too much beauty its killing me

A Doctor’s Log (Mass Effect: Andromeda)

Summary: Being a collection of impressions, observations, and ruminations, by one Dr. Lexi T’Perro, staff physician on the Tempest. 

Notes: Spoilers abound, but specifically for Liam’s armor request and part of Jaal’s loyalty mission (through the end of “Flesh and Blood”). Pre-romance (incipient Sis!Ryder/Jaal).

This is loose, this is messy, and hopefully, this is funny. There may be more to come, but we shall see! <3

Read on: Ao3


Entry One:

Our young Pathfinder certainly has a talent for finding — well, talent, in the most unusual places. From what I understand, she found our resident krogan on Eos, slaughtering the local wildlife. I believe he’s wearing the bones of his kills.

And yet, he’s charming, but anyone’s standards. A little gruff, but that’s to be expected. He and Vetra seem to be getting along famously, if what I overhear from the crew’s quarters is any indication.

Cora is still dealing with residual frustration and resentment over the Pathfinder’s role passing from Alec to his daughter, but she is a consummate professional, and after an initial tense conversation with Ryder, has allowed herself to process and grieve in private. I’ve made a note to check in with her — something Cora will be astute enough to recognize — but I foresee no future issues in that quarter.

Sometimes it’s best simply to let time and distance do all the healing work. Harry, if you ever read this, know that I can hear you smirking.

Entry Seven:

Liam continues to impress me — his good humor and willingness to reach out to everyone has defused more than a few potential arguments. I’m rather amazed at how he dismantled what could have been a rather explosive argument over the last of the Fishdog Food Shack nuggets (I shudder to think what was in them, to have lasted so long in suspension!). His loyalty is unquestioned. He’d be an asset on any team, but I’m glad he’s with us.

Ryder stayed in her quarters for an extra forty-three minutes this morning. SAM assures me she was simply working out, but I’ve made a note to watch her stress levels a little more carefully. Excess exercise may be just one symptom of a larger problem.

I do hope they’re able to wake up her brother, soon. Her role is a lonely one.

Keep reading

anonymous asked:

Hc: Alex really loves the pictures Thomas takes, not just the ones of Alex himself. They all have so much feeling behind them. You can feel the love Thomas put into each photo when he took it. Looking at the pictures of himself make him feel loved. He wants Thomas to feel that way too. So, he tries taking pictures. He loves looking at Thomas the most when he's distracted, whether it's because he doesn't know Alex is there, or he's caught up in his photos, his openness is beautiful. 1/3

this killed me..this is just too cute and adorable hhnng I love this!

Sunrise Forest

For @mustardyellowsunshine ’s writing prompt. I don’t know if its more than a hundred words but I did it on my Notes app on my iPhone.

Inu: “What are you doing?
Kag: “I’m trying *huffs* to climb *huffs* a tree.”
Inu: “Why?”
Kag: “ARGH Because I want to!”
Inu: “Hmph. Hold on.”
“There. Comfortable?”
Kag: “Ah. Yes. What a view! Must be nice seeing this all the time.”
Inu: “What? The sunrise? Eh. It gets boring after seeing it so many times.
"Is that why you wanted up here? All you had to do was ask, baka.”
Kag: “But I want to learn how to do it myself, even though I can’t just jump up here like you can.”
Inu: “Why bother, Kagome? I’ll always be around to leap into trees with you.”
Kag: “While I wholly appreciate it, that’s not the idea here.”
Inu: “Then what is?”
Kag: “I want to be able to reach you no matter where you are. That’s the point.”
Inu: “What? You wanna meet me in the trees?”
Kag: “I-”
Inu: “You can always just tell me to sit if I’m being stupid and avoiding you. Or you can ask me to get you up here. Simple.”
Kag: “But what if you’re injured? And you can’t move, and I can’t use the beads without hurting you even more?”
Inu: “That’ll never happen.”
Kag: “UGH And why not?!”
Inu: “Ow! Don’t hit me!”
Inu: “Kagome”
Kag: “…”
Inu: “You make me happy everyday, regardless of what you do.”
“Just being with you is what makes me happy, no matter where we are.”
Kag: “…”
“*sighs* When did you get to be so good with words? I miss my cute sputtering dogboy.”
Inu: “Oi. Knock it off. And I’m no boy anymore and I haven’t been for decades.”
Kag: “Oh, but I just love your ears. I can’t help it!”
“I know you’re not a boy anymore. You’re my husband.”
Inu: “Keh. Would it kill you to call me a man?”
Kag: “Now now. We both know that would stroke your ego too much.”
???: “Mama?”
Kag: “Careful! I don’t know how much weight this branch can take!”
???: “What are you two doing?”
Inu: “Watchin the sunrise.”
“Oi. You two are a bunch of cuddle freaks.”
Kag: “I don’t see you complaining.”
Inu: “Keh.”
???: “Uwaaaahh. Its pretty!”
Kag: “Yes, it is beautiful isn’t it?”
Inu: “Not as beautiful as you two.”
???: “Papa. You’re chee-zee.”
Inu: “Quit laughing would ya?”
Kag: “Gomen ne.”

