too bad i won't be living here anymore when this show happens :(

bluengbhd  asked:

people demonize kent and won't acknowledge that jack has made mistakes too. he's always pictured like the only one who's fucked up which he has, but jack's no saint either! their past is definitely not the best but who says it was all kent's fault? not to mention how shitty jack was to bitty in year one... I love jack but I'm also aware that he's not perfect and that not everything he does is because of his illness. so yeah I 100% agree with you and sorry for the rant!

Here’s the thing. I wasn’t going to share my own personal stories on here but I feel like, in defense of Kent, I have to.

I don’t like Jack Zimmerman. Because I had someone like Jack Zimmerman in my life. And even though it’s been years since I’ve seen her, it still hurts a lot every time I think about her.

I had a best friend. She was basically like a sister to me. She was basically like another member of the family to everyone in my family. She helped me through a whole lot of shit with school, and I helped her through her sexual abuse. She knew everything about me. She was like an extra limb. Our names were almost always uttered together. There was no A without S, and there was no S without A. But then something happened (I won’t get into details what, but like Kent it wasn’t something I really had a hand in) and she suddenly decided she didn’t want me in her life anymore. She blamed me for everything bad that had happened to her since we became best friends. And she completely cut me out of her life. Like she didn’t even care that we’d been that close to each other. Like I meant nothing to her. (She actually started dating my ex right after I broke up with him, too…)

I wasn’t even in a sexual relationship with her. And I wasn’t immediately thrown into the public spotlight right after shit went down between us. I can’t even imagine how much more fucked up I would have been if either of those were true in my situation.

It still fucks me up, though. Because more than the fact that she did something similar to me, her personality was a lot like Jack. The character himself brings out a lot of pain for me every time he appears. Especially because he’s painted as this loving, perfect, Prince Charming person while Kent is considered the “villain.”

(And gee, I wonder why they’re painted that way. Maybe because the whole story is from Bitty’s perspective, and Bitty is head over heels in love with Jack? And willing to forget about the fact that Jack has hurt him and others in the past? There’s just a little bit of bias at work here, remember that.)

Maybe I didn’t drive to her apartment and cause her to have a panic attack, but I did do things that weren’t okay. Things I probably shouldn’t have done, but the pain of what she did to me clouded my judgement and made me think it was okay to do. Does this make me the villain in my own life? Am I the bad guy because in my own experiences, I was the Kent to her Jack?

I don’t think there’s a single person in this fandom who would claim that Kent is perfect, that he’s done nothing wrong. We all know he was in the wrong when he visited Jack at school. But at the same time, everyone claiming he’s this abusive monster and making people feel bad for liking him wants to just gloss over the things their Prince Charming Fave Jack Zimmerman has done. They want to gloss over the fact that they both had a hand in the toxicity of their relationship, in juniors and now.

I’m not saying everyone should ignore their own experiences and deal with Kent the way that I deal with Jack. Which is basically with denial. But at the same time, it’s extremely destructive to put negative labels on a character that people relate to like that. Especially since there’s ONE INSTANCE in canon of him being a dick like that. That instance might be traumatic for some people and might bring back bad memories, but there’s only one instance that’s actually in canon of him doing anything like that. There’s no proof of it being a regular occurrence between them. No proof of it being anything more than a one-time mistake on Kent’s part. And yet because of it, people are quick to claim he’s abusive while they gloss over the fact that Jack causes the same type of pain in others. While they gloss over the fact that Jack showed a hurtful nature of his own for half of the first year.

I would never put a negative label on Jack like that, despite the fact that he genuinely causes me a great deal of pain. Because I know there are a lot of people who love and relate to him, and I would never want to actively make anyone feel bad for being a fan. I really don’t like him, but I keep it the fuck to myself because I don’t want to hurt anyone else.

Long story short: Different people relate to different characters because of the different experiences in their lives. Actively hating on one character’s fans and making them feel like they’re horrible because you don’t like him is not okay. If you want to dislike Kent, dislike Kent. But don’t make those who relate to him and like him feel like shit just because of it.

