if the question is how did i actually begin producing;
when i was maybe 14 or 15 i downloaded ModPlug Tracker and gave up pretty quickly because that shit is like trying to make music in microsoft excel and it was all too left brained for me. I got really discouraged and didn’t try again until i was 19 years old, when my friend/roommate at the time gave me his copy of FL Studio 10. I fell in love with it really quickly because even though I always loved music a lot, my developmental fine motor skill problems always made learning physical instruments really hard for me, but with FL Studio i didn’t need to worry about that, so all that pent up musical energy from throughout the years just poured out of me and hasn’t stopped pouring out of me yet
Ruben Loftus-Cheek is open to playing in different positions in order to force his way into contention for a starting spot leaders. The England under-21 international has made just eight appearances for Chelsea this season, compared to 17 last year, as manager Antonio Conte’s 3-4-3 system and the club’s lack of European fixtures have reduced his playing opportunities. Loftus-Cheek made a rare appearance for Chelsea against Stoke City prior to the international break, coming on as a substitute and helping Conte’s side win the game.
Loftus-Cheek: ‘I’m always learning and I’m open to playing different positions. That can only be good for my development. I think I have to be on it, when you don’t play much and you get a chance to play,’ he added. I train hard and I train to the best of my abilities so when these opportunities do come, you’re hungry from the first whistle.’
sorry to disappoint your neurotypical standards but do people who love to pressure the great mental health recovery agenda not realize that there are disorders where recovery isn’t an option like no offence but for me there’s nothing to recover from that’s just the way my brain has been since birth and i’ve sorta got used to living with the goods and bads by now
Imagine Yuuri being really good at origami (that's like a relaxing pastime for him) and Viktor has always wanted to learn how to make paper cranes and they make a thousand together and Yuuri tells Viktor to make a wish but Viktor says he already has everything he could ever wish for (and I'm crying now)