told you that im leaving

So at least on my dash, nobody ever drags the xxTPs, so I'mma do it really fast bc y'all really piss me off from time to time.

Like would it kill you to NOT critique rules from time to time trying to find all the damn loopholes? Like pls can u not. LIKE SURPRISINGLY JUST BC SOMETHING DOESN’T MAKE SENSE TO YOU DOESN’T MEAN IT’S NOT SENSIBLE IN THE LONG RUN?? Like is it so hard to realize that if you take into account EVERY SINGLE tiny ass thing you guys pick out, nothing would ever get done???

Rules, laws, procedures, etc, they’re there to make things easier. And like?? Honestly fuck you, ExTPs? Stop blatantly doing the loophole thing that the rules don’t cover just because you can. Y'all are so damn full of acting like a dick while not coming up with PROPER SOLUTIONS. And you, IxTPs? Just stop. You may not outwardly defy the untold laws, but you still don’t come up with solutions like the shut in you are.

Keep to your own crap and leave laws alone.

Road trips!! (headcanons) Part One

A/N: Since I’m on a road trip rn, here’s some hc’s for the entire crew (x reader) before my connection gets shitty
i’ll make a part two for Kathryn and Amy bc this is kinda long


-at first he would literally beg you to stay another day but of course you regretfully have to say no
-then it turns into him latching himself onto you so you can barely move
“Ethan what the fuck can ya get off”
“nO because then you’ll LEAVE ME”
“im sorry Eth but i’ve gotta”
-Finally you get him off because Tyler and Mark pry him off
-You give him a rlly intense kiss that he’s never received before
-so he goes red and just wants more
-he gets away from Mark and Tyler and jumps onto you again
-it’s an entire cycle until like Amy and Kathryn finally get you to the car safely
-Ethan ends up Facetiming you the entire trip until your connection sucks


-he’s just extremely romantic all week up until you leave
-like he had beautiful dinners set up each night, made you breakfast in bed and took you to your favorite places
-then you realized that he’s doing this so you can stay
-of course it’s also because he loves you but on the day that you leave he did something insane
-but it was with one of those cupcake rings bc he got you cupcakes at one point
“Y/N will you marry me??”
“wait tyler im leaving today”
“i know lets just get married today”
“no i’ve gotta visit family”
“im not pregnant”
“i can change that”
“tyler im leaving”
-you told him not to drive you but he ended up driving you anyway even if it was a long drive back
-he loves you that much


-he was mopey all week
-like he would walk into the room and just sadly cuddle you, just never letting go of you
-then like he wasnt around all day on the day you were leaving
-you asked everyone where he was and no one knew
-so you kinda just got in your car and started driving, and then tried calling him again
-then you hear his ringtone in your BACKSEAT
“aggh shit”
“…going with you”
im driving you back”
“Y/Nnnnnnnn nooooo i love youuuuuu”
-you turn around and look at him, he had big sad eyes and you couldn’t take it
-he ended up staying in the car
-aaaannd your family met him all and they fell in love
-Mark was very smug about how much they loved you the entire way back

When ya mom say some transphobic as fuck stuff

i work at banera pread so you can kinda picture the stuck up, oh-i-paid-ten-dollars-for-a-salad-i-can-treat-you-however-i-want types. keep in mind im only 18 years old, i havent even graduated high school yet. the other day a man came in a few minutes after we closed so i hadnt had time to lock the doors yet. he walks in and i tell him “hey we’re closed! we’re open until 9 for these days and until 10 on these days.” he just keeps walking towards me asking “i cant even buy a drink i just need a soda” and im like dude ???? its 9:05 and i have shit to do. i say “look im sorry, but i cant sell you anything none of the registers are open and besides we’re closed” and he just starts yelling at me leaning over the counter to get in my face about how all he wants is a drink why cant i give him a fucking drink. thankfully one of my coworkers closing line got my manager and my manager RAN out and told him “if you dont leave immediately im calling the cops.” so the guy left and knocked shit over because of course thats what assholes do. im an abuse survivor so when stuff like that happens my managers know to give me a minute to myself so i pulled myself together and finished closing went home and by the way im quitting by the end of the month.

tldr; a man came in after closing and verbally abused me in front of my coworkers when i wouldnt sell him anything. my managers are understanding but im quitting soon bye!!

