totally not a game of truth or dare

truth or dare

• it’s 8th year and the Slytherins and Gryffindors have more or less become friends
• most of the old rivalries have faded away
• except for quidditch of course because some things never change
• but besides that the Slytherins and Gryffindors are getting along really well
• Harry and Draco have an odd sort of friendship
• the others always notice them sitting together on the grounds, sometimes just in silence but they’re also good at making each other laugh when no one else can
• they seem to understand each other better than the rest of them can, despite years of being enemies
• Pansy and Blaise are betting on how long it’ll take for them to get together
• Pansy has ten galleons on Draco making the first move within the month
• because she totally knows that Draco’s had a crush on Harry forever even if he’ll never admit it
• also she’s broke and really can’t lose this one so she’s the one to initiate the late night game of truth or dare in the common room
• of course they’re Slytherins, so they’re going to play with veritaserum, and the Gryffindors definitely aren’t backing down
• they’re all sitting in a circle, Harry, Ron, Hermione, Draco, Pansy, and Blaise
• they all watch as Blaise, who has a wicked grin on his face, spikes the firewhiskey in the middle with veritaserum
• Draco is nervous because of course Pansy’s right and he’s fancied Harry for years but he doesn’t want anything to get screwed up now that they’re finally friends
• but he’s too proud to leave the game
• it starts out with all the usual stuff
• “Granger, I dare you to snog Pansy”
• “oh be quiet Ron, it’s a game. Pansy get over here”
• “Blaise, go seduce the Fat Lady.”
• “Potter, how long has it been since you’ve last done it?”
• and Harry is bright red, and he’s looking at the floor sheepishly as he mumbles his answer, and Blaise crows “oooh the boy who lived is still a virgin,” and he just gives Draco another wolfish grin and takes a sip of firewhiskey
• Draco is also red at this point, because Merlin, does anyone not know??
• the disaster doesn’t strike until two in the morning though
• everyone is incredibly tipsy except for Harry and Draco, who haven’t been drinking as much since Harry’s truth a half hour ago
• Pansy is looking at him like she’s a cat and he’s a mouse that she’s just cornered and he knows what’s coming next
• “Draco, if you had to make out with one person in this room, who would it be?”
• she knows exactly what she’s doing, and Draco wishes more than anything that they hadn’t chosen to use veritaserum because there’s no way to fight it
• but if he’s going to say this, he’s going to say it with dignity, consequences be damned
• so Draco just sits up a little and clears his throat
• he looks around at the others, Ron and Hermione both giggly and Blaise looking smug and Pansy nearly shaking with anticipation
• then there’s Harry, who looks quite calm, maybe a bit shy, but he’s smiling and is curious to hear the answer
• so Draco just takes a swig of firewhiskey and says “Potter, of course”
• Hermione is grinning
• Ron is speechless
• Blaise is cackling
• Pansy is looking incredibly pleased with herself, too pleased for Draco’s liking
• and Harry
• Harry is staring at Draco, mouth open slightly, eyes wide
• and then to Draco’s absolute astonishment the corners of Harry’s mouth are turning up and he’s starting to speak
• “Draco, truth or dare?”
• Pansy is suddenly frantic, going “no, Draco’s just gone, someone else needs to have a go” because damn it, she knows what Potter is going to say and she doesn’t have ten galleons and she can’t possibly lose to Blaise
• but Hermione and Blaise are saying “Pansy shut it” and their eyes are locked on Harry and Draco
• Harry says it again. “Truth or dare?”
• Draco isn’t sure he can speak
this can’t possibly be happening… can it?
• somehow he gets the word out- “dare”
• Harry is moving and Draco’s brain has definitely stopped working because oh god he’s getting closer he’s looking at me his hair his face his eyes his lips they’re right there
• Harry stops right before their knees touch and he looks up at Draco, and Draco can feel his breath and is possibly about to combust
• “Kiss me, then.”
• and really, how can he deny a request like that?
• Draco closes the gap between them and nearly moans because merlin, his lips are so soft and he tastes like heaven and his skin is smooth and warm and god his hair just
• Draco has one hand cupping Harry’s face and the other tangled in his hair, and he feels Harry’s hands start to slip under the hem of his shirt and he gasps involuntarily and god this is everything he’s wanted for so long
• Harry is tugging at his shirt more urgently now and Draco can faintly hear Blaise shouting “oi! Get a room!” over his own heart and the sounds escaping from his lips
• he can make out someone clapping, cheering, and Blaise is still yelling and there’s a choked sound that’s probably from Ron, and they only break apart when Draco feels a tap on his shoulder
• both he and Harry are an absolute mess and they’re grinning wildly at each other
• Pansy just folds her arms and sighs before saying, “you know, the highest astronomy tower is always empty at this time of night”
• and suddenly Draco feels a hand slip into his own and he’s being pulled up and out the door and Harry has a wicked smile on his face as he leads them up the stairs, taking them two at a time
• Pansy, Blaise, Ron, and Hermione are just left in the common room staring at the door and wondering how it was possible that they had disappeared so quickly without apparating
• and the next morning Draco’s hair is a tangled, ruffled mess and Harry is wearing a t-shirt that’s too big on him and they both have suspicious marks up and down their necks
• the others just roll their eyes and share knowing looks as the rest of the students begin to notice
• and Harry and Draco just sit there blushing slightly with their hands laced together under the table and when Harry rests his head on Draco’s shoulder halfway through breakfast, no one is surprised at all

