YES I want a tron-nor gta or five night collab (I love reading your tags)
okay but I don’t think you’re processing how much im LIVING for this mental image like ??
imagine connor playing gta and feeling the need to constantly apologise when he shoots someone and ignoring the way troye contains his giggles when connor spends more time customising his characters clothing and car as opposed to ACTUALLY doing missions because god forbid he’d actually have to do anymore to harm characters that he treats like real people in the game ?? or the way he’d attempt to throw gang signs similar to the ones he did in dans video to ‘fit the games aesthetic’ and try to rap along/sing badly to the songs that play as he cruises around in a car that took far too long to customise and when troye does too he makes sure to compliment his ‘beyond heavenly’ voice.
but then it’s connors turn to laugh when they play fnaf’s because he just KNOWS how much troye hates being scared and he can’t help but smile when troyes cursing under his breath because since when did a simple game based on such a childish concept have to be so damn scary? it doesn’t help that connors constantly making him jump by digging his fingers into his sides or shouting 'boo’ loudly at the most inconvenient moments and when the jump scare finally arrives troyes screeches so loudly that connor isn’t sure whether to laugh or cry when the other boy is on the floor saying every bad word you could think of.
and when connor brings forward the idea of playing the other installments of the horror franchise, troye just gives him that dubious, famous 'are you actually serious’ kind of look but then who can deny those puppy dog eyes ?? even if there’s some mischief hidden within them, before troye knows it they’re attempting to play the next game and somehow they’re now sharing controls and they’ve moved closer together and they’re grinning even if they’re terrified out of their minds and suddenly fear feels like the best thing in the world to the both of them.
neither of them consider themselves to be gamers but when they’re in each others company it doesn’t matter - because whether the cameras on or off, they’re having way too much fun and there’s no place they’d rather be or any other people they’d rather be with.
you know one of the best thing about relationships? I’m in bed right now next to my boyfriend and I’m on here and reading and doing my own thing and he’s on his laptop doing work stuff but we’re still talking and the silences are comfortable and we just let each other have this time to chill out before we sleep and he repeats that I need my alone time and let’s me go into a bubble and it’s easy and eventually we’ll both stop and settle and cuddle but for right now I’m truly appreciating what I’ve got.
Relationships aren’t just about crazy spontaneity and constantly being on each other and that’s okay because these moments where we’re together but being our own people are just as important.
Digital art makes me so frustrated. Like, I can do better than this, why does everything look so shitty and it feels like I’m drawing with my left hand. Why anatomy is suddenly so difficult and drawing hands becomes my worst nightmare. Also what the fuck are layers and why the fuck I keep fucking them up. Stop. Also, my wrist hurts. How do you draw without pain.
Ok, I’ve swallowed my pride and embarrassment to actually make this fundraiser. I haven’t been able to continues my studies in fashion design due to health and financial reason, more financial than health related ones because I’d study what I love no matter in what condition I am in. I currently hold a debt of 2,711€ at Felicidad Duce in Barcelona, they wouldn’t allow me to pay in installments, it’s was everything or nothing. Currently one of my parents has a steady job and can support me throughout what is left of my studies, but can’t pay off more than 2k€ all at once. Trust me, I’ve searched everywhere for options, I am not eligible for a loan even though I applied for one, I wasn’t eligible for a scholarship either because I got a low score on my college entrance exam. This school is relatively the “cheapest” design school in Barcelona. I’ve looked for other options as well, there are none. This is my last resort and I beg anyone who can help with just 1€ will be greatly appreciated for life. I don’t know what I will do if I can’t get back to my studies, this is literally all I know and my dream is to pursue this for life.
The rest of the money is to support us as a brand (my friend and I) so we can get our first collection out. Anything past the fundraiser amount will be donate to charity.
This is real, and I am asking for help, like I said every little bit counts and I am grateful in advance to those willing to help me get through this rough period, all I want to do is get back to studying what I love.