Watching a scary movie with them
  • Eren: He would totally be game to watch a scary movie, since has so much adrenaline inside him that'll need to be expelled. Most of the time, he always wouldn't be there to lend a hand or a shoulder, since he'd be super engrossed in the movie. When he does take pity on you, he'll lend a jacket/blanket that you can bury your face in during the scary parts.
  • Armin: If he were to be your movie buddy during a horror film, you'd have to do the protecting since he'll fall for the effects and all, and get scared. There will be times where he'd refuse to look at all, and he wouldn't trust the "nothing's scary" line since something might just pop out if he looks. When the movie's over, he'd ask for a huge glass of water and wonder why he agreed to watch it.
  • Reiner: When the scary scenes aren't there yet, he'd be joking around by screaming and grabbing onto you just to shock you, then laugh afterwards. However, when the movie starts showing all the scary stuff and all, he'll stay quiet and try his best to not flinch or make a sound even if he's dying to do so. The funny thing is that he'd deny that he was scared at all, but the cold sweat on his face would tell a different story.
  • Bertholdt: He would be too shy to give too much reactions because it might disrupt your focus, so he'd end up just staying quiet in one corner, even if he would love to give out reactions and what not. In the middle of the movie, he wouldn't be able to hold it in anymore so he'd jolt up and let out a scream. After that whole thing, he'd beg you not to tell anyone else about it.
  • Jean: It would be one of the times where he wouldn't be honest with what he feels or thinks because he'd say that he's totally not scared. That would completely change once he jumps out of his seat and lets out a girly scream. Even if he dug his own grave, he would start blaming you for convincing him to watch the movie, thus leading him to act the way he did.
  • Marco: Even if he's not a horror movie person, he would still be game and not be a kill joy if that's what you want. Albeit being a little freaked out or get jumpy from it, he'd still find the fun in it instead of thinking of the scary stuff. After that, he'll tell you that it was really enjoyable even though he felt all the blood leave his body.
  • Connie: Having him around during a horror film would be distracting because instead of hearing the screams of the actors on the screams, you'd be hearing his screams instead. It would also take him quite a while to get over the climax of the scene; he'd constantly ask you if you saw that and all that jazz. He would also ask you about that movie for about two weeks or so.
  • Levi: He'd be stoic as always, but he could never hide the way he'd flinch or widen his eyes during the jump scare scenes. If he feels that you'd see that, he'd just cluck his tongue and comment about how bad that acting was, even if the pink blush on his cheeks says otherwise. Once he's alone, he'll then let out a deep breath and a string of curses about how much that scared him.
  • Erwin: He'd be pretty cautious about watching it, out of fear that the scary scenes would be the ones keeping him awake at night. However, the thrill and adrenaline the film would give will be pretty fun for him. Even if it'll show by the way he'd smile a little after he jolts up, he'd deny it and say he'd never want to watch another scary movie again.
  • Mikasa: She would be scared, but she would try to be subtle about it as to not disturb you or the other people watching. She would jolt up or let out a sharp gasp if she couldn't help it, but if she's alright enough to hold it in, she'll just look away or subtly cover her eyes and ears. She would constantly say that she's doing fine, even if she just wants to run out and hide under a blanket.
  • Annie: Nothing really scares her anyway, so she'd just sleep throughout the entire film. She would be quite annoyed if she were woken up, and say that what'll happen next would be predictable anyway. Once the movie's over, she might let out a complain or two about how she didn't get the story of the movie.
  • Sasha: Watching a horror movie with her would be like watching a sports match. She'd most likely be the type who would cheer and coach the people in the film to "not go in there" or to "not look back"... even if she's aware that they won't hear her anyway. She would be completely engrossed in watching/coaching, so it wouldn't be wise to disturb her.
  • Christa: If there's someone who would be very attentive and good at giving reactions, it would be Christa. The movie may scare the living daylights out of here, but she would still want to watch because she's curious as to what's going to happen next. Surprisingly, she'd enjoy it and anticipate the sequel of that movie.
  • Ymir: For her, horror movies are all the same, so she'd be totally bored with the whole film. She would either just snack, play with her gadgets, or sleep during the movie. When she's asked about her opinion on the movie, she would just make up something to look like she paid attention to every single scene.
