“Y/n,” You hear
Andrew’s voice shouting from the front of the bus. You don’t know why he’s
yelling, but he sounds frantic.
You tell your
sister, “I have to go. I’ll call you back later.” And you hang up the phone
before even giving her a chance to say goodbye as you slide out of your bunk.
You’re currently on tour with Shawn because he had asked you to come along, but
you miss your family just like he misses his when he’s gone. Whenever Shawn’s
busy working, you often take that time to call or FaceTime your family or
friends back home. Shawn is currently doing his meet and greet, so you had decided
to stay on the bus to talk to your sister over the phone.
As soon as your
toes touch the ground, Andrew appears at the end of the hall. “Y/n, there you
are!” He practically screams, which slightly startles you because you’re not
very far from him, so you don’t really understand why he’s shouting so loudly.
“Come with me,” He says, turning around and practically running out of the bus.
You’re confused, but decide to not ask any questions as you rush after him.
freaking out. I think everything’s just been too much lately.” Andrew tells
you, while practically jogging into the venue.
Title: Teenage Rebellion Fandom: Stranger Things Characters: Jonathan Byers x Reader Reader Gender: Female Word Count: 1,355 Warnings: Some swearing, mentions of bullying Notes: Based on a request from an anon for “Could you do a Jonathan Byers fic with the prompt ‘I always hide in this one stairwell whenever I’m having a mental breakdown / existential crisis / etc but today when I came here you were already there’ Thank you!”
Jonathan Byers had grown very accustomed to people whispering about him, often pointing and giggling amongst themselves as they did so. Because of this, it didn’t bother him when a few of his peers began gossiping about him – until he heard his mother’s and brother’s names come up.
“I still don’t think that Will Byers ever really went missing. That freak show of a family probably just wanted to land some paid interviews or something.”
“I think the mom is a bit of a schizo. She probably just had a psychotic break and made the whole thing up.”
Jonathan could hear the teacher yelling after him as he left the room. He knew that if he had to sit there and listen to those idiots for another second, he’d have ended up getting suspended. The teachers would undoubtedly be looking for him, so he went to the one place he knew they’d never check.
*(Also, this is just The Flash but would you guys be interested in a Green Arrow and Supergirl version??)*
Barry Allen/ The Flash:
It’s true that everybody makes mistakes, even in the worst situations. When it happens to Barry, especially on a mission he becomes so distraught he doesn’t want to do anything. He normally tries to brush it off while at work but when alone it’s so hard for him not to break down.
You found Barry once in STAR Labs, he was sitting down in a corner with his head buried in his hands, quietly weeping. He had come back from a mission after saving fourteen lives but three citizens were in critical condition and Barry blamed himself. When you found him you walked over and sat down beside him pulling him into your embrace.
He didn’t let the tears stop as you comforted him and got him to let it all out before reassuring him that it wasn’t his fault, he tried to save everyone and that’s all that matters. When he finally calmed down and stopped crying you walked home to your shared apartment and ordered five pizzas, you having three slices while you made sure Barry ate the rest, knowing he sometimes tried to skip eating in times like these. He curled up with his head on your lap as you gently stroked his hair until he fell asleep.
A/N: OKAY I’M SO SO SO SO SORRY THIS TOOK WAAAAY TOO LONG. I admit I forgot about this request. Please don’t hate me I love you.
—Minseok never hesitates when it comes to showing his true emotions around you. You were there when he was the happiest person in the world, and you were there when he felt dull and down. It wasn’t easy seeing the person you love cry, but it makes your strong personality come out from inside of you just to uplift them. Although, you weren’t that extra when it comes to cheering Minseok up. You’ll only let him pour his heart out as he cried on your shoulder as you drew comforting shapes on his back with your fingertips.
As soon as he calms down, you’ll make him his favorite coffee and put on some soft music as you both cuddled in the couch the whole night.
—Junmyeon can get really stressed. Being the leader of the group, all of the pressure are on him just to keep things under control. Sometimes, he knows how to relieve himself from all the stress; like going to the gym to work-out or just by taking a walk to get some fresh air. But there are some instances when he would just break down and cry. You’ll be the first person he’ll approach because he knew you were the only one who can take care of him at this kind of situation.
Tears would fall slowly from his eyes, and you’ll always be the one to wipe them away from his beautiful face.
—Yixing is genuinely the happiest and softest person you know. So when the first time you saw Yixing cried, you were so worried you thought you were going to cry as well. He’s been talking about a few hates his been getting for the past few days, but he’d laugh and shrug it off as soon as he mentions it so you never really thought about it. A faint sniffing was heard by you in the middle of the night, waking you up from your slumber. You turned around to see your boyfriend, his eyes were closed but tears were rolling down from the corners of his eyes.
You sang him a sweet lullaby to get him back to sleep, but not before assuring him that he is loved by millions of people around the world.
—Just like Yixing, it would be rare to see Baekhyun so upset to the point of crying. You always knew when he was upset, because he would always approach you without saying a word; his arms wrapping around you from behind with his chin resting on your shoulder. Once you hear him release a deep sigh, you knew. You’ll ask him what was bothering him, and he usually starts to rant. But this time, he was silent, causing you to turn around to face him, only to see your boyfriend with teary eyes.
The two of you laid on your bed as you embraced him the whole night. Sometimes all Baekhyun needed was for someone to hold him.
—It wasn’t that he was embarrassed when he lets you see him cry, he just didn’t want to make you worry about him. He knew you were busy with your own business, so he always kept his sadness to himself, but you knew him too well. Jongdae was being quiet, which was a huge red flag since he was always talking or singing. You knew about his ‘hiding my emotions‘ personality, so you acted like you don’t notice. Instead, you silently cheer him up by cooking his favorite dish.
Your roles would switch, you being the loud and joking one in the relationship to keep the other one smiling and happy. You didn’t mind though, as long as your Jongdae will show his bright smile on his lips again.
—Just like Jongdae, Chanyeol never liked showing negative emotions. He knew how awful it felt to be down, and he didn’t want his sadness to affect you. However, his big puffy eyes always betray him. Once you notice he was avoiding eye contact, you knew something was up. He’ll silently sniff a few times with low sighs leaving his lips, and that would be the moment for you to confront him. Chanyeol would apologize for keeping and hiding his emotions away, but you’d tell him he should never apologize for feeling upset.
Chanyeol is a person too and he feels sadness from time to time. All you have to do is to stay by his side, and he’ll soon come back to the happy virus he is.
—Not much know, but behind Kyungsoo’s stern and tough personality, he can get really distressed where all he can do is cry to release the tension inside of him. However, he tends to deny his emotions even if it’s already obvious in his eyes. When you ask him what was wrong, he’ll only shake his head and send a small smile to mask his feelings. Only a light touch of his cheek and a kiss on his forehead will make him breakdown instantly. Kyungsoo would start to talk about the problem that was causing him so much stress until he finishes draining himself.
Despite his complaints, Kyungsoo was a silent crier. All he wanted was for someone to listen to him.
—Being one of the lead dancers in the group, it’s expected for Jongin to practice twice as much compared to the Vocal lines, and it is also expected for him to get injured while dancing. It always worried you when he gets a sprained ankle or bruises on his arms and legs, but Jongin always assured he was okay and that he’s handling everything well, but his face says otherwise.
Whenever you aid his injuries, he always had a blank expression while staring down on the ground. He would be very silent after trying to convince you he was okay, but soon he would break down into short cries and complaints about how tired he was. You’d comfort him by listening to him talk and by massaging his aching body until he finally felt at ease.
—Sehun always went up to you whenever he’s tired and wanted a release. No, nothing sexual would happen, instead, he seeks for your butterfly kisses and warm cuddles to cheer him up. He’ll ask you to sing him a soft lullaby or to tell him happy stories to make him forget about his tiring day. The reason he wanted a distraction is because he easily cries whenever he’s pressured. There are times when you catch him with tears in his eyes, but you never mentioned it; concerned that it will trigger his sensitivity even more.
You’ll let him release his emotions with his head resting on your shoulder as he buried his face at the crook of your neck; continuing to sing him softly to sleep.
A/N: This is kind of short and wasn’t requested but I loved the idea so I wrote it anyways whoops. Also, just so you know, I’m doing a face reveal at 200 followers and I’m almost there so look out for that!
Warnings: cursing, mentions of sex, so much fluff but slight angst, spoilers if you’ve never seen Heathers (If you haven’t I recommend it), fem!reader (but mostly gender neutral words, sorry for my male readers)
You had always hated nicknames. You hated when someone called you something other than your name, because it was always either condescending or annoying, and you didn’t like either of those options. You hated being made fun of too, it lowered your already pretty low self confidence.
