You wanted to
Grab a brush and put a little makeup
You wanted to
Hide the scars to fade away the shake-up
You wanted to
Why’d you leave the keys upon the table?
You wanted to

I don’t think you trust
In my self-righteous suicide
I cry when angels deserve to die

Poetry for the Signs


You are the first house.

I am the last. You love. I

only knew to drown.


You are strength, you are

free. I am gossamer, I

am trapped. You broke me.


You are two sides of

the coin. You rest silently

on blue fountain floors.


You make homes out of

mountains, oceans, everywhere.

And I am homesick.


You are the sun, if

the sun doesn’t know how to

hide at night. Goodbye.


You are sandstorms and

black holes, dust on silver spoons.

I am Summer breeze.


You are the ocean.

If oceans were always calm.

I am a maelstrom.


You are hard shell, self

destruction. You are sunsets.

And I am mortal.


You are uncharted

territory. You are lost.

And I am homebound.


You are big cities.

I am a village shoved care

lessly by a hill.


You are cloudy skies.

I am the girl watching fish 

swim in your belly.


You are the prison

er and the prison guard at

the same time, darling.

When I was Done Dying

When I was done dying my conscience regained / So I began my struggle a nothingness strained / Out a flash made of time my new form blasted out / And it startled me so and I burst out a shout / At which my legs ran frantic
like birds from a nest / And I ran until drained leaving no choice but
rest / So I fell asleep softly at the edge of a cave / But I should of
gone in deeper but I’m not so brave / And like that I was torn out and
thrown in the sky / And I said all my prayers because surely I’d die /
As I crashed down and smashed into earth, into dirt / How my skin did
explode leaving only my shirt / But from shirt grew a tree and then
tree grew a fruit / And I became the seed and that seed was a brute /
And I clawed through the ground with my roots and my leaves / And I
tore up the shirt and I ate up the sleeves / And they laughed out at
me and said “what is your plan?” / But their question was foreign I
could not understand / When then suddenly I’m ripped up and placed in
a mouth / And it swallowed me down at which time I head south / So I
said / Hey ya e ya / Hey ya e ya / Hey ya e ya / Hey hey hey / Well I
woke up to see them, these two mighty steeds / With their mouths
grinning wildly expressing my needs / As they stood there above me,
being flanked on each side / I felt no need to fear them, no reason to
hide / So I reached up to touch but they faded too soon / Yet their
mouths still remained and stacked up towards the moon / How that
ladder of mouths waved so soft in the night / And I looked up in awe
at that beautiful sight / And I dreamt about climbing into the night
sky / But I knew had I touched them they’d mouth back “bye bye” / So I
got up and walked down the path in the dark / And there deep in the
distance my eye caught a spark / Of a crab twice my size with
incredible strength / Oh it greeted me kindly and then we all drank /
And we drooled out together right onto the ground / And the ocean grew
quickly right up all around / And the earth looked at me and said
“wasn’t that fun?” / And I replied “I’m sorry if I hurt anyone” / And
without even thinking cast me into space / But before she did that she
wiped off my own face / She said better luck next time don’t worry so
much / Without ears I couldn’t hear I could just feel the touch / As I
fell asleep softly at the edge of a cave / But I should have gone
deeper but I’m not so brave / I said / Hey ya e ya / Hey ya e ya / Hey
ya e ya / Hey hey hey /

RFA role swap headcanons

[based on this lovely post by @maepng!]

Jumin - College Student

  • dorm inspectors hate him because he never tries to clean up elizabeth’s cat hair, in fact, pretty sure the dorm doesn’t allow pets but his rich father paid the school specifically so he can keep her
  • he looks like a complete slob with permanent panda eyes
  • an ace student 
  • one of the best and worst people to work with on group projects. he does his work (won’t help you do yours though) but also insults you under his breath and complains about how your voice sounds like nails on a blackboard
  • has tons of fangirls but he seems oblivious to the fact that he has them. treats all valentine’s chocolate as free food
  • they’re also all very scared of him
  • gets into arguments with his dad about how his lifestyle sullies the family name but jumin just sasses back with how his dad as a lot of girlfriends
  • he always sounds tired or monotone
  • goes to class with bed hair
  • has no idea how to talk to girls whatsoever
  • frequents the local cat cafe to de-stress
  • he only eats the most expensive instant food. none of that one dollar ramen, 