  • Hanji: She'd treat horror movies as if she were watching a comedy movie. The bad acting or bad effects would lead her into fits of uncontrollable laughter since she'd find it to be overrated or cliche. If she were to get shocked, she'd be the first one to laugh at her reaction.
  • Petra: I don't think that she would be able to handle horror movies at all, especially if it were a gore movie. She would mumble and grumble about how did she even get herself into this, but she wouldn't ask you to turn the movie off. She'll say that the movie was pretty alright, even if she's technically dying to scream and vomit.
Marina & The Diamonds sentence starters
  • "The good are never easy, the easy never good."
  • "Love... it never happens like you think it really should."
  • "Deception and perfection are wonderful traits."
  • "I don't belong to anyone."
  • "They call me homewrecker."
  • "We're all very lovely 'til we get to know each other."
  • "We're all very lovely 'til we get to know each other, as we stop becoming friends and we start becoming lovers."
  • "I'm only happy when I'm on the run."
  • "I break a million hearts just for fun."
  • "I guess you could say that my life's a mess."
  • I guess you could say that my life's a mess, but I'm still looking pretty in this dress."
  • "I'm the image of deception."
  • "Instead of love and trust and laughter what you get is happy never after."
  • "Deep down, all you want is love."
  • "We cannot escape the past, so you and I will never last."
  • "Don't get on my bad side, I can work a gun."
  • "Hop into the backseat, baby, I'll show you some fun."
  • "These people are weird in here."
  • "Just because you know my name, doesn't mean you know my game."
  • "I'm in the wrong place."
  • "I'm a fucking wild card."
  • "All I know is I cannot pretend."
  • "I wanna be immortal."
  • "I wanna live forever in your heart."
  • "We'll always be together, from the end to the start."
  • "When you love somebody, they'll always leave too soon."
  • "I wanna mean something to somebody else."
  • "The only thing that doesn't die is love."
  • "They say you used to be so kind."
  • "I never knew you had such a dirty mind."
  • "You're just a little bit too much like me."
  • "I wanna tell you a secret."
  • "You can take your double standard, love, and keep it."
  • "Won't you quit your crying? I can't sleep."
  • "I want to wipe out all the sad ideas that come to me when I am holding you."
  • "People are staring, time to go quick."
  • "Can't let your cold heart be free."
  • "I wanna erase every nasty thought that bugs me every day of every week."
  • "You never told me what it was that made you strong and what it was that made you weak."
  • "I know that I can’t have it all."
  • "I know I’m playing with your heart."
  • "I could treat you better but I’m not that smart."
  • "It isn’t fair and it isn’t right to lead you on like it’s all alright."
  • "You still mean everything to me, but I wanna be free."
  • "I'll ruin you."
  • "I’ve been doing things I shouldn’t do."
  • "It’s difficult to move on."
  • "You still can’t look me in the eye."
  • "I’ve had my share of beautiful men."
  • "I’m still young and I wanna love again."
  • "Babe, I’m gonna ruin you if you let me stay."
  • "It doesn’t feel fair then I’m planning to move on and you’re still standing there."
  • "Easy to be sleazy when you've got a filthy mind."
  • "Girls are not meant to fight dirty."
  • "Is there any possibility you'll quit gossiping about me?"
  • "I’m sick and tired of all your preaching."
  • "I know you only want to own me."
  • "You tell me one thing and do another."
  • "I live my life in bitterness and fill my heart with emptiness."
  • "There is no crime in being kind."
  • "Not everyone is out to screw you over."
  • "You don't have to live your life in fear."
  • "I wanna feel like I am floating."
  • "I'm done with tryin' to have it all and endin' up with not much at all."
  • "All I ever wanted was the world."
  • "I can't help that I need it all."
  • "You say that I'm kinda difficult, but it's always someone else's fault."
  • "Got you wrapped around my finger, babe."
  • "You can count on me to misbehave."
  • "Would you do anything for me?"
  • "I know I've got a big ego, I really don't know why it's such a big deal, though."
  • "I wanna be adored."
  • "Take a picture, I'm with the boys."
  • "Get what I want 'cause I ask for it. Not because I'm really that deserving of it."
  • "In the lime light I want to stay."
  • "Anything for the crown."
  • "I’m not yours to keep."
  • "You don’t know me that well."
  • "All my life I’ve been so lonely."
  • "We come alone and alone we die."
  • "Don’t care if you think I’m dumb, I don’t care at all."
  • "I’m the girl you’d die for."
  • "I’ll chew you up and I’ll spit you out 'cause that’s what young love is all about."
  • "I met a boy. He made my dull heart light up with joy."
  • "We fell apart."
  • "I think you're gonna be my biggest fan."