That being said, those things didn’t stop you from going out who your classmates considered to be the resident freak, Connor Murphy.
When you started dating Connor Murphy, you knew that you’d be made fun of. You’d gotten used to the nicknames that followed you around wherever you went and had even come up with some pretty good comebacks. You got a lot of the normal “slut” and “whore” bullshit, but some pretty creative when it came to making fun of you, though none of it phased you.
What you never could have excepted however, was the nicknames that you actually liked. The ones that Connor gave to you. The cute notes he wrote calling you his princess and sweetheart. He might look like a freak to others, but he was actually a huge hopeless romantic under all those black clothes.
Hey I really love your headcannons and reactions. So I was wondering if I could get a request for how Seven and Zen would react to their MC having a existential crisis and stress breakdown that resulted in shouting and angry tears (not at them but just in general) due to over working and the fact that she tends to bottle things up until it gets to much for her to handle. (I have a tendency to do this quite a bit.)_ I understand if you don't want to answer this but thank you anyways ☺
i’m so glad you like my headcanons but oh man, you should remember to take breaks and talk to people if you are stressed :) i know it’s probably not going to convince you by a stranger saying that, but remember that my ask box is always open if you feel the need to rant to someone ❤
i wrote some short headcanons here about all the babes reacting to a stressed/overworked MC, maybe that will help slightly? it was therapeutic to write, at least
As he wasn’t exactly the most hard working student in his younger days because he found paper work boring, he had just made sure to give you space and silence to finish your work as he didn’t feel like he had much to contribute with
He had just arrived from a late night run, and after his shower he decided to check on you to see if you were finished soon, so you could head to bed together
When he walked towards the office where you were working, he heard soft sobs and sped up, worried and wondering why you were crying
“Princess? What’s wrong?”
You were stressed, tired, lonely and just feeling like utter crap
“I have barely seen you for days, and I miss you! You’ve been so busy and I’m scared you won’t have time for me anymore! I don’t have time to finish all this work! I hate myself for putting it off for so long, I hate it! Why do I even need to finish it, when it’s all pointless in the end anyways? We are all going to die one day, why do we exist in the first place?!”
Suprised by your outburst, Zen hugged you tightly and let you cry in his arms
“I’m so sorry babe, I should’ve asked you what you wanted instead of just leaving you alone. As to answer your question why we excist… Well, why do you want to exist?”
When you didn’t answer, he kissed your head and rubbed your back soothingly
“The reasons why I want to, is to love and be loved. To prove those who doubted me wrong, to find reasons to stay, to make people happy while I’m here. But most of all, I want to take care of you and make you happy. Do we need any other reasons than that?”
You sniffled and muttered “I guess not…” into his chest, and he picked you up gently and carried you to bed
“You are obviously too exhausted to keep working, just rest for tonight, at least. Next time you’re doubting yourself or anything else, just talk to me, okay? I hate seeing my princess like this”
Seven was being tsundere again and ignoring you, and instead of confronting him you just burried yourself in work
Several days passed by without you seeing your boyfriend even once, and the hurt combined with your stress and lack of sleep made you think
Was he even your boyfriend anymore? Had he ever been? He was a genius, maybe he had just made a hologram with a nice persona to keep you company? Was he even real? Were you real?
Looking hopelessly down at all the work you had done, you the tears started falling. Why did you even bother? Who cared anyways?
Getting mad, you started scolding yourself, gradually letting go of all the fears and emotions you had built up for so long
What you didn’t know was that Seven was checking you on the CCTV right then, and when he heard you breaking down and practically yelling, he dropped his “not good enough for you” act and went to you
“MC, come here please”
Before you could even answer, he took your hand and led you to the roof of the bunker, where he sat down and pulled you into his lap
“I know I’m a shitty person and that I’m probably the last person you want to talk to, but please tell me what’s wrong”
The fresh air, the sight of the night sky and the feeling of his arms around you calmed you down slightly, but you didn’t know where to start so you just asked him if this was all real
“Is anything real, MC? Do we have proof of anything? We could all literally be video game characters in a game played by God, and we wouldn’t even know. But I think that if we knew everything, life would be way too sad for me. I think that part of the charm of being alive is that we are able to think and accept things as you see them, without it neccesarily being real. We don’t really need a reason to exist, we just need a reason to wake up every morning”
He looked hesitantely at you, and you could see his golden eyes glow in the moonlight
“You probably won’t believe me and that’s fine, just please don’t laugh or hate me… I kind of think that you’re my reason”
You felt a smile grow as you played with his fingers, still intertwined with yours
“If you want my honest opinion thought, I think you should just take every thing as they come, and accept them as real if you feel like they are. YOLO, isn’t that what the kids say these days?”
He smiled softly and nudged your shoulder, making you laugh
“Steve,” Diana sighed as she entered your old room at the apartment you had shared with Steve throughout the time you had been with him during the war. “You can’t stay in here all the time, it’s not healthy.”
“There’s a lot of things that aren’t healthy, Diana,” Steve replied in a blank voice. He was standing in front of your closet, appearing deep in thought as he looked at your belongings.
“This is one of them,” Diana stated, crossing her arms as she moved to stand beside him. “What is it that you are looking at?”
“She needs a new jacket,” he mumbled quietly as he turned away from the closet, his eyes slamming shut as the world around him became fuzzy. “There’s a tear on the arm and one of the buttons came off and it’s getting cold out and-”
“Steve,” Diana cut him off, placing a hand on his arm. He shrugged it off, stumbling over to the window as he pinched the bridge of his nose.
“It’s getting cold out, Diana,” he breathed out shakily. “She needs a new jacket.”
“Okay,” she whispered, watching as he struggled to keep upright. “We’ll go out and get a new jacket.”
She walked in on him having moments like that more often than not. In his mind, you were still there with him or you had gone to the store to grab something while he waited. He waited and waited until night, beginning to worry that you were in danger. Diana had never known that seeing him in such a state could make her feel so useless and full of guilt.
“We have to find her!” He exclaimed worriedly, pulling on his coat as he began to gather a few things. Diana looked up from her place on the couch in the living room, setting her book aside as she sat up straight.
“Who?” She questioned, although she knew exactly who he was talking about.
“Y/N!” He answered her with a huff as he tugged on one of his shoes. His blue eyes were clouded with exhaustion and worry as he looked over at her.
“Steve, stop,” she ordered in a tired voice. She stood up from her spot and walked over to where he was putting on his other shoe.
“No, she’s out there and she left her jacket,” he began, eyes darting to the jacket they had bought you at his request. “She has to be close, she doesn’t like the dark-”
“Go sit down,” Diana urged him, cupping his face in her hands to prevent him from looking away. If he could just focus on something, maybe then he would calm down; at least that was what she told herself.
“I can’t,” he protested. “Y/N is waiting-”
“Y/N is dead, Steve!” She snapped, immediately filling with guilt as she realized the harsh nature of her words. Steve let out a deep breath, stumbling backwards until he reached a chair. It was as if she had sucker punched him, causing him to clench at the material over his stomach and attempt to catch his breath. He began to slowly take off his shoes and coat, his eyes glazed as he stared at the wall.
“I’m sorry,” he sniffled quietly after a while. Diana watched him carefully, confusion washing over her along with a mix of other emotions.
“For being like this,” he blurted out, gesturing to his body. “I know that… I know that she isn’t coming back, but there’s a part of me that…”
“That expects her to walk through the door,” Diana finished for him. He nodded stiffly, running a hand over his face as he began to cry.
“I know it’s stupid,” he said through his sobs. “But she was my person. I can’t… I don’t know how to live without her.”
“It’s not stupid,” Diana reassured him as her own eyes filled with tears. She knew that he felt awful for not getting to the plane before you, and she felt awful for being the reason you had the opportunity. But if it had been her decision, neither of you would have gone to the plane; she would have stopped it instead.
“I’m going insane, Diana,” he confessed. “I don’t know how much longer I can do this.”
“Don’t say that. You still have people who love you, Steve. Charlie, Sammy, Chief, Etta; all of these wonderful people.”
“They all loved Y/N, too.”
It wasn’t until a few nights later that the nightmares got so bad that he woke her up with his screams. Her heart had nearly stopped when she first heard him cry out. Her sword was in her hands instantly as she raced to his room only to find him thrashing around in the bed.
“Don’t!” He screamed, legs kicking as he rolled from side to side. “It’s supposed to be me! Stop! Y/N, don’t!”
He shot up in the bed as a loud cry burst from his lips. Diana set her sword down beside the dresser before sitting on the bed in front of Steve. She whispered calming words to him as he collapsed into her arms, the guilt overwhelming him to the point of such a massive breakdown.
