I woke to loud knocking on the door, not surprisingly I had fallen asleep in my clothes and on top of the covers. I stumbled out of bed and stalked to the door, furious at whoever was incessantly hammering so loudly. I threw it open, “what??!!” I snarled. It was Jared. “Uh good morning …” he said hesitantly taking in my appearance and raising his eyebrows, “did you sleep in your clothes?” he said pushing past me and coming in.
“Yeah sure, come in” I said sarcastically, he ignored my tone. “What time is it? What do you want?” I asked annoyed at the intrusion. I walked back into the bedroom and lay down again. “It’s 9.30 and I ordered you breakfast, I figured you’d be tired and probably didn’t eat anything when you got back last night” he said. I opened my eyes to look at him, he had taken a seat in the chair next to the bed. I was surprised at his thoughtfulness, considering the way I’d left him last night. “Why’d you sleep in your clothes, you never even pulled your covers back?” He asked. “Because I was exhausted, I lay down thinking I’d get up and shower but I just fell asleep” I said curling up and closing my eyes again. “Go have a shower, by the time you come out breakfast will be here” he said and I felt his hand brush my cheek. I opened my eyes looking up at him, I shook my head and closed my eyes again. I heard him laugh and felt him grab my arm and start pulling me up. I groaned in annoyance, “no…” I whined. “Yes, come on, you’ll feel better” he said laughing. I exhaled frustratedly and stood up slowly making my way to the bathroom. He was right of course, as soon as I got in I felt immediately better. I brushed out my hair, put on a bra and panties and walked out to find some clothes. He appeared at the door way and leaned against the wall, taking in my appearance. “Feel better?” he asked, I nodded, “God you look sexy” he said with a blatantly carnal smile. My cheeks flushed red in embarrassment, I wasn’t used to such brazen compliments. “Um, thank you” I mumbled, quickly finding some clothes and getting dressed while he stood there watching me. “Breakfast is here, come on” he said. We walked into the lounge and he grabbed a plate and started fixing it for me. Walking over he handed it to me, not before leaning down and giving me a soft kiss. I raised an eyebrow at him, “I thought you’d still be mad about last night” I said sheepishly as I started to eat. He frowned, “well, I figured, I kind of deserved it, I was acting like an asshole, you need to understand something Charlotte, I have certain expectations from the people around me. I like control, I expect things to be done when I want them and the way I want them and I expect you to be where I want you when I want you, I expect total …. obedience … do you think you can manage that?” he said looking down at me. I was about to give him a snarky reply but his look stopped me. I nodded slowly, surprised at his admission or more like warning. “Yes, yes I can” I said quietly. He gave me a nod, his fingers brushing my cheek gently. “Good girl” he said softly giving me a small nod. I shivered at his touch but didn’t say another word.
As soon as I’d finished breakfast we headed out, they were doing interviews and he wanted me there, ‘doing my thing’ he said. So I followed as ordered. I was so tired by the time we had all finished dinner that I was almost falling asleep at the table. I bid everyone goodnight and headed straight up to my room fully intending on collapsing into bed. 20 minutes later I heard a knock at the door, I rolled my eyes as I dragged my feet to open it. He was standing there, smiling, looking impossibly sexy, I felt a stirring in my stomach at the sight of him. “Yes?” I said. He frowned slightly at my tone, “I just wanted to see if you were okay, if you needed anything?” he said. “No, I’m fine, I was about to go to bed” I said sleepily. “Can I come in?” he said slowly inching his way in the door and quickly closing it behind him. My eyes narrowed. “Can I stay here? Please?” he said in a soft pleading voice. I was about to refuse when he leaned in inches away from my face, “I just want company, I’ve been lonely all by myself” he said against my lips then pulled back giving me a sexy smile. “Fine, but I’ll probably fall asleep” I warned breathlessly. “That’s okay, I’m pretty tired as well” he said grinning. I shook my head trying not to smile. He followed me into the bedroom as I started to grab shorts and a singlet to change into. He stood against the wall watching me hungrily, “aren’t you going to get in bed?” I said smiling. “I will, I’m waiting for you … ” he said. I climbed into bed and he followed lying down next to me. As my eyes started to close I couldn’t help notice him staring up at the ceiling. For the next 20 minutes or so he tossed and turned and I could hear him exhaling quietly, trying to fall asleep. I propped myself up on my elbow and I put a hand on his chest. “What’s wrong?” I said quietly, he turned to look at me, from the tiniest bit of light coming in from lamp in the other room, I could see a frown on his face. “I can’t sleep” he said frustratedly. I nodded, “what do you want?” I murmured. He looked at me in surprise, “Nothing I …” he mumbled, but I already knew. I moved my body around and shifted down between his legs. He gave me a small nod. I’d missed him, every single inch of him. I ran my hands up his thighs to the top of his pants and wasted no time grabbing the waistband and pulling them down, along with his jockeys. His hand grabbed his cock holding it as I pulled them all the way down and off. I looked up meeting his eyes and held them as I leaned in giving the head a soft kiss. He let go and slid a hand into my hair, “baby” he moaned. I grasped him firmly at the base and flicked my tongue lapping at the pearly moisture already gathering at the tip. Taking him into my mouth swirling my tongue around it, sliding it up and down the length of him, then took him all into my mouth, holding him there for a moment then pulled all the way out again. “Fuck” he groaned and I glanced up to see his head fall back in pleasure. I began to greedily suck him, taking his shaft deep into my throat again and again. “Charlie…” he hissed through gritted teeth, his hands twisted in my hair gripping tight. At the sound of his voice I felt my insides clench, but this was about him. I let him slide out of my mouth sucking hard as I released him with a pop. He gave me a moment before pushing my head down, I fought the urge to gag as he pushed his cock to the back of my throat. His grip in my hair got tighter as he tried to stay in control, his movements, faster, harder. I knew he was close, his hips lifted up off the bed and he held my head in place, finally feeling the warm stream hit the back of my throat. Swallowing quickly, I felt the last few shudders run through him and finally let him slip out of my mouth. “Thanks baby” he said with an exhausted sigh. “You’re welcome now I really need to get some sleep” I said giving him a small smile, he frowned, “but what about ..?” he started to say. I shook my head, “don’t worry, I’m sure you’ll make it up to me” I said heading to the bathroom.
