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What I Want from QoAaD (LoS spoilers below)

•Julian releasing his anger and sadness and frustration (i.e. throwing and breaking things) and Emma finding him and calming him down (He breaks down in her arms and just sobs for hours)
•Julian not shutting anyone out, but taking time alone to channel his emotions into painting
•Everyone to realize Livvy died a freaking hero. She saved Julian and who knows who else that saved in the end too.
•None of the Blackthorns fall into a serious state of depression after Livvy’s death (especially Ty)
•Kit *really* being there for Ty.
•I want what happened to bring the Blackthorns closer, especially in Dru’s case.
•Badass Blackthorns™+Emma and Cristina and Diana (and Kieran?) avenging Livvy. And for them to realize how much of this is Zara and her Cohort’s fault, and like, destroying them.
•Zara to be ended one way or another (death, imprisonment, something beyond exile bc she’s not worthy of it)
•The Cohort’s failure. The Registry not to be passed. CC stated that The Wicked Powers is going to be set to resolve some problems from TDA that left some people short of their rights.
•Cristina to end the Cold Peace
•More Cristina x Mark
•More Kit x Ty
•Dru being the real badass we all know she is
•Diana to become head of the LA Institute (Mortal Sword is gone). Or Helen with Diana as the tutor like before. I can’t choose
•No more Blackthorn deaths. None.
•Cristina and Diana can’t die either
•Clary!Doesn’t!Die!
•Clace engagement (or even wedding)
•The Lightwoods take time to grieve but Simon and Izzy still get married
•Magnus is okay! Tessa is okay! All the warlocks are okay! (except for Malcolm. He can rot in hell)
•So much of Emma’s sass and sarcasm
•Helen’s exile to be lifted. Helen should run the LA Institute with Aline and be close to her family, but if she can’t, Diana should definitely get the job.
•Malec exploring the idea of marriage???
•Kit really showing off his Herondale™
•Ty to be the one to avenge Livvy (killing Annabel? idk)
•The r u i n a t i o n of Julian and Emma’s parabatai bond if it means they can be together. Can’t Cortana cut through anything? Cut the runes with it idk
•If they can remain parabatai and be together, that would also be splendid. Even better. FIND A WAY.
•More Jem and Tessa. They were absent during like all of Lord of Shadows
•More Sherlock and Watson moments between Ty and Kit
•THE EXPLANATION OF HOW BRIDGET IS ALIVE SHES A N C I E N T (is it in the last hours? or the bane chronicles? i’m planning on reading tbc next so i guess i’ll see)
•More Wise™ Cristina
•Okay who tf is Ash? Is he really Sebastian’s son? Please make him not-bad. He’s a child. He can be good
•Dru to have a major storyline with the thingy Jaime left (for her)?
•JULIAN AND EMMA TOGETHER OKAY LET MY BBYS BE TOGETHER AND HAPPY
•Go, Diego, go!

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I just hit 500 followers, woo! This is the list of all my follow forevers, and a thank you to everyone whether you’re on this list or not! 

The placement of your name on the list doesn’t dictate how much I love your blog by the way! It’s pretty much random. If you’re not on this list then I’m s o sorry, I might have forgotten or maybe we just don’t interact enough  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

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things i love (spoilers):

•magnus calling clary “biscuit”
•alec and clary’s developed relationship as shown in lady midnight and a long conversation
•jace & simon brotp
•the fact that you can ship literally anyone with anyone in this fandom and nobody gives half a shit as long as neither alec nor magnus aren’t shipped w anyone but each other (like, the clalec shippers? do they still exist? go away?)
•tessa and jems subtle references to their previous experiences with will in tmi, tda, etc etc
•magnus. bane.
•isabelle. lightwood.
•emma carstairs is bi? is she not? thought she was…
•catarina loss taking no shit from students during her time at the Academy
•ty blackthorn! autistic, i think? nephilim don’t really use the words to describe bc they don’t know them but i think cc confirmed it
•emma carstairs? like she’s actually a younger emma swan come at me??i love her
•did i mention magnus bane?
•HOLY MOTHER OF GOATS HENRY BRANWELL AND HIS GLITTER DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH HE HELPED THE NEPHILIM BY DOING HIS SHIT NO MATTER WHAT
•charlotte. like A+ character rep bc she’s an actual role model for being who she is
•will herondale and jem carstairs parabatainess over everything else ever in existence leave me alone
•WILLS DEMON POX SONG
•julian blackthorn father figure poor ruthless bby what’ve they done to you
•julian’s private room in his studio…honestly
•the great blessing that is isabelle lightwood
•drusilla blackthorn bc yes not all shadowhunters are thin or muscular but that doesn’t make her any less of a shadowhunter
•emma and clary’s friendship
•will and tessa named their daughter after a book character like actually yes
•the.falcon.story.
•THE HERONDALE SCAR/BIRTHMARK HOLY SHIT (hot damn)
•the carstairs will forever be indebted to the herondales oh my god
•"I HAVE THE RUNE"
•"blackthorn eyes"
•"lightworm" why didn’t this come up again
•will is a fanboy
•you remember that scene where tessa held a poker because of that convo w will i don’t love that she hurt herself but i love how powerful it made the scene
•sophie collins/lightwood!!!!
•magnus and alec have kids
•THE ACTUAL BEAUTIFUL RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN ALEC AND LILY THAT IS ACTUALLY SO PLATONIC IT MAKES ME WANNA SCREAM YES
•"in sephora?“
•HE HAD GREEN EYES

And a follow-up of s-sorts!

S-sheesh!! Y-you guys are always so…. h-ha ha ha!!

I, uhm! D-don’t mean ‘grandpa’ in a bad way, y-you know… I’m retro-chic! Y-you know, that’s uhm, that’s what all the cool kids are doing these days with the fashions, right? With the big glasses and suspenders, and h-having the retro kitchens and listening to vinyls and all! S-susre, I may still be into those sorts of things not as, er…. intentionally, per say, as those people are, but! Y-yeah!!

… g-glad to hear that they’re not too bad looking, though, h-ha ha. Or that you, er, still like my “booty”… or whatever’s left of it. Definitely lifts my mood a bit to hear that all, as strange as it might be! H-ha ha… y-you guys are the sweethearts here, n-not me. 

S-so, so yeah! I suppose I am doing all right, for once! 

(Air “kissu” back at you!)

…. ah, hmm. Answers….

I…. well, I certainly found some answers, to say the least, but it was more like… finding something I’d misplaced, not getting any new ones. Which was a little rough, honestly, to realize that somehow I did know what happened to me, all this time… will can be a powerful thing, either for or against you, you know. 

So… yeah. I wouldn’t say “scrubbed”, really, although that certainly seemed to be…. the intention, there. But definitely a little better feeling than before. Like a weight’s been lifted? 

Although I won’t say it’s been, er. Entirely a pleasant experience, knowing that y'all… know now, about what happened, about what I did. B-but I’m trying to not really… think… about that too much. 

Just gotta keep moving forward, at this p-point.