“You need to slow your breathing,” Diana whispered as she ran her fingers through his hair. It was an action that she had watched you do to him many times when it seemed that he was becoming too stressed. She would watch as a small smile would form on his face before he grabbed ahold of one of your hands, pulling it to his mouth in order to place a tender kiss against your palm. She would find herself wishing to find a love as pure as the one between you and Steve.
“Y-Y/N used to do that,” Steve stammered out, referring to her fingers delicately moving through his hair. His body trembled as he lay in her arms, his head resting on top of her legs.
“I’ll stop if you want me to,” she told him quietly.
“No, it’s fine,” he began, inhaling sharply. “It’s almost like… if I close my eyes it’s almost as if she’s here.”
“Steve, you should go back to sleep,” she scolded him lightly. She didn’t know how to respond to his words and decided to simply allow him to envision you being back for only a few minutes.
He had been doing better as the months passed, the nightmare becoming less frequent. He was capable of going through a few days without having a relapse into thinking that you were coming back, and those few days stretched into a week or two.
Diana and the others were there for him every step of the way. Etta would visit frequently, bringing along baked goods, and in response to Steve’s requests, bottles of your perfume or something else that reminded him of you. Chief would always make sure that the apartment was stocked with what Steve and Diana could ever need. Charlie always brought Steve the best liquor he could find, claiming that whiskey and brandy were the best medicine. Sammy would always bring a smile to Steve’s face with his crazy stories and jokes.
Everything was going better than Diana had hoped… and then the one year anniversary of your death approached.
He started getting bad again about a month before the anniversary. Three dinner plates would be set out in the evening instead of just two. Three cups of tea or coffee made, one just the way you liked it. She began to hear him having conversations with you at night through the thin walls of the apartment. At first, she didn’t think much of it, assuming that he was just saying that he wished you were there and that he missed you; Etta told her that it was fine if he did that, it just meant that he was accepting that you were gone.
But then she heard him having full conversations with you. It worried her to no end that he was falling back into his old habits. She decided to let him be, however, believing that it did him no harm to just sit in his room and talk.
It was when he started to become more distant and quiet than usual that she became hesitant to leave him alone. She would find him sitting at the dining room table, staring at the wall as he hummed one of your favorite songs.
Diana refused to leave him alone for more than an hour as the anniversary of your death came even closer. He had started to eat less and less until he barely had anything at all. His eyes seemed to be sunken into his face, rimmed with dark circles that made him look like a corpse. His room had become his sanctuary, and he refused to leave.
Diana was at a loss when it came to finding ways to helping him, so she decided to reach out for help. Etta had arranged a lunch for the two of them and an old friend that was a respectable psychologist. Diana desperately hoped that the psychologist would be able to help Steve in ways that she couldn’t.
“Steve?” Diana called out from outside his closed door. She heard him move around the room before shuffling to the door and opening it. His blue eyes were dull and seemingly lifeless. “I’m going out with Etta for an hour, do you need anything?”
“I’m fine,” he said in a tight voice. “Have fun, alright? I know that you don’t get out much anymore.”
She wasn’t sure how to respond, so she nodded once and gave him a soft smile before turning away. Looking back, she wished that she had told him how much he had impacted her life for the better. There was so much she would have done differently, but she walked away.
The scene awaiting her arrival back home was one she would never forget. Your bedroom door that had been shut since month eight was open, and Steve was no where to be found. Diana heard a record, your favorite one, playing from your room, so she assumed that he was up there going through your things for the first time in a long time.
His body was the first thing she saw. He was laying on his side, facing away from the door when she entered the room. It appeared as if he was simply sleeping, but he seemed to be too still.
“Steve?” Diana called out nervously as she entered the room. When she knelt down in front of him, her heart dropped. His normally shining blue eyes were dull and open, his face sickeningly pale. She knew that he was gone, and she felt as if her soul was being torn apart. Your death had been bad enough, but losing Steve made life seem impossible.
There was a bottle of empty pills on your desk beside a picture of you and Steve from a few years before. The note he had left didn’t say that he was sorry. It didn’t say that he was going to miss any of his dear friends. Instead, it was just one word. Not just any word, however, for it was a name.
Even as she stared at the pictures of you and Steve many years later, her soul still felt the same. Her dear friends that had loved each other so deeply and passionately were torn apart due to the war and their love.
When Diana finally told Bruce the story of how she came to be, of who the couple in the picture was, she felt a weight lift off her shoulders. A weight that had been there for a hundred years.
“Her love was so strong that she sacrificed herself for him,” Bruce concluded at the end of Diana’s story. She nodded and looked at the picture with distant eyes. “Did you ever think he was selfish for killing himself at the end? For throwing away what she gave him?”
“Not at all,” Diana said with a sad smile. “She was a warrior and he was a dreamer. She was the brain and the brawn and he was the heart. When she decided to use her strength to give him a life, she didn’t think about the damage she did to him. I was… I was surprised he made it so long. He was shattered when she died and broke even more with each day that passed.”
“Do you think that they’re together now?”
“I like to believe that death could never keep true love apart, especially the love between Steve and Y/N.”
Can I request RFA+Saeran with a MC that refuses caresses because she feels disgusted with herself? Body and personality. I know this is kind of sad but I hope you can do it. Can you focus on Yoosung more please? Thank you.
Of course!! Thank you for requesting, anon~ I hope that you are feeling okay with yourself :( I know generalized positivity doesn’t help everyone *I’m not too big on it, myself!* But I hope that you do not stress too much over yourself..I often feel this way too, but, I always try to make myself feel better with something! Like reading or writing or drawing or..anything! I hope my headcanons are able to help you feel more at ease..not just with yourself, but with any stress you may be experiencing..Have a good day, nonnie!
*Again, taking the Keep Reading off for now to see how people like it! If it starts to bother anyone, then please let me know! I will try my hardest to cater towards everyone..!*
***Very long post*** Apologies for any typos!!
*Important for whoever is reading!* So, I decided to try something new. I’m aware that not all people would handle this situation the same way, so I tried to do different personalities? For instance, you are more blunt in Zen’s headcanons, very scared and upset in Jumin’s, a bit flustered and panicky in Yoosung’s, and so forth. I did this so that I could cater to different personalities, as, like I said, not everyone would be afraid but not everyone would be straightforward when handling it! This may be something I continue to do in the future, but, for now, thank you for reading~ I hope you enjoy the headcanons..!
Yoosung’s taken notice so far of all the times he tries to touch you for prolonged periods of time
He’s a touchy person! He can’t help it. But he sees all the times you shy away from him; you lean in the other direction, you shift uncomfortably, you find an excuse to get up and walk away, or you just flat out shake your head and pull away from him.
He always tries to say something, but stops himself.
But there is one morning where he decides to speak up.
He goes to hold you, putting his hands on your waist just to nuzzle into your neck, but again, you yank away from him, turning away to finish making your coffee.
You hear him sigh, and you wish you could just..let him be physically affectionate but it really isn’t that easy
It’s not as simple as a “I love you for who you are” or “Your body is perfect to me”
It’s like anxiety; any type of “logical” explanation that someone could give you..It just..doesn’t work. These feelings don’t just go away magically when certain words are spoken. You wish they did, but..they don’t.
“MC.” He says it with a slightly disappointed tone. But he isn’t disappointed. He’s scared. Do you not like him anymore? Does he not..touch right? Is he just not physically attractive to you?
No, no..Please..It isn’t that..I wish I could tell you..
“Hm..?” There’s no avoiding this now. You know it.
“Why…why don’t you let me touch you..? I just..want to hug you..y-y’know? And..A-Am I not good enough? I-I-I can do better if that’s what you want, I-! I..I-I’m sorry I’m not like Zen..”
You want to cry, honestly. “No, no! That’s…no..It isn’t you, Yoosung, I promise..” The tears prickle and sting at your eyes. “It’s…I just..I don’t like myself, okay? I know you..might..but..I just don’t like the way my body is, I don’t like..anything about myself, my weight, my height, my voice, my..face all around, I just..don’t..”
He looks a little horrified
“But I don’t!!” You don’t want to snap, but you kind of can’t help it. “Yoosung, I..I don’t…Even if you do, it’s more difficult on my end..”
“But..” Yoosung is literally at a complete loss for words. He’s starting to have an inner breakdown because he feels like he should know how to handle this. But..he doesn’t. If you won’t take his word for it, and he isn’t allowed to touch..then…how..? He’ll try once more.
“Y..Y’know..I..I-I don’t..really like myself either..I’m not tall or..or muscular like Zen..I’m not..rich like Jumin or..really smart like Jaehee and Seven..I just sit around and play video games all day..It’s kind of the same thing..But..I let you..I let you love me..because I trust you..so..please..let..l-let me love you, MC..”