  • "Nothing is provocative anymore."
  • "Question what the TV tells you, question what a pop star sells you."
  • "Question mom and question dad, question good and question bad."
  • "You're never gonna love me, so what's the use?"
  • "What's the point in playing a game you're gonna lose?"
  • "You're too proud to say that you've made a mistake."
  • "You're a coward 'til the end."
  • I don't wanna admit that we're not gonna fit."
  • "I'm not the type that you like."
  • "I can't let you go."
  • "I just want it to be perfect... to believe it's all been worth the fight."
  • "You only ever touch me in the dark."
  • "Only if we're drinking can you see my spark."
  • "I wanna stay inside all day."
  • "I want the world to go away."
  • "I wanna drink until I ache."
  • "I wanna make a big mistake."
  • "I wish I wasn’t such a narcissist."
  • "Oh, God! I’m gonna die alone."
  • "Ain’t youth meant to be beautiful?"
  • "Give a little, get a lot. That’s just how you are with love."
  • "You may be good looking, but you’re not a piece of art."
  • "I'm gonna make you fall."
  • "Women and men we are the same, but love will always be a game."
  • "A human vulnerability doesn't mean that I am weak."
  • "I would sell my sorry soul, if I could have it all."
  • "All I really want is to be wonderful."
  • "People in this town, they can be so cruel."
  • "If only you knew, my dear, how I live my life in fear."
  • "Did I really deserve it?"
  • "I haven't lived life, I haven't lived love."
  • "Got bubble wrap around my heart, waiting for my life to start."
  • "I do not give a damn if you don't believe."
  • "It's my problem that I never am happy."
  • "Are you satisfied with an average life?"
  • "Baby, nothing comes for free."
  • "It's my problem if I wanna pack up and run away."
  • "It's my business if I feel the need to smoke and drink and sway."
  • "It's my problem if I have no friends and feel I want to die."
  • "This better be worth my while."
  • "I feel numb most of the time."
  • "I can't open up and cry 'cause I've been silent all my life."
  • "I need a friend."
  • "I'm no good to anyone."
  • "All I care about is being number one."
  • "I lie in bed, I hate my guts."
  • "It only takes two lonely people to fuck love up and make it evil."
  • "It only takes a drop of evil to fuck up two beautiful people."
  • "Candy is dandy, but liquor is quicker."
  • "Every kiss you give me makes me sicker."
  • "You're the best I've ever seen."
  • "Hollywood infected your brain."
  • "You wanted kissing in the rain."
  • "Your mind is just like mine."
  • "Baby, I'm gonna leave you drowning until you reach for my hand."
  • "I'm the one who left you, you're not the one who left me."
  • "I want you to die for my love."
  • "I take one look at you and I grow cold."
  • "Love is all that I fear."
  • "Ready to be let down."
  • "You were embarrassed of me 'cause I used my tongue freely."
  • "She's got all the personality of a lemon that has been truly sucked dry."
  • "You don't know fuck about my family."
  • "Never felt like a princess."
  • "You're hard to hug, tough to talk to."
  • "The only time you open up is when we get undressed."
  • "You don't love me, big fucking deal."
  • "Sometimes I ignore you, so I feel in control."
  • "I adore you, and I can't leave you alone."
  • "Come on, baby, let's just get drunk, forget we don't get on."
  • "Before the start began, I always saw the end."
  • "I wait for you to open up, to give yourself to me, but nothing's ever gonna give."
  • "Just don't get attached to somebody you could lose."
  • "Boys they like a little danger."
  • "I love you... At least I think I do."
  • "Sleep is not my friend."
  • "I go to bed feeling bad, that I'm the reason that you're sad."
  • "Do you want to be with somebody like me?"
  • "I feel like if I'm too kind, then you will only change your mind."
  • "Take advantage of my heart, and I'll go back into the dark."
  • "Love will never be forever, feelings are just like the weather."
  • "You've been acting awful tough lately... but inside, you're just a little baby."
  • "You don't always have to be on top."
  • "Better to be hated than loved for what you're not."
  • "You are not a robot."
  • "You're lovable, so lovable, but you're just troubled."
  • "Guess what? I'm not a robot."
  • "You've been hanging with the unloved kids, who you never really liked and you never trusted."
  • "You are so magnetic."
  • "Don't be so pathetic, just open up."
  • "We’ve broken up and now I regret it."
  • "I said goodbye when I shouldn’t have said it."
  • "No, I don’t love you."
  • "I just want to be held when I’m scared."
  • "Don't do love, don't do friends, I'm only after success."
  • "I just want to make a change."
  • "I know exactly what I want and who I want to be."
  • "If I fail, I'll fall apart."
  • "I feel like I'm the worst, so I always act like I'm the best."
  • "If you are not very careful, your possessions will possess you."
  • "TV taught me how to feel now real life has no appeal."