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How To Make A Plan To Write A Visual Novel In A Month So You Can Finish It In Three And A Half… — Mammon Machine: ZEAL
Postmortem: 100 Days On We Know The Devil
By Aevee Bee

Aevee Bee’s post-mortem of We Know The Devil is basically required reading for anyone looking to write a visual novel or text adventure (or any videogame really.) Choice quote:

After we bounced concept art and character profiles we would both have such a grasp of the characters we could both write scenes featuring them; Mia would message me at like 12AM with “this vine is totally Venus” and I’d be like, yes, and also the person who smashed the glass against her face is Neptune. We literally developed this game by shitposting with our own characters, so please value that work; it’s how we came up from everything from the underage drinking to the truth or dare and seven minutes in heaven scenes.

Mean - Bobby scenario (Requested)

Originally posted by illwonaire

@yourlukar saidHey I read you Hanbin’s scenario and It was really awsome, I’m totally in love with your reactions and scenarios. So I wanna request a scenario with Bobby when you two dislike each other so much but you come and spend time with iKON just because your best friend Jinhwan invites you everytime, but in a game truth or dare you are dare to kiss Bobby and after that he started to be really mean with you more than before and he is trying to hide that he falls in love with you…..Thanks so mcuh❤️

- Thank you soo much! I love youu! AND OH MY GOD I LOVE THISSS; I had so much fun writing this I hope you enjoyy it! <3 

Genre: angst/ fluffy
Members: Bobby x You
Word count: 3805


“How is it you never notice that you are slowly killing me?” you thought to yourself, looking across the room at Bobby, who was staring at you with eyes filled with no emotions.
Guy who on daily bases kills you with his words and acting towards you.
How did him and you get here? In the begging as Jinhwan met you with rest of the boys, was okay. In a way okay and at least you thought it was. Everyone was nice and friendly, except him. Bobby.

As you extend your hand for a hand shake, he just looks up and down at you, looking away.
“Okay….” You laugh in embarrassment and move your hand slowly, sitting down next to Jinhwan.

Hanbin and Jinhwan look at Bobby, who was just staring at his phone, typing.
“So how did you guys meet?” Junhoe smiled
“Who cares?” Bobby laughs and looks at you
You didn’t know what to do. You felt so embarrassed.
“We do” Hanbin looks at Bobby and he just sighs looking back at his phone
“Basically at a coffee shop?” you laugh looking at Jinhwan who nodded his head in agreement
“Ohh did you Jinhwan like said hi first or?” Junhoe smiled
“I worked there before so…” you smiled and all of them nodded their heads

Going out with iKON was always fun. You always dance together, drink. But he would always find a way to bring you down.
“Your dancing sucks” Bobby shouted at you, laughing
You sigh and continue to dance, but his words kept spinning in your head. You kind of felt in your legs that you are awkward, how you think you don’t how to dance anymore.
“You look dumb” Bobby shouted again as he was sitting down at the table, laughing at you.

Hanbin pushed him slightly and Bobby just looked at him.
“Don’t bother with Bobby, you are dancing great and you are not dumb” Jinhwan looked at you
You just take a breath nodding your head.
“Hi beautiful” a guy smiled as he approached you
“Hi” you smiled back

He was very beautiful. He has hazel eyes, hair on fleek, white T-shirt who is showing his arm muscles, black ripped jeans and white converse. He was just, perfect.

You hear Bobby laughing in the back
“You are very pretty, I saw you from the distance” guy smiles looking at your eyes
“Just tell her she is not beautiful, stop flirting!” Bobby said and you look at him and he just lifts his shoulders up

“I don’t know what’s that guy’s problem” a guy laughs
“Honestly me neither” you shake your head
“Would you like to come outside?”
“Sure” you smiled and he took your hand in his and lead you through the crowd

Jinhwan walked to the table, looking at Bobby.
“What the fuck is wrong with you? Why you do that every single fucking time”
“So what that I do it?” Bobby said coldly and drinks from his glass
“It’s rude” Jinhwan was getting mad
“Well I don’t care” Bobby smiled and noticed you and the guy walking out through the door. He bit his lip and shaked his head.