Zen is very confident in not only the way he looks, but who he is in general.
This does not help you.
And Zen is…extremely physically affectionate. Not only that, but he’s just a little oblivious to the fact that you’re insecure
It isn’t that he doesn’t pay attention! He really does, he just doesn’t always notice that you behave a little differently when he touches you.
Sometimes you try to avoid it a little, but other times you just let him do things like hug you and cuddle you despite the fact that it makes you uncomfortable
^^This is something you’re terrified to tell him about because you’ll know he’ll be upset. Not with you, but with himself for having hands on you when you didn’t really want it. Even though he didn’t know, it’s still going to make him feel like a jerk
You’re waiting for him backstage at a rehearsal, and when you hear the director tell everyone to wrap it up, you know he’ll be back there to greet you soon.
Sure enough, there he is.
“Jagiya ~ How was I?? Good, right??” He goes straight for your waist, pulling you towards him and kissing your head. You purse your lips as you start to walk with him towards his makeup trailer.
You get there and you sit on the bed, as you normally do. Things are going as usual. But Zen walks over again, resting his hand on your thigh and starting to speak, ready to tell you about something, whether it be annoyance with a co-star or anything like that.
But you stop him, grabbing his wrist and gently moving his hand away. “Zen..I..really gotta get this out to you. I’m not gonna beat around the bush about it anymore, I just..I don’t like being touched, alright?” You make sure to keep a soft tone. You aren’t mad at him, at all, and you want him to know that. “I know you’re confident about yourself, and it’s cute, it is! Me though..not so much..I’m just trying to sort some things out so if we could..be a little calmer with all the touching, that would be..better..right now?”
He’s silent at first, staring at you wish a surprised expression. “O-Oh! Yeah, that’s okay! Gosh..I was really scared that you were gonna yell at me for something..” He laughs. “Yeah ~ That’s alright, babe..Jeez..You should have told me sooner! I wouldn’t have been mad! I mean..I don’t really think you have anything wrong with you-”
“Zennnn…” You raise an eyebrow at him.
“Okay, okay! Sorry, sorry…~ Ease up on the touching..If it’s for you, then I can do that ~”
Jaehee can usually tell right away when something’s up.
However, you always have a way to dismiss it when she asks.
“MC..Is something wrong?” “No! I’m okay~”
She trusts your word so that she doesn’t pester you.
However..Lately, things have been a little different. Jaehee is not a person who’s that big on physical affection, as it is, so it’s a little harder for her to notice when she hasn’t seen signs. Since she isn’t a big toucher, you don’t get very uncomfortable in front of her.
She’s tried a few times, though, and can..kind of guess, actually.
But she always tries to leave it alone. She’s torn between “That’s her/his personal business..” and “But I love her/him..So should I ask..?”
She’s still getting used to the fact that she doesn’t have to always be so formal and professional with the person she loves, so this is a battle inside her mind.
She brings it up casually over dinner though.
You look up, and she speaks again. “May I ask you something?”
“Are you..uncomfortable with being touched?”
You don’t answer for a moment, mainly because you’re caught off guard, so she clears her throat as she blushes with embarrassment. “S-Sorry..That..wasn’t very appropriate to ask..Carry on..”
“No, it’s okay, Jaehee..Um..yes..I just..well, I don’t really..like..myself..if that makes sense. So..it makes me really..uncomfortable..if anyone touches me..Does that..sound stupid?”
“Of course not..” She smiles. “I’m glad you told me, MC..I will refrain from touching you too much, then, until you begin to feel better about yourself. I love how you are..But, I won’t force that onto you..If there..is anything at all that I can do to help you gain a better perception of yourself, then please..tell me..”
(Usually Jaehee is the most difficult to write for me. I feel like I’m not good with how I write her reactions and personality, but, this time, she was surprisingly easy? I feel like she would handle this situation really calmly..)
Jumin can be awfully touchy at times. In public, he likes to have his arm around your waist. At home, he likes to sit on the couch with you and have you close. Jumin always likes to be physically attached to you in some way shape or form.
He’s also extremely good at reading people
You tend to move away in a subtle manner when he gets touchy, but, it doesn’t matter. You can be as subtle as possible and Jumin always notices. Which is why, when you do this, he doesn’t try again at that time.
He doesn’t suspect that it’s a deeper issue than him simply catching you at the wrong moments. Not for quite some time, anyway. But when it becomes a constant happening, he starts to get a little bit suspicious that there’s more than what he knows.
He has no clue what it could be, but he knows there’s something.
He calls you over to the company building one day. He’s going to ask you about it in his office. He would wait until he gets home, but, frankly, he doesn’t feel like doing so.
He doesn’t expect you to show up to his office in tears with the receptionist from the lobby. He immediately stands up.
The receptionist speaks for you. “Two of the guards demanded to search her/him,” she says, “I recognized her/him as your spouse and stopped them as soon as I could.”
The receptionist can tell he’s confused, but he looks more angry than anything. He confirms this when he says: “I want their names, positions, and I want them in my office before they clock out tonight.”
“Yes, Mr. Han.” She leaves the office, and Jumin shuts the door with a sigh, moving to hold you. This only makes it worse though, and you gasp and pull away.
“I-I don’t like people touching me..They had their hands all over me a-and I don’t…I don’t like it, I’m uncomfortable with the way my body is and on top of that, I don’t..I don’t..kn-know them and I don’t know what I did, why did they touch me..?”
So that’s it. Anyone would be uncomfortable to just be searched randomly for no reason at all, but, he catches the phrase “I’m uncomfortable with the way my body is” and locks it into his mind. To avoid worsening the situation, he simply puts his hand at the back of your head, bringing you as close as he can. He’ll bring it up later, but now is not the time. “I’m not sure. But you shouldn’t worry. They won’t work here for much longer..”
Seven’s had his fair share of times where he’s insecure, and you know that. But Seven’s never worried about you touching him, never worried about being himself around you, or anything like that, so..it’s a little different.
Seven’s been working on his emotions though. Over the course of your relationship, he’s been doing amazing with telling you whenever he feels down about something.
After weeks of trying to convince yourself to repay it, you finally get the courage to do so.
“S..Saeyoung..Can I..talk to you about something?”
He spins around in his office chair to face you. “Hmmmmmmm?”
You approach him, a little nervously. Well, no, scratch that; very nervously. “There’s…something I’ve been meaning to tell you…and I really need to..get it off my chest..Because, you haven’t..been hiding your feelings from me so I think it’s only fair..So..Is that okay with you?” He nods, listening closely for the words that follow. “Okay..well..I’m not that..confident..in who I am right now..I don’t know how I’ll get past it, but, my body and..overall personality just aren’t exactly..sitting right with me, y’know? I just don’t want you to feel like it’s your fault if I’m not really okay with..being touched or..felt on or..anything like that. It isn’t you! I just..” You sigh. “I just need a little time to get right with myself before I start to feel better about..you know, cuddling or..feeling..You’re not..mad are you..?”
He hums, smiling as he shakes his head. “No~ You should know that..! 707 will remember ~ Hmm..No cuddling yet..? I can do that, I think. Can I hold your hand?”
You start to grin as you nod. “Yes..I think that’s doable.”
“Can IIIII..touch your hair..? Too much..?”
“Hmmm..Maybe..It might be okay.”
“Annnd…Kisses..? Are those okay?” You give him a nod, and he gives you one back. “I’ll remember that..Then, can you come hold my hand, now..?”
“Wait..that doesn’t…bother you..?”
Saeran is the last person you would expect to be..okay with the ‘not a lot of touching’ rule. But, here he is, shrugging as you ask him the question.
You’re a little bit baffled by his calm response. Now, Saeran isn’t someone who’s always trying to get into your pants or constantly needing to touch you.
He does, however, often like to hug you and just stand there for a while. Sometimes he likes to wrap his arms around you and rest his head on your shoulder. It’s little things for Saeran.
“Nah..not really..it’s your body, who am I to tell you I should be able to touch it..?” He shrugs once more. “I don’t care.” He looks at you, rubbing the back of his neck. “Well, like..I do care..I just mean that I’m not..like..mad about it..Not that big of a deal..I’ll just..kiss your nose..or something, I don’t fuckin’ know..” He’s getting more flustered by the second, and you can’t help but laugh.
“..Okay..” It’s quiet, and you’re left smiling at your lap with a quiet sigh. “Thank you..for that..I really thought you would be mad about it..”
“Mad..?” He shakes his head. “I don’t get mad about shit like that..I have this thing called respect..’M not gonna force myself onto you like an asshole..I think I’ll do fine..I don’t like when other people touch you anyway..”
“Hmm..then we’re at an agreement, don’t you think?”
