to be honest i dont care

anonymous asked:

If we had a black female president how would u feel?

I dont really give a shit at all.

Everything depends on her views and her decision making. Her leadership skills are more important. She should have a good head on her shoulders and a lot of experience. She needs character above all things, and she should say things that enrich my thinking with integrity and hope for my country. Most of all, she should be honest and caring toward others. She should be generous and strive to do good for the country.

Her skin color and gender means absolutely nothing to me.

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I dont usually make comic strips and im really bad at it. But at some point this depressing thoughts just consumed me. 

(this will be a long rant and post)**As much as I dont want it to get to me, it does. And its really hard to get away. Im no saint either, I can get hurt and I can get jealous. I have had so many thoughts when seeing other artist or cosplayers, eventhough I tried not to think badly sometimes It just comes. I have had so many thoughts where I see other artists and feel that my art is not good enough or sometimes think that why some people get recognized more than what I do? As much as I dont care about notes or likes to be honest I do sometimes, because it still gets to me that the more likes and notes u get, the better your art is. I put so many details, i took so many days but it didnt get as much appreciation as I thought it would be. Sometimes I feel that I tried my best and I put a lot of accuracy to my costumes, I make it as neat as possible, as straight as possible and as accurate shape as possible. But people just dont look at it and dont appreciate it. But again I cant expect people to look at these stuffs and expect them to like my stuffs. “Do what you like and if you put your heart enough people will for sure notice!” thats what people say, but in reality it doesnt work like that. I just cant help thinking that my stuffs are not good enough. Is it my personality sometimes? is it my art? do they not appeal? do people not like it? what do ppl think about it? I just cant get my head around it. This goes on and on, I cried and Ive gone through depression because of this. There are so many things I want to say but I dont think its necessary to put all in here.

However, As much as these things consumed me. Ill go back and see the people that supports me too. It might not be as much as other people have, but They mean a lot to me. All these messages I got from my store review, tumblr messages, comments and etc. I read them all. I never really thank enough for it. Its selfish of me to think about all these negativity, but sorry that i couldnt help it. But again, because of you guys, no matter how many times I go through these stages, I stands up again. Like I say I cant thank you enough for all your supports, they always made my day and it whats keep me going!.

So from the bottom of my heart I would like to THANK ALL OF YOU for supporting me up until now, It keeps me motivated and I will try to do better to improve!

Im posting this to remind me also to never forget the support ive received and hopefully I can lessen all these negative thoughts in the future.

exclamation point discourse

! is the fake excited tone you use with a toddler because you want them to learn how to process emotional reactions.

!! is real excitement. its honest and wholesome and true. youre so passionate about this.

!!! is kinda passive aggressive in my opinion?? its like youre trying to drive a point and just being an annoying shit about it. ur taking it too far basically.

any more than that and i just assume your finger got stuck on the key and you just dont care you just dont fucKIN CARE so i will ignore you cause i dont care either. youre being extra and i dont care for that.

hi! just a lil announcement I might be taking a hiatus for a while as i need to focus on my finals.

I might still reblog some gifs but no promises, I feel like I definitely need to catch up on my workload and also cause of the fact that i feel like lately the air around the phandom has been so stressful and I dont really need to associate myself with that sort of negativity.

Please dont send hate to try to defend your viewpoints, dont try to threaten people when they are not seeing the same as you are. we’re all people with different ways of thinking and honestly its been bugging me that this fandom’s begun to be a game of taking sides of whos better or which is gonna win. Almost as stressful as politics. I just despise people being so obsessive in a single viewpoint.

To be frankly honest, I truly do not care about their relationship in such detail, and I would really appreciate if people would stop making a betting game out of their relationship. whatever it may be. Its so exhausting.

For a while i might be retreating back into 2D and maybe casually watch dnp. I will still deliver your orders, and still update my shop but for the time being my twitter and my tumblr will mostly just be random things and anime.

Hope you guys understand and hopefully I will see you again soon!

okay so like. i know keith/lance is the ship most likely to become canon by the end of the series for an assload of reasons but i’m going to be completely honest with y'all i’d give my left fucking lung and sell my soul to dreamworks for matt/shiro to happen i don’t even fucking care i just woke up from like four separate shatt-related dreams and they were the single most emotionally compelling pieces of brain cinematography i’ve ever seen in my life and if i could suck a thousand dicks to be able to bring them to reality on the show i fuckin would without hesitation no kidding

anonymous asked:

Leave people alone in their opinions

If I’m fucking honest and telling you my FULL HCs for the cast-

Legit in gijinka/human form all my characters are poc, pop is bi, pecha is nonbinary pan, Duke gay, cash asexual , Ozzie is asexual/hereroflexible romantic transman, z is gay. Narratively I don’t touch upon it often because I’m scared at times of people’s reaction aka them saying “they’re all special snowflakes” but I dont really care anymore :/ this blog started out as a story I wanted to tell an included diversity because I’m tired of not seeing it . But I love fleshing them out because first and foremost they are people . Take it as you will . And as for ur ask - no.

my opinions on the signs (aries sun/pisces moon/cancer rising/aquarius dom)

super duper biased (im so sorry leos…)

aries: ive only met a few other aries in my life but weve NEVER gotten along. always starting arguments but refusing to finish them.. and they have a tendency to be immature. they have trouble apologizing. every aries ive met has been very defensive and always secretly extremely insecure but youd never be able to tell until you really got to know one. I will say though that they are very passionate about what they care about and if theyre on your side they will defend you even if youre wrong. theyre also adorably spontaneous. brutally honest when theyre angry. dont have much of a filter between their thoughts and their words.

taurus: I have so many tauruses in my life that im extremely close to. the ones i know are HORRIBLE with dates, times, remembering things, being on time, etc. which at first came as a shock because everyone says theyre extremely serious and reliable. oh well! i love them anyways. when a taurus cares about you however, they will be willing to drop everything for you anytime. incredibly giving people with hearts of gold. theyre so silly and sweet and have great senses of humor but theyre serious when need be. are SO passionate about the people they love. such romantics and so incredibly sensual. theyre so protective and great at comforting people. lazy until they absolutely need to get shit done (but somehow they always get it done). Love ‘em.

gemini: I LOVE geminis. my best friend is a gemini and she is by far the sweetest, most understanding, and diplomatic person ive met.
the geminis i have met have always been extremely fair and level headed. some tend to be overly worried about appearance, but others are the exact opposite. when it comes down to it they can internally be very petty but they will very rarely let it sway their opinions externally. every gemini ive met has had lavender as their favorite color?? odd but a cool little fact. tend to be hilariously sarcastic. very reliable. EXTREMELY intelligent.

cancer: yall are FUCKING CRAZY but i cant help but hang out with you guys. quick storytime: one of the cancers i know cut off the top of her sisters finger with scissors because she messed up her drawing, and another cancer i know lit a public toilet on fire and just left the restroom because they were “just really angry that day”. the cancers i know are TERRIFYING PEOPLE. emotionally you guys scare me because you feel everything so intensely. backstabbers to the max. SO FUNNY because theyre constantly roasting the hell out of people but constantly make me so so nervous. so quick to talk shit. i will say though you guys are really interesting and ive had a lot of really deep conversations with cancers. i appreciate them for the way they are and im sure there are some totally sane cancers out there.

leo: im so sorry to all the lovely leos out there but the leos ive met have RUINED this sign for me. they have always matched every leo stereotype. they are so whiny and live for being the center of attention. incredibly dramatic and jealous. some of the biggest gossips ive ever met. they never stop talking and when they are talking its always about themselves! SUCH inflated egos. so self absorbed. just very stereotypical negative leo behavior. im sure not all leos are like this so im sorry to all the amazing ones out there, but wow the ones ive met are just mean.

virgo: Ive never met a virgo???? where are you people? do you exist? youre probably cool. im going to default to saying that i love you guys. virgos = cool probably. idk

libra: I either love or hate libras. on one hand some of them are very fair and thoughtful, bubbly and loved by everyone. on the other hand though theyre a pain in the ass to deal with. they always want the very best, and tend to be extremely rude when that isnt what they recieve. such flirts. some of the libras i know are such good people though, and they give REALLY thoughtful gifts. a reoccuring stereotypical thing ive noticed is that they all love glitter for some reason. very crafty people. they can be super manipulative in order to get what they want. mixed feelings. judgemental as hell but only behind closed doors. the libras i know love making other people happy.

scorpio: I dont know many scorpios but i hate seeing how cynical and untrusting the ones i know are. very brutal people. but with the negatives aside, their intensity is invigorating and they turn heads like no other sign. SO intimidating but its only because they seem so well put together, mature, and otherworldly. genuine people though, and they are the most real people ive met. loyal and passionate.

sagittarius: ahhhhh! I know a lot of sags and I love you guys for the most part. always up for a good time and so creative. hands down the most fun sign. so exciting and interesting, intelligent and quirky. honestly, the most fast-thinking sign ive met. the most funny sarcasm out there. the people i know with this sign are such comedians and they live to make people laugh and brighten peoples day. its hard to make them mad because theyll brush you and your lousy opinions off so quickly, but that means theyre really difficult to sway when they believe in something. they tend to be right about things, and always have a “gut feeling” about any situation. just really warm, nice people. sweet smiles, too.