He stood up, went through the crowd, looking for someone good looking.
He spots a girl, who was dancing really sexy. She swing her hips side to side to the beat of the music. Bobby walks behind her and starts grinding, so does she with a smile on her face.
His hands travelled around her waist. She turned around, looking at him with a huge smile on her face.
“I waited so fucking long for you to come to me” she whispered trying to sound sexy and crashes her lips on his.

Without hesitation he kissed her back, licking her bottom lip for permission to enter, and she right away opened her mouth more.
His hands travelled down on her ass, squeezing it which made the girl smile and pull away from the make out.

On other side you were kissing the guy. He was so sweet and caring.
He held you closely to his body. You didn’t expect anything else from him than him kissing you right away when you two walked outside.
Also you just wanted to get out of the club, because you couldn’t stand Bobby no more.

“Can I call you sometime?” guy pulled away smiling at you
“Sure” he gave you his phone and you put your number in it.
“You’re really cool girl” he looked at you as two of you headed back inside
“Aw thank you. You are a cool dude too” you smiled and walked inside the club as he opened the door for you.

The guy and you hugged and gave each other few pecks before going your ways. You walked back to the table where the boys were. Bobby wasn’t there, what a relief.
“Sooo?” Jinhwan poked your shoulder
“What?” you laugh and pour yourself a drink
“Oh come on” Jinhwan said
“Yeah we finished” you smiled taking a sip of your drink

Boys continued to dance, you got off the seat and started to dance with Hanbin. He puts his arm around your shoulders, and you two jammed out to the music.
Bobby came back and looked up and down at you, but you didn’t even look at him, you didn’t care about him and his presence.

“Did you finish with someone?” Donghyuk looks at him
“Oh yeah, she was so fucking hot” Bobby smiled nodding his head
You heard them talking, you didn’t want to listen, but you did.
“She’s really good kisser, and has a great body. Damn I wish *laughs* Yeah It doesn’t matter” Bobby chuckles. He knew you were listening.

“Yeah we get it. Will you fucking stop talking now?” you said coldly looking at Bobby
He raised his eyebrows
“Oh did you and your prince charming do something fun?” he tilts his head
“Why don’t you talk about your price?” he added
“Same as you and that girl” you tilt your head too and Bobby smirks
“I bet he just wanted to fuck you”

You were in shock but you didn’t want to let him win in this. You were so sick of him.
“I bet you want to fuck that girl too? Or whole club? And they would do that, just because you are easy to get on” you lean against the table, looking at him
Bobby licks his lips, clenching his jaw. You laugh and shake your head, moving away from the table.
“Imma head to bathroom, be right back” you said and walked off through the crowd to the bathroom.

“Damn she… Killed you” Hanbin puts his hand over his mouth and laughs

Bobby stood up and stormed through the crowd, little bit pissed off.
You walked through the hallway who leads to the bathroom, everyone was making out with each other, or just talking.
You feel a tight grip on your wrist who pulled you back and crashed you against the wall.
It was Bobby. You were breathing heavy because you were surprised and got scared a little.
His hands were on the wall, blocking everyway, so you don’t escape.

“Who do you think you are?” he said in cold, deep voice as he stared into your eyes
“Who do you think you are?” you raised your eyebrow
“Don’t you talk to me like that ever again?”
“OR what you gonna do huh?” you stare back at him

He just kept staring at your eyes, he slowly moved away.
You look up and down at him. Bobby clenches his jaw and walks away.

“Jesus Christ” you let out a breath as he walked away. Your heart was beating so fast and loud that you could hear it.

Why did you think he was so damn hot being angry and annoyed. Why did his stares and voice replayed in your head. No, you don’t want. You need to get him out of your head.
You walked back to the boys. Bobby was shaking his head to the beat of the songs, looking at the crowd, not paying attention to you.
“Let’s goo” Jinhwan said

You take your stuff and all of you walk outside. You had to wait for the taxi vans to come.
It was little cold outside. Your legs started to shake a little.
“Are you cold?” Jinhwan asked and you nod your head
“Bobby can you give her your jacket?” Jinhwan said and you look at Bobby
“Hell no”
“Is princess cold? Well I don’t give a damn” Bobby added making a pouty face then a straight one
You sigh and roll your eyes
“I will be fine” you smiled at Jinhwan




Coming back to their place, all of you went straight to the kitchen to eat.
“I was starving” Chanwoo said while he ate
“Mhmm” Hanbin nodded his head

In the living room you all sat.
“Y/N can I ask you a question?” Yunhyeong asked leaning back on the sofa and you just simply nodded your head
“Are you single? Like did you ever have a boyfriend?”