“Yeh.” You giggle again at his short response, getting up and kissing his nose.
“Do you want ice cream, Saeran..?” You call out to him as you walk towards the kitchen. You’re in a..really good mood now..His reaction was..everything you could have hoped it would be.
His face now darkened with blush, he growls a little under his breath, annoyed at himself for said blushing. “Y..Yeah..”
AN: I hope you enjoy this imagine and thank you for the request! Shoutout to April for this gif lol
Also, based on the request there were some blanks I had to fill. Hopefully it’s fine and you still enjoy it!!
Shawn had known since an early stage in your relationship the strain shared between your father and yourself. It pained him to no end, seeing how tense it made you anytime he was brought up.
Shawn helped in every way possible, too. He cared so much, and often you wondered how you deserved such an amazing person to join you in a seemingly fucked up life.
Today, however, was your fathers birthday. Usually all you did was send him a text, or mail a card, hoping to avoid any, and all, face to face communication. The idea of even seeing him filled your mind with anxiety, but knowing Shawn would be there made it more manageable.
“We can leave whenever you want, ok? Don’t be afraid to tell me you’re uncomfortable. I won’t let him upset you.”
You nod, not being about to trust your voice in this moment, or your choice words, making Shawn’s feel small. You needed to stay strong and having a mental breakdown wouldn’t help anything.
You checked yourself out in the bathroom mirror, making sure each hair was in perfect place. Along with any wrinkles in your dress. That was always something your dad called you out on. Everything needed to be perfect, no excuses. A wrinkled dress meant a messy, careless person.
Lost Sanity - Bucky x Reader Pt. 2((ANGST/FINALE))
Summary: In which (Y/N) has lost her memory and her first love, Bucky Barnes, watches her fall in love with his best friend, Steve Rogers.
Chapter summary: In which (Y/N) regains her memory, realizing what she what lost, and what she has put Bucky through.
ALSO: (Big thanks to @crazy4thewinbros for the idea, it was originally going to be him confessing but their idea was more interesting!!!!) Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Reader - (slightly steve?) Warning: None, just lots of sad reader Word count: 2,536 Chapters: 2/2 FINALE [[ CHAPTER ONE - MASTERLIST ]]
A/N: Requests are open and I absolutely am open to anything! I love speaking to you guys and receiving any type of feed back so please don’t hesitate to send an ask or message (: I really need a good James Mcavoy story rn so if any of y’all have SUGGESTIONS
Reader gets hurt and Caius gets mad and protective (Request)
Staying cooped up in a castle for the majority of the year could get a little old, and then suffering from cabin fever you let out a long and over drastic sigh “Ughhh Caius can I please go to the market? It’s a beautiful day! I need the sun” Caius looked at you from across the throne room, he was waiting for the others to arrive before they started a trail. Demetri and Felix were in the room as well.
“As long as I have Felix following you around” You slowly turned to Felix, He was imitating and had a strong presence. He only stepped down from the top of the stairs and walked next to you. “Really? You know people are going to notice a big bulky guy wearing a black robe” Caius thought for a minute and raised an eyebrow “You want to go outside yes?” you didn’t have a choice.
Caius walked with you to the exit and kissed you on the cheek “Felix I trust you will keep my Luce mia safe from harm?” Felix bowed and responded “With my existence Master Caius” you two set out into the world sun beaming down at you. Gleaming with happiness you joyfully strolled to the first stand in the market, it presented you with small figurines of animals thinking of buying one you looked up at the vender, who was staring at Felix with wide eyes .
An hour passed and Felix was on your heels you tried to tell him to step back a little but that didn’t seem to do anything. “Felix I need to use the restroom, Could you wait out here? Or do you want to see me use it?” He simply rolled his eyes and made a disgusted face before gesturing you to go.
When you were in there you walked in the stall, you noticed a window hanging above the toilet and thought you could actually escape from Felix and try to roam around without him. Cautiously you managed to slip through the fairly large window and snuck from behind a corner to check if Felix was still the restroom door, he was now facing it and knocking asking if you were all right.
This was your queue to book it and run the opposite direction. You found yourself in an alleyway, not dark and fairly populated. Now you just needed to find another way to enter the market and try to avoid Felix.
Before leaving the alley you heard your name being called, you spun around so fast you thought you had whiplash, there he stood, calling out for you. Being the lucky person you are he hadn’t noticed you were in the alley with him. “Running from someone ma'am?” A small greasy looking man stood before you. “No I just.. I’m late for a meeting” With that you ran away into a crowd of people , you were worried about the strongest vampire in the volturi finding you. You just wanted to venture through the city without restraints.
Suddenly you saw two black robes in the crowd, not just any black robes. One wore a plain one, looked like a guards. The other, represent a king. Caius.
You didn’t know what you were going to do, if you ran you would eventually be found and possibly killed, or you could turn in yourself in and not escalade the situation further. You took a deep breath and began to walk toward Caius ready for his wraith. A strong grip settled itself on your shoulder and you feared the worst. The man from before.
“Where are you going babe?” trying to escape his grip he put a hand over your mouth and began to pull you out of the sight of the crowd, more importantly. Caius. You let out a mumbled scream, Caius must’ve heard cause his head snapped in your direction, the story in his eyes told you what was about to unfold.
Oooh what about Genji, Zen, Roadhog and Reaper headcanons for an s/o who is really busy with work and is stubborn in taking care of themselves, but is really caring about their lover's health? Like they would often find their s/o dozing off at their desk, but then other days their s/o would be the one worrying over THEM pulling all-nighters. Aah hope it makes sense - thank you though! Your writing is my absolute favorite!
brUH this so me though, I always worry more about everyone else when I’m the one having a mental breakdown every five minutes like wtf me think bout yourself for once (alsO SHH YOU NICE PERSON YOU)
While he knows responsibilities are important, he also knows you shouldn’t strain yourself. In his younger days he may have slacked off more than is…well, reasonable, but he’s since learned how to balance time for work and play. You, however, clearly do not have this skill.
Whenever he finds you hunched over on your laptop he doesn’t hesitate to gently pry it from your hands and put it aside. “Genji!” You always gripe at him but end up surrendering as he waits patiently, resting his chin in his hands. “Are you calm now, Y/N?” You grumpily nod to the man in front of you.
He quickly settles down next to you and pulls you into his arms. “You’re overworking yourself again.” He usually has his visor off when the two of you are alone, so there’s nothing in the way of him placing a soft kiss on your cheek while cupping the other. He chuckles as you blush. “You know I can’t stand seeing you like this.” After that he makes you rest with him, be it by doing yoga or just laying in his embrace.
You really don’t have to worry about Zen overworking himself, haha! But he definitely frets over you burning yourself out. Sometimes he keeps an eye on you while you work just to make sure you don’t exhaust yourself.
And in those moments when you do, he floats over to you. Usually you don’t even notice his presence until he takes your hands in his metal ones. Pretty effective at keeping you from working, I’d say. Zenyatta’s body language is enough to tell you he’s concerned, so you give in.
“Good; you must rest,” he motions for you to come closer. The omnic then pulls you into his lap. (I really wanna sit in his lap only because I’d be floating and that’s fuckin rad) “I don’t just mean your body, Y/N,” he runs his cool fingers over your shoulders and down your arms, feeling the tension in your muscles. “Your mind, as well. Worry less what others want of you, and rather what you want from yourself.” Ah, the benefits of having a philosophic boyfriend. Plus he gives you encouragement fist bumps when work is absolutely necessary.
Holy shit my first time writing for ze pavement pig! Hope I do him justice lol
First off, Roadhog does whatever the fuck Roadhog wants. No need to even think about him working himself to death. Hell, he doesn’t even hesitate to put Junkrat in his place because dammit this guy can be really annoying but he’s paying Roady good money.
He has no qualms about simply picking you up when you’re pushing yourself too much. And even though you may struggle, it always ends with you eventually just relaxing in his hold. “There’s a good boy/girl/lovely.” (I dunno lovely just seems like a nickname he’d use casually??)
He easily shifts you so he’s got you resting in one arm. He’s so strong like what the fuck. (BETTER HOPE ZARYA DOESNT STEAL YOUR SWEETIE MAKO-) But usually he carries you away from your responsibilities to cool off. That ends up being you two just sitting and talking together more often than not, but there’s always the option to go watch Junkrat blow something up again. (One time his pants caught on fire and Mako laughed harder than you’d ever seen as Jamie flailed his arms and jumped right out of his trousers. It was gold.)
Reaper’s issue is less overworking himself and more, like, forgetting how to rest his thoughts. Those, in turn, keep his body awake too. You often find yourself waking up in the middle of the night to find the other side of your bed empty. You get up and tend to find him gazing at the moon out the window. All you have to do is silently wrap your arms around his torso and he goes back to bed with you. On nights like that he pulls you close upon returning, and you don’t ask about what’s bugging him, instead letting him sleep. (Not that he does often. Normally he just stays up and hold you all night.)