Zen - Executive Director

  • the most popular guy around, but hasn’t been seen with a girlfriend for several years. most people think he has one kept in the basement or something.
  • responds terribly to rumors
  • his official twitter and facebook pages are dominated with selfies, the shade of red on his face depends on how many likes and comments he gets
  • despite his position he tries to live a very frugal personal life and has a strong belief that money doesn’t solve everything
  • ironically, because of this modesty he gets a lot of sponsors and money
  • known to be a good boss because he showers his employees with love
  • like he actually goes down to celebrate an employee’s birthday party and gets drunk with them
  • goes out drinking with his assistant yoosung and regrets it instantly the next day
  • has a very casual boss-assistant relationship with yoosung, they’re more like close buddies than employer and employee.
  • cats are banned pets in any of his owned businesses and buildings

Yoosung - Assistant

  • has a very casual boss-assistant relationship with zen, they’re more like close buddies than employer and employee.
  • calls his boss a selfie freak and doesn’t get slapped
  • ‘hyuuuuuuuuuung’
  • bugs zen a lot about having the next ad/campaign be about LOLOL. he’d actually be enthusiastic about it if he was assigned to it
  • gets flustered extremely easily and his desk is the messiest one in the office, but he gets upset if anyone tries to organize it
  • papers are always flying everywhere wherever he goes
  • while on the phone, he usually sounds like he’s out of breath
  • there’s a lot of ‘gaaaaah’ messages in the rfa messenger app from him
  • hates talking about work out of working hours
  • actually has no idea how to fix the printer/photocopier/fax machine even though everyone assumes he does
  • still maintains his gaming addiction at night, nobody is sure if he sleeps at all

707 - Musical Actor

  • plays both female and male roles like a complete boss flawlessly, his tonal range is to die for
  • he sings everywhere he goes and breaks into song on the phone, in the chatroom, while he’s out shopping, etc
  • has memorized all disney scripts and songs word to word
  • sometimes he goes out dressed like a nun and doesn’t care when people stare
  • joy rides near the set with other co-workers
  • treats his stalker fans like a joke, he can scare them off if he wants to
  • hides from his manager and does whatever the heck he wants, much to his manager’s annoyance
  • gets a lot of shit talk from jealous actresses who have no clue how seven lives off honey buddha chips and phd pepper but stays so thin
  • probably once cosplayed a giant honey buddha chip packet
  • has the biggest makeup collection in the rfa crew - he doesn’t like it when people touch it, though.

Jaehee - Hacker

  • always has electronics on hand
  • speaks like a robot with her extremely formal tone mixed with technology lingo, not a lot of people understand her
  • and when she does meet someone who understands her, her eyes sparkle
  • her eyebags can get even uglier than jumin’s
  • despite her shut in lifestyle, she’s actually incredibly clean. she can’t stand working with a dirty environment and everything has to be in order
  • gets stressed easily over her work and begins mixing letters, words and numbers in her speech like she just… broke
  • always classical music playing somewhere in her house or her headphones for relaxation

Will you help me hide a body?
C'mon we can’t delay
No one can see him on the floor, 
Get him out the door,
Before he can decay!

I thought you were my buddy
We won’t get caught
Just help me and don’t ask why

Will you help me hide a body?
It didn’t have to be in one piece.

(Go away, Anna)

Oh dear, why…

Won’t you help me hide a body?
This one’s been knocked out since last Fall 
I think his company is overdue
It’s about time we threw
His body down the well

(Stay down there, Joan.)

It gets a little lonely 
Digging up all these graves
Out in the night by myself…
(Ugh, we’re already running out of space in these caves!)

Elsa, please I know you’re in there 
You’ve been hiding all these years
They say, “don’t cry” and I have tried to
Hide bodies without you
Now I’m out of tears

I’ve killed mother and father
Now it’s just you and me
What are you gonna do?

Won’t you help me hide their bodies?

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