to myself later

so many wonderful people have helped me, not only on this website, but in real life, too!!! the thing is…. i wish i knew how to help /them/..

dozing off.

don’t talk to me about even meeting isak in that locker room after taking the courage to break up with his four year girlfriend for this boy and then having to hear from that same boy that he decided his life would be better off without mentally ill people around him,,, dont fucking talk to me about even realizing what that meant. about him having to make a decision right there, for both his and isak’s sake. don’t talk to me about even looking isak in the eyes and saying “i think they would love you” while knowing that might be the last time they ever spoke to each other

I hate when I tell someone I’m too clingy and they’re like “I like clingy” because like I don’t mean the cute follows you and hugs you a lot and double texts you every now and then kind of clingy I mean like needs to be talked to constantly and reassured that you still love me every 15 minutes and feels like you’re losing interest if we don’t talk for like 3 hours and sends you 4 texts within 10 minutes clingy.

8

He woke tho