to trust again

OMG I’m really sorry I actually wrote a huge long response to this but tumblr mobile fucked it up so. I had to rewrite it jkfgkg (and then tumblr crashed on me again so this is the third time I’m writing this actually. Fuckin. Tumblr stop being a little bitch JFC)

ANYWAY

Def gonna get it to post this time tumblr will not crash on me again

Thank you so much for the compliments, aaaaa! It really means a lot to me <3 You’re so sweet!

And yes, of course I can elaborate! (I’m going to screenshot what I wrote previously so I don’t have to retype it all. Sorry if that gets confusing but I ain’t gonna rewrite all of that //shot)

–In some timelines Jeremy actually finds out who that person is and they work together to figure out a way to have everyone escape, but that hasn’t really succeeded yet;; Again something always tends to get in the way. Someone being stubborn or someone running off somewhere or someone breaking down and causing everyone to fall behind and, uh…yeah. Sayonara.

There’s an endless amount of possibilities of how the night will go, and Jeremy has to figure out the perfect plan to actually make it out alive. It can’t have any flaws otherwise someone’s gonna die. He’s tried a lot of things so far.

SO YEA to sum it all up: everyone is caught in a time loop. The way to end it is for all of them to escape alive. But things tend to get in the way and prevent that from happening, and Jeremy has gone back in time over and over and over, trying to find a way to get them all to escape.

It’s a very angsty and sad AU haha;; But I do want it to have a happy ending. So spoiler alert: they all make it out in the end :D

Just the worst part is that Jeremy has seen Michael die so many times and. He just can’t take it. That’s what always makes him lose it in every single timeline. Every one.

And OF COURSE you can write a fic about it, wow! Please please please share it with me once you’re finished (and credit me too, please~)!! I’d love to read it!

If you have any more questions don’t hesitate to ask! I only came up with this AU yesterday lol so I’m still brainstorming on how it’s all gonna pan out. I’m totally open to suggestions and headcanons so, send em in! I will gladly take them into consideration. And thanks for taking interest in my lame AU haha, I hope I get to do more stuff for it really soon!!

Another old ao3 ask for michael angst

- when michael is upset he either blocks everyone out or gets really mad really easily
- when he has a panic attack for the first time after the party he refuses to be near jeremy
- jeremy tried to comfort him and just ended up making it worse
- chloe ended up having to comfort him
- michael avoids jeremy for a week afterwards
- jenna forces them to talk (she locks them in jeremys basement)
- michael refuses to look at Jeremy and instead drags his nails down his arms and accidentally makes himself bleed
- jeremy has to force his hands away
- michael ended up telling jeremy that he couldn’t be near him during panic attacks anymore because of the halloween party
- jeremy feels like he just got stabbed in the gut
- both of them feel horrible
- it takes a year for michael to trust Jeremy again and hes still a little bit wary about it
- michael gets used to bottling up all his emotions until its too much to take and he explodes (usually at jeremy)
- whenever this happens it reminds jeremy of the squip and goes home and bangs his head on the wall until it hurts so bad he cant think and has to lay down
- when michael finds out he feels horrible

anonymous asked:

You said you were different that you wouldn't hurt me. You fucking lied, you abandoned me and told me it was my fucking fault i still have fucking panic attacks because of you, my fucking personality split because of you. And you found someone new, someone prettier someone cuter, nicer, easier to manipulate. I hope you realize that she cheated on you, and i hope you can never trust anyone again, i hope you go through what you put me through. You deserve it more than i did.

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thethirdgarrideb  asked:

For the anon looking for fics with Blaine as kindergarten/elementary school teacher: There's also Loving You Is Easy by MrsCriss2012 on AO3.

Yes! You’re right - Blaine is a Kindergarten teacher! Thanks!

Loving You Is Easy by @mrscriss2012

Single parent Kurt is moving back to Ohio. Having been hurt before, will he ever find anyone to love and trust again?

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봄날 / spring day - bts (lyrics)

tfw Ishida won't be trusted anymore
  • Ishida in Re ch122: *has Touka confessing to Kaneki*
  • TG fandom: no but Tsukiyama interrupted them so we can't be sure that Kaneki feels the same
  • Ishida in Re ch124: *has Touka straddling Kaneki and going for a kiss*
  • TG fandom: no but maybe he's going to block Touka's kiss because his pal Amon once did the same with Akira
  • Ishida in Re ch125: *draws an entire chapter about Kaneki and Touka having sex*
  • TG fandom: no but what if it's Itori and not Touka?
  • Ishida: (≖_≖ )
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                                |BECAUSE YOU SURVIVED|

Eren Jaeger & Levi Ackerman ✻ Dedicated to @altinotabek  ♥ [insp]

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January 14th, 2014. Detectives Peralta and Santiago conducted surveillance from a rooftop at 397 Barton Street. This is where we came the night I won our bet and you fell in love with me.