Reaps is very blunt with his actions when he finds you toiling over something for far too long. He walks over in his emo boots, closing your laptop and picking up any papers around you before tearing them. Yeah, he can be an ass. “This paperwork doesn’t matter.” He crosses his arms. “Says you! Gabe, those were important files.”
Ah, here comes the soft Reyes™ With a scoff and roll of his eyes, he walks forward. He places one hand on your shoulder and looks you in the eyes before pulling you close to his chest. “Don’t strain yourself.” A hand runs through your hair as he mutters to you. Ya can’t help but hug him back. “..Fine. But you better not do that again.” “Sin promesas.” “Gabe!” Cue deep chuckle and a kiss on your forehead.
Hey guys! So, this was one of my more popular reactions with my other groups, so I’m going to go ahead and do one for each of the new groups. I wrote this in class, but I promise to get the B.A.P. and Monsta X breakdowns up soon! My inbox is open for any requests and feel free to message me at any point! I’ll answer as soon as I possibly can!
Let’s get into it, shall we?
Reactions: Someone hitting on you.
I decided to keep this one similar to the last few I did, so you are out with all of the members at a club, and they leave you by yourself for a moment. Someone comes to hit on you and they notice. Simple and easy, to preserve my sanity.
Mark would be one of the more rational members when it comes to this situation. He would be angry, but it would be more of a quiet anger. He would drape his arm over your shoulders, raising his eyebrows at the guy. If the guy persisted or said something rude, Mark would shut him down.
“I’m sorry, but I think that my girlfriend made it more than clear that she’s done here. Now, if you’ll excuse us,” Mark leads you away, glancing at you to make sure that you’re okay.
2. Jaebum (JB):
Jaebum’s anger would be much more obvious. He would come up you and rest his chin on your shoulder or head. An angry glare would take over his face as he looked at the man. This would be enough to scare most people. but if he was stubborn enough to stay, they would meet the biting words behind the glare.
“Look, will you just leave now? She has me, so she definitely doesn’t need you,” JB kisses the side of your head, still staring the guy down.
Jackson wouldn’t be able to mask his irritation. He would step in between the two of you, his back to the guy, as he hands you your drink. He would ignore the guy, pretending he’s not even there. He would continue to ignore him unless the guy laid a hand on either of you. Only then, would he unleash his sarcastic tongue.
“I’m sorry, but I don’t see your name written anywhere on my girlfriend. Why don’t you stop being an asshole and do yourself a favor: back the fuck off,” Jackson snaps, giving the guy a look before he grabs your hand and leads you away.
Jinyoung is a very rational person with strong control over his emotions, only letting his anger show when his control snaps. He would approach calmly and intertwine your fingers together, politely informing the guy that you were taken. If the guy continued to push his buttons, his control would eventually snap.
“You are extremely rude. You do not treat women like this, or anyone for that matter. That attitude is the reason you’re still alone,” Jinyoung’s voice boarders on a growl, but his expression would soften when he looks at you,” Let’s get out of here, Jagi.”
Youngjae would do his best to remain unphased by what was going on. He would walk up and give you your drink, politely introducing himself. If the guy was rude, Youngjae would try to keep his irritation in check but some of the members would notice the look on his face. Suddenly, the entire situation would change, with the other six members backing the two of you.
“Maybe it’s better if you leave?” Youngjae prompts, raising his eyebrows. Once the guy left, he turns his attention to you, checking to make sure that you were okay.
(It’s not that I think that Youngjae can’t stand up for himself, but he strikes me as someone who wouldn’t want to. He doesn’t seem like a confrontational guy to me.)
BamBam would be obviously angry and confrontational. He would hold it in until he needed to use it, though. He would hug you from behind, his chin on your shoulder. His expression toward the guy would be less than welcoming. If the guy said anything rude to either of you, BamBam would be on him in an instant. He would grab his collar, his expression furious.
“Excuse me? Do you not know how to take no for an answer? Back off!” BamBam’s tone is less than pleased. He calms down when you touch his arm, releasing the man to grab your hand and pull you away.
Yugyeom is the youngest member, but he has a pretty strong hold on his emotions. His anger wouldn’t be obvious as he approaches you. He would completely ignore the guy as he pulls you to him, trying to convince you to dance with him. If the guy tried to confront him, he would just give him a blank look.
“I’m sorry, but who are you? And what claim do you have on my Jagi?” Yugyeom holds you against him, his and at your hip as he waits for the guy to leave. He might have difficulty keeping a straight face because BamBam can be seen behind the guy, doubled over in laughter at the situation.
I hope you guys enjoyed! Inbox me any requests you guys have, Got7 or otherwise!
1. As soon this is over we should definitely make out
2. This is the most stupid plan I’ve ever heard. When do we start?
3. I’m gonna kiss you now
4. Move your ass over here or I’ll drink all the capri sun without you
5. I have to tell you something
6. We should marry
7. What the hell is your problem?
8. I wear heels bigger than your dick so shut up
9. Sorry I blacked out and tried to kill you
10. I’m not drunk enough for this
11. It’s not the same without you
12. ‘Shut up’ 'Make me’
13. 'Okay but do you like like me?’ 'We’re married.’
14. 'You’re never allowed to drink that much coffee again’
15. The chocolate was empty, I had a breakdown, your lamp had to pay for it
16. Please tell me this isn’t true
17. From now on, we do it my way
18. Is it supposed to be blue?
19. Are you crying?
20. Because I’m PREGNANT
21. Stop talking and fucking cuddle with me
22. Don’t forget your coat
23. What the hell happened to you?
24. Does 'not starting to cry while watching a disney movie’ count as a special skill?
25. We had sex and it was so good that I had an asthma attack
26. Did I just really say that out loud?
27. I can’t let you do this.
28. I can’t let you do this alone.
29. Please tell me you haven’t bought another dog
30. Stop calling me princess. I’m a queen.
31. Just don’t leave me now, okay?
32. It’s an elf thing
33. Looks like someone died here
34. You’re under arrest for being too attractive and ruining my life
35. Just say it already
36. Could you please sing for me?
37. I hate you less than I hate everyone else
38. You woke me up in the middle of the night to tell me this?
39. Stop laughing and get that thing off me
40. Are you going to kiss me or will I have to lie to my diary?
41. You look far too beautiful today
42. Wait- you like me?
43. When was the last time you slept?
44. Just do it already
45. Ha, you wish!
46. I had a nightmare
47. He lost his virginity, I lost my bra. Seems like a fair trade off to me.
48. Now that was… nice
49. I owe you
50. For science!
51. Just try not messing it up for once
52. I can’t breathe
53. How was I supposed to know?
54. I can’t live without you
55. Would you just shut up and say yes?
56. Pretend you’re my boy/girlfriend, quick!
57. We should try adding a third person
58. I taught you how to pick locks and this is how you use that skill?
59. Is there some free guacamole in for me?
60. Let’s just pretend that never happened
62. You gave me this nickname that just does things to me
63. Stop being so cute, it’s distracting
64. This is my favourite human. Don’t touch.
65. I can’t stop smiling and it’s your fault
66. I guess I have a problem
67. Are you drunk?
68. It’s time you start calling me babe
69. You’re late.
70. You can cook, I can’t. I guess I’ll have to stick around when I don’t want to starve
71. I live next door and I heard screaming so I came over thinking someone was getting murdered and now we’re both trying to get the spider out of your apartment
72. You’re the closest to family I’ve got
73. Well, we’re about to find out
74. 'Do you believe in aliens?’ 'Go the fuck to sleep’
75. My whole existence is a scandal
76. Just try not setting the kitchen on fire this time
77. I guess my love just wasn’t enough
78. Let’s give it another try
79. When did you become so badass?
80. All I want for Christmas- is you.
81. You came all the way here just to tell me this?
82. The kids wanted me to do it
83. In order not to get imprisoned we have to marry
84. Quick, it’s an emergency! Kiss me!
85. I want to see you again
86. Let me see you one last time
87. You’re the only person I can talk to
88. Help me.
89. Wow I’d sell my soul for this
90. Just the two of us. Against the rest of the world
91. Shouldn’t you be at your wedding right now?
92. You’re too good for me
93. Is this the part where we confess our undying love for each other?
94. Been there, done that
95. You were supposed to arrest me but just couldn’t do it
96. You. Me. Escape Room. Now.
97. No shit Sherlock
98. If I didn’t know any better, I’d say you were jealous
99. Who did this to you?
100. Well, I guess our only option is to duel
i didn’t really do much with the whole love triangle concept here, i hope it’s still enjoyable~ i did include minhyuk here too though!