soft-pink-aesthetic  asked:

Top Five Kuroken Moments

Hi! Can you do a top 5 of Kenma x Kuroo? Thx!

Aw, my two kitties. They’re probably the strangest but at the same time most balanced pairing in all Haikyuu. It doesn’t matter that I personally ship Kuroo with someone else, they’re a beautiful and powerful team, they know each other so well, they respect each other’s boundaries but at the same time they’re not afraid to show a side that’s for the other’s eyes only. :’) I love them so much, fuck. 

1. “Don’t quit”. Ah, my heart. Neither of them is good with expressing their feelings, they both show it with actions, in their own unique way. Kuroo and Kenma have always been by each other’s side despite being from different years and Kuroo doesn’t care about anyone the way he cares about Kenma. But, most of all, he’ll never let him waste his incredible potential. 

Originally posted by zetsuubo

2. “Eat some veggies…you too Kenma, damn it!”. This is probably a super silly moment but I love it so much, it’s gross domesticity at its finest. 

Originally posted by silverbunnybun

3. When Kuroo thought about stealing Hinata just to make Kenma more excited about playing. Beautiful because the argument ended with that little “yes/no/yes/no” thing they do that kills me every fucking time. 

Originally posted by kourai

4. This mirroring moment.

5. “That unsteady shrimp you guys are talking about is the backbone of Nekoma. He’s our brain, and our heart.” aka talk shit about him and you are literally dead. I ADORE how Kuroo is protective and smug at the same time. 

Bonus: searching in my screenshot folder I found this and it’s too beautiful not to share

Thank you for your messages!

Ask me my top 5 things!

The Art of the Vampire at its Peak in the year 1876: Armand's Lesson

Printed in Playboy magazine, January 1979, By Anne Rice

The book “Interview with the Vampire” as published form represents only a portion of the tapes of that interview made by the reporter. Louis told the young man much that was not included,particularly with regard to the master vampire, Armand, whom he had met in Paris. One tale was Armand’s account of his methods of seduction; that is, the art of the vampire at its peak in the year 1876.

(Someone kill me, this is one of the sexiest things I’ve ever read, and I just keep thinking of Louis retelling this to Daniel and GODDAMN).

Keep reading

“What’s got you sighing? Did something happen?” 

Too much cuteness in one panel

TMC Just Before Drinking, Soraru and Mafumafu Talks 02/25/2015 Namahousou ft. Soraru and Mafumafu

The audio’s pretty weird  haha, but i’ll try ^_^ Thank you to kazuian for recording it! I’m sorry I posted this late, this week was such a weeeird and crisis-filled week for me personally haha.

But i’m not gonna bore you anymore, here have a shitton of Soramafu bickering and flirting like lovers~  remember, ninniku is garlic and garlic is life. 

Keep reading

I know it’s been a while but I can’t help but still feel so pissed over MerDer. In my opinion greys main focus was Meredith and Derek how they worked together and apart, showing they always needed each other in the end no matter what. Then to kill him off in a stupid car accident! He didn’t even get to meet his 3rd child it’s just so shit. Its ruined watching greys for me but tbh it was ruined the day they killed Lexi and Mark. Specie was my favourite. Greys should’ve ended season 8 when everyone was okay it’s just been too much 😔 They were such a beautiful couple

Originally posted by moan-s

evensbestbuddymikael  asked:

AHHHH YES I THINK ITS HEAVEN i thought i was blessed enough last week when we saw them in first clip but now it's like a completely different level! i love julie so much she knows that we love them and she loves them too. i couldn't be more happier. i'm still shook!!

