “yeah i know of course i’m amazing thank”

namjoon: him scared to touch your make up stuff “im going to break your stuff i swear” trying to delicately put it on your face but he tried to use eyeliner as mascara?? him finishing and you looking exactly the same as when u started just with really think eyelashes and eyebrows “thank u namjoonie” “Its bad isnt it” “its amazing” him getting all flustered and smiling with his cuTE DIMPLES 

seokjin: the professional at delicacy “wait you already put on the eyeliner already” “yeah” “that was quick” “yep” him cupping your face in his hands to get the best angle and coming extremely close to your face when trying to put on the eye make up “its done!” and of course, he’s extremely good for a beginner

yoongi: him questioning how hard it can be just to apply makeup “what is this” “thats eyeliner yoongi” “yeah yeah i knew that” him constantly trying to remember how the make up noonas put it on him so he can do it on you “which color do you like” “what color do you think looks pretty on me?” “everything looks pretty on you though…” you looking off into the camera all blushy blushy

jimin: smol chim chim hands cupping your face while he stares at you to “try to figure out what colors would go best with your skin tone” him just coming really close to your face and the both of you getting distracted before laughing your heads off and trying to get back to the task at hand then him just skimming mascara and a little blush on u “wait thats it?” “yeah” “what about eyeliner and lipstick?” “this is enough” “its so little” “you dont even need makeup why are we doing this” “jIMIN”