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Tobias’ Journal Entry 011 - 

    “It’s 6p.m. again, just like everyday. I wish we can go back to the train yard like how we used to… I miss the possibilities of things that could’ve and would’ve happened. After all of my misfortunes, heartbreaks and changes, you stayed through it all. Until two years ago.. Where did you go, Faye? I need you to come back.. I’m a mess without you. I sound ridiculous. Even if you were to come back, you wouldn’t even have known that I moved hundreds of miles away… I just wish I could go back in time and see you again. All I could do now is bask in our old memories of us. 

                                                                                 Yours truly, Tobias.”

(previously)

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4:06 p.m.

     “Enid Slauson. 18. Freshman at Pine Ridge University. My only co-worker at Memento Mori. This is the 4th time this week that she asked me to cover the remaining hours of her shift. Never has she given me a reason why but then again I don’t bother asking.”

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5:08 p.m.

        “I honestly couldn’t care less whether Augie or Seychelle see me as a friend. I don’t expect to be life long friends. In the end, we all die anyway. Though, if I’m going to find out what the fuck happened to me, I need them.. Believe me, I’ve tried to shake off the memory of that night but it’s still with me.”

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Tobias’ Journal Entry 012 -

The Wilson’s Residence | 9:38 p.m.

    “I remember the first time I’ve ever came to your house. I still can’t believe I’ve never been the whole time while we were best friends.. for 8 years, Jesus. You told me to pick you up that night and we’d make our way to Danica’s party together.”

(previously)

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Milwaukee, Wisconsin | Spring

    “When the sun came down I knew I’d see Faye again. Our daily routine; running and cursing at the world together. Without knowing where to go, much less who to call. I was saved. Faye was saved too. She was afraid, we both were but, as long as we’d stay together, the world was ours for the keeping.”

(previously)

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Westview High | Morning - 6th period

    “Today Augie shared bits and pieces of his life with me. All things ranging from how he wants to try out for cheer next year to over a dozen stories of his family. Most of his stories were about the most ridiculous things that’s ever happened to he and his family. The one that stood out to me the most, however, was how his dad went missing… eventually and luckily, he came back.” 

(previously)

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The Foster’s Residence | 6:52 p.m.

    “Ever since Aster’s been born I’ve been feeling like I need to stay away from home. Usually I have work at the taxidermy shop or Shine 99 radio but, it’s Friday. Meaning no work.. so my last resort is going to the guy who’s up to do anything with me. That’s Augie. Augie is that guy. *sigh”

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    🌲👓🎒🌲

        “This is Tobias and I’m out on another hike.. alone. This time around I decided to explore the backwoods of some neighborhood I pass by every-time I go to and from school. Supposedly if you walk in deep enough you should find an isolated cabin which locals claim to hear ominous sounds from during the night -specifically around 3 in the morning. It’s only Thursday today; it’s a school night so I’m just going to scout out the place and leave little marks to signify which ways to turn and go. I’ll be back Saturday night to do a full tour of this place. Meet me there.”

(previously)

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Tobias’ Room | 6:51 p.m.

I was floating above my bed, 
Like a body in a river, in car.
And the only sound in my head
was a dying cricket in a jar.
And I saw little beams of light
come into the bedroom,
from underneath the door.
And they crawled under my sheets,
and they came out of every single pore. 

(previously)

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7:28 p.m.

“So.. what? Should we go down to the ‘lair’?”

“What? No. My jolly greens are down there. Plus, my room’s the perfect place to trip, DUH. We just need someone to watch over us.”

“Great, greaaat. Now who would do that? Watch over not one but, TWO.”

“Chill, bro. I’ve got the perfect person.”