what is it called when healing goes stagnant? i’m flatlining with a heartbeat. everything starts out so hopeful but it never ends well. it just ends.
i’m supposed to be getting better, things are supposed to be adding up but all I have are loose ends and nothing to tie them to. every conversation is a confession because no one is listening. every secret belongs to someone else.
the gods have forgotten us. god himself packed up shop and went away for awhile. even the devil got tired of watching us pull ourselves apart. there’s muscle and sinew under my nails. there’s blood on my teeth.
you know, when Midas was young, he didn’t even want gold. he just wanted to be loved.
what is it called when healing goes stagnant? i think it means the hope is gone. i think it means things just end.
— there is no hope for us yet– lily rain