Call Bobby

Originally posted by misswhizzy

Pairing: Dean x sister!Reader, Sam x sister!Reader, TJ (OC)
Word count: 1,159

Part 3 of a Father’s Gift

TJ had only been 9 months the night that you’d listened to your father meet the hellhound. Pictures were all he’d never know of him, much like you and Sam when it came to Mary. It wasn’t fair, and you were numb for the first few days. The house had a gloomy feel to it, as if joy was wrong, and blasphemous.

What seemed to snap you out of it was when TJ walked from the coffee table, to the sofa where you were sitting. For the first time since that day, you smiled, and the tears you felt weren’t of sadness. “Good job, baby!” You chuckled as he laughed.

His laughter is what helped drag everyone from their fog, one by one. It was infectious, and you all knew that John would have wanted you to move on, and raise him the best you could.

Just two weeks after the death of your father, you were back in school, back into the routine that had been created at the beginning of the year. You had a few friends, who could tell something was wrong, but how did you explain that? How did you tell them that he was dragged to hell because he sold his soul to save you and your son? It was easier to say nothing, than think of a lie.

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fic: the ocean sings for the land it lost
words: 2917
summary:  He finds that he cannot quite recall most things from before - over time he can summon flashes of scenery and glimpses of faces, but nothing concrete. Names and words escape him; the tattoo on his arm and the mark on his shoulder give him nothing. Later, all he knows for certain is his name, and that he does not belong in these deep waters. Dim memories and faint songs call him elsewhere. So, he stays long enough to learn how to survive and then drifts away.

It’s a mer au! You can read it here.

Pacify Her by Melanie Martinez imagine: Leafy X Reader.

{A/N} Decided to make another one since the first one had good notes. Honestly let me know what else i should do or give me request. 


Tired, blue boy walks my way Holding a girl’s hand That basic bitch leaves finally Now I can take her man

“Whats the plan for to day leaf man?” Laying your head on his lap while he pays attention to the lit up screen, you question what the day will bring. “Well she’s coming over in ten dude so idk.” Pushing your head away Calvin gets up trying to clean the mess of clothes that were led by you. You and Calvin had “special” relationship. You both cared deeply for each other but one problem was in the way of you guys becoming a couple. A knock at the door echoed and quickly you rushed to put on decent cloths instead of Cal’s shirt. “Hey baby you’re here early?” Leafy greeted his girlfriend as she walked in. “Well i just wanted to surprise you by coming over but i guess someone beat me to the punch huh?” His eyes following the trail she lead with her and saw your shoes. “well she needed help with a couple things so i decided to lend a hand” Calvin replied a little nervously, you walked out of the bathroom bring the tension thicker in the room. “Oh [Y/N] didn’t know you won the gold medal of visiting other girls boyfriends first.” His girlfriend replied thinking it hurt you. “Well i didn’t try out for the olympics for nothing” You remarked with a smirk.

Someone told me stay away from things that aren’t yours But was he yours, if he wanted me so bad?

“Dude she arrived when I was there. I rushed out the door after changing, he had to hide my clothes in the shower.” You laughed into the phone call with [Y/BFF/N] on the other side giggling. “I honestly think you need to let him go [Y/N]. he has a girlfriend, maybe he wants to be happy with her. Haven’t you ever heard stay away from things that are not your yours?” [Y/BFF/N] explained, you can tell she was tired of telling you the same thing. “Don’t you think I’ve tried getting away from him? Its like he has a damn spell on me honestly, he can fucking snap his fingers and within a minute I dance like I’m his little slave.No one understands how he really feels towards me. she doesn’t get that he wants to leave her. I’m here come outside” Hanging up the phone you couldn’t take explaining the love triangle you were in.

