too perfect for you

how do you silence the voice in your head that tells you you’re a talentless hack and everything you write is garbage asking for a friend

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All my dreams and wishes for this show and couple have come true….!!!!! 😍❤️😊🎂🎉💍🌷💋👰🏻💏🎩 This is improvisation at its finest for Team Scorpion.

anonymous asked:

41 with Daveed

41. While dressing for our wedding

You take a deep breath as your veil falls over your face. All day, you’ve been waiting for something to go wrong, everything just feels too perfect after your months of worrying about today. 

“You look gorgeous,” Jasmine says, her soft hands on your bare shoulders as she smiles at your reflection in the mirror. “That boy is going to cry when he see’s you.” 

A laugh escapes you as you lean back into her touch, her presence is a huge relief, keeping your calm as you wait for the queue for the ceremony to start. 

“I hope he does, I’ve got money on him crying,” you joke, smoothing your hands over the front of your dress. “I just hope everything goes right.”

“And it will! I promise you everything will be perfect,” you assures you, bringing you in for one last hug before your dad opens the door. 

“It’s time to go.” 


Daveed takes a breath as Rafa pulls his tie through the final loop, he’d been too nervous to do it himself and after three tries with shaking hands, Rafa had declared it to be one of his best man duties. 

“You gotta relax man. I’ve never seen you this nervous,” Rafa says, an easy almost joking smile on his lips as he puts his hands on Daveed’s shoulders. 

“She’s not gonna run out on me is she?” he asks, fiddling with his cufflinks. 

“No way, no way in hell would she run out on you.” 

Daveed nods, moving away from Rafa, shaking his whole body out with nervous energy like he does before a show. 

“Now come on Diggs, we have to get out there. It’s time for you to get married,” Rafa says with a grin as he holds the door open for him.

“I can do this, let’s do this.” 

anonymous asked:

I'm having trouble organizing my subjects to make a study timetable. I never know which ones to put when and how to schedule breaks. Any advice?

Hi! If you’ve got quite a flexible schedule you can either just do it randomly or by priority (like this exam is coming up first). I would do mine generally in order of their exam dates, just because it gives me a plan. Try to set subjects across the week rather than having a single day for a single subject. For breaks, I would use a pomodoro timer (like the Forest app) so work for 25-30 minutes blocks with a 5 to 10 minute break. I usually will have an hour break over lunch time when I’m studying throughout a full day. It is important to schedule large breaks - like doing things with friends or doing your hobby - throughout the week so you aren’t only focusing on study. Try not to think about your schedule too much in the sense of making it ‘perfect’. If you’re struggling which subject to pick first, maybe pull a subject out of a hat hah! xx

anonymous asked:

12 from the prompt list ("why don’t you like disney movies?” “they’re too perfect.” “well fuck you.”) with Connor and Jared

Enjoy

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Movie nights were something Jared looked forward too. He loved curling up with his boyfriend on his bed or in the Murphy’s family room. Movie nights usually consisted of old movies that Connor dug out from his closet but tonight Jared had a different plan.

“Fuck no.”

“Why not.” Jared crossed his arms in defense. All he wanted to do was watch a nice Disney movie with his boyfriend. But of course Connor had to be a difficult little shit as per usual.

“Because I fucking hate Disney movies.” Connor muttered as he placed the bowl of popcorn on the coffee table.

“Why don’t you like Disney movies?” Jared was astounded. Everyone loved Disney movies! No one could hate them? How could his boyfriend of all people hate them?

“They’re too perfect.” Connor sighed and flopped on the couch.

“Well fuck you.” Jared stated as he sat beside his boyfriend.

“Let’s just Netflix something.” Connor grabbed the remote, but Jared slapped the remote out of his hands.

“I don’t care if you think Disney movies are perfect, we are watching them.” Jared told him. He wasn’t going to take no for an answer.

Connor shot an annoyed look at his boyfriend but decided to let Jared have his way this once. “Fine, Jesus Christ put on the fish one then.” Connor passed him ‘The Little Mermaid’

Jared rolled his eyes at what Connor called it but leaned in and kissed him on the cheek sweetly. “Love you douchebag.”

Divide: An Album Summary

Eraser: brb dropping all of my responsibilities until i learn this rap 

Castle on a Hill: this is the type of song that if you listen it to while walking, you end up going like 10x your normal pace 

Dive: this song will be sung to every cheesecake i eat (also like idk about you but the beginning kinda sounds like dangerous woman??)