You let out a small laugh.
“Yes I did and I am single” you said and he nodded his head
“I think prince charming will change that status” Bobby said looking down at his phone
“Fuck off Bobby” you look at him
“Ohhh my heart… You hurt me” he puts his hand on his chest looking at you and laughs

You kept being quiet, you were getting so mad that you wanted to cry.
“What? Did I hurt you?” Bobby leans towards and tilts his head
“I’m going home” you stood up
“Weak move” Bobby laughs

You just look at him and storm out of the house with Jinhwan following you.
“Stop Y/N”
“He’s fucking killing me” you turn around with tears in your eyes
“He’s hurting me so fucking much I can’t stand it anymore” you added biting on your lip, so you don’t cry over an idiot

Jinhwan pulled you into a hug.
Boys walked to the window and peeked at Jinhwan and you.
“See what you done?” Hanbin turns around looking at Bobby.

Bobby stands up being curious what he done and walks over to the window. He saw you crying into Jinhwan’s neck.
“H-he just brings me down at everything I fucking say. I am so sick of him. I fucking h-hate him” you sobbed

Boys kept looking at Bobby, but he kept staring at you crying, sobbing.
“I’ll take you home” Jinhwan spoke softly, wiping off your tears

You look to the side and see Bobby at the window. You both stared at each other. Bobby looks away and walks away from the window.
You take a breath and Jinhwan and you walk to your home.





Boys held a small party, with few friends of theirs. It was a birthday surprise party for one of the friends.
“Y/N finally!” Chanwoo smiled as he opened the door
“Hii” you smiled and gave him a hug
“I brought a gift for that friend even thought I don’t know him” you laugh
“His name is Luke, and awesome, you didn’t have to but still” Chanwoo smiles and you two walk to the kitchen.

Hanbin, Jinhwan and Donghyuk were in there, preparing the cake, decorating it.
“Hii” you smiled as two of you walked inside.
“Hey! Do you like the cake?” Jinhwan smiles showing the cake
“It looks tastyyy!” you nodded your head

You walk and stand next to Hanbin. You lean your head against his arm.
“This is gonna be the best surprise party, don’t you think?” Hanbin looks down at you and you just smile in agreement


Chanwoo and Dongyuk and you go to the living room where the rest of the boys were plus Luke and couple other boys.
“This Y/N” Donghyuk smiled
You waved at everyone and smiled. You look at Bobby and he was already looking at you. He seemed upset. Nothing new.
Everyone sat down. You were on the couch with Donghyuk and Chanwoo and across was Bobby with some new guy.

Chanwoo stands up and turns off the lights. Jinhwan and Hanbin slowly walked in with the cake and candles light up.
All of you started to sing happy birthday song to Luke. But Bobby and you stared at each other. You didn’t sing. You just kept looking at each other in the dark. Only you can see a bit of his face because of the light and sparkle in his dark brown eyes. For a moment you thought how you got lost in his eyes. They were so dark and looked emotionless.
He was dangerous. His love was dangerous. You thought in that way, since he is cold, mean towards you.
Look at what he done to you. Now you’re thinking about him in a other way, in a way where you have feelings. Feelings for him. His power of putting you down, breaking your heart over and over made you attracted to him. You never thought it will happen, but it did.
You got used to it. To the pain he brings you everyday or most of the time. Even thought it hurts, you manage to not show it and handle it after that night you cried.


“YAAAAY” boys started shouting and Chanwoo turns on the lights

Bobby and you look away from each other and start clapping and smiling like nothing happened just now.
“Happy birthday!” you smiled and handed the gift to Luke
“You got me a gift?! I only met you tonight” he laughs
“Yeah well it ain’t nothing special, just some guy’s perfume” you laugh and sit back on the couch

After eating the cake and having a talk, you guys decided to play “Truth or dare” game.
All of you sat in the middle of the living room, in circle.
“OKAY, so we can ask any questions, anything you want” Hanbin smiles
“Y/N, truth or dare” he added pointing at you
“Dare” you let out a breath, feeling nervous
“Hmmm… Dance to Jay Park’s Mommae. Just the begging part with the twerking” Hanbin licks his lips

Your face drops
“Are you serious?” you said in shock
“Yes, we can tell you to do anything” Hanbin smiled
“Comeee onn Y/N, Y/N” Junhoe cheered

You close your eyes and get up.
“I will fucking kill you” you laughed and searched on your phone for the song. You found it and played it.

