okay so i tried my hand at writing for the first time in Years and idk if it’s any good?? idk its just Neil being introspective more that anything, mostly about andrew,, idk,, pls be nice to me it been so long since ive written
In his 19 years of life Neil Josten had concerned himself with one thing: survival. He knew the concept like he knew every ugly blemish that marred his torso, like he knew the insistent need to get out of there perpetually lodged in his throat, like he knew the feel of cold steel against warm flesh again again again. That is to say he knew what it meant to survive intimately so. Neil knew how to shoot a man to make him bleed out without fatality and he knew how to kill a man without leaving a trace. The snik of a lock successfully picked, the consuming smoke and fire in his lungs, in his throat, on his tongue, the ricochet of a bullet and the resounding finality of the resultant echo were all sensations Neil had familiarised himself with over the years. Fear was something that had woven itself between Neil’s fingertips, burned behind eyes and weighted down his tongue. Intimacy meant feeling his mother’s heartbeat roaring in his ears on those nights it was too close, it was the back of his mother’s hand and the side of his face when he looked too long, it was Lola’s breath on his neck, hot and heavy.
I am a ball of emotions after this chapter, every word Touka said, every honest feeling she delivers,,—how she gives Amon advice/helps him to have courage and go see Akira, speaking about her own personal feelings and fears,
the exchange of thoughts.. the way Amon feels about the fact she’s
rabbit but doesn’t blame her, he understands the circumstances&the
other side of the story, honestly..
everything about this talk with Amon was everything I ever wanted and never expected.
Quick disclaimer before you read. You do not need to know anything about football or the NFL to read this story. I tried to make it as basic and as easy to understand as I could. That being said, if anyone can name the team that they’re on, bonus points to you. <3
They were out to the league, and the first openly gay couple in major league football. The team didn’t care, as long as they kept winning games. And when your star quarterback and your star receiver were the best in the entire NFL, they could be shacking up with whomever they wanted to and no one on the team would bat an eye.
That’s not to say they didn’t have enemies. While their teammates and coaches were well and truly okay with their relationship, fans and opposing teams alike had not too nice words for the pair. Some fans boycotted the team, games got rougher; but they still played to the best of their abilities. The passes were still caught, and the touchdowns were celebrated both on the field and at home.
Because of the video and gif sets of you know who doing pushups. Totally un-edited and rapidly written. What’s a super hero to do when he needs to do 22 pushup videos in 22 days? Call in The Fixer. Darcy Lewis. Pairings: Darcy/Steve, background Bucky/Nat, Jane/Thor and Helen/Sam
Steve Rogers and the 22 Push-Up Challenge
“Do you understand what you’ve done?”
Natasha’s question was warranted. Steve had just done a video on his official twitter of 22 pushups He’d have to post another video a day of him doing 22 pushups. And he’d made the foolish mistake of challenging two friends to do the same.
Natasha’s phone dinged with an alert and she held it up without even looking at it and Sam’s response video began to play.
He was in a sleeveless muscle shirt and despite the fact that the weather had suddenly turned cool and autumnal, he was sweating far more than seemed normal. Almost like he had been sprayed down with something before he hit record. He heard feminine giggling in the background of the video and knew that Helen was in the background.
“Take that Cap! Here’s my challenge to you and Big Thunder. Whoever gets the most likes and retweets on these videos is the Pushup King and gets to pick the other’s Halloween costumes. Boom. I just did that. WILSON OUT.”
Hi! I hope you're having a good day. I was wondering, would you mind talking about wolfstar and what made you interested in the pairing/what do you like about them? I've never thought about them as anything more than friends but I've been seeing a lot about them on my dash lately and I'm very intrigued, and I always love when you talk about drarry and share your thoughts with us, you have a really great way with words. <3
You’re too nice, thank you! I’ve liked Wolfstar from the very beginning actually, i thought they were really obvious when i was reading the books. They were always mentioned together, always touching each other in some way, always looking at each other (the famous 40 line stare!), they gave joint christmas presents, they bickered like an old married couple, they stayed together when Sirius had to lay low, and it was clear they had deep affection and respect for one another. It took Remus only a second with Sirius to figure out a “truth” he’d been believing for 12 years was a lie. Same with Sirius, even when he was furious, he listened to Remus and backed down. I feel like they’ve learned the hard way what lack of communication could cost them, you know? I’ve also always felt like those two complemented each other really well. Sirius is wild and reckless where Remus is calculating and calm. Remus is a good anchor for Sirius to keep himself in check, while Sirius is a reassurance for Remus to let go and enjoy himself. Remus’ warm and caring nature is also something Sirius needs, he’s so driven by and controlled by his emotions that he needs a moment of peace to ease his soul. Sirius being emotionally driven is actually very good for Remus, because when Sirius loves he loves fiercely, he’s loyal to his core. Remus needs that kind of love because he’s very prone to having self-loathing and doubting feelings. They aren’t all that different though! They’re also both people who value friendship before all else. They’re both a little broken, enough to understand and help each other. They’re both mischievous and playful, enough to have fun together. They do things differently but they’re motivated by similar stuff when it gets down to it. I just feel like they connect so well together. Even their names are so poetically compatible! There’s a little bit of everything in their relationship; friendship, love, fun, warmth, angst, pain, reunion, forgiveness. Whatever you’re in the mood for, they have it.
(Adam) - It’s been a while since we’ve sent you something, but we really hope you enjoy this. You’re awesome and we wanted to congratulate you for not only being an amazing artist, but for also being the first ever person to respond to our asks.
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Gosh, The New Age, that’s so cute! T////T Thank you so much!! Ahh I’m so glad your words are just too nice, you’re the first person who make lots of arts for me too! Keep being awesome, Thank you again love ya so much!! ♥♥
Thank you everyone I’m really happy as if I have everything
Yongguk: Junhong-ah(,) happy birthday. It’s nice seeing you being concerned and anguished(.) You should live listening to nice words well and always accepting bad words positively too(.) You will become a better artist(.) Let’s become an artist that pays attention to criticisms rather than nice words(.) I should be a better role model but I’m not so I’m always sorry(,) but you’re still the best to me(.) Let’s become a cooler adult(,) fighting
Zelo: Thank you hyung✌🏻
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