too hard to tag this tbh

alright i hav some new followers and i got tagged in a thing so i might as well give you all some info… so here goes

was tagged by veronicasantangelo

name: ellis

time/date: 8:32 PM July 28, 2015

average hours of sleep: uhhh idk… depends. i hav a rlly weird sleep schedule. maybe 6

last thing googled: something for y4oi con prob

birthday: may 13

gender: agender lesbian pretender

sexual orientation: l love women and girls and women aligned people idk its in my url ok lmao

height: 5’4” and i round up tbh

favorite color: IDk that is too hard this question is 2 hard… some red hue perhaps 

one place that makes you happy: not in direct sunlight but laying on the ground or some sand (microrocks)

how many blankets you sleep with: 1 comforter, 1 bratz fleece blanket and a sheet

favorite movies: heathers, my cousin vinny, emperor’s new groove, aristocats

last book you read: uhhh probably one of my poetry books from that one semester last fall i tried 2 do lol

most used phrases: “rip” “rip in pieces” “@God why” “just DO IT” “lmao” “imo” “tbh”

what you last said to a family member: said “Bye” to my mom

favorite beverage: vodka. preferably with tonic or an acidic juice of some kind

fav food: coffee…

last movie you watched: the backstreet boys documentary on netflix

dream vacation: just like a few days off from everything idc where.. honestly probably my own house…..or stephs place…..

dream wedding: one big drunk party

dream job: makeup artist for horror movies n shit

uhhhhh anyone who wants to do this say that i tagged u lol

I confess my ABC’s

I was tagged by the majestic future-mrs-frost. Heyyy, dear. Nyah, RAWR.~

A-Age: 21. I turned 21 quite recently, and still getting used to saying that I’m 21. And just when I will get used to telling that I’m 21, woopdedoo I’ll be 22.

B-Biggest fear: Sorry that question is too personal.

C-Current time:

D-Drink you had last: Pepsi.

E- Easiest Person To Talk to: I have a few close friends I find it quite easy to talk to.

F-Favourite song: Oh man don’t make me pick just one. Uhm… I’m very fond of Dream On by Aerosmith, and Just a Girl by No Doubt. But there are many songs I love.

G-Grossest memory:  Uhhhhh… I pass.

H-Hometown: Stockholm.

I-In love with: Pitch and Jack ofc. Hm, no actually. No one.

J-Jealous of: People who manage to have complete control over their life. Like HOW do they manage all that? I admire that.

K-Killed someone: Shush! Don’t blow my cover! Ehehehe no one.

L-Longest relationship: None. I’ve never had a relationship, and I’m not looking for it. I wouldn’t mind having one, but right now I don’t feel like thinking much about it.

M-Middle Name: (No thanks I pass.)

N-Number of siblings: One.

O-One wish: To live a long, successful life.

P-Person I last called: A friend of mine.

Q-Question you’re always asked: So what do you plan on to do with your future???

R-Reason to smile: Life can be full of shit, but there are also so many beautiful things in life to experience, it is damn worth to smile for it.

S-Song you last sang: Idk I don’t remember.

T-Time you woke up: Haha way too late. :D

U-Underwear colour: Pink.

V-Vacation destination: Right now, I want to travel to the US, hopefully by next year during spring. Then eventually, I would also like to visit Japan one day.

W-Worst Habit: Sleeping too much or too little.

X-Xrays you’ve had: I broke my left wrist when I was 9. The x-way wasn’t a pretty sight. And since I’m left handed I had to be careful with my left hand for the next sex weeks or so, as it healed. Ah, and I remember I took off the bandage on my 10th birthday.

Y-Your favourite food: Oven baked salmon is always a favourite.

Z-Zodiac sign: Cancer.


I’m gonna tag a few friends, as well some people I would love to know better:

w-i-s-s-l-e-r (BRUH, you can’t escape I’m gonna tag you in everything. >:D), theshadowsreturn (After all this time I’ve known you, I want to know more about ya. ; u ; ), cianethedevil (Thanks for always being so kind to me, Elena.), fearking, nightmarexking, guardian-of-da-gay (<— This person is awesome too.), mira-eyeteeth, only-1-a (Oh man I need to read all your Blackice fics. <3), kazechama, livori (TAGGING right back at you! :D), zinfandelli, ab-memoria.

Did I tag too many? I don’t know. I found this tag quite fun though. And as always no forcing, only if you feel like it.

Get To Know Me Tag

I was tagged by glennydot Thanks!!!

Time and Day: 6:03pm July 14, 2015

Average hours of sleep: 7-8 hrs on a good night when im not up thinking about life and all the should’ve, could’ve, would’ve in life and future plans😒.

