I enjoy staying home with friends more than going out. The other night, for example, my girlfriends and I stayed in listening to some ‘90s rap - my favorite kind. We were in the Hamptons and made it an all-Biggie weekend, all of his albums on repeat. I loved it.
When I was on stage and I was thinking of… I felt like I know him. I know his heart and I know what he wouldn’t do to hurt me. But I didn’t realize that feeling so confident and so great about myself and then it just be completely shattered by one thing. By something so stupid. But then you make me feel crazy, you make me feel like it’s my fault. I was in pain.
I pushed my feelings to the side, but then you bring them back, b-bring them back, now you got me singing: “Boy, I need you here with me, we can’t go on this way, I’m falling hard for you and all I can say…”
A lot of people would be embarrassed to admit that they were on ‘Barney’, but I embrace the fact. I just had such a wonderful time doing that show. I learned what a camera and prop is, and all that. I learned my manners too, so I guess that’s a good thing!
It’s been in the past for a while, I get a flash then I smile. Am I crazy? Still miss you,baby. It was real, it was right. But it burned to have to survive, all that’s left is all these ashes. Where does the love go? I don’t know. When it’s all said and done, how could I be losing you forever? After all the time we spent together, I have to know why. I had to lose you. Now you’ve just become like everything I’ll never find again, at the bottom of the ocean.
“If you want to love somebody, love today, do not leave for tomorrow. Because tomorrow may be too late to seek happiness, to declare to the beloved, enjoy every demonstration of affection, friendship, and all existing feelings in this world. Do not leave anything for later, because later may not come.”
A lot of people would be embarrassed to admit that they were on ‘Barney’, but I embrace the fact. I just had such a wonderful time doing that show. I learned what a camera and prop is, and all that. I learned my manners too, so I guess that’s a good thing.
So let this drought come to an end and make this desert flower again. I’m so glad you found me. Stick around me, baby, baby, baby, oooh. It’s a world of wonder with you in my life. So hurry baby, don’t waste no more time. I need you here, I can’t explain. But a day without you is like a year without rain.