tony bell

Io lo so che
Nessuno ti capisce
Che la gente tradisce
Che ogni cosa finisce
—  Jesto-io lo so

Toni Braxton, as Belle, performs “A Change in Me” from the musical Beauty and the Beast. The song was added in 1998 when Braxton took over the role – Menken felt her performance warranted an additional ballad song for her. This marked the first time a black woman acted as a Disney lead on Broadway, and a rare instance of a show being changed to better utilize a replacement actor. 


All 32 Competitors of the inaugral 2017 Mae Young Classic

  • Dakota Kai [New Zealand]
  • Serena Deeb [USA]
  • Vanessa Borne [USA]
  • Xia Li [China]
  • Rachel Evers [USA]
  • Sage Beckett [USA]
  • Kay Lee Ray [Scotland]
  • Tessa Blanchard [USA]
  • Toni Storm [Australia]
  • Marti Belle [Dominican Republic]
  • Lacey Evans [USA]
  • Santana Garrett [USA]
  • Nicole Savoy [USA]
  • Ayesha Raymond [England]
  • Reina Gonzalez [USA]
  • Shayna Baszler [USA]
  • Piper Niven [Scotland]
  • Zeda [China]
  • Rhea Ripley [Australia]
  • Kavita Devi [India]
  • Sarah Logan [USA]
  • Bianca Belair [USA]
  • Abbey Laith [USA]
  • Candice Lerae [USA]
  • Mia Yim [South Korea]
  • Miranda Salinas [USA]
  • Renee Michelle [USA]
  • Princesa Sugehit [Mexico]
  • Mercedes Martinez [USA]
  • Jazzy Gabert [Germany]
  • Taynara Conti [Brazil]
  • Kairi Sane [Japan]
I saw my life branching out before me like the green fig tree in the story. From the tip of every branch, like a fat purple fig, a wonderful future beckoned and winked. One fig was a husband and a happy home and children, and another fig was a famous poet and another fig was a brilliant professor, and another fig was Ee Gee, the amazing editor, and another fig was Europe and Africa and South America, and another fig was Constantin and Socrates and Attila and a pack of other lovers with queer names and offbeat professions, and another fig was an Olympic lady crew champion, and beyond and above these figs were many more figs I couldn’t quite make out. I saw myself sitting in the crotch of this fig tree, starving to death, just because I couldn’t make up my mind which of the figs I would choose. I wanted each and every one of them, but choosing one meant losing all the rest, and, as I sat there, unable to decide, the figs began to wrinkle and go black, and, one by one, they plopped to the ground at my feet.
—  Sylvia Plath The Bell Jar
Avengers vs Guardians of the Galaxy

So, something has been bothering me these days and after watching GotG2 I finally got it.

I’m very uncomfortable with the dynamic of the Avengers.

Who feed them?
Who pay for their bill?
Whose ground and building they live under?

Tony-motherfucking-Stark, that’s who. Basically, Tony is responsible for looking after his former team. Like, wtf!? And I could see that they, the whole bunch of them, take Tony for granted. I mean, fuck yeah I’m team Iron Man and I could be biased but, how could I not? (And I get the feeling that Tony is just the type of person to propose to take care of his team first and barely think how munch expense he had to cover). Even from the beginning the team already formed their own opinion about Tony Stark before even actually meet the man.

Black Widow could be a great spy, yes. But then people always see what they wanted to see and I think that this is the case. Tony showed her what she wanted and what the public already know bc why should he do otherwise? He barely knew her, he had nothing to prove and she’s not an important person in his life at that period of time. So I repeat, why should he show the vulnerability that he rarely show to people even his friends to a strange woman that clearly already had a low opinion of him?

But then bc of her report that ‘confirmed’ and ‘refirmed’ Fury’s opinion abt Tony Stark (so basically the whole goddamn SHIELD).

And don’t get me start on Captain America. Some hero, really. They called him the man out of time, in my opinion, is pretty accurate. His time has gone by. Steve Rogers was born in wars and grew up wanting to fight for his country. His opinion while appreciate, is not up-to-date with modern thinking. The man just woke up from sleeping in ice. HE SLEPT all those years, no tragic there really, apart from missing out around everything. Sure he missed his girlfriend, his bff, and how the war end. BUT, but he is also a man always looking for his past.

Now I’m not saying that wanting to find your past is wrong, but come on! Don’t get stuck in it, be grateful that you are one of the helping hand that help to shape up the future today. Be grateful that you get a chance to see the future that you always want your country to be.

Like I said though, They take TONY. STARK. FOR. GRANTED

Now, the Gotg on the other hand? They look like a goddamn family, amitting they are family and would not leave their own behind. Their dynamic, their banters make me want to smile and laugh. Watching them brought me enjoyment because I could sense that they ARE a FAMILY and not just some bunch of random people have to work together.

I love it when a team is comfortable with each other enough that they start throwing insults abt their genes, their species, their races around and leave people bewildered b/c how this clustered fuck of a team work so well together when they are clearly do not respect one another!?

GofG2, in my opinion, is whole lot better then the first movie. It shows how the team has grown, how they have come to accept each other’s quirks and personalities and still want to be around each other even when others being an assholes or giving them a headache. That is what make a GOOD team!

You know they care when Rocket voluntarily head straight to danger and prepare to risk his life for his family, even though he was safely away from it. He doesn’t even have to think about it! He just does.

And what break my heart more is that, they forgive the mistakes when one makes. Even if that mistake nearly cost them their life, they still consider they are family and NO ONE GET LEFT BEHIND! (they don’t even bring it to Rocket face when it was his fault that a whole army of ships are after their asses, they did not even consider or think of it)

So, parallel to the Avengers anyone? Ultron? Civil War? Any bell?