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Thoughts About Tomorrow

I know it’s weird hearing it from me… especially when it seems I know exactly what I want.  Let me state the obvious… I want to write music and perform.  I’m going to re-phrase that… I write music and perform and I enjoy it.  But there’s so much more to it… really.  You can’t just write good music, record it somewhere and hope that someone stumbles upon it… which I do all the time.  HA!  I can’t help it…. But wait… yes I can…. and that’s why I guess I title this Blog “Thoughts About Tomorrow”.

I’ve been thinking… thinking a lot actually… too much for my own good.  I’m saying too much because what’s the point of thinking and just thinking and doing nothing about it?  (I know you’re getting tired of my run-on sentences… and my “…” that I do a lot.)  So all day I’ve been researching… but research is useless unless you know what you’re researching.  I’m trying to be as discrete as possible because I want you to know what I’m talking about and at the same time… I don’t want you to know what I’m talking about.  I don’t want you to think I’m going to drop writing music.  I’m just going to add on to it with other skills and abilities.

You see… I have tunnel vision.  I can only see me.. writing music and performing it later.  That’s what I’m doing and what I’m going to do.  If you’ve read my blog this far… congrats cause I’m just as annoyed as you are beating around the bush.  I’m just going to say it.  I’m thinking about going back to school and getting another degree… this time in graphic design… web design… and maybe animation.  And if I can handle it all… I’d like to learn more about search engine optimization.  I wish I knew that I wanted to do this a long time ago… but that’s what happens with tunnel vision.  I just find myself stuck a lot… and I’m a visionary person… seeing is believing.

Thanks for reading.  Here’s a virtual hug! < > 


You know it’s funny… this was a while back, but anyways…  Adele finished her tour and had nothing to do so she picked up a temp job….. :S 

Well anyways… yesterday was long and tiring, but I learned so much.  I’m telling you right now… your dreams can come true, but you gotta work for it.  You only get out of it as much as your put into it. 

I’m about to jump before I learn how to … right now.  I want to tell you more… but this blog is focused on my creation of music.  And this topis is not related to it… All I can say right now… is that I never thought I was actually going to do what i’m about to do.. and that sometimes… you shouldn’t think too much and too hard about it.. JUST DO IT! 

….because if you keep thinking and thinking….. and thinking… you wont ever do.. and nothing will ever get done.  so what’s your pick… do it or think about it?


Hey!  Here’s my cover of Jay Z ft Justin Timberlake’s song Holy Grail.  Enjoy! <3