Alright, serious talk… I dont know if you know, but I don’t like re-design characters…. (?).
I mean! I like to re-draw them with a better artstyle from my side! I love to see my old shit and re-draw characters/gijinkas/personifications! The changes are mostly in the art style that the desing.
Re-desing a character or personification is not something bad! I think I dont like to do it because I get attached to the design once I drew it… but I didnt get attached to the design of Nightmare Balloon Boy.
Now, don’t get me wrong, I based his design in his canonverse form- yes- like I usually do… but I found a big problem his mouth, his huge mouth to his little head @m@ and his tiny form that is not so tiny to be a plushie, but not big enough to be a nightmare… at first I didnt care… I just say to myself “his desing is there, now leave the pre-teen there, is not like you are going to use them much"………….. ………….. but hey, guess who need this fuckboy nowwww (??).
I didn’t use Nightmare BB in the AU that much because.. well, his design is pretty fucking HARD to do with the mouth condition… and with the hat I don’t have the freedom to mess with his hair so I was like “eh”… then, the Japanese High School AU happen and I was like “alright alright… I add all the gang, I can’t leave him behind” and I got the “freedom” of do him more “human” and not so “animatronic”… and I ended up drawing this.
The moment I saw him with a hairstyle and another proportions… I fell love, the love of a creator for their creations [in this case gijinkas- Cawthon own all the fucking franquice I know(??)] and I… wanted to do more with his character, but drawing him is a pain in the ass, you have no idea.
I think I give up at some point with the “consistence of the desing” because aaaaa
I feel frustrated of discover what I can DO with him and I couldnt do it!!!
…. so…. @askbonnieboy kindly kill this fuckboi… now now, Nightmares can’t really die in this verse, they are already dead! this is their purgatory! but that doesn’t mean they can’t feel pain, suffer or get so damaged than, when they regenerate they look a little bit different…
So… yeah pre-teen fuckboi died… because he regenerate and now he is
I hope you understand why I made this change and don’t mind that I re-desing him ;v; /)