Pacify her She’s getting on my nerves You don’t love her Stop lying with those words Pacify her She’s getting on my nerves You don’t love her Stop lying with those words

“Okay ill send you a pic of where i am…. Ive told you I’m at home… Yes she’s here…. Im not telling her to leave babe, i love you okay calm down, see you later.” You over hear the conversation he had with her. “Why do you lie to her?” Finally tired of being pushed back you ask in a slightly angered way. “what are you talking about? I don’t lie to her, don’t ever fucking say I lie to her.” The way he replied pissed you off and made the blood in you boil. “Excuse me? If its not lying then what the hell is it Calvin? I’m sick and fucking tired of hearing the same shit.” Enraged you shouted at Leafy, you feel a lump in your throat. Slamming his fist on the table he shouts “Maybe its not her I’m trying to get rid of. Have you ever fucking thought maybe you’re the one i try to get rid of?” Feeling heated, you decided it was time to let the fire explode. “Oh really? You want to get rid of me? Show mw your phone and tell me who you call at 3 in the morning because you need calming? Who do you call after you get into fights with her? WHO THE FUCK DO YOU CALL WHEN YOU NEED LATE NIGHT FUCKS? WASN’T IT YOU WHO SAID YOU LIKED WHEN I SCREAM YOUR NAME WHILE WE HAVE SEX? WAS I NOT THE GIRL YOU CALLED LA- Calvin pushed him self against you and shared a passionate kiss. Melting into the kiss, you wrap arms around his neck. Deepening the kiss, you feel his tongue trace your bottom lip begging for entrance. His hands travel to your thighs indicated for you to jump. *RING-RING* “Hello?… I was dishes I can’t send the picture with a wet hand and ruin my phone… I told you already I’m at home.” Another perfect moment ruined.

I can’t stand her whining Where’s her binky now? And loving her seems tiring So boy, just love me, down, down, down

“OH MY GOD YOU HIT 5MILLION?!” Excitement in your voice indicated you were so proud of what he became. “Yeah bro I’m so fucking stoke! We’re going out to dinner then to the club for celebration. Id like to see you there [Y/N]?” On the other line you can tell he was desperate to see you. knowing she’d be there you thought twice on what to wear. “ Uh… Sure ill go cal, just to support you.” Looking in your closet you noticed you had nothing but Leafy’s shirts. You had more of his clothes then she knew about. You decided to pick up [Y/BFF/N] in case you felt lonely. You arrived at the restaurant, not feeling so excited to meet her again. “Hey [Y/N] you made it!!” Calvin running towards you, he made it seem like you haven’t seen each other in so long, just the other night you stay over taking care of hm because of the fight they had. “Way to act like you’ve never seen me in so long” You whispered into his ear, “I have to she was complaining all the time about how I spend time with you more.” Walking over you you whispered “Tell her to suck it up.”

Someone told me stay away from things that aren’t yours But was he yours, if he wanted me so bad?

Feeling heat on you are thigh you wake up to the sun burning through the curtains. “Fuck” you murmured to the pillow. Raging headache was zooming into your system, you felt a body mass next to you, knowing who it was decided to leave early. Slipping into your pants from last night, your shirt was lost, you did what was second nature to you. You grabbed Leafy’s shirt, oh god how you fell in love with his scent. The mix of his cologne, with your perfume, and the faint smell of cigarettes almost sent you in a trance. slipping your shoes you dashed off to your car. At the first light from his house you peeped your rear view mirror to discovered she pulled in minutes after you did. “Stupid girl, if he was really yours, he wouldn’t be calling me late night” You huffed to yourself, thinking when can all this be over with

anonymous asked:



“Your only 16, you’re a child” - mother


At 10-12ish i was ..violated by a close family member because you(mom) were too drunk and high to realize.

At 13 i attempt suicide and was admitted to a mental hospital because your miserable life and broken marriage took priority.

At 13 i told you “im suicidal. don’t leave me alone.” but you ran outside to spy on dad. & i screamed and kicked on my bedroom floor because i wanted a noose around my neck. 

