to be so damn pretty

I love Drack. The dude came in a while after your dad died and he had no reason to even bring it up, but he heard about it from Vetra and was like “I need to cheer this kid up!” so he writes you an email that is pretty damn heartfelt for a krogan and he wants to offer something to help you feel better about losing your father

But what the guy gives you is stolen jpegs of shotguns, I love him

Monday 8:27am
I woke up with you on my mind.
You called me babe last night —
my heart is still pounding.

Tuesday 10:53pm
Today I realized we won’t work.
What we are is hurting her.
And I think she matters more to me than you do.

Wednesday 11:52pm
I broke things off with you today.
She barely said a word.
I’ve never regretted anything more than this.

Thursday 4:03pm
I shouldn’t have sent that message.
You shouldn’t have been so okay with receiving it.

Friday 9:57pm
I almost messaged you today.
I didn’t.

Saturday 8:49pm
I’m walking around town in search of alcohol.
They say that liquor numbs the pain of having a broken heart.
I want to put that to the test.

Sunday 2:32am
I heard you texted a girl you’ve never spoken to before.
I wonder if it’s because you’re trying to replace me.
I can’t help but wish you weren’t.
I thought I was irreplaceable.

—  a week with you on my mind, c.j.n.

They actually played this song and it’s forever stuck in my head