I have a lot of followers, but sometimes I feel like I hardly know you. I have a hard time making and maintaining friendships online and I think it’s mostly my fault. I’m not good at engaging with people. This isn’t a “come into my inbox” post because I feel like this is on me, it’s just. I’ve been kind of lonely lately. If I show up in your inbox or awkwardly replying to your posts this is probably why.