Heart hammering wildly in her chest, Sakura stared up at the figure rising towards the sky. A heavy dread was settling in her stomach and panicked thoughts ran through her mind: Oh no, oh no no no no no, this can’t be happening, this can’t, this just can’t be–

“Shit!”

At the sound of Sasuke’s voice, Sakura paused suddenly. She looked over at the imposing Susanoo descending a few feet ahead of her. The purple, winged structure was quickly vanishing, leaving Sasuke alone and unprotected on the ground. For a moment, Sakura watched him, mesmerized. He was staring overhead, at the huge full moon and at Madara’s still silhouette. His face was a grimace of anger and slight, barely-perceptible fear, which she could see only because she was one of the few people that truly knew him, that truly cared enough to learn to read him. He clearly knew, as well as she did, that they were about to lose this battle.

The world as they knew it was about to disappear forever, and not even Sasuke could handle that.

“Naruto! We need to get up there!” Sasuke shouted when he spotted the blond running back towards them, his shadow clones disappearing in clouds of smoke behind him.

“Get up there?” Naruto repeated, diverting his afflicted blue gaze to the moon. “Dammit… What are we going to do?!”

“Stop him, you idiot!” Sasuke replied, clearly losing his temper. “Can you fly?”

“Uh, well, maybe-”

“Good, then let’s go. We’ve no time to waste.”

The Susanoo reappeared, at the same time Naruto closed his eyes and created a structure similar to Sasuke’s, except that it was shaped as one of the tailed beasts; Sakura could not recognize which one. The two structures stood side by side, one purple and the other orange, one Sasuke and the other Naruto, looking up at the sky.

Sakura stared at them, rapid heartbeats slowing achingly. She wondered why she wasn’t there with them – why she was never as powerful as her two boys, no matter how hard she trained or how courageous she forced herself to be. She was always weak and unnecessary – nothing but a stupid, stupid burden – a reckless damsel in constant distress. At least I’ve tried to be better, she thought, and then, Yes, but not it is never enough; it’ll never be.

She was so sick and tired of this self-hatred and this disappointment boiling her blood. If the world was ending today, the last thing she wanted to do in her life was ending this old habit of stepping back and leaving everything on the boys’ hands.

“Wait!” she screamed, getting on her feet and running towards the structures. “Guys, I’m going with you!”

