I’ll answer them all!
7. Would you rather be hurt by the one you trust the most or the one you love the most?
Love. Because trust… Trust is what you build over months, years. Trust is completely opening up your worst side of yourself to someone and hoping—expecting—them to still care for you and want you around. Love, you can fall into. With anyone. Especially when you’re talking about me—I fall in love very fast, and easily. But trust is built. And betrayal is a cruel, alienating, damaging thing.
A broken heart heals.
If it’s someone I love AND trust? Welp.
15. What do you think would be the hardest thing for you to give up? Why would it be hard to lose?
Give up…? Hm. My friends. Like, I could never, ever be alone. I’m too… social. Too dependant on other people’s opinions, modes of thinking, doing, everything. I can’t live without my friends. I wouldn’t be able to understand who I am, how I function, what I should or shouldn’t do. I’m nothing without the people I’ve come to know.
23. If you could do anything or wish anything, what would it be?
Oh my god, I know it’s kind of arrogant or whatever, but I really feel like I have everything I want in my life right now. I have a thesis that’s almost totally finished, I have inspiration for further projects, I have all my friends who I’ve met and made over the years, I have all these experiences that I’ve loved and hated, that I’ve regretted and and not regretted. I’ve come a long way from where I was just a few months ago. And I’m going to grad school!
Although, I guess, if I’m going to be totally self-indulgent… maybe like. A perfectly clean apartment, and a significant other? Hahaha! Maybe also less belly fat…! And money xD