At 13ish i cut very badly and went for a ER visit(luckily didn’t admit me)

At 14 i attempt suicide again and was admitted to a mental hospital. You didn’t know i wasn’t eating. 

At 14 i suddenly stopped a lot of my medication & you didn’t care. 

At 14ish i helped you walk down the sidewalk home after a night of hard drinking. 

At 14ish you were giving me a brief driving lesson, but you were drinking in the passenger seat the whole time - i even drove home because you were wobbling in the seat. 

At 14ish i had to fight you off my sisters throat. 

At 15 i helped you to the bathroom, helped you get dressed, cleaned up the slobber all over you & put you to bed. 

At 15 i still struggled with cutting, but you were to busy in the bottle.

At 15 you locked yourself drunk in the bathroom for hours, i looked under the door i saw a gun & i beat my head against the wall until you let me in to take the gun away you screamed “i wont ever speak to you, you won’t be my daughter if you call 911″ 

At 15 i scraped the bottle of pills out of your drunken mouth as you downed them in front of me. 

At 16 i learned that you grow up fast when you have to be a parent to your own parent, and its hard to respect someone who puts you down constantly and throws dramatic rage fits in a drunken state that makes you want to die. 

anonymous asked:

members reaction if someone tried to psychically hurt and attack you? + members reactions when you want to die and are very sad and crying? thanks as always hehe :3

I will make another Gif reaction for the second request!

JUNGKOOK : “WHAT?!?! Who was it? did we need to call the police? or Jin? What should we do! B-But dont worry i wont let someone hurt you!”

V : “ARE YOU SERIOUS?! Are you ok?? They didnt hurt you badly or anything? Hold on im calling the Police!”


SUGA : “What?! are you for real? What did they do?? are you ok? do we need to go to the station? its ok calm down! your ok now”


JIN :”What!! are you hurt! do you need medicine! do you need bandages! food! a hug! cuddles! a hospital!!”


~ ADMIN Abbie

Thank you!! i hope you liked it <3

anonymous asked:

Can pweety pwease have a scenario/drabble with Hanbin, Jinhwan, Junhoe and Bobby inspired by their story plot in "airplane"? Like he secretly likes you but he hasn't told you and one day he discovers a plane ticket in your stuff. im leaving it up to you whether he manages to catch up to you b4 the plane leaves or not :3

I had actually been talking to a friend of mine about writing something for airplane so I’m glad it was requested or else I never would’ve gotten around to it. This is my fave ikon song btw and im not crying at all.

Originally posted by mylovelyidols

Hanbin: “It’s gonna be okay. It’s not like we’ll never see each other again.” You said it but you knew that it wasn’t true. This would probably be the last time you saw him once you boarded the plane. He knew it too. “How can you pretend to be so calm? (Y/N), you’re crying and I know you don’t really want to go.” You hadn’t even noticed the few tears that had slid down your cheeks. So much for being strong. “Hanbin, I-“ “Please, just let me grab your bags and we can go back to my house and I’ll make dinner and it’ll be okay. Just, don’t get on that plane.” The intercom buzzed and a woman’s voice let you know that you had ten more minutes to board your plane. “I’m sorry,” you said, “But I really have to go…” You grabbed your bag and started to walk towards your gate. As you got in line to check boarding passes, you went against your better judgement and looked back at him. He was crying. Turning back around, you started to, too.

Originally posted by hwan-tastic

Jinhwan: He stared at you, eyes tearing up. He tried to force them back but they wouldn’t stop coming. “I can’t turn down this opportunity, Jinhwan…” You had been saying that a lot and he understood that. Your future was important, your life and your choices were important but what about him? Wasn’t he important too? “When you said that you didn’t want to be my girlfriend, it wasn’t because you were worried about our friendship, was it? It was because you knew you were leaving. And you weren’t even going to tell me!” You sighed, tightening your grip on your bag. “I wanted to tell you I just…There was no right way.” “Who cares about the right way? You should’ve said something. At least then we could’ve been together before you left, I could’ve made you happy before you left.” Last call for flight 1508. “Please, Jinhwan. Don’t make this harder for me.” You grabbed your things and went to your gate, not looking back even though you could hear him screaming your name after you.