You were so nervous and embarrassed, since you were the only girl who will dance in front of 9 guys.
You start to do the choreography, you turn in circle slowly, moving your ass up and down and finish the dance. You sit down between the boys and cover your face.
“Fuck my lifeeeeee” you almost scream
“THAT WAS AMAZING!” boys clapped

Bobby had a small smile on his lips as he clapped with the boys. He thought how actually you really can move it good. You were so sexy while dancing.

“LUKE truth or dare” you smiled
“Dare” he was excited
“I dare you to put your head in that cake” you laugh and point at the cake
“That’s an GREAT idea!” Jinhwan laughed and clapped his hands
“I’ll help you” Bobby said and stood up, taking the cake in his hands
“READY?!” Bobby shouts and Luke nods his head

Bobby throws the cake into his face.
“YEAH!” you all cheered and shouted
“Oh my God” you laugh covering your mouth with your hand
“Go wash your face pretty boy!” Bobby laughs putting his hand on Luke’s back

While waiting for Luke to come back. You all were in silence.
“I am back!” he smiles and sits down.
“Okay… BOBBY” Luke smiled looking at him
“Dare” Bobby looks at him

Luke smiled and looked at you then at him.
“I dare you to makeout with Y/N”
Boys face’s drop in shock. Especially yours and Bobby’s.
“Hell no, I am not doing that” Bobby refused
“Hey that’s not fair” Luke said
“I don’t care, I don’t want to kiss her” Bobby said coldly… It kind of broke your heart hearing that since you have these fucking stupid feelings for him
“Bobby just do it” Hanbin said
“It’s a fucking game” Jinhwan added

Bobby sighs and rolls his eyes.
“Fine. Come here” Bobby looks at your eyes
You nervously stand up and move next to Bobby.
“I will never forgive you for this” Bobby looked one last time at Luke before pressing his lips on yours.

He kissed you slowly. His hand went back on your neck, through your hair. He deepened the kiss, that’s when he licks your bottom lip and you slightly open your mouth. His tongue worked with yours. Your lips move in sync.
Both of you felt heat building up in your bodies. Your hands travel down to his stomach and you grab his T-shirt, holding onto it.

It was something so special. Both of you couldn’t stop, didn’t want to stop. You could hear boys in the background fanboying and almost screaming. Both of you didn’t care about them.
It was just him and you. Bobby slowly pulled away, tilting his head to give you few more pecks on the lips. You wanted to let a moan how much he was great with the kissing, and so hot. His hand travelled from your neck to your cheek, tilting his head more to give you slow pecks.
Bobby moves away slowly, still his face close to yours, his eyes look up at you as both of you breathe little bit heavy.
You two stare at each other, as he caresses your cheek with his thumb.

“Okaaaaaaay” Luke laughs
You move away and go back to your place.
“I didn’t expect that” Hanbin laughs not believing
“Same” Junhoe smiled

Bobby licks his lips, putting his hands on the floor and leaning back.

Game continued till you all got bored.
“Nothing can’t top the makeout” Yunhyeong laughs shaking his head
“It was nothing, just a simple makeout. Stop making it big” Bobby said and stands up, walking back to the couch sitting down.
You look down, biting your lip. His words were so mean. For a second you thought maybe he feels something too after he put so much effort into the kissing.
Why did you have to fall in love with such an asshole. You hate him so much that you hate yourself for having these feelings for him.

You stared at each other across the room.
“Well you guys looked great together” Chanwoo said
“Will you shut up? She’s nothing to me. She means nothing to me.” Bobby said coldly like he meant it, you never felt so broken than now

You look down and kept looking down. Until you started to feel this anger inside of you, sadness too. Your feelings were a mix.

“Well thanks Bobby” you look up, with your eyes teared up a little
“You are fucking… Like the most meanest, coldest person I ever met, oh wait actually we met but didn’t because you were fucking rude since day one.”
“You made me suffer, made me angry, made me sad and FUCKING heartbroken.” You laugh
“If you fucking can’t stand so much, fine I’ll leave just fucking say the words” you added looking straight into his eyes
“Leave.” He said without no hesitation.
“Y/N” Jinhwan said taking your hand
“No, let me go. I am fucking leaving, I can’t stand this fucking idiot and an asshole” you move your hand away, going to the hallway taking your stuff.

