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music shuffle~

I got tagged by yunalesca, thanks mom c:

Title of the first song is how you die: Prepare Your Weapon - Escape The Fate
The second song is how you describe your love life: Scream - Avenged Sevenfold
The third song plays at your wedding: Million Dollar Bills - Lorde
Add “in my pants” to the fourth song: Menace In My Pants - Crown The Empire
The song that plays at your funeral: Epiphany - The Word Alive
Your theme song: Ambitionary - The Word Alive
The song that comes on when you think about something you love: Numb - Linkin Park
Add “with a shovel and a screwdriver”: The Unfaithful With a Shovel and a Screwdriver - Memphis May Fire
The song that describes your week: Bangarang - Skrillex feat. Sirah
Song that plays when you miss someone: Talk That Talk - Rihanna

I tag caerberus, noctis-ouji, lockuhart, seifers, filthymitts and anyone who wants to do this [like srsly pls do this it’s hilarious]

In the misty morning Alabama rain
The rivers of my mind try to drown that endless pain
And echos of my broken heart are driving me insane
As an Alabama tear drops amongst the lonely raindrops in a misty morning Alabama rain
In a misty morning Alabama rain
— 

Greg Shirley - “Alabama Rain”

Day 199 of 365 Day Song Challenge: A song that mentions rain.

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Updates!

That’s it for my following party for now. Deleted the posts. Luckily only 1 person reblogged it, so hopefully it won’t keep going too far. My dash was a little losts in notes for a while!

52% of the way through Deep Wizardry! Nita just figured out she’s going to have to die in the Song.

Things I’ve noticed:

  • At this point, Nita and Kit have totally seen each other naked. Lol.
  • Dairine! I completely forgot how quickly she figures out that Kit and Nita are wizards! She’s the bomb.
  • The aborted Sex Talk continues to be hilarious.
  • I completely forgot when Nita and Kit finally tell their parents about wizardry, which of course hasn’t happened yet, but it somehow slipped my mind how early in the series that happens.
  • SO MUCH FORESHADOWING OF STUFF. Peach, my love, you are the best plot device.
  • Ponch!! Another character I did not realize came into the series that early. T_T
  • Ed is terrifying and wonderful.
  • KRAKENS. I FORGOT THERE WERE KRAKENS.
  • Loved the Atlantis tie-in!

That’s all for now! Really excited to finish this one. ^^

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Here’s today’s Monday Video! So, I wasn’t sure what to put up today and then I was driving to Santa Monica and totally stuck in traffic on the 405 because the 405 freeway is a soul sucking transportation vampire. This oldie but goodie came on and I was like TURN THAT SHIT UP. I forgot how much I love this song. It’s fierce. It gives me some much-needed courage. If you read last week’s chapter, then you know how much I’m like helllllllllp. I feel so totally judged by half the world. I was secretly planning to put up a song with “baby” in it, like Brit Spears’ “Hit Me Baby One More Time.” But then I thought maybe that wouldn’t help matters. Well, actually, my producer Ellen said DO NOT PUT THAT VIDEO UP UNDER ANY CIRCUMSTANCES. She’s a hater like that. 

But, seriously, I am so tired of people calling me a slut and “troubled” just because I made the choice not to have a baby when I was seventeen years old. I so don’t get it. Do people actually think I’m remotely capable of parenting a child? I mean, I’m an awesome dog mama, but that is so totally different. Like, I can leave Fred Astaire home alone without my neighbors calling child protective services on my ass. But let’s just say for arguments’ sake that I’d be an amazing mother. Okay, fine. But I DON’T WANT TO BE ONE. Not right now, anyway. And this isn’t even me being irresponsible or anything. I am so not okay with people using abortion as a form of birth control. Not like it’s anyone’s business, but I WAS on birth control when I got pregnant, only no one bothered to mention that when you switch birth controls, you have to have extra protection for the next month. I shouldn’t even feel like I need to defend myself, except it’s really hard getting hate mail and having people stand outside your apartment with signs that say you’re going to hell. One sign even had a picture of me knifing a baby. WHAT THE FUCK? I don’t know how these people are getting away with calling themselves christians. 

So if you’re one of those people that is talking shit about my personal choices: it’s MY body, MY choice and don’t you dare presume to know how I felt about my decision when I was making it or how I feel about it right now.

Walk a mile in my shoes, bitches. Then we’ll talk.


P.S. Fave lyrics from this song:


You’re gonna be a shining star, with fancy clothes, fancy car-ars.
And then you’ll see, you’re gonna go far.
Cause everyone knows, who you are-are.
So live your life, ay ay ay.
You steady chasing that paper.
Just live your life (Oh!), ay ay ay.
Ain’t got no time for no haters
Just live your life (Oh!), ay ay ay.
No telling where it’ll take you.
Just live your life (Oh!), ay ay ay.
Cause I’m a paper chaser.
Just living my life (ay), my life (oh), my life (ay), my life (oh)
Just living my life (ay), my life (oh), my life (ay), my life (oh)

Now everybody watchin’ what I do.
Come walk in my shoes, And see the way I’m livin’ if you really want to.
I got my mind on my money and I not goin’ away, ay.
So keep on gettin’ your paper keep on climbin’.
Look in the mirror and keep on shinin’.
Til’ the game ends, til’ the clock stops.
We gonna post up on the top spot.

So live your life.