to be my best friend

best friend!sewoon
  • the person who waits for your outside your door so y’all can walk to school together
  • also walks home with you
  • only met in junior high but your common interests stuck you two together
  • and the fact that you guys have the same route on the way to school and on the way back
  • on hot summer days, he’ll treat you to some shaved ice
  • and you would always say you would treat him next time but he always ends up treating you
  • not bc you dont got money, he just always pays before you can
  • would sometimes come over to study
  • and your mother would always say something like “you should be more like sewoon! so well-mannered.”
  • and ur like -_-
  • but most of “studying” would just be him fiddling with his guitar
  • which he brings to school almost every day
  • and when he doesn’t bring is guitar, you almost feel at lost because what in the world is sewoon without his guitar
  • people would think you would copy his homework but he actually copies yours
  • everyone knows the two of you as the duo and gets confused when one is missing
  • some days he would accidentally crash overnight because he’d be so tired after school
  • and he’ll feel guilty crashing that he ends up making breakfast lol
  • omg he would totally be the type to bring you lunch to school sometimes
  • some nice french toast bc this boy can make good french toast
  • scary movie nights while eating his specialty ramyun
  • everyone thinks he’s quiet because he just blends in the crowd
  • but you know he’s really silly and tells really bad jokes
  • but you still laugh at his jokes because y’all are on the same wavelength
  • literally dances randomly around you
  • like when he hears a song he likes, he’ll start dancing
  • walks with you with his arms around your shoulders sometimes
  • would go to you to consult lyrics with
  • and ur like “uh…”
  • but he’s like “what do you think sounds better??”
  • but everything he sings all sound so good so ur not much of a help to him
  • makes you play sports with him or at least pass a soccer ball around with him
  • really playful person
  • like he would be the type to tap ur shoulder and hide
  • also the type to try to surprise you by hiding behind something
  • tbh if u were really his best friend, a song like 오해는 마 (Don’t Misunderstand) would probably be about you
  • high key gets stressed when you’re sick
  • like he worries so much
  • he’ll buy you cold medicine and would try to play it cool bc he doesn’t want you to think he was worried
  • but he is really worried
  • “stop getting sick so easily…”
  • “thanks sewoon”
  • “it’s nothing, i just had that [cold medicine] laying around”
  • literally has cough drops with him all the time for the just in case moments
  • also has hot packs when the weather is cold
  • will purposefully wear a scarf when it’s really cold just to give it to you if you don’t have one
  • he’s like the best friend anyone can dream of
  • someone who is loyal and kind and genuinely cares for you
  • and a tsundere

23/06/2017 - 🌹 Prom 🌹

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Look at this perfect umbrella @cyrilcyrielle, @coffee-without-a-pause, @dussydelf and @ifukubucho bought me *o*o*o*o*o*

Thank you so so so much to all of you. You are the most amazing friends and I feel like I don’t tell you this enough. So yep, you are the most amazing friends. I LOVE it! Thank you thank you thank you (and the biggest hug)

anonymous asked:

Is it an adhd thing to bite pens or necklaces? Like to put things in your mouth and biting (not even swallowing)? I've heard it before and I do it and want to know if I'm the only one

yesyesyesyesyes its a type of stimming and i love doing it i chew and bite and lick everything, i even bought a chew necklace from stimtastic and its wonderful 


Do you know that feeling, the one you get when you are trying to fall asleep, but your heart just won’t let you because all you can feel is this overwhelming urge in your chest that just wants to combust. Well, here I am trying to fall asleep, but all I can think about is my love. It is in these weird moments, the ones where you literally can not stop yourself from overflowing with joy and happiness over one single individual that I just can’t believe my life. I love her. I love her! I know you will read this and I just love you. We fantasize and get so excited over the crazy adventures we will have in the future together and it is just amazing how much another individual can be on the same wave length as you. It is dangerous, we both know this, to put so much faith in one another and so much thought and love and whatever else the human emotions can express. Yet, how is it that something so dangerous can be so thrilling? I get chills sometimes from just how much times you cross my mind on a daily basis. So much so, I question what else could I have been thinking about prior to meeting you. This isn’t changing anytime soon either. Call me crazy, honestly at this point I don’t care, but I think I’m treading on borderline infatuation. I’ve literally had to, on many occasions, stop myself from crossing that line between what is healthy and what isn’t. But, at this point, who cares! I love thinking about how much you care for me and how much of a gem you are to this world. You don’t even know it and that just makes you all the more admirable. You question why it is people fall for you so quickly and I question how could they not? You are compassionate and mindful, brilliant and beautiful and I just can’t fathom the idea of not having you in my life. At this point, I don’t know who else to thank for having found you and really taken the time to get to know you. Funny thing is, we have so much more to learn about one another and that alone is mind blowing. You say that you are crazy and weird for feeling the way you do about me. If that is so, then I must be insane because I don’t even think the English vocabulary has the words to express my gratitude, respect, admiration, love and just hope for us and for you. I love you and I needed to rant about it because I don’t think my beating heart would settle if I didn’t confess this tonight. I’m calling it now, there will be times when I will be cold and distanced, it comes with being human and having forever fluctuating emotions. But please, my darling, don’t ever assume that anything I do or say lessens the space in my heart that you occupy. Because at the end of the day, I just want you to be happy and healthy and smiling and eating and staying hydrated and just content with life. And the beauty of us is that I know you want the same for me and for that I thank you. Thank you for being you and no one else. Thank you for being the weirdo that I have learned to appreciate. Thank you for listening when no one else would. Thank you for always wanting the best for me 110%. Thank you for carving a space in my heart where compassion is held onto with a firm grip. Even with this now formulating list of thank you’s, I can’t thank you enough. I love you with almost every fiber in my being (we have to leave some love as part of the chase). I just wanted you to know, as a reminder to you and as a reconsolidation for me. I love you.
Please don’t think I’ve lost my mind. It will happen, just not yet. More like I’ve finally imploded.

-My confessions 💖