Originally posted by ygboys-ot11

Junhoe: “I’m sorry, sir, but you can’t get back there unless you have a boarding pass.” The woman at the desk said for maybe the third time. He couldn’t believe he was going to miss you. He couldn’t just let you go before telling you how he felt. He had seen you go into the terminal just as he was getting towards the gate. “Look, I just need to deliver a message to someone who just boarded. It will only take a second.” “The only way you’re getting on that plane is with a boarding pass and unfortunately all the seats on this flight are taken, I’m sorry.” Junhoe groaned in aggravation. “Can you bring her out here, then? I need to talk to her, please, it’s important. Tell the pilot to wait and I can tell her-“ Before he got a chance to say anything else, another person working the desk had closed the door to the terminal. The woman Junhoe was talking to gave him a sad look. “I’m sorry, sir, but there’s nothing we can do.”

Originally posted by jiwonsus

Bobby: He sat up on the roof, staring up at the stars. They seemed dull tonight. He still half expected you to come through the door with dinner for the two of you, a smile on your face as you joined him in your stargazing spot. He had been waiting and hoping that’s what would happen for over an hour now, but he knew that there was no chance of that. He had been so angry with you for not even telling him about your plans that he had rejected your offer to meet up even though he knew that would be his last chance to see you. He regretted it more than anything though. He hated himself for not having done anything to stop you from leaving. He hated the pilot for flying the plane and the sky for still having the nerve to shine stars after taking you away from him and his world felt so dark. He let himself fall back on the old couch and closed his eyes, letting a few tears escape.

Cameron Dallas and Nash Grier Imagine


You were at school hanging out with your two best friends, and crushes, Cameron Dallas and Nash Grier. You liked them both so much, but you couldn’t date them, let alone choose between them. Cameron was the sweetest guy you knew, and he was gorgeous. But then there was Nash. Nash had the best eyes, that any human could ever possess. He was so funny and always made you smile. It was too difficult to choose, so you just didn’t. Of course, you thought about it, but you never fully decided. 

It was homeroom hour, the only class with all 3 of you in it. You sat in between Cam and Nash, greeting them. “Hey, losers.” you said, giggling a bit. “Hey (y/n).” They said in unison. You set your backpack down and payed attention to the teacher, who was now speaking. You felt a light tap on your right shoulder, you turned only to see Cameron handing you a piece of paper. You grabbed it from his large hands, and gave him a confused look. “Just read it.” He said, smiling faintly. 

I need to talk to you after school. Come over?

You turned back to him and nodded. He smiled and gave his attention back to the teacher. Suddenly, you felt another tap, but on your left side. You turned to Nash, who also handed you a note. You uncrumpled the paper and read it.

We need to talk. Its important. After school, around 5:00?

You thought it through, surely you’d be done at Cameron’s by 5:00. You smiled at Nash, mouthing ‘yes’. He smiled wide, showing his beautiful white teeth. 

-after school-

You walked with Cameron to his front door. You rode the bus home with him today, so you didn’t have to worry about driving there. He unlocked the door, and walked inside. You followed him into the living room, and dropped your bag in a kitchen stool. Cameron mimicked your actions and walked close to you.“What did you ne-” you were cut off by Cameron’s lips attaching to yours. His lips were still, waiting for you to kiss back. You leaned into him, showing you were okay with this. He began moving his lips in motion with yours, in perfect rhythm. One of his hands moved to your cheek, and caressed it. You wrapped your arms around his neck and played with small tuffs of hair on his neck. Cameron’s other hand snaked down your waist, pulling you in closer. He pulled back barely, just enough to speak clearly, “I really like you (y/n)” He spoke, glancing back at your eyes and lips. “I can tell” you laughed, “I really like you too.” A huge grin curved on Cameron’s face, and he pulled you back into your heated kiss. He moved both of his hands to the back of your thighs, signaling you to jump. You bounced, and wrapped your legs around his waist. He carried you over to the couch and laid you down gently. He kissed down your jawline, causing you to let out a small moan. He smirked and continued, searching for your sweetspot. Of course, he found it, and sucked lightly on it. He bit down, sure to leave a mark. You turned him over, making you on top. You fumbled with his shirt and struggled to get it off. He chuckled and pulled it off himself. You ran your hand down his gorgeous body, and connected your lips with his. You immediately went to search for his spot. You moved back to his ears, and kissed lightly right under his left earlobe, causing him to shudder. You smiled and began to nibble softly on it. You were stopped by your phone playing your text ringtone, but the special one you had for Nash. Cameron pouted as you got up, to answer your phone. 