Last thing I googled: Post-op transgender penis and vagina (I was curious lol and it wasn’t a pretty sight TBH😵😨😖) 

Nickname: too many (mel, jamelly, jamelly mel, melly, melly mel, jay, Mr. J!)😁☺️

Birthday: December 21, 1994 (my birthday is a national holiday in my eyes, if you forget it your dead to me tbh) It’s usually the first day of winter or the winter solstice begins on it🎂🎈🎉🎄.

SEX: Male👶🏾🍆🍒

Height: 5'11’’

Favorite Colors: Blue (and its various shades), red, black, white, gray, sliver, gold and yellow

One place that keeps me happy?: Still searching for that one special place, but I do like the beach and Barnes and Noble lol

How many blankets do you sleep under?: One year round no matter how hot or cold (I need to feel secure when im sleeping so shadow demons don’t grab me lol😈)

What am I wearing?: one ankle sock, black undies, crop top and snapback

Last book I read?: Some big DK Smithsonian history book (chapter books bore me)

Favorite beverage?: Water, Pink lemonade and Boathouse farms

Favorite Food: Pepperoni Pizza🍕, mac and cheese, salad, lasagna and cheese burger and boneless chicken breasts with tomato sauce melted cheese and parsley, watermelon and honeydue 😋

Last movie I watched in theaters: Insidious 3 (I missed Jurassic world….danggit)

Dream Vacation: Egypt (I want to go in the pyramids), England (I want to see the Tower of London) and a beach in Australia (on the other side of the world far from Cleveland😒🙌🏾)

Dream Job: Museum Curator or Director (that allows me to travel around the world) and to be a talk show host like Oprah💯

TAG 10 mutuals I want to get to know better:

datguybeezy, optimusfred, blvcksinner, kingcolvs, jevlx, killathegawd, my-gold-cum, geehench1493, rxmsxy, spiderhon, hard-cour, shawn-korey, heartofintellect, korienotcorey, zowiesyvs, 90svigilante, lackwhen, fameinphilly, mermaidsandtattoos, beyonce-son, kiing-kunta-xxvi, livininpixiedust

Ten Questions Tag #2

I was tagged by flynnisblue

Rule #1 Always post rules
Rule #2 Answer all the questions, then write 11 new ones
Rule #3 Tag 11 people


1. Who do you miss right now?

I miss all of my friends that I haven’t seen all summer.

2. What is the weather like at the minute

It’s rainy and chilly rn (stereotypical Seattle weather) but tbh I was tired of the heat wave we had and I love this type of weather.

3. Favourite band/artist of all time?

Ahhhhhh it is too hard for me to choose so I am just going to list some of my favorites. I love the emo trinity, Muse, Radiohead, Years & Years, and TOP!

4. Books or movies?

For both books and movies, I love Harry Potter series, the Hunger Games series, and the Perks of Being a Wallflower. A Series of Unfortunate Events was one of my favorites when I was little. For movies, I love Star Wars and sci-fi in general. For books, I still read a lot of YA dystopians. If anyone has any recommendations, message me!

5. How old are you?

I am sixteen. 

6. Post a selfie?

Here’s a photo of my listening to FOB and not doing my AP Bio summer homework…

7. Are you single?

Yes, haha I have never even been in a relationship.

8. Ever gotten drunk?

Nope, I am pretty lame when it comes to partying and stuff like that.

9. Do you live with your parents and what are your opinions about it?

I live with my parents and I am quite lucky to have them. They are very supportive, accepting, and loving. If anyone reading this has horrible parents I am so sorry because you deserve so much better than that.

10. Favourite ice cream flavour?

Caramel (ps if anyone reading this vegan like me, So Delicious has a vegan salted caramel ice cream that’s amazing 10/10 would recommend)

11. Any allergies?

My allergies are pretty random, but I ‘m allergic to eggs and penicillin.

MY NEW QUESTIONS (like my last ones, please forgive me for how horrible they are):

  1. How old are you?
  2. If you could have picked your name, what would have you picked (if you don’t like your given name)?
  3. If you could dye your hair any color (ignoring any rules your family or school might have), what color would you dye it?
  4. What’s your favorite emoji?
  5. What language(s) do you know how to speak/write?
  6. If you could travel anywhere, where would you go?
  7. Do you know how to play any instruments?
  8. What are your top five musicians/bands?
  9. What’s your favorite color?
  10. What’s your tumblr aesthetic?
  11. Do you have a favorite animal?