Shape of You: like idk why but all I can think of during this song is somebody bouncing a basketball?? 

Perfect: wedding dance song for 2k17 and beyond

Galway Girl: Irish dance party 

Happier: no i’m not crying. I just have something stuck my eyes. yes, yes, both of my eyes

New Man: okay but literally every line in this song could be put on a t-shirt

Hearts Don’t Break Around Here: in which every person listening to this imagines ed singing this to them 

What Do I Know?: what do I know? i know that my boi ed is amazing (also: in which a song can age me back 10 years)

How Would You Feel (Paean): pure cinnamon roll in lyrical form #bless 

Supermarket Flowers: shit i will never be able to buy flowers from walmart ever again without crying 

Barcelona: I never would have thought that I would be attracted to a ginger british guy singing in spanish, but here we are. i can now die in peace. 

Bibia Be Ye Ye: *frantically head bobs* *bangs an invisible drum* *astral projects my body into heaven*

Nancy Mulligan: Irish dance party, pt. II (also super cute)

Save Myself: “’cause she’d just smile and I’m complaining in a song, but it helps” - same, Ed, same

my homemade facial masks

*this are my own recipes

chéri romantique

(this one is help firm and tone your skin,  moisturizes and hydrates.)

6 tsp fresh rose petals (or 3 tsp dried), 1 quart minarel water, 2 tsp honey, 1 tbsp rose water, 2 tbsp wheat flour

mix all of them together and apply all over your face. Leave on for 15 to 20 minutes and rinse. 

exquisite fae

(this moisturizes and hydrates your skin and will leave your face more glowing and helps to cleanse the dirt responsible for causing acne.)

2 mashed strawberies, 1 tsp honey, 1 tsp oatmeal, 1 tsp fresh cream 

mix all of them together and apply all over your face. Leave on for 10 to 15 minutes and wash your face with hot water.

sirène fraîche

(this one soothe skin and calm breakouts and irritation. And the best hangover cure)

mix 1 teaspoon of sea salt (use sea salt not table salt) with 3 tsp of hot water (if you use minarel water it would be better) in a bowl or cup stir until the sea salt is dissolved. mix in 2 tsp of aloe vera gel. Apply all over your face, leave on for 10 minutes and wash it gently.

soigné

(this one helps cleanse, soothe skin and reduce allergy symptoms)

2 tsp honey,1 tsp plain yogurt, 1 or 2 drop coconut oil, 1 drop lavender oil

mix them together and apply your face, leave on for 15 minutes and wash your face.

milkyway

(this one calm breakouts, heals withered skin.rehydrates and renews skin)

1 tbsp milk, ¼ ripe avacado, 1 tsp oatmeal

mix them together and apply all over your face leave on for 15 to 20 minutes and wash your face with cold water.

🎇 Happy New Year from Draco & Harry 🎇 

i lost my voice for a week & nobody noticed because i never freaking talk
  • Evan Hansen: Two friends, on a perfect 'day'
  • Me, and my tree bros heart: I KNOW YOU WANT TO SAY 'PERFECT DATE' EVAN

sometimes you need to accept that yes i may have been a little bit manipulative. yes i worded something in a specific way that would make my friend/fp/SO feel a bit guilty. yes i could have handled that situation in a much better way. yes i am wrong.

YES! I'm one of those who loves SANVERS and doesn't give a shit about Floriana's ethnicity or private life
just a few things straight* people need to never do again

since i’m feeling extra bitter tonight!

  • don’t call ppl gay as a joke/insult, this is 101 level shit friends!

  • DEFINITELY don’t call homophobes gay as a joke/insult. this goes TRIPLE for homophobic politicians etc who deliberately torture, or endanger/end the lives of, LGBT+ people. fuck your putin memes!!!

  • don’t suggest that violent homophobes are just closeted self-hating gay ppl or that “the worst ones are always secretly gay”. that places the blame on us for our own oppression which is a cruel move

  • don’t bring up the fact that “LGBT+ people aren’t all perfect, they can be abusers too!!” because we know, you paint us all that way in order to justify our oppression, and you literally cannot handle that conversation with nuance because of that history - so leave those discussions to us.

  • don’t say making a butch-coded character a lesbian would be “a stereotype” so it’s somehow more Progressive™ to have yet another straight character who just happens to take all her fashion cues from lesbian culture. we need rep more than you do, straight girls with short hair!

