When I was on stage and I was thinking of… I felt like I know him. I know his heart and I know what he wouldn’t do to hurt me. But I didn’t realize that feeling so confident and so great about myself and then it just be completely shattered by one thing. By something so stupid. But then you make me feel crazy, you make me feel like it’s my fault. I was in pain.


It’s been in the past for a while, I get a flash then I smile. Am I crazy? Still miss you,baby. It was real, it was right. But it burned to have to survive, all that’s left is all these ashes. Where does the love go? I don’t know. When it’s all said and done, how could I be losing you forever? After all the time we spent together, I have to know why. I had to lose you. Now you’ve just become like everything I’ll never find again, at the bottom of the ocean.