top 20 moments of now or never

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Title: Thirty Seconds to happiness

Pairing: Jensen Ackles x Reader, Jared Leto x Reader

Warnings: Married Jensen (I guess, no disrespect intended!)

Imagine: Imagine leaving Supernatural because you fell in love with your co-star Jensen and couldn’t be together. Years later you meet again and it is obvious how he has always had strong feelings for you. Only this is you now are no longer single either.

The man that laid next to you was sleeping soundly, his bare chest moving up and down as he breathed in and out softly. He was so peaceful and at moments like this the only thing you wanted to do was stare at him. It looked like no worry bothered him and you wanted to cherish moments like this… especially when you knew you were the reason behind all said worries.

You hated doing this to him, you hated being the reason that those beautiful eyes were clouded at moments and that warm smile wasn’t as bright as it used to be. At least when you first met him. You didn’t want this to happen to him, not him of all people. Not to the man that brought so much happiness to others, you didn’t him to suffer this fate. But you couldn’t do otherwise.

You turned slowly but surely, careful not to wake him up in fear of losing this rare moment. You smiled softly, feeling your heart swell inside your chest as you watched him smile in his sleep. Maybe the bliss of the aftermath of such a night still had him forgetting everything. Everything that had him worrying at day. Some part you felt your heart soar inside your chest. You tried to show him the best you could how you felt about him and were glad that deep down he at least understood it.

You moved closer to him, moving your hand up to cup his cheek as his lips were half open. You smiled lovingly at him and felt the butterflies go crazy in your stomach when you heard him mumbled your name in his sleep. You ran your hand down to his chest and let it ret on his heart, the skin to skin contact making you feel every heartbeat. You let out a content sigh when memories of only a few hours ago started rushing. You bit your lips and shuffled, shifting your legs as you remember all the words he whispered when he kissed you, when he touched you and when he made love to you. Every time felt like the first one no matter how hard it was to believe.

You wanted to be guilty, you wanted to feel guilty so bad. In that way maybe you would pull away and maybe, just maybe, you would stop this. You would stop feeling about him this way and maybe, just maybe, change everything. Maybe, just maybe, you would stop hurting this man and finally give him the happiness he so deserved. Maybe you could stop being so selfish and hurt him during the day only to try to lessen the pain with kisses.

He never said it out loud but those, they spoke a thousand words to you.  Those eyes that were now staring at you, sleep still lacing them but a lazy smile forming on his lips.

“Hey” he said in a rough voice and you smiled sheepishly at him.

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beyondmythoughtssociety  asked:

Firstly, I want to tell you that I was searching for a long time a blog that I could reblog every single post and today I find you. Your blog is so lovely and I can find myself in your aesthetic. Secondly, I have the tendency to ask philosophy/deep question, but if I have to choose a single question it would be: when/in what exact moment you felt that your lover would be your fiancé or if I am not inquisitive : could you describe the proposal?

thank you firstly! ✨ & my proposal with my fiancé was really simple. we were both 17 and he asked me on top of this snowy mountain we both walk to a lot. it was sweet. now at 19 & 20 i feel more in love with him as ever, we never fight (not joking) and we’re always together. i think the moment i realized i loved him was during one of my very first panic attacks, he was calm and helped me through the whole thing. i sat their crying realizing i needed to be with this person forever, no one ever helped me through that before. not even my parents. he was beautiful. plus he adores my siblings which was a major thing to me. now after almost 5 years we have three kitty kids and are planning on moving to new york next year. ✨

A Gintama chapter a day keeps the ending away...Lesson 236

MY FAVORITE MOMENTS IN LESSON 236: (One of these days I’m going to try to limit my selections to just top 5 cuz I almost chose close to 20 moments before I came to my senses…if the Shinsengumi boys were in this chapter, that number probably would’ve been bumped up to 40…which would basically be like every other panel)

Toujou looked just so freaking adorable!!

This is even more funny now. I never had a Oguri Shun obsession, but I definitely had a J-drama period, so when I first saw him pop up in Gintama, I was still delightfully surprised. Now I wonder if it was Sorachi-sama’s intention all along to have Oguri Shun play Gintoki since he’s obviously a fan.

These three dorks. Of course they would be playing the game of Life. And of course Madao would still be losing.

Zura is such a gamer fanboy. 

I would love for these three to plan my birthday party. It would of course be an utter disaster but I would expect nothing less.

Just because Kagura-chan looked so smol…like an adorable bean!

Shinpachi blowing his blood vessels again.

Every freaking time…I can’t stop laughing….

Awwww! Sure, she beat up Zura for it, but it’s the thought that counts.

I really like Toujou. No, I kinda love him.

Probably one of the best birthday parties Kyuu-chan ever had. Although I wonder what happened to Kagura and Toujou.

SHIPS TALLY:

TouKyuu: he did it all for her. How sweet was that??

KyuuTae: that sweet expression on her face as Tae-chan was getting ready to present Kyuubei with her present was so endearing, almost bashful. Too bad some dickhead knocked over her cake.

ShinTae: because his siscon was on the HIGH mode.

Disclaimer: Gintama is not only about shipping. Gintama is hilarious, clever, exciting, poignant, heart-breaking, loving, brilliant, and just so freaking amazing.  It is only due to Sorachi-sama’s generosity that I can enjoy Gintama on yet another level, the shippy level, and I am forever grateful for that. GINTAMA IS LIFE AND LOVE.

8/26/2017

berryargento  asked:

Mind some nicoeli 28? Thank you very much!

28 - “Marry me”


Setting sun: check.

Dramatic wind, but not dramatic enough to mess up hair: check.

Crowded streets filled with clueless, gullible people: check.

Random hot stranger: definitely check.

Perfect.

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adrinette starbucks au

(great title i know)

alright, finally posting the first chapter of the adrinette starbucks au! after researching french universities and grand ecoles, i’ve decided to write this in an american university. college life is rough;;; also alya, nino, marinette, adrien, and p much everyone else haven’t met prior to this. with that said, here we go!

words: 1019
warnings: probably dont read this if ur craving starbucks bc thats where this chapter takes place lmao

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