Anonymous asked: I know this is normal for writers and that there isn’t a real solution but I’m gonna ask anyway: Any advice on how to stop feeling insecure about what/how I write?
Oh man, this is gonna sound like such an asshole move, but my favorite way to help myself is to write to spite everyone else. Seriously. Write like you hate everyone else in the world. Write like they mean fucking nothing to you. Write because they’re gonna get what you write, and they’re gonna like it, if they know what’s good for them. Write to make that mental editor representing the ‘them’ in your head mad as hell.
It’s always energized me to flippantly declare to myself that if people don’t like something I like, they can go fuck themselves in some fancy new way, because I’m busy writing and I don’t see them getting off their ass! They’re reading anyways ain’t they? Then they god damn don’t have anything better to do than let me shove words, and ideas, and mental pictures into their heads rapidly. Them complaining? Hah, you mean leaving impassioned responses because I hit a nerve. I CONTROL them. 𝕀 𝔸𝕄 𝔸𝕊 𝔸 𝔾𝕆𝔻.
…ahem. There’s other things to think about. I just, really like getting pumped about that concept because getting pumped makes it really awesome. Lemme uh… lemme try talking about … other things… next. Instead of declaring my godhood, wow, that is so ‘famous last words’ material for a character to say.
what she means:
Ludwig van Beethoven was too precious for this world, we didn't deserve him, and sometimes I wish with all my heart I could find it in me to believe in an afterlife just so I could rest assured he found some peace, but I'm too skeptical to actually believe that so I just mope and cry about him, finding some solace in the fact that still being able to ignite a fire in someone's heart after all those years is definitely something he would have wanted.
Okay so I have decided that I don’t care about whether or not Bellarke happens. All I want from this show is for Bellamy and Octavia to be the freaking unstoppable sibling duo that NOTHING can tear apart. They are family, I love them, and they need each other.
It's been an hour and a half since the episode ended and I am still not over it. I have so many feelings. My babies are married and it's everything I ever wanted for them. They were so happy! Everyone was so happy. That ending though....can we pretend that didn't happen?
If anyone knows what the fuck is going on based on the promo for the finale please message me.