Harry doesn’t get it. He wears his heart on his sleeve because he hasn’t any idea what the world is really like. Things don’t always happen for a reason. Sometimes life is mean and pointless and people hurt you just because they can. Sometimes you fall in love with a person or a fantasy of the person you’re going to be someday, and all it ever does for you is make you into something you hate, brittle bones and stone walls.
He’s pulled out of his thoughts by the motion out of the corner of his eye of Harry lifting up his phone. Louis gets a hand in front of his face just before he hears the fake shutter sound of the camera going off. “Missed me,” he says, peeking out from behind his fingers.
“I don’t get why you won’t let me take your picture,” Harry says, pouting a bit, and Louis just laughs.
“Well, we can’t have you finding out I’m a vampire, can we?” he says, patting Harry’s thigh consolingly. He turns back to the film, and tries not to worry about what Harry might see in his eyes if he ever managed to catch him off-guard.
here it is !! som cute lil ole bats for u anon !!! i went way out of order nd did this 1 now instead of ones i got earlier but uumm it was 2 cute ,, omg tysm anon !!! c: robbie is an indian flying fox and snort is a long eared brown bat !!! also unrelated but uuhm, i listened 2 my whole beach boys cassette front and back twice while drawin this nd im so glad omg
In Paris she found Magnus, who was living in a garret apartment and painting, an occupation for which he had no aptitude whatsoever. He let her sleep on a mattress by the window, and in the night, when she woke up screaming for Will, he came and put his arms around her, smelling of turpentine.
“The first one is always the hardest,” he said.
“The first one you love who dies,” he said. “It gets easier, after.
A brief and badly written tutorial on how I do low poly work as promised Ow<)/
//I’m very sorry to those just learning 3D, as half of this probably won’t make any sense. But if 3D was easy we’d see a hell of a lot more of it than we do, so never give up! It’s a tough area but you can make amazing things once you get your head round it, and there’s a huge array of tutorials already out there that can help you get started.//
I remember when I was in college, just coming out. I heard about this site called “Tumblr”. No one I knew was really on it.
Being from Ohio, I only knew black lesbians who were stud or fem. masculine or feminine. There was no in between; or beyond the binary. I myself struggled with the fact that I was always considered a “tomboy” but existed in all my fem and masculine ways. See my body curved at the hips and my thighs were thick. Yet my presence was strong and I had an affinity for masculine and feminine aesthetics.
Tumblr helped me see people of color who were queer, trans*, non binary, and everything we decided to create.
Tumblr helped me accept myself in all my black lesbian, same gender loving, androgynous, moc ways. And it’s also gave me room to grow + change. Tumblr gave me the access points to see people who played with gender in ways I had never imagined.
So I just spent some time looking back and re-blogging my old posts.
Y'all are my family. Out of all the online spaces, I feel safest here.
For all my baby QTPOC’s:
I love y'all and I hope tumblr allows you the space to be beautiful and broken and lost and affirmed. I hope it allows you the space to be all
of you and feel you have community. Even if you’re living in Ohio, or a suburban city, or a black ass city that doesn’t allow for gender/sexual fluidity.
I see a lot of people arguing over the whole intimacy issue and
frankly I think all of ya’ll are comparing them to the wrong couples - its not
mylene and zeke or ra-ra or boo-boo ya’ll should be talking about. It sure as
shit ain’t qaf - who had such a high sex rate for the sole reason that they
wanted to force straights to deal with the reality that gays do indeed fuck. Or
compare Dizzee x Thor fans to Sterek fans…while claiming people love Teen
Wolf for it cause thats lies - that show gets ripped from those same
fans…trust me. If you wanna know where the show runners stand look at their
other malexmale assemble - Zeke and Shaolin.
I see a lot of people shaming those who feel some type of way
about the lack of physical intimacy as if that avoidance isn’t a real thing the
gay community is battling exhibited through straight out avoidance,
queerbaiting, or actors getting roles of gay characters but then shying away
from the physical. THIS HAPPENS ALOT! Lets be honest…it seems to be happening
on TGD. But I think people should pay attention before they start telling
others not to watch the show or claiming things against the
showrunners/writers. Sometimes (it should be all the time) story and character
are important elements when it comes to physical intimacy or sex. Take QAF
again - Brian wasn’t just all about sex just because…it was his way of
rebelling against both the straight world and his parents. It was also his way
of having an emotional disconnect. It was why he was physically intimate with
his best friend but would not have sex with him. Now look at Shao. Shaolin is
mega touchy when it comes to Zeke, any chance he gets to pull him in..he does.
It is in fact this reason that people started shipping the two. The only sexual
scenes we get from him are with Annie but he was very clear on his thoughts of
that. I always see people say Shao hates Mylene cause hes jealous and really
its more than that, he resents her, women have always taking what was his and
no matter how he loves Zeke he does consider him his and Mylene is a clear
threat between that. Zeke and Shao have a different intimacy than Diz and Thor.
Which of course makes sense storywise.
In the first part we had the telepathy kiss and I think this is
where they fucked up. Because people get in a tif about things like this…all
it would be about from then on is when were we gonna get a real kiss…the
other intimacy wouldn’t matter if they weren’t physical it would be side eyed.
I do think that telepathy was also about who Dizzee is - it highlighted him in
this artist world of the gays (with music, fashion, dance, and form). Dizzee is
the metaphor character and sadly because his sexuality is exhibited as such, so
is his relationship with Thor. I think people forget that just because we see
the emotions….doesn’t mean those feelings have been vocalized (the love convo
never happened it was a drug induced fantasy). The closes we get to it is Diz’s
comic asking if Thor will come back and join him. We didn’t even get to their
relationship until after Dizz disappeared (locked himself away with Thor). And
when we see them they’re staying together in their paint paradise looking
domesticated and shit. And its not that they lack intimacy because this
little scene was so amazing and spoke volumes about their relationship. They
seem settled and happy. They exchange what can be taken as a joke about the
physical and Thor watches Diz create and they speak about the revolution. They
paint eachother and this shit is my favorite thing because its pure yet sublime
with this undercurrent, as they stand in their Paint-Palace with art they’ve
created themselves with this little mattress and television that creates light
- Thor watches Diz as he dances and its easy, so fucking easy to understand why
they’re together. Diz had been somber the whole part 2 and in this scene hes
just so damn…free. He’s revealed himself on the walls and he shouts that hes an
alien with a top hat and the alien has gotten to the fucking opera. Even though
he feels like his family can’t accept him, his friends outside the circle can’t
accept him, hes accepted by Thor and hes learning to accept himself. This is
why I’m not salty about a kiss. Cause normally I would be. But honestly looking
at what they worked with I have to ask myself where it would’ve gone. I mean
yeah they could’ve kissed in the Paint-Palace but a part of me wonders if I
would’ve felt jaded by that as if they only placed it in to please the crowd,
because for the message of the scene its not needed at all. And even cuddling
wasn’t needed because it would’ve taken away the proof on the wall and their
bodies when Shao walked in. That’s to say he didn’t need body to body evidence
when Diz had placed so much of his truth and love on both the walls and a
I think is we got another
season then yes, it would be imperative to grow there…but this part wasn’t
really about that for them. It was about Diz settling within himself. I would
love to see how his family reacts…I mean it was back in that time and his
parents already treats him like he the bad one. I’m gonna ignore the end of the
finale cause they got me fucked up with that and they better do some major
rework. So I understand where people are coming from but personally I’m cool, I
don’t think the production team is trying to be janky, they’re working with
what they got and they’re up front about what we’re gonna get before it even
hits the table. So as long as we can continue and they eliminate that bullshit
scene I’m good.