I’m flying out to Melboune in a few hours, and won’t be on Tumblr from then until the 5th of May! You’re welcome to send messages, but I definitely won’t be getting them until about the 6th. (I will be writing though! I’ve already got a chapter of The Wind that Cuts the Night to put up when I get back, but I won’t be posting anything for the next 10 days).
If anyone wants to keep up with my adventure/s - I’ll be posting stuff on Instagram. I may also be posting stuff on Twitter.
Harry lost his baby on a warm, spring morning. The sun had only been up for an hour that day, and it felt like it never rose again afterward. Neither of them saw it coming, and nothing felt quite the same afterward.
Or the one where Harry has a miscarriage, and Louis is broken.
"now all we know is don't let go. we are alone, just you and me, up in your room and our slates are clean; just twin fire signs, four blue eyes"
"and all we are is skin and bone, trained to get along; forever going with the flow, but you're friction"
"you searched the world for something else to make you feel like what we had, and in the end in wonderland we both went mad"
"and i hope the sun shines and it's a beautiful day, and something reminds you you wish you had stayed; you can plan for a change in weather and time, but i never planned on you changing your mind"
"we need love, but all we want is danger; we team up then switch sides like a record changer; the rumors are terrible and cruel but, honey, most of them are true"
"this is looking like a contest, of who can act like they care less, but i liked it better when you were on my side. the battle's in your hands now, but i would lay my armor down if you said you'd rather love than fight"
"but i took your matches before fire could catch me, so don't look now; i'm shining like fireworks over your sad empty town"
"people are people and sometimes it doesn't work out; nothing we say is gonna save us from a fall out. and we know it's never simple, never easy. never a clean break, no one's here to save me"
"time won't fly, it's like i'm paralyzed by it; i'd like to be my old self again, but i'm still trying to find it"
"we made quite a mess, babe, it's probably better off this way; and i confess, babe, in my dreams you're touching my face and asking me if i wanna try again with you. and i almost do"
"months and months of back and forth, you're still all over me like a wine stained dress i can't wear anymore; hung my head as i lost the war, and the sky turned black like a perfect storm"
"and i guess we fell apart in a usual way, and the story's got dust on every page; but sometimes i wonder how you think about it now, and i see your face in every crowd"
hey what's your favorite Taylor Swift lyric?
HEY you call me up again just to break me like a promise. So casually cruel in the name of being honest I'm a crumpled up piece of paper lying here 'cause I remember it all too well. Time won't fly, it's like I'm paralyzed by it. I'd like to be my old self again, but I'm still trying to find it. After plaid shirt days and nights when you made me your own now you mail back my things and I walk home alone....BUT you keep my old scarf from that very first week 'cause it reminds you of innocence and it smells like ME. You can't get rid of it 'cause you remember it ALL TOO WELL.