Everyone heard the door shut.
Bobby shaked his leg.
“Wow Bobby, just wow” Jinhwan said
“Good job buddy” Hanbin gives him thumbs up and sighs

Bobby stands up and rushed outside.
“What did just happen?” Luke said
“What is doing?” Hanbin said and rushes to the window
“He’s rushing after Y/N” Hanbin looks back at everyone

You walked down the street, you didn’t want to cry. But few tears go down your cheeks, which you wipe away right away because Bobby is not worth crying for.

“Y/N” Bobby shouts as he breathes heavy from rushing
“Y/N STOP!” he added noticing you not stopping
“WHAT? You came to tell me your last words? Came to kill me one last time?” you turn around spreading your hands
“Well fucking do it, because-“ you started but Bobby grabs your face and crashes his lips on yours.

Bobby pulls away, staring at you, still holding your face.

“I’m sorry” he said quietly and you push him away and slap his cheek
“SORRY?! You’re fucking sorry?! YOU KISS ME and say you are sorry” you laugh looking at him
“Y/N I can explain” he started
“Explain? Explain how you were rude towards me since day one? Putting me down and down. Breaking my heart over and over. Tossing me around, hitting, stabbing me with your words?” you were so pissed off and yet really sad and upset

“I just… Tried to hide my feelings for you by doing that” he looks up at you
“You what?” you laugh, being confused
“I have feelings for you, since day one. Moment my eyes looked at yours”
“Bobby. What the fuck” you laugh putting your hands on your head
“Why did you have to be so fucking mean? Why? Why did you have to bring me down? Why didn’t you just told me your feelings, when I fucking have them too” you both stared at each other as you said that

“I am so fucking sorry Y/N. I truly am. Please just please give me a chance” he said

He was so different. His eyes didn’t look emotionless, they were actually sorry.

“But you did all that-“ you tear up and laugh
“Y/N” he stepped closer to you
“I am so fucking sorry and I will say that I am sorry a million times if I have to, just so you forgive me”

You bit your lip and shake your head “no”.

“I fucking mean it when I say I have feelings for you”
“But I hate you” you whisper, your voice cracking

Bobby pulls you towards him, he wrapped his arms around you and hugged you tightly.
You just stood there in his hug. Not hugging him back.

“I am so so sorry” he said again
“I hate you” you said again with your head in his chest
“Y/N please forgive me” he moved away looking at you

It was just a rush, those feelings that made you grab onto his T-shirt and pull him towards you and pressing your lips against his.

“Just don’t say a word anymore and kiss me” you whisper pulling away, Bobby had a half smile on his face and kissed you again more passionately.

I had never even been kissed but I knew who I was

The #growingupugly tag is a pretty interesting read. 

I was one of those kids. Precocious, clever, introverted and bossy. One of those nerds that needed to be taught a lesson. I was also (un)fortunate enough to be very tall and sturdy and hit puberty early. Yay me.

I remember those awkward school dances and parties where nobody wanted to dance with me because I was so much taller. And nobody wanted to make out with me because I was weird. And “ugly.” And “fat”. I remember being involved in those stupid truth or dare games as the dare - “you get to kiss Lilith”. (And the boy would go “FUCKING HELL, NO.” Fun for everyone!) I remember some high school boys grading my boobs (which is a totally charming thing to do), giving them the grade “pretty sweet melons, shame about the rest”. I remember the boys in my class and their vile game that can best be described as rape charades. They’d chase after a girl, try to put a pencil or something similar between her legs and laugh as she’d fight them off. I remember how disgusted I was (I actually told the headmaster and then our homeroom teacher spent three hours of biology class shouting at the boys that they were awful little shits) but also that painful stitch that came from knowing that no boy would ever chase after me.

I remember thinking that I’d have other things. I was fourteen and then seventeen and thought nobody would ever want to be with me so I’d better find other things to do, other persons to be than smooth, sexy Lilith.

Way into my 20s I always thought boys laughing somewhere meant that they had spotted me and found me ugly. I’ve spent half my life avoiding men not because I thought they’d assault me but because I didn’t want to be mocked. At least 20% of my hatred of hegemonic masculinity originates from the fact that boys were so indescribably fucking awful to me when I was a kid and a teen. Even now teenage boys in groups freak me the hell out. I’ve never been bullied by girls, I’ve been targeted solely by boys and even now, at 34, I can see that glint in some men’s eyes when we argue about something. That look: I hate you because you’re an ugly bitch. I would never shag you.  (Because they think that holds power over me, that I want their approval as though I hadn’t un-learned that long before I turned 18. I’m the kind of woman a certain type of man hates because he couldn’t break her when he was a boy.)