I am dying from the feels. This was the most beautiful thing ahhhhh that convo literally killed me. Like first the kisses and the cuteness but then their conversation. 

omg it was too good to be true. I died ahhhh my babies <3 I am so happy and this is only the second episode! I can’t handle it ahhhhh

Why San Junipero is SO important
  • I just rewatched San Junipero and I thought I was just going to look back at some of my favorite scenes, but I couldn't help myself. I loved that episode so much. I felt like Kelly represented my physical appearance and my sexuality so well(even though I'm biromantic and she is bisexual). And then my personality was a mix between Yorkie and Kelly but I related to these characters so much and I've never seen a bi wlw on tv and she honestly changed my life. Her sexuality is never erased and she actually gets to experience a happy life with a guy for 49 years and then she meets Yorkie in San Junipero and she doesn't want to fall in love but she does and wow it's such a beautiful love story. I have cried so much for this one hour episode that has changed me so much because representation matters so much and I just got to see myself on tv for the first time where I wasn't killed by a stray bullet. Every time I get attached to a wlw or a black woman they die brutally by a stray bullet and it's devestating. I have felt that pain way too much and to get this happy ending from this show that rarely ever has a happy ending just makes me smile so wide and also sad because other shows will make excuses for killing off all their poc or wlw and only leaving the straight white males invincible. I've seen it happen so so many times. It's hard to find tv where I feel represented for race or for sexuality. It's even harder to find a happy ending and an interracial couple on top of all that is nearly impossible. This episode has made me happier than any show this year because it doesn't end tragically and I didn't have to cry myself to sleep. I'm never going to get over this episode that was so raw and amazing. Kelly's relationship with her husband is never invalidated and she gets to be happy with Yorkie. And the whole episode isn't even just fluff it has all these deep conversations about life and it's just amazing. I understood these characters so much and I love them to pieces and they get to live together forever.
Imagine Auditioning To Be A Performer At Oswald’s And Him Falling In Love With You

Originally posted by raininginthenight

“And I’ve always lived like this
Keeping a comfortable distance
And up until now, I have sworn to myself
That I’m content with loneliness
Because none of it was ever worth the risk
Well, you are the only exception”

Oswald was enraptured by your voice, your beauty, the kind smile you gave him when you first walked onstage for the audition. He’d barely even looked at the resume you’d turned in.

“Mr. Penguin?” Gilzean nudged him, “What do you think of them?”

“Beautiful,” he whispered.

“So? How did I do?” You asked a bit awkwardly after you finished. Your potential boss just stared at you, and you raised an eyebrow, “Mr. Cobblepot?”

“What?” he snapped out of it, feeling a bit embarrassed that he’d lost his composure, “You performed excellently.”

“Does that mean I got the job?” You grinned.

“Of course,” he nodded.

“Thank you so much, Mr. Cobblepot,” you said happily.

“Please,” he said, giving you a shy smile as he approached you, “It’s Oswald.”

Song: “The Only Exception” by Paramore

Dark Clouds

Prompt: “I think I’m in love with you and I’m terrified.” (Wanda x reader)

“Wanda?” You call out into the evening rain.

Wanda is sat hunched on the stone steps, the torrential rain pattering down on her body and head. A frail figure from a ghost story. You crouch next to her shielding her with your umbrella though it’s of no use to her now. Wanda makes a show of hiding her tears, and for her sake, you pretend not to see them. But you grasp her icy hand in yours.

“Wanda. You’re freezing cold and drenched through. What are you doing out here?”

“Where else can I go? ”She mutters, “ Everything reminds me of him. Pietro. And…”


“And I’m only happy again when I’m with you. But then I remember to miss him, and it hurts.”

You watch as new tears fall, these she doesn’t attempt to hide.

She’s squeezing your fingers so hard you’re scared she might break. That you’re the one keeping her tethered in fear she might float away.