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a hella long list of random lyric sentence starters (pt. 7)
  • "I would never wish bad things, but I don't wish you well."
  • "Bet it sucks, to see my face everywhere."
  • "If she really knows the truth, she deserves you."
  • "Never again will I kiss you, never again will I want to."
  • "After today then there's nothing you owe me."
  • "I'm so glad that you came, I needed someone who loves me."
  • "Don't try to talk yourself into this love."
  • "You can't try to stay, you either will or you won't."
  • "You think you're smarter than me with all your bad poetry."
  • "I'm not a little kid now, watch me get big now."
  • "I feel like I'm just missing something whenever you leave."
  • "I'm taking back what's mine."
  • "You'll miss the slice of heaven that I gave to you last night."
  • "You're just a piece of meat to me."
  • "They say love grows, but I've only seen it die."
  • "I'm too young to feel like I'm runnin' out of time."
  • "I get so scared thinkin' I'll never get over you."
  • "Maybe I'll never get over you."
  • "I met someone new and now I'm scared to go all the way."
  • "I can't get through to you."
  • "I can calm you."
  • "I'm out of my mind; think you can wait?"
  • "I won't make trouble."
  • "I'll try, but I couldn't be better."
  • "Stay with me among the strangers."
  • "Hold on, what's the rush? We're not done, are we?"
  • "You can stay one more hour... can you stay one more hour?"
  • "You know I'm gonna find a way to let you have your way with me."
  • "You know I'm gonna find a time to catch your hand and make you stay."
  • "I'll be here when it's all done you know."
  • "What's the point in chasing if I can't enjoy your face?"
  • "I don't care what clothes you wear, it's time to love and I don't care."
  • "And if I was running, you'd be the one who I would be running to."
  • "I am not lying, I am just trying to find my way in to you."
  • "Love everything you do when you call me fucking dumb for the stupid shit I do."
  • "I wanna ride my bike with you."
  • "It's not like I'm asking to be your wife."
  • "I wanna make you mine, but that's hard to say."
  • "Is this coming off in a cheesy way?"
  • "There's a little bit of heaven in everyone."
  • "Love will lead us all to smithereens."
  • "Everybody knows the world's about to end."
  • "I know those pretty actresses are calling your name."
  • "I'll be here waiting, I'll always be the same."
  • "You were supposed to be there by my side."
  • "When you say that you want me, I just don't believe it."
  • "You're always ready to give up."
  • "What if I need you, baby? Would you even try to save me?"
  • "I'm so sick of worrying that you're gonna quit over anything."
  • "Should I be scared?"
  • "You were comforting and quiet, how did love become so violent?"
  • "Everything was so sweet until you tried to kill me."
  • "I'm so unprepared, I'm fucking scared."
  • "Does it trouble your mind the way you trouble mine?"
  • "Have you given up?"
  • "I used to be a little bit shy."
  • "Speaking up to you about my emotions has always been hard."
  • "Don't let me stop you from doing what you want to do."
  • "Just don't pretend that you're into me."
  • "You tell me that I'm beautiful, but that could be a lie."
  • "What if I'm fallin' for a heartbreaker?"
  • "I'm always watchin' for someone to show their darker side."
  • "I was young, but I wasn't naive."
  • "My love for you was blind, but I couldn't make you see it."
  • "I loved you more than you'll ever know."
  • "A part of me died when I let you go."
  • "Chasing after you is like a fairytale."
  • "It’s all fun and games 'til somebody falls in love."
  • "I learned a lot about being a friend when I was alone."
  • "I've made more mistakes than you can count."
  • "Are you too nervous to be lovers?"
  • "Friendship's ruined with just one kiss."
  • "I can't keep starin' at your mouth without wonderin' how it tastes."
  • "I'm with another boy and he tried to win my heart, but it's taken."
  • "I'm giving you the lead."
  • "I won't make the move, you must make the move."
  • "Don't second-guess your feelings, you were right from the start."
  • "I notice she's your lover, but she's nowhere near your heart."
  • "I think it's very dangerous if we do not take what's ours."
  • "I'm winning you with words because I have no other way."
  • "I'd love to look into your face without your eyes turning away."