I tag tangled-in-sheets, reallyaustralian, odair-goes-my-feels, ninjamountaingoat, bilbojohnsherlock221, a-deathly-mockingjay, overlyobcessedteenager, kat-the-awesome, smithy12392, the-one-in-the-blue, and lostinlovewithmyidols

Sorry if I accidentally tagged someone again because this is my second time doing the tag! 

get to know you tag

i was tagged by the very lovely mellifluousperusal :~)

1. Name: Maddie

2. Where you are from: Iowa, I’ve lived here my whole life

3. Favourite colour: I dont know if i have a favorite… it depends on what its on! i wear and decorate with very dull or neutral colors but i like painting with vibrant reds and whites. If i can get an appliance in pink, i will.


5. Favourite band/artist: Imagine Dragons, Lindsey Stirling, Ellie Goulding, Years and Years

6. Favourite number: 29 but i also love 36 and 32 and 48 and 96. almost any number thats divisible by a lot. i hate most prime numbers tbh, especially 23

7. Favourite drink: i drink pop the most but i also LOVE the panera mango smoothies (hehe)

8. Tag 8 people you want to get to know!

i’m too shy to tag anyone lel

EDIT: i tag straightboyfriend

I was tagged by s-u-z-u-y-a-s-e-n-p-a-i thanks Hobnob  (。♥‿♥。)

Rule#1: Always post the rules

Rule2#: Answer the questions from the person who asked, then write 11 new ones

Rule#3: Tag 11 people

  • 1. What is your perfect pizza?
  • Thin, not too much cheese, barbeque base, every meat available (I like meat a lot…) + peppers, mushrooms, onions and sweetcorn
  • 2. What’s your worst pet peeve?
  • When people are rude or arrogant for no good reason
  • 3. Favourite day of the week?
  • Saturday
  • 4. If you could marry any fictional character, who would it be?
  • wowow this is a hard one. Errr….. I wanna say Levi but tbh I think he would be a stubborn husband. So I’m gonna say L from DN because he’s adorable, smart and loves food. (✿ ♥‿♥)
  • 5. Do you like horror films?
  • No no no no no. I’m a very gullible person with a large imagination, who hates gore and gets scared easily so horror films are my worst nightmare.
  • 6. Would you rather drink no fizzy drinks for a year or eat no junk food for a year?
  • I think I would rather not eat any junk food for a year, I’d find it hard trying to survive a year without Dr Pepper, Rubicon Mango or Lucozade.
  • 7. If you could be fluent in any language, what would it be?
  • Japanese or Korean, I can’t decide between the two.
  • 8. What song could you listen to on repeat and never get bored?
  • Drown by Bring Me The Horizon or I Need U by BTS or Everybody by SHINee or Centuries by Fall Out Boy or Doubt by Twenty One Pilots (I could listen to them all on repeat and never get bored)
  • 9. Favourite animal?
  • Barn Owl
  • 10. Do you believe in ghosts?
  • In a way yes, I believe in spirits and souls but not bed sheet ghosts that walk through walls, fly and try to scare people.
  • 11. How did you meet your best friend?
  • I met Leaona (s-u-z-u-y-a-s-e-n-p-a-i) at school, through my best friends at the time, but we didn’t become best friends till just over a year ago at our school’s sports day

My questions:

  • 1. What’s your dream job?
  • 2. Current favourite song?
  • 3. What do you believe happens after we die?
  • 4. If you could change one thing about the world what would it be?
  • 5. What’s your favourite quote?
  • 6. Book you’re currently reading/ read most recently?
  • 7. Overall favourite character out of all books/films/animes/mangas you’ve read/watched?
  • 8. If you could marry and start a family with any celebrity, who would it be?
  • 9. What is your biggest fear?
  • 10. Something you’re excited for?
  • 11. What country do you live in and what time is it there right now?

I tag: youngthetitan flynnisblue possessivetaco animenter i-feel-shinee ern-jaeger definition-of-weeaboo black—-addicted ackergoddess levis-favorite-broom ackerqueen hope you don’t mind and you don’t have to do this if you don’t want to (✿◠‿◠)

thanks cattchi for tagging me!! (finally getting around to doing it oops,,)

list 10 favorite characters (1 per fandom) and then tag 10 others

ennoshita (haikyuu) i have so many haikyuu faves this physically pains me,,,

courfeyrac (les mis)

takao (knb)

anders (dragon age)

yuki (tsuritama)

souji/yu (persona 4)

lucina (fire emblem)

haise (tokyo ghoul)

tommy shepherd (young avengers/marvel) 

shinji (evangelion)

i have too many favorites in every fandom tbh this was really hard omg!!!