“I think I’m in love with you and I’m terrified.” Wanda whispers.  “I’m terrified because I feel like I shouldn’t be allowed this happiness. Not after Pietro, it’s too soon. How can I care about you and still remember him? I don’t want to leave him in the dark.”

“Who says you are?” You say, “Your brother will always be part of you, Wanda. You loved each other. I know its cliché, but he’d want you to be happy. Wouldn’t he? You can only grieve for so long or it’ll kill you. But Wanda, I love you so much and I will always be here for you. Count on me for that.”

She turns to you, drenched and tired, but still beautiful and smiles that smile that makes your knees quake. You kiss as the rain dwells down to a soft patter above your shaded heads, as the sun blooms from the grey clouds and filters through onto you.

The bolds are baes. 


50-shades-of-eren-jaeger adelakohai aeyyyreri afoh-andstuff amaterasu-san anime-and-yaoi-lover annie-leonhardttt aphlacielmichaelis17 ari-rivaille-ackerman armin-daydreams armin-pls arminarlert1 armins-blog armins-pretty-boy-swag arminthewhore ask-another-heichou ask-armin-snk  ask-demon-connie-springles ask-eren-jaegerrrr ask-erena-jaeger ask-fem-eren-jaegerbombastic ask-irl-fem-freckles ask-irl-grell-suttcliff ask-marco-crowley-and-castiel ask-marcybodt ask-mika-chan ask-modern-christa ask-the-eren-snk ask-the-freckled-angel ask-the-full-fem-marco ask-the-modern-horseface ask-the-potato-girl-braus ask-the-teutonic-knights ask-ymirs-goddess-christa askcrackedshittyglasses askhumanitieslasthope assasinglasses astrotxt attack-armin-arlert attack-on-that-one-fangirl attack-on-the-fandoms ayomiya

B - D

baka-fujoshi batter-sempai bertiebertholdt bertl-bear-the-titan bewaretheinsanity biblixtherapy bikebebe bornfromdxrkness brookeisamonster browneyedarmin cadetbraun camiwan captain-raviolevi captainlevithough cat-titan catalystictitanbitch catharticleader chibiheichous christaiswaytoocute chubby-vampire chuchuair chuckaboomboom chungary claireackerman cleaning-is-my-trigger clearao clippedwingsoffreedom comewhatmay-dontgiveafuck commanderoffaith commanderdaddyswag coronx corporalmizuki corpusignem creativelikegreen crimsonshea crystaltxrs cxrporal cypearus daijujikurou dammitjeannotagain damnitroxy dancingfreckledtitan dead-freckles 

E - G

 elle-alex  evil-freckled-cutie exorcise-my-anus femaletitxn fightingtitan flowering-titans  fortitudxinxus freckledsaint freewings-coldsteel fromthepantiestotheannie fu-joshira fujoshi0083 gayanimeloser gaytitanslayer geishasa giant-spirity-korra giantskinlessbitch glass-hearted-annie glassesarmin goddamn-it-eren grotesquekawaiiofficial

H - I

hahahilariousha hange-the-titan-crazed hangexzoe hanjisbitch heartfeltorca hello-my-ymir hetaliangonewild hilfskraft historiahri  hopeless-alchemist homogayhorse horseboyqueerstein  ilove-myfandoms imfuckinkawaii imnohorseface individualityandmusic inlesbianswithistoria innocent-armin inquisxtive irlaskannieleonhardt ishbellpishbell 

J - K

j-akuzure jaeger-of-freiheit jaegerdicktoobomb jaegererenakise jdmookami jean-has-da-booty jean-kirschtein kamikazenamikaze katsoe kikublossoms kiri-fujoshi-yaoi  kohpai kristaxlenz kyojinwaifu


lamentedcorporal leanneabanana legion-of-scouts-and-monsters leonhardt-relatable letdarknessrise4 letfreedomwing letkrisfree  levi-heichou-snk levi-in-wonderland leviackermansubordinateminions  leviheichoujaeger levijaeger434343 levis-bigasstrees levischibibutt  lilithmayblog  little-fujoshi little-gay-swimmer-boys little-miss-freckles livinlifelikeaplasticbag lonely-castiel  lubie-gofry