  • don’t insist that it’s somehow wrong to be LGBT+ and fulfil stereotypes, as though the negativity in those stereotypes doesn’t nearly always come directly from straight people being uncomfortable with people being visibly LGBT+ and having our own cultures and ways of identifying ourselves to each other

  • don’t act all offended when someone mistakes you for one of us. take some time to think about why you think they should know you’re straight, and why you think it’s so bad to be seen as one of us.

  • don’t make AIDS jokes. what the literal fuck. it was a fucking genocide you monster.

  • don’t defend the way we die on screen all the time. don’t write stories where we can’t be alive and happy and LGBT+ all at the same time without being punished for it by the narrative.

  • don’t go making or joining in on our jokes about how straight people are the worst. that’s you too, buddy, no matter how big your rainbow backpack is.

  • don’t talk about how there are straight people and Straight People™ and you’re better than those other Straight People™. that’s not your fucking call and if you think it is you’re definitely Straight People™

  • don’t assume that everyone in your life is straight. odds are a lot of people just aren’t out to you. it’s your job to learn to be a person they can feel safe being honest with, and to act like that person even when you think you’re only interacting w straight ppl.

  • don’t assume that all LGBT+ people are adults who always knew. be aware that in most groups of children, some will be lgbt+, and be respectful of that possibility in how you talk to them

  • don’t out us. don’t speculate on whether someone you know is lgbt+. don’t mention us in conversation purely to get Cool Credit for knowing A Gay, that’s weird and uncomfortable even if it’s not to someone we know/will ever meet. other lgbt+ ppl see u doing that and we are creeped out.

  • don’t pretend you can be privately creeped out by/uncomfortable w/disapproving of our existence without being a homophobe. you’re a homophobe. you don’t have to stay that way.

  • don’t fetishize relationships between ppl of the gender you’re attracted to. our sexuality and our relationships are not for your consumption and us loving/fucking each other is explicitly not about you at all!

  • stop talking about same gender relationships like they’re dirtier or more sinful than yours. stop pretending gay fanfiction is dirtier than straight fanfiction.

  • shipping isn’t activism, porn isn’t activism, and it’s homophobic to pretend voyeuristic fetishization of our existence is remotely supportive. especially if you’re still uncomfortable w gay & bi people of your own gender.

  • like it’s 100% ok to ship gay relationships but it doesn’t make u an activist or exempt from homophobia, and u do need to examine how u interact w those stories to make sure you’re not objectifying oppressed ppl for ur own pleasure - we’re not fetish objects, we’re people

  • stop showing up to gay bars uninvited. stop having your bachelor/ette parties at gay bars. stop treating our only places to meet each other like your personal zoos.

  • don’t hit on gay men or lesbians, in earnest or as a joke. This includes hitting on gay ppl of your own gender bc you think it’s funny or bc you want to turn on your partner. don’t fucking ask us if you can watch us having sex. stop asking for sexual interaction altogether from people you know aren’t attracted to your gender. you will not be an exception.

  • don’t pressure ur bi partner to engage in a threesome they haven’t said they actually want. definitely do not hit on LGB+ ppl on behalf of your bi partner. wtf dude.

  • straight women, please stop calling your platonic female friends “girlfriends” or people you admire as “woman crushes”. Take some time to think about why you think just indicating she’s a girl is supposed to make it clear that your feelings toward someone are actually platonic, and how that makes lbpq women you know feel.

  • when someone comes out to you, don’t act like they’re suddenly a predatory pervert w no self control. don’t stop inviting them to events or start acting differently around them. we interact w ppl of our own gender all the fucking time w/o making it sexual, stop interpreting every interaction w a gay person as sexual in our minds, it’s almost certainly not. ur not that irresistible, stop making it weird.

  • don’t pretend our existence is 100% about how we have sex. that means stop making excuses to not tell children about us! don’t act like we shouldn’t be gay in public! don’t act like your weird kinks make your experience remotely equivalent to ours! (stop ‘coming out’ as kinky you creeps!)

  • don’t demand we present a desexualized and platonic image of our existence and relationships at all times. we have wildly varying sex lives and levels of complexity in our relationships to sex, just like you do.

  • don’t ever EVER use the word h*m*sexual, it’s considered a slur bc it was used for medicalized justifications for our torture. there’s a reason 99% of the usage of that word today is by anti-gay groups.

*tbh this is really just @ straight cis ppl even tho it’s abt gayness since honestly most of these do not apply to straight trans ppl, bc straight trans ppl are an integral part of the same communities/face many of the same issues - and almost always have better fucking manners.