But I also remember having space to become A  Person, rather than A Girl. Reading books, playing video games, geeking out over uncool things with my geek friends, watching and learning and observing enough to get a grasp of who I was and who I was not. I jumped into politics and feminism and animal rights. I got involved in causes, got to know people who cared about the same things. And boys who weren’t horrible. (Even if they didn’t want to sleep with me because they were nice but didn’t do charity and my friends were cute and petite.) I made plans and had dreams that didn’t involve romantic relationships in any way. 

I’ll always treasure that, and I’m genuinely grateful that I never learned to measure my worth in how thin/fashionable I am or how many people that find me attractive. I hate that I have this experience, but this sexist, shitty world wouldn’t have made the opposite experience any better for me, I’m sure of it. 

Flower Crown (Rock X Nico)

Based off of the headcanon that Rock is a total B O S S at making flower crowns

I also want little kid AU so…

Children of many different ages ran across the schoolyard with many numerous tasks at hand. Some were playing a game of tag. Others were running off to find a hiding spot. Many were simply on the playground sliding down a slide, swinging on the swing, or playing truth or dare in the grass.

Two little boys sat astray from the others in a sandbox. One of them had long purple hair tied into a little ponytail and had red bangs falling across his forehead while having the name Rock printed on a neat jacket. The other was a very quaint and petite with a long overflowing head of long neon green hair and was named Nico (everyone knowing his name from the teachers always discussing his medical condition).

Rock was ten years old while Nico was five. Their age difference didn’t necessarily stop them from talking or accompanying one another though.

Nico sat cross legged and held a picture book to his face. There were no words in there for the boy still couldn’t read. He simply stared at the pictures. One in particular interested him.

It was an image of a young girl wearing a flower crown and holding a small kitten in her lap. She had a quaint expression and smiled solemnly.

“Hey Rock!” Nico placed the book down and urgently poked Rock’s shoulder as he was making a sand castle. It took him off guard and caused him to knock over his progress with his arm.

He looked at the pile in disappointment and turned to Nico. “What is it?”

Nico gave a large smile and picked up the book to show his friend the picture that interested him so much. Rock stared at it. Perplexed at what Nico could possibly find interesting about the photo.

“See that thing on her head? What is it? Can I have one? Where can I get it?” Nico started pointing vigorously at the flower crown on her head.

“Uhh that’s called a flower crown Nico. You get a bunch of flowers and tie them together then you put them on your head. You can’t buy them either you have to make it.”

Nico’s face fell into a somber expression and a small tear was building up in his left eye (his right eye being covered by his amounts of hair). “Oh. But I don’t know how to make a flower crown.”

He hiccuped a little and soon tears and whimpers came out. He dropped the book and used his left hand to wipe the never ending stream of tears.

Kids stopped running and looked over to see Rock having a surprised expression and having a attempt at calming Nico down. They stared at them both and whispered to one another.

“I heard Rock gets into fights a lot. I bet he hit Nico and made him cry.”

“What a big crybaby.”

“Did Rock make another kid cry?”

Rock got up and yelled “LEAVE HIM ALONE. I DIDNT DO ANYTHING. I DIDNT HIT HIM. AND DONT CALL NICO A CRYBABY EITHER. HE’S JUST UPSET. YOU’LL SEE. I’LL FIX THIS.” Rock looked down crouched front of Nico who was now burying himself into his knees. He lifted Nico’s face up as the other kids walked away and went back to playing (still keeping a sharp eye on both of them).

“Nico don’t cry. You don’t know how to make a flower crown but I do. I’ll find some flowers here and make one for you. Then I’ll make one for myself and we can both have flower crowns!”

Nico hiccuped and look up at Rock. “R-really?” He went back to his smile and nodded. Wiping off his tears he sprang up to hug Rock.

Rock pushed Nico away and told him to wait while he made the flower crowns. He picked himself up from the sandbox and walked over to the school garden where there was a circle of girls playing around it.


Rock walked over to them and stared at them. “I-I need these flowers. I’m making a flower crown for Nico.” He gritted his teeth as to try and scare them. This didn’t seem to work.

“Is Nico your girlfriend?” Momoko asked. She giggled a little at Rock. As did the rest of the girls.

Rock flustered and blushed at the comment. “N-no way! He just wants one and I’m making it for him! Besides… if we were dating that would make him my boyfriend.” He mumbled the last part and snapped out of the small trance while amply reaching behind and grabbing a bunch of the flowers that the teachers had planted. He continued to pluck and grab out other flowers until he had enough.

Taking his batch he plopped himself down in front of all of them and began to go to work. Taking the stems of the flowers he took out and tying them all together to create one crown. He made sure to have a pattern in it. Purple and red for himself and Small yellow and white flowers for Nico. The girls stared in awe (much to Kenshiro and Uno’s, whom were hiding in the bushes, dismay).