M - O

mama-petra maniacalsmirks marcos-bodty marcos-bott marina-and-thetitans matsuokababy megacinnamonfart meowlert  mhmm-dat-bootay midnightfreckles mikasa-blackerman mikethetitansniffer mikorin-s militislibertas mobliteration mommylevi moor0rless moreheichouplease  motherheckingsaekurosawa  my-sexuality-is-anime mydyingredrose myneverendingbattle mysweetjellyfishclearoba nagiisas  nebulaguardian nekobo not-sasha notsoprettykitty nozokineko of-diffxrent-worlds  oh-look-its-alexia otaku-hime-chan our-lord-and-savior-krista

P - R

parrl pasta-corps petiteperformer picturesofarmincrying possible-shifter-marco-freckles prettylittleheichou  princessleviackerman  rei-butterfly-babe reiner-totally-isnt-a-titan  retro-kirschstein revenge-syndromed ri-va-ille ribssleep robin-red-r rule63stereotypes rxseandfxll


sassyllamaqueen saxxy-levi say-what-levis-butt scarfedsolider scourgefur seductive-potato  shikiysuu shimaakei shingeki-eats-my-feels shingeki-no-cucumber shingeki-no-dying shingeki-no-gayojin  shingekii-no-butts shingekinokyojinforever16 shingekinosexy  shipping-is-magic shitty-levi shittyglassesredscarfpotatogirl shittyglassesss shittyshinji shoki-snk shortysucks shotaboyarmin  shutupjean shxrtylevi silver-rain-nana  sluttydere slyblued snk-my-aot snk-potato-girl soldier-armin-arlert speckledbodt spoopy-kid squadleaderrivai squadronlevi squidius   stutteringsoldier  sweet-rivaille sxldier-gxddess sxlitarytraineemags

T - U

teddi-barez tehetastic terukarinlaito that-awkward-redhead thatdamrenegade thatonesnkfan the-adventures-of-fem-armin the-bark-is-worse  the-hunter-eren the-ordinary-days the-shota-titan-slayer the-torn-wings-of-freedom  the-will-of-maria thecoloursofsoldiers thedauperhuntress thehumanborndemon thematernalalchemist thesweetscout  timid-titan-shifter titanen titanslayerlevi titanxbrat tittyconjurer rivailleackermxn too-many-fandoms-to-choose-from totesfabarminarlert traffleupagus trap-armin trashcan-weeb triangulasaurus tsxgumi  twerking-for-titans unwanted407

V - Z 

vantasmagoria venatrixx virtusferocia visxs vpeditibus welcometo-republiccity whatamatalaga whats-in-the-basement whattheactualfreckle willyoubethelevitomyeren wir-sind-die-sweagar xbrokenfragments y-a-y-a-yaoi  yandere-len-kagamine yaoi-butt-sexx-is-great ymirly  yoshimura-san youjisass your-favorite-titan   


[RP Partners]

horseboyqueerstein timid-soldier corpusignem mommylevi ask-femalearmin little-haruki-chan ground-type-jean silber-teufel the-shota-titan-slayer 


[IRL Friends]

irisivel bubble–gum-bitch hopie-tan mackerel–nova 


This is just some of the amazing people I follow, I tried to get a rather thorough list. Granted, I know I’ve missed some (if I missed you, let me know and I’ll tack you on! :DD)

But thank you guys so much! I love seeing your posts on my dash and ya’ll make me so happy! You’re all very beautiful people and I love you to death!

Save Me From Myself - Part 1
External image
External image

Summary: Y/N was the leading medic on the team catering to the Winter Soldier under the watchful eye of Hydra against her patriotic will. Now Captain America and the Falcon needs her help to track down her ‘patient’.

Pairing: Bucky Barnes/Winter Soldier x Reader (Eventually…)

It was a long day – almost two if you really thought about it. I’d just finished a 36 hour shift at the hospital’s trauma center. It had been grueling and exhausting. All I could think about right now was getting home and sinking into a nice warm bath.

But at the same time, I was feeling damn good about it. What an ordinary thing it was to do, wasn’t it? I have shifts, a proper ethical way to practice medicine, and to save people. Then I got to go home, do my own thing and feel actually safe without worrying about anyone watching me or eavesdropping on me to see if I’d leak their secrets. My life was now ordinary and simple. Most of all…it was safe. It was all I could ask for.

