When i see pictures of me and my ex. I always go like holy shit i used to be the luckiest guy in the world, and now i’m just the normal guy who just got back from fantasy and to reality :( namimiss ko pa din siya :( janie
Come on people, let’s freakin face it! Things end, we just don’t know when, we just don’t know how but they end. The mere fact that you can be dead any moment from now proves the fact that endings exist. Never promise someone forever cause you’re making them live in some sort of fairytale where no one gets old and everyone’s happy singing songs about how fucking happy they are. But those things never happen in real life. You can promise as long as a lifetime but never forever. We think we can give forever but we can’t, we think we have forever but we don’t, we want to have forever but that will never happen. And that is not sad at all. It’s just merely facing the fact of life and how unfair it can be.
But endings are where we get stronger, its where we can learn from our mistakes, it’s where we love all over again, and it can also be where we love still. Forever is a big big BIG word to give someone, and forever is something only God has the right to give. But never give forever to someone, because you don’t have it, no one in this world does and that’s a fact.
Okay probably last post ko na to for 2 days people. I’m scheduled for a minor operation today for my pacemaker. madalas na kasi yung palpitations so ayun :( first time to be operated so I’m pretty scared :( i hope everything turns well. Anyway take care everyone i love ya’ll each one of you
Tuwing nagbibirthday ako di ko maiwasan mapansin yung iba ibang bisita na dumadating taon-taon. Minsan naiisip ko oh bago na naman mga imbitado ko ngayon, iba na naman katawanan ko, iba na naman yung mga taong kasama ko. Naisip ko minsan na ganun pala talaga sa buhay, kadalasan walang permanente, madalas yung mga taong kasama mo ngayon, wala na din sila mamaya. Pero masaya naman ako dahil may mga nagtatagal din may mga andiyan pa din hanggang ngayon. Haiis, anyway ayun wala naisip ko lang naman to :)
Hi people ngayon ko lang nabasa yung texts nung iba pati yung TA and replies niyo! Madaming salamat BTW this is where i was earlier, it took longer around 9 hours :) salamat sa prayers and encouragement. Love you everyone, i just need tons of rest now para magheal din mabilis yung sugat