thelegalcontractor oikawald heyitscmei twerket-serkets the-fourth-musketeer sailboat-sparrow punkasskidneys chibali queen-of-the-void charmingdeadpool 

anyone can do this if they want but here’s my 10 tagged people so have fun if you want to do it!

bilobog asked:

Okay so, I'm trying moderately hard to avoid spoilers for FEF, but TBH, I can't unfollow you, you bring light to my life and these lil tid bits and pics for the game and you make me so much more excited for it bless u *kiss ur hand*

O-oh, thanks. Y-you too and stuff. I try to tag anything super spoilery with both ‘fe14 spoilers’ and ‘feif spoilers’ and keep it under breaks. I don’t know if that helps at all.


starryfrost tagged me in a 10 favorite characters meme and OH MY GOD IT WAS SO HARD TO CHOOSE I HAVE FAVES OUT THE WAZOO

tbh i’m probably gonna tack on a couple more faves because I COULD NOT GET TO ALL OF THEM AND I WANT TO

Sabriel - the Old Kingdom trilogy

Madoka Kaname - Puella Magi Madoka Magica

Zuko - Avatar: the Last Airbender

Cure Beat - Suite Precure

Ringabel - Bravely Default

Aradia Megido - Homestuck

Yuno Gasai - Mirai Nikki

Azula - Avatar: the Last Airbender

Virion - Fire Emblem: Awakening

Luke fon Fabre - Tales of the Abyss


also i’m tacking on

Sephiroth from Final Fantasy 7


Atsushi Kinugawa - Cute High Earth Defense Club Love

and now i gotta tag people, don’t i?

uhh tryna remember who’s gotten tagged for this already,,,

blealiet asami-fangirl jadebots cloudgeal satan-onii-chan zeph-chan and uHHH i’m drawing a blank on who hasn’t been tagged yet so if you wanna do this meme, do the meme and say i tagged you!!!

anonymous asked:

Every time you put this makes me so emo I read it as emo not emotional and I'm like 'Avery you r not emo u r a flower shut ur mouth' but then I'm like ohhhhhh

lmao tru tho, tbh i used to always want to be emo, deep down in my heart, and i went through a phase where i had blue hair and wore studs and only listened to PTV (i was like 12 rip) but i just looked incredibly awkward and like i was trying way too hard to look cool. idk pastel princess suits me better lmao.
but yeah when i tag emo i just mean short for emotional x

mrohruh tagged me in this and she did so so good so now I feel a bit pressured by her cleverness tbh. Here it goes!

Using only song names from one artist, cleverly answer these questions. Pass it on to 10 people. Try not to repeat a song title. It’s a lot harder than you think!

Pick your artist: Fall Out Boy

Your gender: She’s my Winona

Describe yourself: Don’t You Know Who I Think I Am?

How do you feel: The Kids Aren’t Alright

Describe where you live: Death Valley

If you could go anywhere, where would you go: Just One Yesterday

Favorite form of transportation: Alpha Dog

Best friend is: Roxanne

You and your best friend are: Demigods

Favorite time of day: Calm Before the Storm

If your life was a TV show, what would the title be: Art of Keeping Up Disappearances OR My Songs Know What You Did in the Dark

What is life to you: Short, Fast and Loud 

Your relationship status: Thnks fr th Mmrs

Your fear: I Slept with Someone In Fall Out Boy and All I Got Was This Stupid Song Written About Me

And I will tag starspangledharu, mlilkovich, feartasteslikearustyknife, shiftsideways, leedsandlarry and lunacyjoe go have fun guys!

To the person who asked about CultPartyKei!

Sorry I don’t remember your URL but Tumblr literally just ate my answer. This was my response to my thoughts on how to describe cult party;

Yeah cpk is really hard to pinpoint and make sense of! There’s a lot of elements to the style but it has mostly been interpreted in the west as just wearing flower crowns, lingerie and sleepwear over dresses when it’s not in Japan. Tbh Im pretty dissapointed with the cpk tags on tumblr and ig. I feel like here it has become too clean, pastel, and sometimes too Lolita incorporated when it’s supposed to be a very weathered, old antique, textured sort of look. Even when I have made coords I don’t feel like I’ve gotten it 100% down yet especially due to my limited amount of more “worn” looking pieces. Cpk is a hard style because your outfit can end up being too reliant on peignors and flowy nightware. That limits your coord and you can also just end up looking too “grandma”.