“Jake…”

“The night that you flirted with me for 20 seconds and I became obsessed with you forever.”

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Hypothetical Handplates scenario in which Sans realizes he can teach himself Common.

(Ugh, tumblr is making them blurry for some reason so I guess full-view if you want the not-blurry version??)

Convoluted explanation incoming. Handplates is an Undertale fancomic by @zarla-s and if you like Papyrus and Sans, go read it, is good stuff. So I guess this is an AU fancomic of an AU fancomic? I dunno, the idea wouldn’t leave my brain until I did something with it. So. Zarla did a Christmas doodle where Gaster gave the boys a box of ginger cookies that had the word COOKIES on the side in big letters, and because my job gives me way too much time to think about random stuff, I realized something.

In Handplates, Gaster taught the bros to read and write Wingdings but deliberately did not teach them monster Common (ie: English) so they can’t read his nametag or anything. Thing is, Wingdings is a 1:1 substitution cipher for English. Every Wingdings symbol exactly equals an English letter; it’s not a different language, just a different set of pictures. As somebody who has taught herself a fair number of substitution ciphers, there are a few things you look for when you’re trying to translate a code and you don’t have a key in front of you. Most notably, single-letter words (in English they will usually be A or I) or double letters next to each other. Like the OO in “COOKIES”.

Sans is smart. Gaster has fed them junk food before and odds are good Sans knows how to spell “COOKIES”. The word is on the box in huge letters and Gaster just said it out loud, so it is fresh in Sans’ mind. That double-O is a huge tip-off. He would put it together that the word on the front of the box matches what’s inside. Once you figure out a few of the letters, it becomes steadily easier to decode the rest.

I feel like Gaster exposes the boys to enough Common (the nametag, food wrappers, computer monitors, the books Sans sits on) that Sans could pick it up with a proper starting point. Papyrus probably not, because he had a hard enough time with Wingdings, but Sans is eager for any opportunity to undermine Gaster and I’m sure he’d jump at the chance. In this comic he elects not to tell Papyrus, though. He doesn’t know Gaster has cameras in the cell (or even what a camera is) but he’s figured out that Gaster can spy on them somehow, and the last time Gaster caught them learning something he didn’t like, Papyrus got the ever-loving hell beat out of him. So Sans keeps quiet about it for now. And thus starts the long-standing tradition of keeping important secrets from his brother.

On the technical side, it took me a freakin’ week to sketch and outline this whole thing. Coloring and shading only took me like a day. In the meantime Zarla actually kinda addressed the cookie comic, but this was almost done by then so oh well. I’m finding my poses and proportions turn out a LOT better when I’m doodling skeletons, like what, drawing basic anatomy will make you better at anatomy, you don’t say?? A lot of this was a self-challenge to see if I could imitate Zarla’s art style, and I referenced previous Handplates comics a lot for the backgrounds and Sans’ face. Full disclosure: Gaster’s pose up there is basically copied from Zarla’s original comic because I was rushing through to get on to the actual meat of the story. He’s just here for setup. I had fun trying to figure out how to do his Lost Soul head though. Also, I hate Papyrus’ face from the front. Also also, it was tricky trying to convey “mentally translating an unknown alphabet into a known one” when pretty much everyone who sees this comic is already familiar with the “unknown” one and not the “known” one, but I think I pulled it off. 

TL;DR- I imitated somebody else’s style to do an AU of an AU; I am not Zarla; Zarla is the creator of Handplates and also Gaster’s pose in the first panel; I like ciphers too much and also I gave the cookies icing because that is the only kind of ginger cookie I know.

When you have trust issues, the only person you really don’t trust is yourself. You don’t trust that you don’t have the capability to never put yourself through a similar situation.

I saw that t-shirt on amazon and poof, this happened. *shrugs*

“You’ll never truly understand a verse until something in your life makes you see it and appreciate it in a whole new way.”

I was feeling so down for the past week because of something. Today, i opened the Qur'an to a random page and subhanallah. Of all the surah’s in the Qur'an it could’ve opened to, and it opened to Surah Yusuf. And i found myself crying because of the ayaats i was reading.

Sometimes, things don’t go the way you wanted it to and it hurts. But you just have to find the strength to push the pain aside and remind yourself He is the best of Planners. And He will never leave you empty handed.

What is to come is better than what was.

“So patience is most fitting.”

[Surah Yusuf: 83]

Fox: cancels Pitch despite it getting rave critic reviews and (although admittedly not high) steady viewership (despite terrible scheduling of the show)

Fox: also cancelled Arrested Development after 3 seasons back in the day, after shitty marketing and not high ratings (despite good reviews)

Brooklyn 99: is a current Fox show that has rave critic views but a small (yet steady) viewership and is currently in its fourth season

Me:

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am i the only one who feels suspicious about this room in Skyhold??