Jared’s POV - I watched her as she slept snuggled up next to me, her lips slightly parted, her hands up against my chest. As soon as she’d climbed back into bed she had fallen asleep, she was still exhausted. I really had missed her delicious little body, I ran my hand down her back lightly finally resting on her ass. She made a little mewling noise as I pulled her closer to me. I still felt bad that I’d been so awful to her. I don’t know what had come over me. It was the fact that she wasn’t there when I expected her to be. Despite it all she’d still given me an amazing blowjob, I’d make it up to her in the morning when she’d be awake and fully able to appreciate my apology.
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Clay… H e l m e t. Your name does not belong on this list. But you need to be here if I’m going to tell my story. If I’m going to explain why I did what I did. Because you aren’t every other guy. You’re different. You’re good. And kind. And decent. And I didn’t deserve to be with someone like you. I never would. I would’ve ruined you.
this is just a tiny little detail but I really love how they made Viktor tell Yuuri his wants and desires during the course of the show because it shows a lot of character (and really displays the utmost care his VA put into Viktor’s voice)
it’s SO CASUAL
He says this as if it’s the easiest thing in the world, no big deal, almost a throwaway comment, but knowing how Viktor feels about Yuuri it’s OBVIOUS that this carries a lot more meaning than he lets on
it’s a very natural thing to do because you want to guard the depth of your emotions and fear rejection so you present what you actually want in a way that makes it seem not that important to you, to shield yourself from the eventual rejection and embarrassment that might follow in its wake
he does this again in episode 7
he says this WAY TOO CASUALLY, as if it’s just a random solution that popped into his head (and this is also a sign of how Viktor deals with issues through actions as opposed to words), but once again he just reveals his emotions in a way that puts him out of harm’s way if he’s rejected. VIKTOR’S LIKE “Yuuri you’re crying??? Ah okay I can kiss it better if you want no big deal just doing my job as coach hahaah right Yuuri”
your gay is showing
and the fact that he actually kisses Yuuri in the end of the episode just shows that he was entirely serious the whole time on a much deeper level than he lets on (it makes me both laugh and cry that he probably waited for this moment for MONTHS……the poor man, he’s so patient)
episode 9, same thing again
presented in a very lighthearted tone this time. During the first times he talks as if it’s of little importance to him, but now his words are more sincere but with this tone instead. Once again, no grand words, no outpouring emotions, just Viktor casually expressing the depth of what he feels for Yuuri and how he desires for their relationship to progress. At this point he has his boyfriend and he has his kisses, so now he just moves on to the next stage because well, Viktor Nikiforov is madly in love with Yuuri and wants the whole world to know
HE DOES THIS SO MANY TIMES
I’m just……so in love with the thought of Viktor, while brave enough to express his wishes, still not being able to do this in a way that would perhaps put him in an awkward spot. He’s obviously very pushy right at the beginning and as we know he cries himself to sleep in episode 2 after Yuuri rejects him
He always appears very confident and overall sure of himself so these things are so interesting to me because, while subtle, it reveals his insecurities and how much he longs for Yuuri but fears being turned down at the same time. Viktor is, until Yuuri comes into his life, ultimately a very lonely character and it makes sense that he would grasp for Yuuri and at the same time feel uncomfortable revealing just HOW MUCH he wants these things.
These subtle choices in dialogue and expressions and voice acting reveals so much to us and I love this kind of storytelling.
VIKTOR IS SUCH A FASCINATING CHARACTER!! I love him I’m so glad he found love and happiness and a future for himself with Yuuri by his side
I had a revelation while watching Futurama’s Game Of Tones. Fry and his mom relate so much to Finn and his mom. On that episode and on Islands finale both Finn and Fry recur to Nibbler’s powers/BVR to stay with their moms and have a chance to talk while the powers/VR signal was on. Both endings are very bittersweet but cute.
Oh boy. I finished this thing in a day, but I procrastinated posting it for another three days after realizing a lot of errors in the format of the comic rip but im lazy af so i never even fixed them ahh. As for the other comic I was working on: every new chapter released reveals another logical flaw in the comic. I think I’ll wait till the companion fic starts to really fix up that comic orz :’(
Your art is amazingly beautiful! It would be awesome to see you draw Nyx! That's what I really need in my life right now.
You got it! Here you go moogle! I needed some quick practices on clip studio, so why not use Nyx and give you a little life at the same time! I somewhat know what I’m doing now—-Kinda, but here you are!
some recent layer-by-layer process/builds from the last couple of portraits! since i can’t really do speed paint videos anymore, i figure this is pretty close. i think it’s interesting to see the gradual sculpting of a piece, so i’ve been preserving each “portion” in its own layer
…which has helped me personally too! as i’d often do it all on one layer, which would sometimes lead to some frustration for me. mostly with base colors though–i don’t always get it right on the first try :’U