The best way I can describe it is as “shabby ragdoll” mixed with *a little* dolly kei and mori. The 3 can have similar silhouettes when layering. Where they differ (imo) is that dolly kei tends to look very ‘European fairytale’ with busier European based fabric patterns and some Lolita elements, while Mori is more centered around nature and looking like a cute peasant storybook girl who lives in the woods. ohyeahcultparty had some great discussions on this and even posted a guide (I think) that shows many things you can do with the style. Pants, shorts, fur, knits,sweaters, slippers, sneakers, patterns, there’s so much more than lingerie and solid color nightgowns you can work with!


Tagged by: vernonskidneys (ty sweetie!! *sends virtual hugs*

1. What’s your favorite candle scent?

I don’t normally use candles but I specially love vanilla or cinnamon scent.

2. What female celebrity do you wish was your sister?

AMBER FROM F(X), I love her too much, and I’m sure she’e be a really good sister.

3. What male celebrity do you wish was your brother?

Hmm Bambam from Got7, HE’S SO CUTE.

4. How old do you think you’ll be when you get married?

I’m not even sure if I want to get married, tbh. 

5. Do you know a hoarder?

No, I don’t.

6. Can you do a split?


7. How old were you when you learned how to ride a bike?

Like 12? I don’t know, I never had the courage to learn how to, BESIDES IT SEEMED SO HARD (and it is).

8. How many oceans have you swam in?

Only one, atlantic.

9. How many countries have you been to?

Just 2, #shame on me.

10. Is anyone in your family in the army?


11. What would you name your daughter if you had one?

Omgg I don’t know tbh, I never thought of that.

12. What would you name your son if you had one?

I don’t know, unff.

13. What’s the worst grade you got on a test?

Hmm…. it was a math test and the grade was 60% ahah…. *hides*

14. What was your favorite tv show when you were a child?

It was spongebob, always.

15. What did you dress up as on halloween when you were eight?

I was a cat, ahah. Had to look up for album tho.

16. Have you read any Harry Potter, Hunger Games or Twilight series?

I’ve read all of them ;-;.

17. Would you rather have an american accent or a british accent?

If I had one, maybe american, ehh?

18. Did your mother go to college?

Yeah she did.

19. Are your grandparents still married?

They are and tehy share a lovely love hate relationship ;-;!

20. Have you ever taken karate lessons?

Nope, never.

21. Do you know who kermit the frog is?

I do.

22. What’s the first amusement park you’ve been to?

Hmm I’m not sure but I think it was ZooMarine?

23. What language, besides your native language, would you like to be fluent in?

Mainly korean and japanese.

24. Do you spell the color as grey of gray?

I spell it has grey, but I’m not even English so this is quite uhh.

25. Is your father bald?

I don’t know.

26. Do you know triplets?


27. Do you prefer titanic or the notebook?

Neither. I watched both, but its like: mehh.

28. Ever had indian food?


29. What’s the name of your favorite restaurant?

I don’t have one, food is great it doesn’t matter the place.

30. Have you ever been to olive garden?

I’ve never.

31. Do you belong to any warehouse stores (Costco, BJ,s, etc.)?


32. What would your parents have named you if you were the opposite gender?

Lucas or João, i think.

33. If you have a nickname, what is it?

The mutuals I speak to here on tumblr normally call me Mary but I’m good with anything.

34. Who’s your favorite person in the world?

I dont have one.

35. Would you rather live in a rural area or in the suburbs?


36. Can you whistle?

I can’t, unf.

37. Do you sleep with a nightlight?

Not anymore.

38. Do you eat breakfast every morning?

No, I don’t but it’s because I don’t want to. On the last days I’ve been skipping most og my meals tbh.

39. Do you take any pills or medication daily?

No, I don’t.

40. What medical conditions do you have?

I have allergic rhinitis does that count?

41. How many times have you been to the hospital?

The ones I remember…. maybe like 10? 

42. Have you ever seen finding nemo?

Yeah, I see it a lot with my cousin tbh.

43. Where do you buy your jeans?

Hmmm Salsa and Bershka but tbh I can buy them anywhere, I dont really care about fashion.

44. What’s the last compliment you got?

Uhh from tumblr, everyone is so sweet here, I really appreciate that!

45. Do you usually remember your dreams in the morning?

Hmm… normally I can remember some parts but not everything clearly! But 99% of the time I end up forgetting it, unless it’s a nightmare.

46. What types of tea do you enjoy?

Every type of tea. I love tea.

47. How many pairs of shoes do you currently own? 

Like 3?

48. What religion will you raise your children to practice?

Christianity but just if they want. Since I don’t actually follow it.

49. How old were you when you found out that Santa wasn’t real?

9, maybe?

50. Why do you have tumblr?

Hmmm, I have tumblr since a long time ago, but I guess it’s because the people? We can always find new friends here.

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