  • "I’d call you up but I know you’re not alone."
  • "Maybe all that we were meant to be is beautifully unfinished."
  • "I hate you and I love you and I wish you’d go away."
  • "I hate you and I love you and I wish that you would stay."
  • "Kids are still depressed when you dress them up."
  • "He doesn't think I'm that fucking dumb, does he?"
  • "Remember all the things we wanted?"
  • "All our memories, they're haunted."
  • "We were always meant to say goodbye."
  • "I didn't come here to hurt you, now I can't stop."
  • "You couldn't have loved me better, but I want you to move on."
  • "I know that you'll find another that doesn't always make you wanna cry."
  • "I love you enough to let you go."
  • "I grow fonder every day."
  • "God only knows why it's taken me so long to let my doubts go."
  • "I don't know why I'm scared, I've been here before."
  • "You never know if you never try to forgive your past and simply be mine."
  • "Will I ever know how it feels to hold you close?"
  • "I dare you to let me be your one and only."
  • "Give me the chance to prove that I'm the one."
  • "I know it ain't easy, giving up your heart."
  • "That basic bitch leaves finally."
  • "Was he yours, if he wanted me so bad?"
  • "She’s getting on my nerves."
  • "You don’t love her."
  • "Loving her seems tiring."
  • "I know you don't think that I am trying."
  • "A girl like you is impossible to find."
  • "I always swore to you I'd never fall apart."
  • "I may have failed, but I have loved you from the start."
  • "I can tell how much you hate this and deep down inside you know it's killin' me."
  • "Nothing I can say would change anything."
  • "Such young love, but something in me knew that it was real."
  • "I live through pictures as if I was right there by your side."
  • "You’ll be good without me and if I could just give it some time, I’ll be alright."
  • "I didn't think it'd happen, but I guess it had to happen."
  • "I want you back here, can't you see?"
  • "Gonna take more than just time."
  • "I know I did you wrong, but now it's said and done and I'm sorry."
  • "Yeah I took and broke your heart and your world was torn apart, but I'm sorry."
  • "Touch me when the lights go off... but don't fall in love."
  • "Babe, there's something tragic about you, something so magic about you."
  • "There's something lonesome about you."
  • "You call me on the telephone, you feel so far away."
  • "I don't want to play no games."
  • "I'm tired of always chasing."
  • "I don't give a fuck about you anyways, whoever said I gave a shit about you?"
  • "I wish I didn't care all the time."
  • "All I ever wanted was a simple way to get over you."
  • "I don't believe you when you say you don't need me anymore."
  • "Don't pretend to not love me at all."
  • "The passion's there so it's gotta be right, right?"
  • "Don't you ever say I just walked away, I will always want you."
  • "All you ever did was wreck me."
  • "I just wanted you to let me in."
  • "I thought you were my best friend."
  • "You're not the girl I once knew."
  • "It's such an evil thing to watch someone have jealousy."
  • "Nobody wins when you're full of envy."
  • "I was always happy when I was watchin' you become a star, but you were only happy when the world was openin' up my scars."
  • "You sold yourself for your fame."
  • "Did you really mean the words that you said?"
  • "Show me the truth."
  • "I should have told you, but I never had the courage and I thought you really wouldn’t understand."
  • "Tell me, are you who I thought you were or who I wanted you to be?"
  • "Why do I feel so deceived? Guess I believed what I wanted to believe."
  • "You're the only one who knows exactly what I mean." "You're not what I expected."
  • "You're the only one who knows how to handle me."
  • "You're such a great kisser and I know that you agree."
  • "I hope you can forgive me for that time when I put my hand between your legs and said it was small 'cause its really not at all."
  • "I guess there's just a part of me that likes to bring you down just to keep you around, 'cause the day that you realize how amazing you are you're gonna leave me."
  • "I will not make the same mistakes that you did."
  • "I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery."
  • "Because of you I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me."
  • "You should have known better than to lean on me."