He finished and got up to carry his creations when Momoko grabbed his hand.

“So is Nico your boyfriend or no?” She asked as she giggled.

Not taking into context what she said he simply replied “I guess so?” and walked off back to the sandbox.

There Nico sat patiently turning his head side to side to watch where Rock would appear. He saw him approach and his face lit up with joy. Rock ran over and placed the yellow and white patterned crown on Nico’s head while placing the other on his as he sat back in his spot.

“There you go. Now no more crying okay?”

Nico nodded once again. “Right! Thanks!” Resulting in both of them to laugh.

I LITERALLY WENT ON A SPREE. THIS WAS SUPPOSED TO BE SHORTER BUT I HAD TO PUT MOMOKO AND A CRYING NICO. I DIED INSIDE WRITING A CRYING NICO BUT I FIXED IT. Hope you enjoy!

there are so many m/m plots about friends giving each other sexual favors and shit then being like ‘no homo’ but imagine a f/f plot like that. it all started during a game of truth or dare when they got dared to do seven minutes in heaven and it got lowkey heated, so then they decided that they could just practice with each other and it’s okay because they’re best friends and it’s totally meaningless, right? like plenty of girls have kissed their best friend and it doesnt mean that we’re gay. imagine them trying to convince themselves that they dont have feelings for one another. imagine their sleepovers and their parents dont suspect anything because hey, they totally arent gay

Chasing Sunrise

Summary: The reader has been hunting on and off with the Winchesters for years.  What happens after a night of a successful hunting and a game of truth or dare?  

Pairing: Sam x Reader

Word Count: 1,700~ish

Warnings: A little truth or dare, lots of drinking, and some fluff, mention of nightmares

A/N:This is my first Sam fanfic! I am super excited and nervous about this all at once.  Also if enough people like it I might make it into a series. I am totally a Dean/ Jensen girl and it makes it hard for me to write for another characters so please don’t judge it to harshly but as always I appreciate feedback. 

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Pressure (Jimin x Reader)

“You smell like trash, let me take you out.”

inspired by this reddit thread


“Dude, what kind of man backs down from a challenge? I say dare.”

“Alright, you asked for it,” Yoongi says, smiling mischievously at Jimin, all the while tapping his chin.

It was Friday, which meant that it was the boys’ weekly get together, in which they all crowded in one of the guys’ dorm rooms and played random games. Like Truth or Dare.

“Oh duuuuuuuuuuude I know what he should do,” Hoseok piped up, “He should totally go and say that one pickup line he wouldn’t shut up about to ______.”

Jimin turned to look at Hoseok with wide eyes filled with horror. The other boys all laughed and gave sounds of approval.

“heY YOU SMELL LIKE TRASh,” Taehyung cried out, hysterical with laughter.

“LEMME TAKE YOU OUT,” Hoseok shouted back at him.

“Guys—“ Jimin began, only to be cut off by Yoongi, who gave him a dark grin.

“Alright, Jimin, it’s settled. _______’s shift at the shop is tomorrow morning, right?” Yoongi asked, despite already knowing the answer.

Jimin meekly nodded, already beginning to regret everything.

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CeCe Drake is Bethany Young

Bethany has to be someone we already know just going by a different name or we would have seen a picture, especially since this is a missing mental institution patient. I also found it suspicious that at the “Truth or Dare” game at the Kahn cabin, Eric Kahn says, “CeCe Drake, back from the dead”. Is this a reference to Bethany being ‘dead’? If my Jessica/Marion sisters (possible twins) theory is true and Bethany is in fact Marion’s daughter (after all, Bethany did call Jessica ‘Aunt Jessie’), CeCe totally fits the bill. Who else could look so much like Alison, would be wearing the same infamous yellow shirt (Bethany’s favorite color and also very much like the matching yellow dresses) and would be considered a “toxic relationship” to Ali? Jessica also seemed to be helping CeCe after Wilden’s murder. Why would she do that? Who knows, she may be the blonde girl Dr. Palmer was referring to and even the “unstable patient” that pushed Marion. Wasn’t CeCe in Radley at one point? We all know she pretended to be Alison there. Just some food for thought. I still think “Bethany” is alive and Sara Harvey is in the grave.

Note: If I am right in my other theories that I have posted over the past few days, this would make CeCe Wren’s half sister, Toby’s sister (maybe even twin) and Alison and Jason’s cousin. I know Jason and CeCe dated, but maybe that was another lie to cover things up. We never did see any romantic interaction between the two of them.