to drown the world

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All Glory Ends in Night - spirithorse - Tales of Zestiria [Archive of Our Own]
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By Organization for Transformative Works

Rating: E
Pairing: Sormik
Fandom: Tales of Zestiria
Warnings: Graphic depictions of violence, major character death, A/B/O dynamics, mating cycles/in heat, knotting, mpreg.
Summary: The world and its people drown in malevolence.

Sorey struggles with the weight and the sins of a broken empire that enslaves the seraphim. Mikleo is the remaining survivor of an attack that left him manifesting as a drake.

When we made the pact I asked you to make me king. Do that and let’s bring peace to the world with a benevolent hand, or destroy it trying.”

Notes: This is all Nami (@shamingcows​) fault. She was talking ABO on twitter and then tossed me this intriguing bone. And then I couldn’t stop thinking about it. There are also some references to Tales of Berseria but no major plot spoilers. Title taken from J.R.R. Tolkien.

I’m going to be doing this fic a little differently simply because 1) it’s become a monster and 2) I’m working on a MA full time while writing this. As such, I will be updating this fic once a week on Tuesdays and will be posting it in two parts. This is part one, part two will follow as soon as I have written and edited it. I can’t give you a firm time on that because it all depends on what life throws at me, but I promise that I have no intention of giving up on this fic.

No one in my family, not one of my friends or classmates realized that I was going through life asleep. It was literally true: I was going through life asleep. My body had no more feeling than a drowned corpse. My very existence, my life in the world, seemed like a hallucination. A strong wind would make me think my body was about to be blown to the end of the earth, to some land I had never seen or heard of, where my mind and body would separate forever. ‘Hold tight’, I would tell myself, but there was nothing for me to hold on to.
—  Haruki Murakami

A block of ice containing a drowned fox who broke through the thin ice of the Danube river four days earlier sits on the bank of the Danube river in Fridingen, southern Germany, Friday, Jan. 13, 2017.

(Johannes Stehle/dpa via AP)                                            

I watch the sun rise and I watch it set
beautifully at rest
I watch the dark clouds set over me
I watch the moon light upon me
I count the stars above me
gazing at the beauty that lays in front of me
I look over by my side and see you next to me
I widen my eyes and I realize
I love you more than the stars that shine through my eyes
I love you more than the moonrise
I love you more than the sun that lights up my day
I love you more everyday
And without you my world isn’t even grey
It’s far more darker than grey,
Without you my world would just fade away. -l.m
—  Drowning at 3am

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Post 1/? of the Louis & Harry Fic History series

In 2016 I had to learn how to say goodbye. Goodbye to people. Goodbye to circumstances. Goodbye to what I was use to; a certain way of being and doing things. Goodbye to my comfort zone. Goodbye to thinking I could control life, instead of going with the flow and trusting in Gods plan for me. Goodbye to old wounds. Goodbye to the story of sorrow we tell ourselves. Goodbye to thinking I always know best. Goodbye to not letting anyone in, to instead being emotionally open, no matter how terrifying vulnerability is. Goodbye to useless and selfish desires. Goodbye to mental isolation, the imprisonment of our own mind. Goodbye to the internal world I was drowning in. And finally the last lesson of all, I had to learn how to say goodbye to the good old loyal companion that never left. I said my final goodbye to pain.