Angst i’m sorry for making this angst that’s not what i planned to do, fluff
Requested by anon ♥
at your phone quietly, waiting for Chan to text you back. They were in the
middle of preparing for a comeback so you didn’t get to see him. It had been
three weeks since you had last seen him. Sure, you missed him like crazy but
you understood that this kind of things couldn’t be helped: his job would
always be more important to him, at least you hoped it would be. He had
struggled for years to get to where he was today. Understanding how important
his job as an idol was for him, you didn’t complain or get angry at him. Even
though you couldn’t meet up thanks to his busy schedule you could still contact
each other. He called you every morning before going to practice and every
evening around ten to tell you to sleep tight. Doing that was his way of
enduring the time you couldn’t see each other for a long time. Getting calls
from him made you feel better too and hearing his voice comforted you no matter
how bad your day had been.
the day they were going to start perfecting everything: their dance, vocals,
gestures, all that. In a week, their new album would be released. You were
feeling more down than usual. Your day had been exhausting and frustrating and you
had come home feeling like you were going to have a mental breakdown. You didn’t
have that kind of days often and when you did, the bad feelings disappeared
after eating some good food and relaxing. Today however you didn’t feel like
eating at all and you knew you wouldn’t be able to relax feeling like that. You
missed Chan more than ever but didn’t dare to call him in case you would
disturb their practice.
vibrated and the screen lit up, telling you that you had a new message. You
opened it, expecting it to be from your boyfriend who you were missing extra
much today. You were surprised to discover that the message was from your best
What is my bestie doing~? Minhyuk’s message read. Despite
feeling down, you smiled a little.
The usual, you texted back.
Sounds exciting, Minhyuk replied sarcastically.
about to text him back but before you could, he called you. “Are you busy?” you
asked him right after answering the call.
“A little,” he answered. “I’m having a brief break from filming.”
shooting the new music video today?” you asked and lay down on your back on the
bed you had been sitting on.
“Yup,” he said and it sounded like he was
eating?” you asked.
“Yeah, we ordered some food since we haven’t
eaten all day.”
already nine though,” you pointed out after glancing at the clock on the wall
next to your bed.
“What did you eat for dinner?” he asked,
assuming you had eaten.
“I just… I
don’t have an appetite,” you told him.
“Is something wrong?” he asked, sounding
quiet for a bit. “I don’t want to worry you. It’s nothing big.”
“It’s okay. You can tell me, that’s what
friends are for.”
You took a deep breath. “I had a terrible day. I forgot my umbrella home and got
drenched in the rain and the whole day was just mentally exhausting for me and
I felt like crying when I came home.”
“Did you cry?” he asked.
“No. I held
“Have you talked with Chan?”
ached a little. “No… I texted him but he didn’t text back yet.”
“Then go see him?”
“I can’t. Seventeen
is preparing for a comeback and he’s busy.”
“I’m busy too but here I am, talking with you
on the phone.”
meeting up is different. Time flies faster in person and I’m worried it would
only bother him.”
“If he cares about you, he should be able to
see you for a bit,” Minhyuk said, sounding annoyed.
things like that. You should know how much struggling being an idol includes. I’m
worried it’ll just stress him out more if I seek comfort from him.”
“He’s your boyfriend ______,” he said
with a tone that made you silent. “Sure,
his job is important and he struggled to get where he is today but that doesn’t
mean that he can’t take care of you. He should, at least.”
You sat up
slowly, thinking about his words.
“I’ve got to go,” he said after a
silence. “We’re resuming filming.”
“Go see him,” he mumbled and hung up.
“Hello~” Chan crooned in the phone when
you answered his call.
your head low, looking at your hand that was resting on your lap. “I’m…”
“Hmm?” he hummed.
“I’m at the
company building…” you mumbled. You were sitting on a couch where you usually
sat with Chan when you hung out at the company building. After hesitating for nearly
an hour, you had decided to come see him. The security knew you so they had let
you in and you had come to the second floor but didn’t dare to go check if he
was in the dance practice room.
“What?” he asked, surprised.
“I’m in the
second floor lobby-“
“Wait just a second,” he cut you off and
hung up immediately.
Like I thought, I shouldn’t have come… I’m just
less than a minute for Chan to appear in the lobby.
walked to you and wrapped his arms around you tightly. “God, I missed you…”
He was a
little sweaty and he was wearing his training clothes so you figured he had
been practicing the dance of the new title track.
you come here? Did something happen?” he said and loosened his arms around you
to look at you.
you said and looked at his shirt instead of his face. “I just had a bad day,”
you said with a lump in your throat that made your voice sound like a whisper.
at you and felt bad seeing your sad expression. “Just a bad day?” he asked with
a gentle voice and placed his hand on your cheek, stroking it gently with his
slightly, feeling your eyes tear up a little. You still couldn’t look him in
the eye. He leaned closer, pressed a loving kiss on your forehead and pulled
you in for another hug. He didn’t say anything and you wrapped your arms around
for disturbing your practice,” you said quietly, still feeling the lump in your
that. I know we are busy but honestly, I’d rather spend an extra hour
practicing after everyone else has left than have you feeling down like this.”
since the lump in your throat was starting to feel painful.
happy to see you, I missed you like crazy,” he said. “I’m sure the others would
be happy to see you. Want to go say hi to them?”
a bit and he loosened his arms around you. He had a small smile on his lips and
you couldn’t help but smile too when you saw his smile. He grabbed your hand
and took you where the others were which was the dance practice room where they
usually practiced. Everyone greeted you happily despite looking tired. You
stayed for a while and they showed you the new choreography even though they
probably weren’t allowed to. After that you chatted with them for a bit before
deciding that it was time to leave. You said bye to the members and let Chan
walk you to the first floor.
coming to the showcase, right?” he asked you, still holding your hand.
“I think I
have no choice,” you said and couldn’t help but smile. “A certain someone gave
me a ticket already.”
it? The leader maybe?” he asked, smiling too.
“I think it
was the youngest member.”
that? Someone you know?”
boyfriend,” you said, making his smile widen.
He gave you
a kiss on the lips. “You have to come,” he said, a little more serious now.
worry,” you smiled. “I’ve already cleared my schedule for that day. I’ll come
He gave you
a kiss again. “I’ll call you in the morning.”
You two hugged for what felt like a few seconds even though the hug actually lasted
several minutes. After ending the hug, Chan gave you one last kiss on the
forehead before you parted.
Request: Hey, could pretty please do a one shot about reader, that has a past with Lucifer and is still in love with him although they’re not together anymore, but suddenly she has to deal with the news that he’s having a son. The end is up to you 💕 Nick!Lucifer from supernatural
REQUESTS ARE OPEN
Warnings: Implied depression, arguing/yelling, a small amount of cursing, implied cheating (not really implied), Lucifer (legit warning), terrible writing, ANGST, Supernatural
Pairing: NIck!Lucifer x Reader, implied Sam x Reader
A/N: I FINALLY GOT THIS OUT YAYAYAYA. Sorry if this is not what you wanted exactly and so sorry if this feels rushed. Also sorry for the terrible writing and grammar. I realize that this isn’t really how Lucifer acts but bear with me, cuz you are the love of his life. Thank you for the request though darling!!
I know this is hella weird but it's the same anon as the don't die on me or (something along those lines) WHICH WAS AMAZING AGSFDHDJE B U T,,, Can I request RFA + V + Saeran reacting to an MC who killed someone purposely and they see the bloody body or something,,, (omg and she asks if they could help her out) like would they be scared and still call the police or would they stick to MC? Its fine if you feel uncomfortable with this request it's pretty out there. ~Dylan
oh, hey again, thank you for coming back! ahhh I’m glad you liked the last drabble thingy\ ˚▽˚ /
and yeah, this is a pretty out there request, but hohoho i’m gonna do it! I hope you like this one too^^ feel free to ask for as many as you want!!
[tw: mentions of death and blood ]
….ok so, loopholes. ¯\_(͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)_/¯ also seven’s is short, i apologize;;
the label director zen was signed under got to mc’s last nerve
he had to go, they were going to limit him so much! not only in their relationship but his acting! and they were going to leak more about his past?? no on mc’s watch
but then they call zen over because Regret
“i’m sorry, whatdid you do? was it an accident?” when they say no he’s literally about to have a mental breakdown
but mc looks like they regret it and are about to start crying, “zen, help”
zen is so thankful he doesn’t believe in god right now
here comes a plan! it wasn’t at the apartment, but near the sidewalk between these two buildings
he pulls mc into a hug and whispers “just let me do all the talking, okay babe?”
calls 911 and puts on his Actor Voice™ on and tells the operator he and mc found a dead body
when the police come and ask about the blood mc, zen tells them she tripped and fell on it, which is how they found out
oh look, they bought it
they don’t leave the house for at least 2 days and they both have nightmares for almost a month..they also cuddle a lot
this one panics understandably
they were in the parking lot of a convention and this one asshole who had been both picking on yoosung and making advances towards mc got in the way of their car (mc: :)) ) and by advances i mean the rly bad kind
“oh no~ yoosung, i need your help” “how am i going to help here, mc? i can’t call the police-”
mc, who somehow is still calm, tells him yes, he can.