anonymous asked:

Could I please have an imagine where he finds you on twitter and you're like 15 but "hot" and they think your older because your more mature. So after facetiming a few times and they want to meet up, you realize they think you're older, so you tell them, thinking that that's it, now they won't like you, but they still do and because awesome best friends, and invite you on tour, including a tutor, because your mom said yes.-Kat

Sorry you had to wait so long but here you go! I hope you like it ;)  - Jas

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“(Y/N)!” You heard as you answered the video cal. Your phone lit up with Luke’s face, making your smile grow even wider.

Before you can greet him or say something else he already interrupts you. “I don’t have much time so I try and be quick.. umm … the boys and talked a bit.. about stuff.. and you..”, he paused for a moment, “We’ve been face-timing for so long now.. we want to meet to finally meet you in person”

You gulped. Ever since they found your twitter account you were face-timing on a regular base. But never did you correct them, when they made you older than you actually were. You were 15 but they were thinking you were around 17.

“You okay?”, Luke asked, worried about your sudden change in mood.

“Yeah… yeah. I just.. I just need to ask my mom. I’ll tell you later, okay?”

“Sure. Can’t wait”, he said, again showing you his infamous smile.

“(Y/N)!”, you heard Cal shout from behind Luke. A minute later he squished himself next to him so you could see him too.

“Hey, Cal”, you greeted him, trying your best to make your smile look as real as possible.

“Okay, we need to go now. Text us, yeah? Bye” They waved you goodbye and your phone went black, leaving you no time to reply.

You sighed. Ever since you had found 5 seconds of summer you dreamt about meeting the boys. Seeing them live and in person. A dream would come true.. if it wasn’t for your age. As soon as they found out how young you actually were, they wouldn’t want to talk with you anymore. You were sure about this.

Days passed by and you didn’t message them in any way. No text or call from you. Nothing. On the other side the boys tried to contact you more than once. But you simply ignored it. You had to think about everything and talking with them now wouldn’t make a thing better.

Hey (Y/N), I don’t know what happened, but Luke is pretty upset you won’t text him. Did something happen? Please tell me Xx – Ash

Are you alright (Y/N)? We are worrying about you. Send me little text or so when you read this, okay? Xx – Ash

You know you can talk with me about everything, right? Please, if something is bothering we can talk about it and sort it out! I’m here if you need me, okay? Xx – Ash

I’m probably annoying you, but I won’t stop messaging you until you answer me. We are worrying about you, (Y/N). Please. I need to know if you’re okay!! Xx – Ash

At least 5 or 6 more messages followed. You felt bad after reading all of them. You never wanted to make them worry about you. All you wanted was time to think, but you had to admit ignoring everyone wasn’t the best way to do so.

A sigh left your lips before you replied to him. You could almost see how relieved Ashton was when he got your text message. After you hesitated for a while you finally explained him the reason why you hadn’t texted or called them.

You pictured your worst nightmares to become true when Ashton didn’t respond in the next minutes. 5 minutes later there was still no text from him. You nibbled on your fingernails, anxiously awaiting his reply. What you were most afraid of, though, was not getting anything.

A few minutes later your phone screen lit up with Ashton’s face again. It wasn’t a text message this time but a video call. With shaking hands you answered his call.

First you only saw Ash’s face.  “Hey (Y/N).. um.. I talked with the boys-“ “And we don’t care how old you are”, Calum interrupted him. “We really don’t. You’re still the same.. so yeah”

You gulped as Luke came into view. He didn’t look as cheerful as the others. “I just don’t understand why you were so afraid of telling us. Was it that big of a deal?”

“Dammit Luke! Don’t make her feel bad!” You heard Michael before you could see him via your phone. “You have to admit, you look way more mature than 15. Everyone could have fallen for that!”

A lot of convincing had to be done to make your mom let you go on tour with 5sos. After weeks of constantly begging and asking she finally let you go. But only with one condition: A tutor had to come with you, so you wouldn’t fall back in school.

And this is how you found yourself in the back of the 5sos tour bus. You had just finished your lesson of the day and joined the boys in the back, listening to music, playing video games and resting for the rest of the day.