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Fraternal | Part 3

Part 1, Part 2, HWBC Master List

You watched numbly as he tore through a man, then two more.

Like tissue paper.
Tissue paper people.

His neck craned around almost 180 degrees to look right at you through the lens of the camera. For the first time in eight months you looked into the unrecognizable eyes of your twin, his black orbs deeply set and utterly remorseless. Dean x Reader.

Grief | Reader

You couldn’t remember where you heard it, but somewhere you remembered hearing that living with your grief was like swimming in the ocean tide.

Some days you would have calm seas, others you would have hurricanes.

There was no getting around it it.
Today was a hurricane.

Have you ever tried to swim inland in a riptide?
I didn’t think so. You wouldn’t be here now.
You have to swim with the current, not against it.

Grief is the same.
You have to feel it.

You have to let it take over, if only for a moment.

Swim with the current.
Feel it.
Absorb it.
Let it wash over you.

Only then will you find that you can swim with the tide and become stronger for having survived.

Sitting in the back of a Greyhound bus on your way into the city you were thankful that there weren’t many passengers. Normally you would have Dean to lean on, even if only for a moment.

Now there was just you and the cold steel of the knife you had stolen.

You had survived.
Alex hadn’t.

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anonymous asked:

Can I have a list of the staff members for TTR and what they do?

Oh boy, here we go. Heehee.

Developers (they all develop, but for more specific things here we go);

cfsworks/Shockley: Lead Developer in Programming & many other coder like things

Joey19982/Sir Max: Team Leader, Web Designer, & Community Manager (he does very little coding contrary to popular belief)

jjkoletar/Fat McStink: Server Admin

Harv/McQuack: Developer

Hawkheart: Developer

TooManySecrets: Developer/Windows Launcher Dev

Anth/Muddy Paws: Developer/Mac Launcher/Mac Support Dev

kestred/Hamlet: Server Technology Engineer & Developer

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Artists & Composers (hooray!)

Piranha2021/Captain Sandy: Art Director, Graphic Designer, & Concept Artist

Slate Blue Rabbit: Texture Artist

June/Joyful Uber (cri no longer RJU): Texture Artist

Boo Boo: Texture Artist

Roger Dog: 3D Modeler & Animator

Zigguratxnaut/Flippy Cheezer: 3D Modeler & Character Rigger

Cool Peaches: Lead Composer (took place of Jethred at this point)

Jethred: Composer (created the theme song)

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Translators

AlphaCentauri/Sora: German Translator

Goshi: French Translator

Shnutzer: Polish Translator

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Moderators (obviously we all moderate, but yeah)

Brian: Moderator

Scootz/Skinny Scooter Wackytoon: ARG Organizer & Moderator

John/J.C.: Moderator

MatthewH12/Matthew: Moderator

Peanut Crinkledoodle: E-mail Support

That’s about all of them. Whew!