Text from Nash: Hey when are you coming over? Its almost 4:50.

You had completely forgot about Nash, you were so in the moment with Cameron, that he didn’t even cross your thoughts. “I have to go, im so sorry” you told Cameron, feeling guilty. One, for leaving Cameron. Two, forgetting about Nash. You grabbed your bag and put your scarf and shoes on. You had to wear that scarf, Cameron left a very noticeable mark on you. You walked to the door, apologizing one last time. “We’re going to have to finish this some time.” Cameron said, smirking. “I know” you replied, and pecked his lips before leaving. 

-at Nash’s-

You grabbed the key under the doormat, and unlocked the door. You proceeded inside, staying quiet. You wanted to scare Nash. Hopefully, you could sneak up on him. You tip-toed up the stairs, and into Nash’s room. You creeped up behind him, “Boo!” you shouted, jabbing his shoulders. “Shit, (y/n)! You scared the crap out of me!” Nash shouted, after regaining his breath. “Sorry.. not really” You said, laughing. 

“Sit down, we need to talk.” He said, with a serious look on his face. You sat down in one of his beanbags, and he sat next to you.

“Look… I know you like Cameron, and Cam’s a great guy. I mean, thats why he’s my best friend. But, I like you. So you liking Cam is a problem for me.”

You sat there shocked. You did like Cameron, but Nash too. 

“Actually.. I like you. I do like Cam, but I like you too. I never bothered to tell either one of you, since I couldn’t choose.” You finally said.

“Well if you like me, why do you have a hickey?” Nash gestured to your neck, which wasn’t covered as well as you thought it was.

“I- uhh.” you stuttered, you had no idea how to explain.

“I want to be the one giving you hickeys, not Cameron.” Nash leaned in closely, brushing his lips to yours, but not kissing.

“Then do it.” you mumbled against his lips.

He attacked your lips, pushing you on your back. Your lips moved in sync, just like you imagined. His tongue ran across your bottom lip, begging to be let in. You granted and he slid his tongue in, fighting yours. Of course, he won dominance. He explored your mouth with his tongue before moving down your jawline and neck. He went straight to your hickey, knowing it was your softspot. He sucked lightly, knowing it was already bruised. He moved around, down to your collarbone. He bit your skin, causing you to moan. He laughed slightly, and left a reddish mark, soon to turn a dark purple. He pulled of his shirt, revealing his body. You’d seen it before, but not in a situation like this. You ran your hand through his abs, feeling his chest. He pulled away, “What the fuck, Nash?!” you asked, clearly angry. “We shouldn’t do this.. I mean, you like Cameron, (y/n), and he obviously likes you.. But you like me too.” He said, with hurt in his voice. “I’m sorry. I can’t choose between you two.. Are you going to make me?” you sighed out.

“I just don’t want to be hurt daily knowing your kissing another boy. Plus, he’s my bestfriend.” He said, looking down at the last part. 

“I know, I’m so sorry. Just give me time to figure this out.” and with that, you gathered your things and left. A tear rolled down your cheek as you began to walk home. I think I just lost my bestfriend. You said to yourself, causing you to cry even more at the thought. You needed time, you had to choose. You knew it would hurt either one of them, but you couldn’t continue to play them like that.

(a/n) sorry i ended it like that! should i do a part 2? hope you like it!

love you xx

“See? I told you it’s fine.”