“listen, just give me the phone when you call” “..ok mc”
when they get an answer, mc switches their tone to nervous and scared
yoosung is lowkey impressed
they hang up eventually and give yoosung’s phone back
“we’re not in trouble, the police are going to ask a bit of questions, but it was an accident”
now he’s terrified because did mc just…get away with murder?
decides to repress it
mc really thought they weren’t going to get caught
but jaehee went out to the back of the cafe to check them and almost screamed
mc covered her mouth
“mc!” she whisper-yells “what did you do?! why did you? oh my god-”
“wait, jaehee, look who it is.”
“is that….that same person who threatened to destroy the cafe and us last week?” geez ams, what are you putting the cafe through?
“oh my god”
eventually decides to help
is the one who rearranges the scene to make it look like they had no idea
both she and mc talk to the cops and its like a mad libs story they have the same plot to
this is never going to happen again
mc totally snapped at this reporter who was following around for a month
so they were like “i’m just going to kill them”
but then it worked
they panic and tell jumin when he gets home
he is Shocked but also immediately has a plan
tells all the guards to leave he and mc alone for like an hour
they’re used to this and leave asap its usually for ~sexy times~
but this is not sexy
they position the body at the end of some stairs (turns out jumin has like a trapdoor in the penthouse and they put it there for it to lift up when mc passes by
mc acts like the reporter was still following them until they reach the end of those stairs it was really only like a few minutes, they pretended to leave them and jumin’s room
the police are called and it was determined the reporter fell
no reporters are allowed near mc anymore
707 / luciel / saeyoung
so it was for this one guest who was…making mc uncomfortable
this guy was probably there when it happened and came up with a plan in advance
he doesn’t even call the police, he just hacks into the person’s records and now their dead
died from a heart attack, apparently
he and mc act surprised along with the rest of the rfa when word gets out
no one has to know
no one else knows
they “celebrate” with honey buddha chips
v / jihyun
why would you put this man through this?
some weird mint eye supporter that wasn’t saeran was going after mc
they broke into mc’s apartment and mc had no choice really
no question would stick by mc and take blame for them if they ask
but they don’t
they ask him for a story they could tell
he was surprised, but also…has the perfect idea
jihyun “i don’t know how to explain this so the body is in the ocean now” kim
they tell no one
seven found out, though because of the camera
“you know you could have just…vouched for self-defense, right?”
yeah, ok smarty-pants, but when you’re in a panic, the body goes into the ocean
please don’t do this to him again, mc
it didn’t matter who it was to saeran
it didn’t matter what they did, either
he probably gave mc the tools they needed
also knew the perfect place to hide a body
and came up with the perfect story
no, he didn’t force mc to do anything, but he does have all the details covered
cops? what cops?
not when saeran also hacked into the person’s records
take that, dead person
if mc feels guilty afterwards, he shares a blanket with them and tells them that if they felt like they needed to do that, the person deserved it
and that if anything really did come up, he’d take the blame for them
Got7 Reacts to You Being Catcalled and It Triggering You
Hey guys! Omg, I reached 300 followers!! I’m going to work on those texts today and try to upload at least one or two today. Please, just be patient with me :). Okay, so I may or may not destroy a few of you with this one because the fan service is strong in this one….. As always, if there’s anything you want to see; reaction, scenario, or text; please send me a request! I love writing what you want to see! Now, lets get into this, shall we?
Hiii! Can you do a got7 or BTS reaction to you having a breakdown/panic attack because someone cat called you at the store and it triggered you? (Sorry something like this happened and I thought this might make me/other people feel better 😅)
For this one, like the BTS one, they are with you when it happens. This is all based on my own experience with my friend and physical touch seems to help her so that is what I’m basing it on.
1. Mark(These gifs are amazing, and he is so beautiful, and I love him….)
Mark would be super pissed that anyone thought it was okay to talk to you that way. He wouldn’t want to cause a scene though, so he would just take your hand and squeeze it, quietly leading you from the store. He would get into the backseat of the car and pull your back against his chest, just holding you. "We’ll go back in after a while. For now, just let me hold you so we can both catch our breathe,“ Mark says softly in your ear, resting his chin on your shoulder,” I’m sorry that I couldn’t do anything to stop that, baby.“
Jaebum would snap at the person, his expression livid. His anger would make him want to yell at that person for a long time, but he knew that he needed to take care of you. He would lead you to the car and drive you both home, trying to cool his anger. At home, he would slump on the couch and release a sigh, closing his eyes and leaning his head back on the couch. After a moment, he would open his eyes and hold his hand out to you. "Come here, baby,” He would take your hand and pull you against his side, rubbing his hand up and down your arm,“ I’m sorry, Jagi. I shouldn’t have gotten so angry. Are you okay? Assholes like that shouldn’t be allowed to go outside around other people.”
Jackson would want to be angry but he knows that his anger won’t fix anything. He would take you to an empty part of the store and just hold you for a while, rubbing his hand up and down your back. Once you feel a little better, he would get everything you needed and drive you both back home. Back in your apartment, he would sit you on the couch and lean down to press a soft kiss against your lips. "I’m going to go make dinner. Just find a movie or show you want to watch and I’ll bring it to you when it’s done. Food always helps you feel better,“ Jackson smiles his cheeky little smile and kisses you one more time,” I’ll be in the kitchen if you need me.
Jinyoung would not be happy, but he wouldn’t end up yelling. Mama Jinyoung wants to lecture the idiot on the proper way to talk to another living person, but protective boyfriend Jinyoung knows that now is not the time to do that. He would take your hand and squeeze it and press a kiss to the back of your hand. He would drive to your favorite ice cream shop and buy you whatever you wanted and then stop at your favorite restaurant to order dinner. "We can cuddle on the couch and have dinner. After dinner, I’ll give you a shoulder massage if you want,“ Jinyoung reaches out to tuck a piece of hair behind your ear, his fingers brushing your cheek,” It’ll help you relax and forget about that dumbass. They’re just jealous that I have the perfect Jagiya.“
Youngjae is not a confrontational person so he would be upset that he can’t stand up to someone who disrespected you like that. He would buy what you came for and load up the car, his expression dejected. He would be internally berating himself for not being stronger. At home, he would hug you as tightly as he could, just holding you for a while. "I’m sorry that I’m not stronger, Jagi,” Youngjae breathes, his voice shaky,“ I’m sorry that I couldn’t stand up to him, that I couldn’t bring myself to say anything. I promise to be better in the future and to do my best to protect you. Next time this happens, call me, text me, facetime me, whatever you can manage and I will be there as soon as I can. I don’t care if I’m on tour or a show, I will do whatever I can to be there for you.”
Lets just say, if looks could kill, BamBam would be a murderer. He would stare the asshole straight in the eyes as he gives you the most passionate kiss he possibly could, his expression challenging the idiot to say anything else. He would put his arm around you and tuck you against his side, leading you out of the store. He would lean against the car, still holding you in his arms. “So, here’s what’s going to happen. You’re going to forget about that asshole and I’m going to take you shopping for some new clothes. Then you’re going to get dressed up and wear that dress that you haven’t had an excuse to wear yet and we’re gonna go to a really nice dinner, okay?“ BamBan presses butterfly kisses along your jaw before letting you go so he can hold the car door open for you.
7. Yugyeom(This gif is so rude!! Why do I do these things!!)
Yugyeom is about ready to fight a bitch, but He knows that it will just cause more problems for you. He would end up driving you both to the dorm, which would confuse you. He would lead you inside and sit you in front of their tv, handing you a controller. He would turn on a zombie game, taking his own controller and sitting next to you. "Whenever I’m upset, I don’t like to be alone and I usually want to kill things, so, we’re killing two birds with one stone. You just keep killing things and I’ll keep you alive. I texted Jungkook and he’s going to pick up snacks and drop by later,” Yugyeom brushes his thumb along your jawline, meeting your eyes,“ It’s better to be surrounded by people who love you than to listen to the words of some idiot spewing nonsense. Trust me on this one? You know Jungkookie and I will help you relax.”
Thanks for reading! I hope you enjoyed! Please send me any requests you might have!