I wasn’t always an ordinary surgeon living an ordinary life. Just a few months back, I was working for a top secret government agency known as S.H.I.E.L.D. But here’s the kicker – I wasn’t actually working for the government, or even what S.H.I.E.L.D truly stood for. I was abruptly recruited to a top secret project by Alexander Pierce himself to medically attend to a special asset requiring specialized medical care. He told me that my expertise in bio-medical engineering would be invaluable in this project. Who was I to disagree? Besides, you didn’t ever say ‘no’ to a man like Alexander Pierce. You just didn’t.

By the time I actually figured out I was in truth working for Hydra within S.H.I.E.L.D, it was too late for me to even consider backing out. I’d seen too much by then. I knew too much. I’d seen their asset, the existence of which they wouldn’t have hesitated to kill to deny – the Winter Soldier.

So I was stuck working for the very enemy I thought I was fighting against because the only other option was to forfeit my life itself. All I did was take care of the soldier’s bionic arm. It was a piece of work by the way, far ahead its time. It was truly beautiful – the strength of metal combined with the actual feeling of a real arm, down to the very sensation of the fingertips.

I was the lead medic on the team and it killed me inside to know I was betraying my country even if I didn’t exactly have a choice. Still, I trained myself to think of the soldier as just another patient in need. It wasn’t too hard when I realized he was also a victim in all this – a dangerous, highly trained assassin of a victim, but a victim nonetheless. I grew to empathize, which was of course something I shouldn’t have done. It had not been my place.

But it was all in my past now. Thanks to Captain America, S.H.I.E.L.D was no more and Hydra was driven out. After an entire whole month of the necessary interrogations and testing, I was allowed to go do my own thing since I hadn’t been a part of Hydra. Not really. Not willingly.

So this was my life now – the ordinary doctor, leading an ordinary life. Some days though…some days I just couldn’t shake the feeling of being followed. It was probably just my paranoia creeping up on me. It wasn’t easy to shake off years of being habitually cautious in just a few months. So I tried to ignore the strange feeling and walked home. You’re nothing but an ordinary doctor leading an ordinary life. No one is after you, I told myself like a mantra as I let myself into my apartment and methodically turned about the ten locks I had installed on my door.

When someone knocked on it right after, I almost had the mind to ignore it. Still, I peered through the peep hole, which was futile considering I couldn’t really recognize who it was from the angle.

He knocked again. “Dr. Y/N Y/L/N?” he called out. “I’m Sam Wilson. Could I talk to you for a moment?”

So he knew my name. He knew where I lived. The paranoia made me wonder if he was the one following me. “I don’t know a Sam Wilson,” I told him while I kept the door still very much closed.

He chuckled. “Yeah I suppose. But I’m sure you know me as the Falcon.”

Damn it. Yeah I knew who he was. Goggles. Metal wings. Captain America’s buddy who helped him bring down Hydra within S.H.I.E.L.D. I peered at him again through the peep hole. Yup, it really was him.

Internally groaning, I unlocked the many locks once more and opened the door just a fraction. “What do you want with me?” I asked warily.

“Me? I don’t want anything,” he said. I raised an eyebrow at him quizzically, while contemplating whether or not to shut the door in his face. Then he continued, “But Captain America needs your help.”

I simply stared at him dumbfound, which I suppose prompted him to elaborate.

“Captain America? You remember him right? Swept right in and took down Hydra? Basically saved everyone’s lives?”

I nodded in confusion. “Of course I know him. I don’t understand what I could help him with though. I told everyone everything I knew about Hydra when they interrogated me.”

“Not everything,” he pointed out with a smirk. “We know about your work with the Winter Soldier.” He paused, gauging my reaction.

“What about him?” I asked, folding my hands in front of my chest.

“We need you to figure out a way to track him down,” he told me.

Damn it. I should have just shut the door in his face when I had the chance.

Part 2

Part 3

Part 4

Part 5

Part 6

Part 7

Part 8

Part 9







ALL YUURI AND YURIO SCENES ++++++++++++++++++++