capricorn: some of my closest friends are capricorns. theyre the definition of ride or die friends. most loyal sign ive met. theyre the masters at hiding their emotions and their emotional seriousness has a tendency to scare me a lil bit, but theyre just really cool people. you can come to them with absolutely anything and theyll always want to help. such memes tho. good taste in music. theyre so complex but appear so simple. SO GOOD at storytelling and writing. brutally honest, but in a productive way. doesnt take bullshit. ever.

aquarius: ive only met 2 but theyre such aliens i swear. theyre so cool though. very spacey, cute senses of humor, VERY chill. theyre really clever and creative too. independant as hell and sometimes they just want to be left alone. they always seemed a little detached from reality. cool as a cucumber.

pisces: and the award for most passive-agressive goes to pisces. honestly though i love you guys. youre so empathic and caring, and THE ABSOLUTE BEST to talk to about problems, deep thoughts, or just random stuff with. just the best people to carry on conversations with. the pisces i know arent shy at all, but just naturally quiet. i will say that you guys are so difficult to talk to when youre upset because you have this tendency to shut down and block out the people around you. very sensitive and you tend to take things to heart very easily. extremely intelligent and innovative people. you always seem lost in thought, and im always curious about what youre thinking about.

also like where do people get that taako doesnt care about kravitz? like hes shown that he feels like he cant be honest with his emotions around magnus and merle and like is canonically InTo krav in a way thats getting more strong every time they meet, like in tck he wasnt into his skeletal form but after the date he was loving it
i just dont???? get it??

anonymous asked:

Do you like big black dick?

Well I gets that more to the point that the message about BBC i had before. To be honest, I havent tried if thats what you wanted my opinion on. As for look or my thoughts in general, I dont really focus on the colour of a dick. mostly i care about the size and shape - When its inside u cant feel the colour

I could kiss you. I could fuck you. I could care about you. But love? I’m not able to do that. Not with you or anyone else. I could write about the color of your eyes and make stories about how I would touch your body but love? Its just a word to me. That is why I say you deserve better than me. Because you could love me with everything you’ve got and I still wouldn’t be able to whisper those three words to you. You could have the key, the combination to unlock the walls I put up and I would change the locks before you even get off the first number or get the key out of your pocket. I don’t get close to people. I won’t let myself do that. It’s not you or anyone else. Its really not. Its me. It’s one of my things. And I really don’t know how to stop. If you’re looking for love, I’m not the one. Why do you think I don’t have relationships anymore? This is a reason.
—  Oko Ninjah (looking for love? don’t look towards me)

anonymous asked:

I love how you keep it real girl. With your real food pics that some times dont look the greatest and real simple foods. Makes you so relateable because I know at home I sure as heeeeell am not plating for the gram haha. Also that you dont spend your time pushing an ebook you wrote ot something of that sort and are genuinely pushing health. Why I trust and follow you girl!

i was just thinking about this earlier, and talking about it with my bf. on my instagram page, my photo quality isn’t that great and to be honest, it’s not even like the most aesthetic page but i care more about reaching people and being relatable than i care about having 300k followers for a page that’s full of high quality food photos but not much interaction or connection. sure, that burrito picture was pretty shitty lmao, and may have brought down the quality/beauty of my page a bit but the point was so show that vegans can still eat bomb food at the airport!

i keep thinking, i don’t want to post anything that’s not pretty, but messages like this really encourage me to just do me and post what i feel is relatable and might be helpful at the time. thank you so much for sending this !! i’m glad i’m not the only person who doesn’t care about following a main theme/looking good all the time

character’s flaws & strengths

Josren Tabris

↳ Bold what applies to your character (I tried to do top 5 for each)

⚔ FLAWS

moody | short-tempered | emotionally unstable | whiny
controlling | conceited | possessive | paranoid | lies
impatient | cowardly | bitter | selfish | power-hungry
greedy | lazy | judgmental | forgetful | impulsive
vengeful | stubborn | sadistic | petty | unlucky

♛ STRENGTHS

honest | trustworthy | thoughtful | caring | brave
patient | selfless | ambitious | tolerant | lucky
intelligent | confident | focused | humble | generous
merciful | observant | wise | clever | charming
cheerful | optimistic | decisive | adaptive | calm

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tagged by @w0lfs-teeth and @lesbiananders thank u for tagging me sorry it took me days to get to this aaa

tbh most people i’d think of tagging have already been tagged by the people who tagged me but i’m gonna tag @deaconsunglasses and @samaxsonvevo